my private life

I stood in front of the window holding my mobile phone and let out a long sigh of relief, my hanging heart calmed down a little.Zhao Danyang lowered his voice and said, "She didn't talk to anyone, and went into her room with a dark face. My mother followed. I don't know what they are talking about. Sis, why did you offend her?"

"Oh, as long as she gets home safely." I didn't want to explain too much to him, because I didn't figure out how to annoy Xiao Yao, so that she was so angry that she left home late at night.

Zhao Danyang could also hear my solemn voice, so he didn't ask any further, "If there is anything about my sister, I will tell you." He hung up the phone.

There was no voice, and the living room was suddenly silent.The anger just now has turned into sadness.This is the first time since Xiao Yao moved in, I stayed at home alone late at night.I've gotten used to Xiao Yao's presence. We cook and eat together, then go for a walk, watch TV, and go to bed after taking a bath.The two talked about the little things of domestic life that any family would tell.It is because of her that my originally lonely life has become full and warm.

Now, she's leaving so suddenly, it's making me uneasy.Although I know very well that such a small quarrel that does not hurt the muscles and bones is not enough to break us up, I still feel very uncomfortable.

As soon as Xiao Yao stepped out of the house, I hurriedly put on my shoes, took my keys and my phone and chased her out, but I was still one step too late.When I ran down the fourth floor in one breath, Xiao Yao had already started the car. "Yaoyao." I shouted at the top of my voice.

I believe Xiao Yao heard my shout, but the car still drove towards the gate of the community.I took two steps in vain and stopped suddenly.The car turned a curve and disappeared into the darkness.

All of this came too suddenly, including our previous quarrel.I was fooled by Xiao Yao's actions, and I was still angry besides being angry.I really don't understand, where did she get so angry, she ran away from home without saying a word.

This morning, she woke up but didn't want to get up, and didn't let me get out of bed, she leaned in my arms and said she couldn't bear to leave.We hugged each other and talked about love, and stayed in bed until it was almost noon before we had to get up to cook.That warm scene reminded me of the word "like glue like knees".But more than ten hours after she kept saying that she would not leave me for a minute, she drove away in anger without hesitation.

Resentful and disappointed, I entered the house, and as soon as I sat on the sofa, my worry about Xiao Yao immediately replaced the resentment in my heart.Is it safe for her to drive in a state of extreme anger?It was so late, where else would she spend the night besides going home?

I immediately dialed her cell phone, as I expected, the ring rang several times, but she didn't answer.I had no choice but to send a text message: Daughter-in-law, pay attention to safety, remember to report that you are safe when you go back.It made me sad when I spelled the word "daughter-in-law".

The text message was sent like a stone sinking into the sea, and there was no reply after half an hour.I reckoned that Xiao Yao should be home, so I called her cell phone again, but no one answered.She refused to speak to me.I was thinking about her and feeling a little unhappy, so I had no choice but to call Zhao Danyang.

Knowing that Xiao Yao arrived home safely at this moment, I am a little relieved.It was already 11 o'clock, but I didn't feel sleepy, sitting on the sofa, thinking carefully about what happened tonight.

If it was my words that stimulated Xiao Yao and made her angry, but what caused her unhappiness before?Xia Jingyi?Ordinarily, Xiao Yao knew that we were going to meet my ex. Before she left, she joked, "Would it be irritating for her to appear in front of her as a member of our family?"

It can be seen that Xia Jingyi should no longer be a problem between us.During the dinner, everyone was talking and laughing, at least on the surface, no one said anything excessive.It was only when Zhou Xiaoyu compared Xiao Yao in the past to a "little witch" that she became depressed.

Everyone here knows that this is just a joke, and I also believe that Zhou Xiaoyu did not intend to expose Xiao Yao's past at that time.Why is Xiao Yao so sensitive to this sentence?She was able to take the initiative to tell me her past, and I always thought she had let go of that past.

I really don't understand what Xiao Yao is thinking.Now, I am more concerned about how to resolve the conflict between us. She doesn't want to talk to me, so I can only take the initiative.I decided to talk to Xiao Yao tomorrow and take her home.

I was showering the next morning when my phone rang.The phone turned out to be from Aunt Liu Wen.I was a little surprised and a little uneasy, maybe Xiao Yao sued me in front of my aunt.

"Fanfan, are you free today?" Auntie's voice was as gentle as usual, "Your Uncle Xiao wants you to come over and talk about your cooperation in compiling courseware. I happened to buy some lamb chops and have dinner together at noon."

I am secretly happy.Aunt Liu Wen obviously knew that Xiao Yao was having trouble with me, and she was stepping down for me. "I'm fine today, I'll be there in a while. Yaoyao..." I wondered if Xiao Yao was still angry.

Auntie's chuckle immediately came from the other end of the phone, "She's still asleep, come here quickly."

I hung up the phone without asking any further questions.Xiao Yao is really lucky to have such a well-educated stepmother, and it is also my luck.

An hour later I knocked on the door of Xiao Yao's house.It was Zhao Danyang who opened the door, and when he saw me, he laughed and said, "Here comes the apology."

I couldn't help but ignore his words at a glance, and looked around, the door of Xiao Yao's room was tightly closed.Father Xiao is not there either. "My sister went out to buy shrimp, and it is said that someone likes to eat it. My father's old friend's son got married, and he went to the wedding." Zhao Danyang behind him answered my questions in a timely manner.

I couldn't help laughing.I like to eat shrimp.It seems that after one night, Xiao Yao's anger also disappeared.

Aunt Liu Wen was busy in the kitchen, she saw me and didn't ask about last night.However, I took the initiative to tell what happened. "I didn't even understand what provoked her."

"Yaoyao's temper is a bit impatient." The aunt said while cutting vegetables, "I don't think it's all because of you. She doesn't want others to mention her past. She didn't tell me about it when she came back last night, she just asked Those things about whether I was her will never be erased. That's what I thought of." She straightened up and sighed, "Give me that basin."

That's exactly what I guessed.Last time it was Hao Jia, this time it was Xia Jingyi, Xiao Yao was jealous of these two people mentioning her past in front of me.I handed over the basin, "But Mr. Zhou didn't say anything."

"Actually, I can understand her. This child has been very sensitive since she was a child." The aunt took my words and said, "It is because of sensitivity and low self-esteem that she does some extreme things. Her violent temper is just a means of self-defense. , she was afraid of being hurt, so she pre-empted."

Xiao Yao feels inferior?How did I not notice this. "Yaoyao's mother's going to Japan had a deep impact on her, she thought she was abandoned." The aunt saw my doubts and explained, "After that, her father didn't do her ideological work well, so he let me live with Yangyang. When she came in, Yaoyao thought that her territory had been violated, so she became more and more irritable. She fought with Yangyang, thinking that only in this way could she show her existence.

"Whether she is smoking, drinking or playing truant to fight, it is an extreme self-expression, just to draw our attention to her. In addition, she thinks that her father's blind tolerance to her mother has caused her mother to have nothing to do. Leaving with scruples. This also made her come to a negative conclusion. She should not be too tolerant and gentle with others, otherwise she will suffer. These things happened at the critical stage of her character formation, which naturally had a great impact on her future words and deeds. Aunt Liu paused, and then sighed again.

I am more and more puzzled, if Xiao Yao's way of dealing with people is based on this concept, then her temper may be hard to change.She was kind to me before, is she deliberately forbearing?

"You don't have to worry. What I said is Yaoyao's past thoughts. She has changed a lot. She can accept you so quickly, which means that she likes you very much and cares more about her image in your eyes." Liu The aunt smiled and said, "You will gradually understand her character. Yaoyao used to be a person who was not good at expressing her feelings. I remember that in Dingxi that year, our relationship was not as harmonious as it is now, and she didn't care about anything. Willing to tell me. Whenever I was on night shift, I came back very late. In such a small place, she was worried that I would go home alone in the middle of the night, and she was always waiting for me at the hospital gate. When I came out, she turned around without saying a word. Just leave. I told her to pay attention to safety, or go to the hospital and so on. She ignored my stubble, and stood at the door like that. It was her who moved me. She was not the indifferent and violent child on the surface. You are It's not that there are other contradictions..." At this point, Aunt Liu stopped suddenly.

I turned my face and saw that Xiao Yao was standing at the door of the kitchen with two shopping bags in her hands.She more or less heard what the aunt said.I smiled at her and took the bag from her hand.Xiao Yao glanced at me with a half-smile, but didn't speak.

"Yaoyao is going to eat fruit and chat with Fanfan, it will be ready after a while." Aunt Liu winked at Xiao Yao.

Xiao Yao pursed her lips and glanced at me again, then turned and walked straight to her hut.I followed her into the house.

She sat on the edge of the bed with her head bowed and said nothing. "Yaoyao, are you still angry?" I stood in front of her and held her hand, "I said something wrong yesterday. I was also angry..."

Before I finished speaking, Xiao Yao leaned her head on my body, "Stop talking, I know my temper is too bad. In fact, I am more angry with myself."

I didn't expect Xiao Yao to take the initiative to admit "mistakes".She raised her head and asked me to sit beside her, "I'm annoyed at Xia Jingyi's contemptuous look at me. In her eyes, I'm not good enough for you. Your mother also thinks I'm not good enough for you, so she doesn't like me." .I don't want you to feel embarrassed because of me in front of others. I'm afraid you will bother me after a long time."

After listening to what Aunt Liu said, I probably know where the crux of the problem lies, "Yaoyao, I don't care about your past, otherwise I wouldn't like you either. You are the best in my eyes, as for others No matter how you look at it, nothing can affect our relationship." I put my arm around her shoulder and said softly.

Seeing her feeling guilty and wronged at the moment, all the grievances from last night have disappeared. "Fool, you are a treasure I picked up. How could I be reluctant to let you go? If you get angry in the future, you can argue with me, even if you hit me a few times to relieve your anger, you can't run away from home again. I'll go back to you after you leave." Worried and sad. I was afraid that something would happen to you, and I thought it was because I didn’t do well enough to make you feel at home.” My voice choked when I mentioned the sad part.

She nodded obediently, and looked at me carefully, "It won't happen in the future." Her voice was very small, and she really looked like a child who had done something wrong.

I remembered what Aunt Liu reminded me just now, whether there are other problems between me and Xiao Yao. "Why do you always think that I don't like you?" I wondered if there was something I didn't do well that made Xiao Yao feel insecure.

Xiao Yao hesitated for a moment and said, "You are not willing to give it to me these days." She pursed her lips and looked at me secretly with embarrassment.

She was only half right.These days, I am preparing for the human resources senior professional title exam, and at the same time, I am helping Xiao's father to do a human resources training practice courseware.Sometimes I read a book at night and go to bed late.Hold Xiao Yao tenderly for a while, and I will be sleepy if I serve her comfortably, so there is no interest in giving her.She said it twice, and I told her I was tired.

She didn't expect this matter to take her to heart.Maybe sex is what Xiao Yao cares more about, and Zhou Xiaoyu's words are just a trigger.

"Just because it makes you worry that I don't like you, and I will change my mind?" I smiled and hugged her even tighter, "What a fool, if I don't let you want it in the future, you will fight hard." I deliberately teased her she.

Xiao Yao snorted, "I don't eat cheap food. It's boring."

"Okay. My sister will give it to you for nothing tonight, okay?" I pulled her shoulders and leaned over to kiss her lips.

Xiao Yao giggled.