What kind of bad thoughts can the monitor have?

The house became quiet for a while, and Sister Zhang tactfully went back to her room first.Bao Bao probably also sensed the solemnity in the air, sniffing his nose, rubbed around Ji Zhun's legs with some unease, lay down on the carpet, carefully raised his eyes to look left and right.

Ji Zhun clenched his fists, released them and clenched them again, and finally heaved a deep breath, and went to the cabinet to look through the medicine box at home.He took a cotton swab from it, dipped it in some iodine, and went back to Tan Jingyang, frowning to help him deal with the broken corner of his mouth.

"No, it's okay." Tan Jingyang comforted in a low voice, and pressed Ji Zhun's hand.

Sister Jiao turned her head to look at the two of them without saying a word, then turned her gaze back.

Chen Jianye cleared his throat, and rarely lit a cigarette in front of Sister Jiao, smoking in a muffled voice.He took Sister Jiao's hand and patted her on the shoulder as a sign of comfort.

After half a cigarette, he waved to Jizhun and Tan Jingyang, and forced a smile, "Come on, come and sit here, let's chat."

Jizhun glanced at Tan Jingyang, who nodded at him.The two walked to the sofa one after another, but neither dared to sit down.

"What are you doing there?" Sister Jiao glared at Ji Zhun, and said coldly, "It's hard to dismiss people standing by, so stay on the sidelines! It makes me upset."

Ji Zhun was most afraid of Sister Jiao's silence, and seeing that she was talking to him again, he hurriedly sat down in front of her and glanced at her secretly.

Sister Jiao picked up the water glass and wanted to take a sip, but she sighed and put it down again.Looking at Ji Zhun and Tan Jingyang, he asked, "When did it happen?"

"It's been a long time." Ji Zhun pursed his lips, handed the water glass to his mother and said, "Mom, we've really thought about the things you're worried about, and I've struggled with it for a long time, and I've also thought about shrinking back. But..." Jizhun closed his eyes and smiled resignedly, "I can't help it, I just like him. When someone stabbed me in the waist, I was really scared. I was afraid that I would die like that before I could be with him. Together."

Sister Jiao stared blankly at Ji Zhun, listening to him confiding to herself seriously.The son in my impression always speaks so carelessly, with a casual attitude of playing in the world, and almost never seems to be so sincere in every word as he is now.

"I have never liked a person. Before I met Tan Jingyang, I never imagined that liking a person would be so deep. I am willing to give everything for him. No matter what happens, as long as he is by my side, I will be willing. When I think about the future In the days without him, I feel uncomfortable like something. I feel that doing nothing is interesting." Ji Zhun laughed at himself, "It's just...it's very hypocritical and disgusting. But, it's really like this."

"Well, indeed." Chen Jianye nodded empathetically, and was slapped on the head by Sister Jiao, "Why are you just talking nonsense there."

Chen Jianye nodded quickly, not daring to say anything more.

Sister Jiao rubbed her temples tiredly, her throat became a little hoarse due to the previous excitement.

With red eyes, she picked at the nails that she had just finished, and sighed to herself: "I'm still waiting to hold my grandson, so it's completely useless now."

"The reason why I didn't tell you and my stepfather before is because Tan Jingyang also knows that you are the closest and most caring people to me in this world. So I have always wanted to find an opportunity to talk to you about this matter, so as not to let You are sad." Jizhun paused, then said softly, "I also hope that you can become the strongest force behind us and support us. In this way, we will become invincible. No one but you can beat us It hurts. No one can knock us down except you."

Sister Jiao raised her head to look at Ji Zhun, and at this moment she suddenly realized that Ji Zhun had really grown up.

I still remember several times when she told Ji Zhun that she expected him to be like this and that in the future, seeing his son’s hippie smile, she could only sigh helplessly in the end, and sincerely said, “Forget it, forget it, you just need to be alive and kicking all day long. Just be happy like this." She didn't want Jizhun to stop laughing because of herself.

She knew that Ji Zhun cared about her own feelings the most. When she divorced that man and moved here with Ji Zhun, she could feel her son's uneasiness and cautiousness.But for her, Jizhun always pretended to be happy, so as not to burden himself.Presumably he and Tan Jingyang have been struggling for a long time in his heart.

Thinking of this, Sister Jiao couldn't help feeling a lot of heartache when she saw the palm prints on Ji Zhun's face that hadn't completely disappeared.

She reached out and gently stroked Ji Zhun's cheek, this was the first time she had hit him.

Ji Zhun covered Sister Jiao's with his palm, lowered his eyes, and said in a hoarse voice: "Mom, I really like him..."

Tan Jingyang's hanging fingertips trembled slightly, and they clenched into fists into his palms.He pursed his lips, took a deep breath, then bent his knees, and knelt down in front of Sister Jiao and Chen Jianye.

This move surprised the three people present, and Chen Jianye hurriedly reached out to help him up.

"Auntie, Uncle, please believe me." Tan Jingyang's eyes were shining brightly, "No matter what happens in the future, I will do my best to protect Jizhun. I will be responsible for him and our feelings. I know what you think We are young, and we have not experienced many things before, so we dare to make such vows. Let time prove it, and I will use actions to prove everything.”

"You, you get up first."

Sister Jiao's heart trembled, and she hurriedly pushed Jizhun to tell him to raise Tan Jingyang.Ji Zhun was also stunned, Tan Jingyang had never knelt down to life, and even if his head was bleeding, he still held his chest up.Only when it comes to himself and his family, is he willing to let go of everything.

The air was so silent, and the time passed by quietly.

After an unknown amount of time, Sister Jiao finally let out a long sigh.

"You all should prepare for the exam first, and don't be distracted by other things during this time."

"mom……"

Sister Jiao stood up exhausted, turned her back to them and walked towards the bedroom on the second floor, stopped at the stairs and said softly, "Together, let's take the exam to Beijing. There is still a long way to go, so cheer me up."

"Mom!" Ji Zhun's eyes lit up suddenly, and his voice was trembling with excitement.

"It's getting late, is Xiao Le still at home? Old Chen, hurry up and send him back." Sister Jiao exhaled while grabbing the handrail of the stairs, "Let's have dinner at home together tomorrow."

"Hey, okay!" Chen Jianye responded quickly.

Watching Sister Jiao go upstairs, Ji Zhun hurriedly helped Tan Jingyang up.

There were only three people left in the living room, and Chen Jianye turned his head and shrugged at Ji Zhun: "Are you satisfied now?" He said, went to the hanger to get his coat, took out the car keys in his pocket, and handed his chin out the door, " Let's go, will Nao'er go with you?"

……

……

It was quite late when he arrived at Tianshui Street, Tan Jingyang opened the door and got off, and was called by Chen Jianye.

He parked his car by the side of the road and followed them down, turned his head and said to Ji Zhun, "Is there a convenience store near here? Go buy me a pack of cigarettes and come back."

Ji Zhun looked at Chen Jianye, knowing that he must have something to say to Tan Jingyang alone, so he found such a casual reason.

He nodded and said, "Yes, I'll buy it for you."

After speaking, he glanced at Tan Jingyang again, and Tan Jingyang nodded at him.Then he turned and walked towards the alley.

As soon as Ji Zhun left, Chen Jianye took out a pack of new cigarettes from his pocket.He knocked out one from the inside, held it in his hand, and handed it to Tan Jingyang.

Tan Jingyang quickly waved his hands and said, "No need for Uncle Chen, I don't..."

"Don't pretend." Chen Jianye laughed, "I saw you standing under a tree in the hospital last time smoking."

A moment of embarrassment appeared on Tan Jingyang's face, and finally he lowered his head and pulled his lower lip, taking the cigarette from Chen Jianye's hand.

Chen Jianye leaned in to help him ignite, took a breath by himself, and slowly exhaled in the smoke:

"I used to live a hard life. I always smoked the cheapest cigarettes. Every time I had to smoke the filter, I was willing to throw it away. I wanted to quit a few times to save some money, but I always had to find something to relieve my heart. Depressed..." He paused for a moment, then looked at Tan Jingyang, "Actually, the first time I saw you, I thought you resembled me when I was young. Strength. After all, how can we carry the burden of life without such strength.”

Tan Jingyang didn't smoke between his cigarettes, watching Chen Jianye silently, waiting for his next words.

Chen Jianye flicked the cigarette ash, and changed the subject: "That kid who is making noise is not, he is just the opposite of us. He looks like a set of cruel words, but here, it is very clean and clear." He said, pointing his finger Point to your own eyes.

"You're right." Tan Jingyang smiled and nodded.

It was precisely because of those eyes that he fell completely in the first place.

"You should know that I'm not Ji Zhun's real father. When I first saw him, he was only this young." Chen Jianye compared his waist, "Standing in front of his mother, staring at him defensively. Looking at me, obviously not happy in my heart, but still politely called me 'Dad' because of his mother... At that time, I thought in my heart, no matter what, from now on, he must be my own son. I also told his mother After discussing, we will continue to allow such a son from now on. We will give him all our love and let him grow up happily. As for those so-called promising and unpromising people, it doesn't matter to us at all. As long as he can behave in an upright manner, be kind and just, don't engage in those crooked ways, and know how to respect and love others, then he will be our good son!"

"He is like this." Tan Jingyang's eyes became gentle.

Chen Jianye observed the subtle changes in Tan Jingyang's eyes after he mentioned Jizhun, and his tone gradually became serious:

"Xiao Tan, the road you have chosen is not easy to walk. Nao Nao's mother and I will naturally be your backing, but the person who is by his side is you after all. You have to make sure that he will always have the eyes he has now. .Like me to your aunt, no, do better than me."

When Chen Jianye said these words, he was completely different from him who always smiled on weekdays.

He took two steps closer to Tan Jingyang, put his hand on Tan Jingyang's shoulder and pressed hard:

"You have to know that I am not imparting any experience to you as an elder, but as a man and a man, I am asking you to take responsibility." Chen Jianye narrowed his eyes slightly, The tone was deep, "Take good care of him, don't let him get hurt a little. Otherwise, I will never forgive you. Did you hear me!"

……

The smoke between the fingers accumulated a long strand of ashes, which was blown down by the wind.

Under the still poor streetlights, two men stood facing each other.

Tan Jingyang's deep eyes carried a powerful aura that was enough to make people feel at ease. He pursed his lips and nodded solemnly at Chen Jianye, speaking every word very clearly.

"Don't worry, Uncle Chen, I swear I will."

"Okay." Chen Jianye patted Tan Jingyang's shoulder vigorously, "Good boy."

"Hey, what is that?"

Ji Zhun's voice suddenly came from behind him, and he tilted his head and smiled at the two of them:

"The convenience store is closed."

In an instant, Chen Jianye's expression returned to his usual cheerful look, he waved his hands and said with a smile: "It's all right, I forgot to stuff a pack in my pocket before coming here." He wiped out the cigarette butt, unlocked the car, and said to Tan Jingyang said, "Then let's go back first, Xiao Tan, remember to bring your brother to eat at home tomorrow!"

"Okay, Uncle Chen, be careful on the road."

"Hey, let's go back." Chen Jianye got into the driver's seat after speaking.

Ji Zhun mouthed "see you tomorrow" at Tan Jingyang, and Tan Jingyang also gave him a faint smile.

"See you tomorrow."

On the way back, Ji Zhun looked sideways at Chen Jianye, who was looking at the car, and asked casually, "What did you tell him?"

Chen Jianye grinned grinningly, and said casually: "It's nothing, just explain a few words by the way."

"Thank you." Ji Zhun hooked his lower lip.

Chen Jianye didn't quite understand why Ji Zhun suddenly wanted to thank him, and said "ah?" with a smile on his face.

Ji Zhun's Adam's apple twitched, and he looked up at Chen Jianye.

He called out softly:

"Dad."

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