So love has come

Although there was no wind at night, Li Ye still felt a swish of cold air rushing into his heart from his collar, cuffs, and even all the cells in his whole body.

Well, maybe it’s not because of the wind, it’s just that now Li Ye really doesn’t understand what kind of mood he is in. He blames himself for being angry, sometimes sad, and sometimes depressed. His heart is full of grievances when he left. All the emotions are tangled together, like a ball of messy wool, and there is even a cat's paw scratching at the side. I really want to vomit blood but can't vomit, want to complain but can't say it, Li Ye Felt like I was going to be driven insane.Why did you just run out like this?Rubbing like a deserter, I have never been a timid person, but now I really don't want to go back to see Rong'er, what happened to me?Li Ye was so depressed that he wanted to yell or find someone to fight directly, to vent out all the depression and entanglement in his heart.

The people wandering on the street unknowingly came to a street that he would never go to. Li Ye looked at the scantily clad women standing on both sides of the street and the men and women who were hooking up and felt a little disgusted for no reason. .Turned out and saw a bar named BLUE, felt that it was not so chaotic and walked in.

But when he sat down, Li Ye regretted it. There were men all around him. There were even a few couples of men hugging and kissing on the sofa in the shade. I can feel something is wrong, this is obviously a gay.

This is a relatively sensitive circle. If you come in and go out directly, it will inevitably lead to misunderstanding. Although Li Ye wants to vent, he is not stupid enough to go to such a place to cause public anger and be beaten to death. Just kidding. Not masochistic okay.When he actually sat down, Li Ye didn't feel too uncomfortable. Since he came, he should wait a while, anyway, he has nowhere to go now.

"Handsome, would you like something to drink?"

Li Ye thought for a while and said, "Bloody Mary is ready." Of course, Li Ye has never been to a bar, but some people still know the names, and the cocktail is not easy to get drunk and will not cause trouble. What's more, this bloody name comes from some people. From a perspective, it satisfies my own bad taste.

"Handsome guy, did something happen to you?" the handsome bartender asked as he handed Li Ye a Bloody Mary.

Just as Li Ye was about to respond, he was interrupted by the busy person behind the bar, "Shh~ let me guess, it should be a relationship problem. I can see how sad you are."

Li Ye felt a little embarrassed, was his emotion so obvious?To be guessed like this by an irrelevant person, Li Ye picked up his glass and took a sip to try to hide his embarrassment, "Hmm~ I feel good."

"That's my craft~"

"Handsome guy, are you interested in having a drink together?" A boy with big eyes came up to strike up a conversation, his bony and boneless body almost clung to Li Ye's body. This child is still rubbing against people's sensitive places, just kidding, people will get angry if they are rubbed like this, well, Li Ye really wants to push the person on him away.

"Daniel, this is my guy, go hook up with someone." The bartender rescued Li Ye.

"Ah ~ Alex, you snatch someone's photo again, I hate it to death. It's rare to have such a top guy, the most important thing is this figure, tsk tsk" the boy with big eyes said while running to hook up another man who fell into his eyes .

Li Ye felt some dark lines, he was caught, shouldn't he be happy? "Thank you, I really didn't know what to do just now."

"You're not from this circle, I can tell."

Li Ye looked at him, man of God!Why can't I see anything?

"Hehe, if you greet and send so many people every day, and deal with all kinds of people every day, you can see what a person wants to express from the expression and eyes of a person after more than ten years. Come on, do you believe me?"

Li Ye has been thinking about it for more than ten years?This man looks like he is in his 20s. This bar employs child labor, and I don’t know how his friends and family suffer. No matter what he thinks, he can’t escape his eyes. This is too scary. , Isn't this the legendary mind reading technique?

"Ann, I should be the one who should be afraid when I'm with them. They are more perverted. If you have time, I will introduce you to each other. And don't speculate on their age." Ye ear, I am much older than you imagined, I have lived for centuries.

Li Ye felt that his ears must be red, and he could only lower his head to drink because of the burning pain. It was better not to look at him, the person opposite him must not be an ordinary person.

"Hehe, you are so interesting. How about you get to know me? My name is Xia Bing, and my real name is Ao. How about you?"

"Uh~ Li Ye."

"Do you know why I have such a good impression of you?"

Li Ye raised his head and looked at the person opposite, "Because ah~ There have been men who strayed into this bar before, but many of them dared to speak rudely. If they said it was ugly, they would be short-sighted. You behaved calmly and your body The smell is very clean, I like it, so I just sent Daniel away for you. That guy is very difficult to deal with."

Li Ye began to feel that it would be good to associate with such a person, and it would save him a lot of embarrassment.It is enough to say something and look at the other person with a wink.

"Are you in a better mood now? Do you want to talk to someone? I'd be happy to make a trash can for you."

"How should I say it?" Li Ye put down the wine glass in his hand, "I think I should be normal, but now, I find that I am completely like a friend in my heart. When he has insomnia, I can't sleep well. When he cries, I feel It was very painful in my heart. We had dinner together and he left me and left. I couldn’t even eat. If this is normal, I actually had desires for him that day, for a person of the same sex as me. Moreover, today I am I ran out after a quarrel with him, and everything seems to be out of control, and now I don't know how to face him." Li Ye lowered his head and grabbed his hair in anguish, trying to control himself not to drop the wine glass fell to the ground.

"Is that so?" Xia Bing looked at the man opposite who could already be called a man, "Why can't everyone face their feelings properly? Li Ye, look around you, most of the people here are born Gay, and you, I think you just fell in love with someone, and that person happens to be your same sex. Yes, maybe most people can’t understand your liking now, and you may even be attacked A lot of supercilious eyes, the worst thing is that you are opposed by your family, but what can you do? Even if you live for 100 years, how many times can you meet true love? If you like it, go after it and protect it. What is it? Since the feelings exist in this world, there must be a reason for their existence. God will never criticize anyone too much or treat anyone better. The most important thing is whether you have lived your life with a clear conscience , I won’t regret it. I think you shouldn’t worry about your sexual orientation now, you should worry about whether your favorite person will be interested in you. "

"Heh~ But he has someone else in his heart, and maybe he has a normal sexuality?"

"Then you still have time to worry about your own problems? Let's talk about the things you worry about first. Two people are easier to deal with than one."

Xia Bing's words were like a sharp knife that cut through the mess. Li Ye felt that the road suddenly became clear. Wasn't it the fact that he fell in love with Rong'er that he had never dared to face?All the contradictions, all the worries, all the annoyances became irrelevant.Now there is only one thing left, and that is how damn I made Rong'er cry and threw it at home, what a bastard "Yeah~ Xia Bing, thank you, the cocktails are delicious, I'll see you next time Ooh .”

"Go back quickly, I'll give you a discount next time, and my name is Alex." Xia Bing made a shush gesture and winked at Li Ye.

Li Ye smiled at Xia Bing, nodded and ran out of the bar, he wanted to go back quickly to apologize to Ronger, and then tried his best to catch up with him.

The author has something to say:

Huh, my family has a son who has just grown up, Li Ye finally understands his feelings, it's really not easy, let's touch it