love is immortal

Qi Nanming left the Chu Yun Pavilion as if fleeing, Chu Yan said this, and now even the old bustard said this, did everyone in the world feel that he was looking for Qi Nanfeng, that he couldn't do without Qi Nanfeng?

What a joke, how could he want to find Qi Nanfeng, everything he did was to drive him away, to get revenge on him, if he still thought about Qi Nanfeng, then everything he did before would become a big joke, Then how could he be sorry for his mother?

He can't think about him, he can't think about him!

When Qi Nanming came back to his senses, he realized that he was already standing at the door of Qi Nanfeng's room, he was really stunned, he turned around and was about to leave, after walking two steps, he turned his head back.

Light the candles, the weak candle light makes the room not very real, Qi Nanming finds a few more candles and lights them all, and the room is illuminated.

The room that no one lived in for a long time was covered with dust because it was locked and no one cleaned it. Qi Nanming walked around the room twice, walked out the door, came back with water, and began to wipe the table.

After wiping the table, wipe the stool, after wiping the stool, wipe the cabinet... When the room is almost wiped, the candles on the candlesticks are almost burning to the end.

After wiping everything off, Qi Nanming felt back pain and lying on Qi Nanfeng's bed to rest, although he was exhausted, he still couldn't fall asleep.

Qi Nanming couldn't explain his behavior just now, but he couldn't help wanting to do something, if he stayed like this until dawn, he wouldn't be able to bear it.

In the future, whenever he couldn't sleep, Qi Nanming would go to Qi Nanfeng's room and clean all the corners. He didn't know what the point of doing this was, but at least it would keep him busy and stop thinking about that person all the time.

Feng Nanhe came back, and came back with Gu Mingxuan.

When Qi Nanming heard the news, he knew that Gu Mingren was in another tragedy. The person who went out with him for nearly a year actually came back with others. If this does not mean Gu Mingren's failure, it can only mean that Feng Nanhe She has a deep love for Gu Mingxuan, and her love is stronger than gold.

When Gu Mingren came back two months later, what Qi Nanming cared about was not that he actually had a child outside, but that he and Feng Nanhe gradually came back, did it mean that that person was coming back soon? .....

Qi Nanming still went to Qi Nanfeng's room to clean the tables and stools from time to time. After a long time, the servants of Qi's mansion saw that the room of the eldest and young master who should be empty was actually lit in the middle of the night and thought it was haunted, so they fled in fright.

When Gu Mingren came back, he went to Qi Nanming and asked him to have a drink.

"You said how delicious this man's body is? Why can't I forget it after tasting it?" The two frustrated people drank together, and the atmosphere naturally couldn't get hotter.

"Whether it's delicious or not depends on who the other party is."

"Oh! That's not bad."

"What if I say that I probably know the whereabouts of the man you're talking about?"

"Which one? Who did I say?" Qi Nanming couldn't deny how excited he was when he heard this sentence, but he still didn't want to admit that he really cared about that person. He picked up the jug and stood in front of the window, with his back to Gu Akihito.

"You know who I'm talking about."

"I just don't want to see him again."

"Do you love him?"

"joke."

love.......?not lust but love...

Qi Nanming remembered that Gu Mingren once told him to be careful when playing with fire, he didn't take it seriously at that time, but now he has to admit that he was burned, Qi Nanfeng's love was too passionate and pure, and while he lit Qi Nanfeng, he also was burned.

It is undeniable that when Qi Nanfeng just left, it was his body that he was nostalgic for. Qi Nanming never forgot the ultimate pleasure when he wrapped himself in his tight vagina, but these gradually disappeared when he failed to find men and women. up.He thought more and more of when he was with Qi Nanfeng, the words Qi Nanfeng wrote on his forehead, the tea that Qi Nanfeng made for him, the two of them cooking by themselves like husband and wife in his father's garden, even When Qi Nanfeng made him a grasshopper when he was a child, he would always think of it.

Every time Qi Nanming went to Qi Nanfeng's room to wipe things, Qi Nanming couldn't help thinking that if he hadn't done that at the beginning, would Qi Nanfeng still be in this room now? He saw himself wiping things over and over again. What will he say when he looks at the things in his room?

During the days with Qi Nanfeng, it was not so much that he pretended to cater to it, but that he was deeply involved in it. That's why it took him so long to tell the truth to Qi Nanfeng. While falling into Qi Nanfeng's tenderness and love, at the same time He kept reminding himself that he was the person mother hated the most, and his existence was the root cause of mother's death. In the struggle and addiction, he finally chose to speak out.

Countless times in the future, he regretted his original choice, regretted saying it in that way, regretted trampling Qi Nanfeng to the point of bruises all over his body, and made his love so dirty/cheesy.

After learning that Qi Nanfeng had left, Qi Nanming felt indescribably angry, brother, do you just run away?

Later, Qi Nanming gradually discovered that he was angry because Qi Nanfeng actually left him without saying a word, just like when he was a child, even though he was against Qi Nanfeng when he was a child, he never thought that Qi Nanfeng would leave like this, all his resentment lies in The moment I learned that Qi Nanfeng had left, I exploded, Brother, didn't you say you loved me?Why do you love me and leave me?

So he locked Qi Nanfeng's room, but then opened it again and again...

Is this feeling love?

It's not that I don't love, but that I can't love.

Dad loves aunt, but in the end?My aunt still went to the palace to live a different way with her parents and ghosts, which caused her mother to die in depression.

He couldn't love Qi Nanfeng, Qi Nanfeng was his aunt's son, and what mother hated most before she was alive was him and aunt, if mother knew that she actually fell in love with Qi Nanfeng, she would not rest in peace under the nine springs.

In the memory, Qi Nanfeng followed him in everything, he gave him what he wanted, and he coaxed him when he was angry. What did he get in exchange for giving all his love like this?Can he be forgiven for hurting himself like this?

"Come and ask me when you want to know." Gu Mingren asked Qi Nanming to go to him when he figured out and wanted to know about Qi Nanfeng's news. People are like chess pieces, and the only ones who can see clearly are the people outside the chessboard.

Gu Mingren has been friends with Qi Nanming since childhood.After his mother's death, Qi Nanming, who had completely broken with Qi Nanfeng, often went to Gu Mingren to cry. No one knew better than Gu Mingren the love and hatred between the two brothers. After learning that Qi Nanming and Qi Nanfeng were together, Gu Mingren was not Very surprised.

On the night when Chu Ninghao said to make amends to Qi Nanfeng, Gu Mingren saw Qi Nanfeng's unusual feelings for Qi Nanming. It felt the same as looking at Xiaofeng himself, but he didn't tell Qi Nanming what he found. Qi Nanming's temperament would definitely not let go of such an opportunity, and as expected, Qi Nanming finally found out and got together with Qi Nanfeng.

This is a matter between their brothers, and Gu Mingren has no right to intervene. Seeing that Qi Nanming, who was with Qi Nanfeng, no longer went out with Chu Ninghao to fool around, and stopped dragging himself to get drunk before going back, Gu Mingren knew that someone The muddy feet were deep but he didn't know it. He couldn't help but want to remind Qi Nanming, hoping that he would not do something that he regretted, but Qi Nanming finally did it.

This time back, Gu Mingren clearly felt Qi Nanming's depression and frustration, but he still gritted his teeth and refused to admit it.

Raise your glass to sell your worries and worry more.

Gu Mingren can't get what he wants, Qi Nanming doesn't hesitate to get it, I don't know which of the two is more worrying.

He is not born to be infatuated with love, there is no place in the world for lovesickness. ①

When he learned of the accident at Feng Nanhe's family, Qi Nanming couldn't help but excitedly look forward to it. He didn't gloat, but knew that with Qi Nanfeng's friendship with Feng Nanhe, he couldn't just stand by like this. No matter where he was, he would definitely catch up. I came back to ask my father for help.

A few days ago, Qi Nanming still went to work in the tea house, but his heart flew home long ago, wondering if he could see Qi Nanfeng when he went back tonight; later, Qi Nanming didn't even go to the tea house at all, and moved everything to the tea house. Qi's mansion stayed at home, afraid that when Qi Nanfeng came back, he would miss it, day would wait until night, night would turn into day, Qi Nanfeng still hadn't come back.

Qi Nanming began to wonder if Qi Nanfeng knew that his father was no longer at home and had moved to Bieyuan. He couldn't help but want to visit Bieyuan, but he was afraid that Qi Nanfeng would come back as soon as he left.

During the period, Gu Mingren got married, and Qi Nanming went to congratulate him.

Qi Nanming knew that if Gu Mingren didn't really give up, he wouldn't get married, even if the family pressure was great, he wouldn't choose to get married.At the same time, Qi Nanming couldn't help but panic, Gu Mingren's infatuation with Feng Nanhe would die after being hurt again and again, so what about Qi Nanfeng?Is his heart dead?

Qi Nanming put all his hopes on the fact that Qi Nanfeng would come back to find his father for help, looking forward to it day and night, and after another two days, Qi Nanfeng still disappeared.Qi Nanming couldn't help but ran to the other garden, wanting to see if he had gone to his father's place.

"Why are you here?" After that incident, Qi Huaizhi didn't go back for nearly a year, and no one was allowed to visit him.Qi Nanming also had a stalemate with Qi Huaizhi because of that incident, and only came once during the Chinese New Year, but Qi Huaizhi didn't see him, and asked the servants to stop him from the door. Unexpectedly, Qi Nanming broke in this time regardless of the servants' obstruction Come in.

Apart from Qi Huaizhi, there was another man in the room. Qi Nanming didn't know him, but he felt an invisible oppressive force as soon as he entered the door. The man frowned displeased when he saw Qi Nanming coming in, got up and went into the inner room, leaving Qi Nanming behind. Talk to Qi Huaizhi alone.

After the man left, Qi Nanming felt that oppressive force disappeared, and couldn't help but wonder about the man's identity. Father never let anyone enter his other garden, so how could that man be here?

"You haven't said what you're here for?" Qi Huaizhi put down his teacup and didn't look at Qi Nanming.

"I'm here to see dad."

"no."

"I don't know who was that person just now?" Qi Nanming still asked the doubts in his heart.

"You don't need to know about that." Qi Huaizhi glanced at the inner room inadvertently.

"Then besides that person just now, is there anyone else who has come to see Dad?" This is what Qi Nanming is most concerned about.

"Just tell me what you want to ask."

"I just want to ask if elder brother has ever visited dad?"

"No, after Feng'er got mad at you, I never saw him again."

"Is there any correspondence?"

"No, why are you looking for him? Don't you think you didn't hurt him enough?"

①From [Qing] Kuang Zhouyi's "Reducing the word Huanxisha? Listening to the song and feeling"

Cherish the remnants of red tears all over the clothes, he is not born to be infatuated with love, lovesickness is nowhere in the world.

If the flowers bloom again, it is not the old tree, and if the clouds can stay temporarily, it will also be mourning.

As before, the years of poems and poems in fiction are too numerous to count