my private life

A week later I had my stitches removed.Several doctors who made the ward rounds agreed that the operation was a success. There was no postoperative bleeding, and the sutures at the incision recovered well.

The wound is still wrapped in gauze, and I need to be observed in the hospital for a few days.These days, my life is very regular. Every day I lie on the hospital bed and review in an orderly manner according to the plan. If there is anything I don’t understand, I will go to Dr. Xia.Dr. Xia is always ready to answer my questions. Sometimes when she encounters a problem that she can't understand, she will take the question home and answer it when she sees me the next day.

"Mo Fan, if you don't take the exam for Peking University and Tsinghua University, I'm really sorry for Dr. Xia." The nurses joked with me when they saw me carrying my book to the doctor's office.

My mother felt that I often disturbed Dr. Xia, who was busy with work, and felt a little sorry, and kept thinking about how to repay her.I was thinking of giving gifts, but I felt that things were too cheap and I couldn’t afford them, and expensive things couldn’t be bought.And I don't know whether to send gifts or just send money.All the patients in the ward thought that my illness was already cured, so there was no need to give gifts to the doctor.I also think that Dr. Xia may not accept our money.

On this day, I said that I wanted to eat pot stickers and asked my mother to go home and make them. "You make more, I'll send some to Dr. Xia, and let her try it too." I heard Dr. Xia said in a chat with the nurse that she likes to eat stuffed stuffing, and her favorite is pot stickers.

My mother agreed, and immediately picked up the bag and prepared to go home, "The stuffed pork and cabbage will be delivered by your father at noon."

"Remember not to put leeks. Be sure to remember!" I told my mother who was about to go out.Dr. Xia doesn't like to eat leeks.

After my mother left, I lay on the bed and reviewed my homework.It was almost noon when Dr. Xia entered the ward.I thought she was here for ward rounds or to find something for other patients.I wanted to wait for her to finish her work before telling her not to go to the cafeteria for lunch, I would send her pot stickers.

She came in and just stood by my bed, looked at it and left without saying anything.Several people in the ward, including me, were puzzled and didn't know the purpose of her visit.

It was already noon when my father delivered the pot stickers. I was worried that Dr. Xia had left after get off work and would not have time to eat, so I went to the doctor's office with a thermos.Dr. Xia took off his white coat and put on a thin woolen skirt with dark checks, and was about to go out.

"The potstickers my dad just sent are still hot." I lifted the thermos to her face and shook it. "I can't eat alone." I was worried that I would be rejected and added.

Doctor Xia stood by the door, seeming a little hesitant to accept this too ordinary gift.After hesitating for a moment, she turned back and entered the office, "Give it to me?" She asked herself and answered, "Is it a reward for me?"

There were no other doctors in the office, so I opened the lid of the bucket, and Dr. Xia came over and took a deep breath, "It smells so good, how do you know I like potstickers?" She rubbed her hands and asked impatiently, " What kind of stuffing, my favorite is pork and cabbage."

Before she could find the chopsticks, she reached out and grabbed a potsticker and put it in her mouth.A whole hot pot sticker was stuffed into her mouth, her cheeks were bulging with her mouth closed.She didn't know whether it was because it was hot or it was really delicious, but she swallowed it without chewing much, "Ah, it smells so good." She wanted to grab another one and eat it, but she probably felt embarrassed, so she retracted her hand with a smile.

I was amused by her gluttonous appearance, and I felt a little proud when I was happy, "You are Zhu Bajie who eats ginseng fruit and swallows it without tasting any flavor."

"Who is Zhu Bajie! How dare you call me?!" She opened the drawer to find chopsticks and glared at me sullenly.

This sudden face change startled me, the smile froze on my face, and I mumbled, "I'm just joking".But I am very disappointed in my heart. I regard you as a close friend, as a sister, so I am willing to talk and joke with you casually. It turns out that you just treat me as a patient who is no different from these patients.I lowered my head and smiled self-deprecatingly.

She noticed the change in my mood, and immediately said with a smile, "I'm joking too. If I were Zhu Bajie, I'd have to have a daughter-in-law to let me recite it, right?"

I was relieved to see the smile on Dr. Xia's face, and was about to say, "You are a woman, how can you have a wife." She handed me a pair of chopsticks, "You haven't eaten, let's eat together."

I didn't even bother to move the chair, so I sat on the same chair with her, and we put our heads together, and you and I ate the pot stickers.

While I was eating, I was still thinking about it. People say that doctors are very particular about life and have high requirements on the quality of life, but seeing how Dr. Xia eats, he is no different from ordinary people.Thinking about it this way, I feel that she is more friendly.

"You still say I'm Zhu Bajie, and you eat more than me." Dr. Xia looked at the few potstickers left in the thermos and teased, "You're just a little Zhu Bajie."

I laughed, even if she was compared to Zhu Bajie, I was also very happy, "I eat fast. You eat slowly, and eat gracefully." I complimented.

"Then you said you little pig Bajie has a daughter-in-law for you to recite?" She looked at me jokingly.

At that time, I had no idea that some women in this world could have daughters-in-law.I just took her words as a joke, and didn't think deeply about it. "How can I have a daughter-in-law?"

"Are you willing to be a little daughter-in-law?" She continued joking.But I was embarrassed, scratched my head and said, "I'm a student and I can't fall in love early."

She smiled without words.After a short pause, she stood up and patted me on the head, "A cute little fool."

I took her words as a compliment, and then asked, "Are you in a relationship? That man is your boyfriend, right? He's pretty handsome." After I finished speaking, I carefully observed her expression, worried about this This kind of questioning about her sex will make her unhappy.

Dr. Xia pursed his lips exaggeratedly, and made a disdainful expression, "As handsome as you said, why didn't I find out. Besides, can he be good-looking enough to be eaten?"

I originally wanted to get an affirmative answer from her, whether that person is her boyfriend, but Dr. Xia's words were ambiguous.

I packed up the thermos, sat there and didn't leave right away.I didn't want to go back to the ward, so I wanted to talk to her. "That's better than finding a Zhu Bajie."

She sat back on the single bed specially provided for the on-duty doctor, took out a small flip phone from her bag and fiddled with it, smiling irrefutably at my words.

At that time, mobile phones were still a luxury.I stared at the mobile phone in her hand curiously, wondering how I could get her to tell me her mobile phone number.

As a result, before I could open my mouth, Dr. Xia asked mysteriously, "Do you want to know my mobile phone number? This way, you can ask me, my teacher, when you get home." She has already found a reasonable teacher for me. excuse.

Naturally, I couldn't let go of this opportunity, and I replied, "That's right, I still have a lot of questions to ask you." I wrote down her cell phone number on the back of my hand.

"How can you thank me as a teacher?" She asked me sideways while playing with her mobile phone.

I was at a loss for words.I've thought of her as a special friend, a big friend I'll never forget.The feeling in my heart cannot be expressed in the common sense of gratitude.

"Thank you for your kindness." I smiled, trying my best to hide the inexplicable emotions in my heart.

She paused when she heard the movements in her hands, and looked at me with a meaningful smile. "Little Zhu Bajie, you are pretty good at talking." Then she sighed softly, "Shouldn't you go back to take a lunch break?"

She gave the order to evict the guests, and I stood up reluctantly and walked out with the thermos bucket in hand.The door opened, and a nurse poked her head in and whispered, "Dr. Xia is looking for him. He's a handsome man." The nurse smiled ambiguously.

I looked over the nurse's head and saw the man who was talking to Dr. Xia that day was standing in the corridor.

"Just say I'm not here." Dr. Xia's words surprised me and the nurse, but the nurse was very understanding and closed the door without saying anything.

I don't understand why Dr. Xia would lie.Could it be that Dr. Xia didn't want to see him because they had a fight?I glanced back at her, she looked a little displeased, sitting there with a sullen face.

I didn't know whether I should open the door and go out immediately. I stood by the door and hesitated for a while, guessing that the person had left before going out.The man was no longer in the corridor.

On Saturday, my classmates Yu Lina and Xiao Li came to see me.They brought a thick book of review notes, which Wen Hao sorted out for me.

I thought Wen Hao would come to visit me, at least we are also good friends.But Yu Lina said that Wen Hao was always worried that my mother would trouble him, afraid that my mother would find their home to demand compensation for medical expenses, because he stopped the bicycle first and let me hit it.

I was both disappointed and ridiculous.Are my mom and I the type to play around?However, the unhappiness in my heart was quickly diluted by another news brought by Yu Lina.

"The one who performed the surgery on you is Xia Jingyi, I know her." Although Yu Lina's academic performance is not good, she has a more mature view on some things than her peers, and she especially likes to chat about her parents.

"Then tell me quickly, what do you know, is she in a relationship?" I revealed what I was thinking, so these two didn't understand my state of mind at that time.

In fact, Yu Lina's grandmother and Xia Jingyi's grandmother used to live in the same courtyard.She didn't know Dr. Xia well.Dr. Xia's grandfather, Liu Jingzhi, was a senior official of the Kuomintang. On the eve of liberation, his army was planning an uprising.And Liu Jingzhi is a hardcore Chiang faction. On the eve of the uprising, he rented a private jet with his colleagues and planned to fly to Taiwan.

This thing is going on in secret.Xia Jingyi's grandmother was originally the daughter of a wealthy family with outstanding looks. After marrying Liu Jingzhi, she gave birth to two boys and two girls.She completely became a housewife, and she became addicted to smoking in boredom.

One day, Liu Jingzhi and her colleagues made a plan to fly to Taiwan unknowingly on the same day's plane.Because he was worried that the matter would be exposed, he did not tell his wife in advance that they would go to Taiwan.Two hours before leaving for the airport, he asked his cronies to go home and tell his wife to quickly pack up some household items and meet up at the airport with the children.

Who knew that Mrs. Liu happened to be addicted to cigarettes, so she insisted on smoking a couple of cigarettes at home first, and the person who came didn't mention the seriousness of the matter, only said that the master told her to meet at the airport.

By the time Mrs. Liu had finished her cigarette addiction and rushed to the airport with her three children (the eldest son was studying in Hong Kong at the time) and some things, the plane had already taken off.

No one in the family thought that this would be their parting of life and death, and they would be separated from each other from then on.

In j□j, Mrs. Liu suffered a lot, especially because her three children were sent to the countryside because they were the children of "Taiwan secret agents".

Xia Jingyi's mother, Liu Hong, was only three years old when she was liberated. She inherited her mother's beauty, and she has grown into a beautiful woman in j□j.In order to improve her living environment and avoid being bullied, Liu Hong married the son of the village brigade captain and gave birth to Xia Jingyi and her younger brother.

After a few years, Mrs. Liu's family was rehabilitated.No matter how powerful the brigade captain is, he is still a farmer after all, which is not commensurate with Liu Hongtai's status.Liu Hong filed for divorce, left her son to her husband, and returned to the city with her daughter.

Liu Jingzhi came back from Taiwan to visit relatives who were separated.He has formed a new family in Taiwan, and Mrs. Liu has been a widow and has worked hard to bring up her three children.In order to apologize to his ex-wife, Liu Jingzhi left a sum of money before leaving.Because she belongs to Taiwan, Xia Jingyi was taken care of with extra points when she was admitted to the college entrance examination.

"When Xia Jingyi's mother was young, she was simply the beauty of the city, with a very good temperament, but it's a pity that marrying a farmer is really useless." Yu Lina ended her vivid narration with a sigh.

"It's so pitiful. This person is not perfect. He is beautiful and has a lot of fate." Yu Lina's story not only attracted me, but also made several aunts in the same ward sigh with emotion.

Dr. Xia's complex family background and changing life experiences made me feel sorry for her even more, and I thought of that handsome man.Dr. Xia should really find someone who knows how to love her.