upstairs downstairs

Soon, the first important exam was ushered in, the mid-term exam, Su Qianmo's heart was occupied by Yu Yanfeng's matter, he didn't perform well, and got the No. 9 in the class.

There were two days off after the midterm exam, and Su Qianmo couldn't bother Yu Yanfeng, so he logged into the game and planned to play casually.

Before the game started, the phone rang.

Su Qianmo looked at the name above and pressed the answer button: "Hello, Yan Feng?"

"What are you doing at home, come out for a walk?" Yu Yanfeng's voice seemed a lot more relaxed, and Su Qianmo also heaved a sigh of relief, and he agreed to make an appointment for the two to meet in the park.

It was already autumn, and Su Qianmo rode a bicycle in a cashmere coat, his hands were numb from the cold, and his hair was blown out of order by the wind.

At three o'clock in the afternoon, there were few people at the entrance of the park. Two rows of sycamore trees soared into the sky to block out the sun, and the yellowed leaves spread all over the ground.Yu Yanfeng was standing under the sycamore tree. He was wearing a black windbreaker and a plaid scarf around his neck. Half of his face was retracted into the scarf, revealing only a pair of bewildered eyes.

Su Qianmo walked towards Yu Yanfeng, every step he took seemed to be expending a lot of effort, this kind of Yu Yanfeng was unfamiliar to him.

Yu Yanfeng found him, turned his face slowly, and put on the usual smile again.

"It's so slow, my feet are numb from the cold."

Su Qianmo walked over, originally wanted to ask about Guo Yumei's situation, but stopped abruptly, and he also laughed: "Who told you to meet at such a far away place?"

"I wanted to walk away, but I held it in for a long time. I feel like I'm going to be disabled." Yu Yanfeng put his arms around Su Qianmo's shoulders, and the two entered the gate.

Su Qianmo was hugged, and he could feel Yu Yanfeng's aura coming overwhelmingly. He wanted to stay away, but Yu Yanfeng let go of his hand suddenly.

Su Qianmo didn't know what to say, he has always been a quiet person, he hardly spoke in class unless the teacher asked him questions, and when he was with Yu Yanfeng, it was Yu Yanfeng who started the conversation , Su Qianmo felt something was wrong when he became quiet all of a sudden.

The autumn is bleak, but the sky is blue and pure, and the clouds are not stained. The sun reflects the lake not far away, and there are slight ripples.Su Qianmo walked up the stone bridge. At the end of the stone bridge was a gazebo. The antique building was quite poetic.

"Sit here." Yu Yanfeng said in a low voice. Su Qianmo followed him into the pavilion. The scenery here is very good, but the wind is blowing from all sides. Su Qianmo is afraid of cold and heat. I was shivering, and felt cold with my hands stuffed in my pockets.

Yu Yanfeng leaned against the vermilion pillar, his legs were standing straight, and he turned his head to look at the scenery outside.

Su Qianmo couldn't bear it any longer, and asked, "Aunt Guo...is she better?"

Yu Yanfeng was not at all surprised that Su Qianmo knew about this, he turned his gaze back and nodded: "I have had an operation, and there shouldn't be any problems in the near future."

Su Qianmo heaved a sigh of relief, his hanging heart was finally safely put into his stomach.

"But... even if my mother has an operation, she won't live long." Yu Yanfeng said suddenly, Su Qianmo was startled, and suddenly looked up at him.Yu Yanfeng's nose was a little red, he deliberately turned his head away, his slightly long hair blocked his eyes.

Su Qianmo felt that his life would be shortened sooner or later after being so startled.

"What do you mean?"

"I heard my dad talking to the doctor." Yu Yanfeng took a deep breath, with a nasal voice, "My mom has terminal cancer... She still needs chemotherapy, and her hair has fallen out."

Su Qianmo's eyes couldn't help but blush at this moment. He remembered that when the two families lived upstairs and downstairs, Guo Yumei would often make some delicious food for herself. Usually, when Yang Liping was too busy to go home, he would stay at Yu Yanfeng's house. Guo Yumei is very patient, she loves to laugh, and her voice is like a bell ringing when she speaks.Even though she was a little older, she was still so beautiful, but now she was suffering from a sudden illness, which turned out to be so cruel.

"My mother said a long time ago that she felt uncomfortable in her stomach, and I didn't care at all...My father asked her to have a look, but she always said it was fine, and that she might have eaten something cold." Yu Yanfeng covered With a straight face, his hands trembled uncontrollably, "It was only last month that I couldn't stand it anymore..."

Su Qianmo walked over subconsciously, he stood in front of Yu Yanfeng, he didn't know how to comfort him, he could only hold his hand.Yu Yanfeng raised his face, glanced at Su Qianmo, and was stunned.

"Mo Mo, why are you crying?"

Su Qianmo lowered his head in embarrassment: "Get lost, who is crying?"

Yu Yanfeng reached out and wiped the corners of Su Qianmo's eyes. They were sitting together in the gazebo, and Su Qianmo was still holding his hand.

"Stay with your mother well." Su Qianmo was most afraid of encountering such a situation. He never comforted others. He felt that if it was Qin Hao, he would know what to do.

"I know." Yu Yanfeng nodded. "Actually, I know all of this. It's useless to say anything now. It can only make my mother happier in the past few months. But these days I often think, what if I could have found out earlier that it might not have turned out like this."

Su Qianmo looked at Yu Yanfeng, he could understand that he blamed himself for all the mistakes, it seemed that only doing so could alleviate the pain of the wounded and sick.

"Yu Yanfeng." Su Qianmo suddenly called out in a low voice, "Remember, there is still me."

Yu Yanfeng looked at Su Qianmo's face, and suddenly he stretched out his hand and hugged Su Qianmo into his arms.

"I know, I know..." Yu Yanfeng's head was buried on Su Qianmo's shoulder, and with great strength, he wrapped his arms around Su Qianmo's waist and shoulders.

The surroundings were surprisingly quiet, even the raging wind stopped. Su Qianmo raised his head, looked at the blue in the distance, and stretched out his arms to wrap around Yu Yanfeng's back.If possible, I would like to bear all the pain for you.

I will be with you.

No matter what, the catastrophe will always pass, and we will eventually abandon the past and go further.

When the two of them went back, Yu Yanfeng kept holding Su Qianmo's hand, Su Qianmo could feel his face burning hot, he struggled several times without breaking free.

"Why are your hands so cold? They haven't warmed up after covering them for so long." After Yu Yanfeng finished speaking, he raised his hand and rubbed Su Qianmo's face. Su Qianmo was startled and leaned back As soon as he retreated, his heel stumbled on the stone steps, his balance was suddenly disrupted, and he leaned back.

Yu Yanfeng didn't expect such a big reaction from him, so he quickly put his arms around his waist and dragged him back.

"What's the matter with you, you're in a daze." Yu Yanfeng frowned at him.

Su Qianmo's heartbeat was so fast that he felt that he had become abnormal. Now that Yu Yanfeng touched him, he felt like his whole body was going to burn. He was not like this before. If things go on like this, he might even be normal for both of them. Can't get along anymore.

"Don't touch me all the time."

Yu Yanfeng raised his eyebrows, and said with a smile: "What's the matter, you're still shy, didn't you hold my hand every day when I was young?"

"That was when I was a child, can it be the same as now?" Su Qianmo retorted, the heat on his face still couldn't fade.

Yu Yanfeng was quite surprised, his eyes were full of doubts, and he couldn't help looking at Su Qianmo's face.Su Qianmo grew up slowly by his side, and he didn't take a close look at this person in the past few years.Su Qianmo has changed a lot. His eyebrows are very light, his eyes are very similar to his mother's, they are clear to the bottom, his red lips are warm, and his half-smile smile makes his cold breath fade away a lot.

Yu Yanfeng couldn't help admiring: "It's really different, Mo Mo, you are so... handsome..."

Yu Yanfeng couldn't think of any words to describe it. Originally, he wanted to use handsome, but it was not the same thing. When he came to his mouth, he became the word handsome, but Su Qianmo was more than handsome, but not heroic. A faint sternness can make up for it.

These two words made Su Qianmo amused, he couldn't breathe out of laughter: "How can there be such a serious description of people?"

"Hey, I don't know what to say." Yu Yanfeng rubbed the back of his head, feeling a little frustrated, "My Chinese has always been bad."

Su Qianmo stopped laughing and nodded: "I agree with this."

The two went out side by side. The afternoon sun drove away the chill of late autumn, and the air seemed to warm up.Yu Yanfeng stepped into the car, Su Qianmo suddenly remembered something, and said to him: "Are you still used to being in class?"

Su Qianmo was still afraid that something would happen to Yu Yanfeng's character. He didn't meet any particularly good friends when he was in junior high school, and he hung out with him and Qin Hao all day long.

"It's okay, how about you?"

Hearing Yu Yanfeng's question, Su Qianmo knew that he was not qualified to speak out against him, and he didn't have many friends, but it was possible to live in peace.

"Gu Xiao and Chu Pan are in the same class as me, it's pretty good." Su Qianmo said slowly while riding the bike.

Yu Yanfeng's ears moved, and he turned his eyes: "Momo, do you think Chu Pan likes you?"

Su Qianmo's eyeballs almost fell out when he heard this, Chu Pan is absolutely impossible, he and Gu Xiaoduo are not as good at meeting Chu Pan, they hurt each other when they meet, if they are good friends, it's okay He said that Chu Pan liked him, and he would never believe it.

"Don't look at me like that, you don't feel anything?" Yu Yanfeng was a little surprised.

"impossible things."

When Yu Yanfeng asked, he was actually very sure, but when Su Qianmo firmly denied it, Yu Yanfeng felt a little happy in his heart. He didn't know why he had such a mentality.From the bottom of his heart, Yu Yanfeng never wanted Su Qianmo to talk to someone, even when he saw Su Qianmo and Qin Hao getting close, he felt uncomfortable. Yu Yanfeng felt that he was a little perverted, but he didn't want to go change anything.

"Then what if she confesses to you?" Normally, when Yu Yanfeng wanted to ask these words, his brain would subconsciously stop him, but today was different, he really wanted to ask Su Qianmo some questions.

Su Qianmo was a little surprised, the two had a very good relationship, but Yu Yanfeng never cared about him: "It's impossible to confess, what nonsense."

"I mean if."

"Then I'll refuse." Su Qianmo didn't want to get entangled in this issue anymore, because he felt it was meaningless, and even a little annoyed, because he knew that he might never fall in love with a girl in his life.

Yu Yanfeng nodded, seemingly satisfied: "That's good."

"What's wrong with you today, you forgot to take your medicine?" Su Qianmo couldn't help teasing.

Yu Yanfeng turned his head and pursed his lips: "Hey, I feel very uncomfortable when I think that you will have a girlfriend in the future."

Su Qianmo's heart moved, his rationality clearly told him that Yu Yanfeng was just talking casually, but he couldn't help but whispered: "Then why don't we all find girlfriends."

Yu Yanfeng froze for a moment, blinked his big eyes, and suddenly smiled.

"Then it's a deal, let's not look for it."

Su Qianmo looked at him and couldn't help but sneered: "Go away, I don't know who looked for it first."

"Hey, isn't that a last resort?"

Su Qianmo let out a chuckle: "Physiological needs have forced you to be like this? It seems that the donor's concentration is not enough and needs to be cultivated."

"You, you, what did you say?" Yu Yanfeng couldn't believe that Su Qianmo, who was always as pure as a white lotus, could say such words.

"It's been a few days since I haven't seen you, and you're actually deaf?" Su Qianmo gave Yu Yanfeng a sideways look, and didn't bother to talk to him anymore.

Su Qianmo has always understood that some things and some words should not be taken seriously if they are casually said.He only regards you as his best friend, pouring out everything and revealing everything, all he wants in exchange is some comfort.

You show your sincerity, which makes people panic for no reason, leaving only embarrassment for yourself.