Straight man strategy

speak.That way, I can look at you naturally when I turn my head, and people will think I'm just talking.

If that's the case... can you talk to me?

Today I implemented this plan for a day, I don't know if it will work, but I hope it will work!And the way to judge whether it is effective is to see if you call today.

Will you call?

night waiting for connecting flight

[001] throbbing (1)

When the heat wave throbbed against our faces, love came quietly.

When Xiaoyang passed the school's basketball court, his gaze wandered involuntarily, looking for the familiar figure that could no longer be familiar.

Closing his eyes, Xiao Yang quickly sketched out his appearance in his mind. He likes to show off arrogantly wearing red Nike shoes and exaggeratedly colored Niket-shirts. Because of his handsome appearance, girls are often attracted by him, and some of them are not. The boys from other classes who know him have a faint hostility towards him.

Xiaoyang knows that he is not such an arrogant and domineering person, he treats people gently, has almost no temper, and sometimes likes to tease people with good intentions like all adolescent boys. During class, he often fights with Xiaoyang. I went, very happy.

His complexion is a bit dark, he said that this is because he studied in a sports school when he was a child, but the military education did not carve out his character in such a standard way, but he was approachable.

His nose is straight, which is very similar to his upright personality.

If you look at him, you will definitely not ignore his deep eyes. Those eyes are like treacherous undercurrents under the blue sea. It’s okay if you don’t meet them. Once you meet them, you will be firmly held by the powerful attraction. Suck and sink in.

Whenever he is in a bad mood, he basically goes to the basketball court to vent his emotions.

In April, when he found out, he was very demanding of himself, but he didn't meet his own standards, so he played alone on the court all afternoon. The head teacher understood his temperament and ordered his deskmate Xiaoyang to find him.

Xiaoyang found him sitting on the green basketball court, alone and annoyed, on the huge basketball court. The blood-colored sunset stretched his shadow obliquely, and he suddenly felt that he was extremely lonely.

Suddenly he yelled, jumped up, held the ball with both hands, and tried to dunk, but the basket was too high, and he fell down like a deflated balloon before reaching the height.Xiaoyang immediately went to help him, but he stubbornly avoided Xiaoyang's hand, Xiaoyang couldn't resist him, and simply sat with him on the basketball court.

The two were deadlocked for a few minutes, and he gently moved to Xiaoyang's side, comforting Xiaoyang: "I'm fine, I'm fine." His voice was faint, but it was different from usual, trying to suppress his sadness.

He's fine, he just can't hold on any longer, he's getting worse every time, the next time is the college entrance examination, will it be worse?He felt that he was a leaky basketball, let it fall freely, and maybe bounce it a few more times, but the more he patted it with his hands, the harder it would be to bounce.

Xiao Yang didn't know what to say, and reached out to hold his dirty hand from playing.

The dirty hand instantly warmed up.

After a while, he asked in a muffled voice, "Let me teach you how to shoot!"

Xiao Yang looked at him and then at the ball, hesitating whether it would be too embarrassing for such an immobile self to rashly accept the invitation to shoot.He saw through Xiao Yang's thoughts, and smiled jokingly: "I don't know how much you weigh?"

Xiaoyang opened his eyes wide, and his stubborn energy came up, hey, isn't it just a shot, what's the big deal.Then, two strange figures appeared on the basketball court.Xiaoyang made ten shots in a row, not to mention going into the basket, and only one or two balls just hit the basket. He laughed at Xiaoyang helplessly, walked around behind Xiaoyang and taught him hand in hand.

In fact, Xiaoyang has been interested in basketball for a long time, but he is afraid of other people's mocking eyes, and his eagerness to try is suppressed in his heart, but today he releases it in front of him, without any sense of embarrassment.

The setting sun at the end of spring overlaps their shadows, they are not alone.

"He's really handsome!"

"Yes, yes! If you can be his girlfriend!"

His thoughts were brought back by the girl's sweet voice, Xiaoyang subconsciously looked at the direction the two girls were pointing at, the boy seemed to have heard the girl's discussion, and danced his moving body harder, with a smug smile on the corner of his mouth , the swaying youthful enthusiasm was fully seen by Xiaoyang.

But what he saw was not what he was looking for.

So Xiaoyang continued to search.In the past, it was as if I had gprs installed on my body. Whenever I passed the sports field, I could accurately locate and find his coordinates.But the current self is like a compass discarded in the Bermuda Triangle, the magnetism is extremely chaotic and lost its direction.

Looking around again, Xiao Yang is sure that he is not here.

Well, it must be there.

When it was almost the end of May, his grandfather passed away. For him, whose parents entrusted him to take care of him since he was a child, it was undoubtedly like a bolt from the blue. Without the warm protection of his grandfather, his life was like a ship on the rocks, and he was about to sink a little bit.In the third year of high school where everything was in turmoil, he did not participate in evening self-study for a week. Xiaoyang asked him where he went at night during the day, and Xiaoyang said that he would accompany him. He shook his head, but his warm smile was like an invisible force. , calmly pushed Xiaoyang away from the center of his life: "No need, I will take care of my own affairs."

"But aren't we best friends? Your business is my business." Xiao Yang asked stubbornly.

He felt that Xiaoyang at that time was as cute as a puppy questioning his master why he always locked himself in an empty room, so he smiled even more happily: "But, I don't want to disturb you, you have to study hard, so let me alone Let's go."

Myself.one person.

But...if you are alone, then what am I?Xiao Yang didn't ask hypocritically.

[002] throbbing (2)

On Friday night, he didn't go back to the dormitory until the lights were turned off. Xiaoyang was worried about him, afraid that he would do something stupid that would hurt him, so he boldly ran out to find him in the dark.It was absolutely impossible to leave the school. The doors of the teaching building, the Shaw building and the administration building would be locked after nine o'clock in the evening. He must still be loitering somewhere in the school.Xiaoyang was walking in the huge campus, at the junction of spring and summer, the breeze blows from time to time at night, Xiaoyang, who only wore a T-shirt, didn't feel the slightest cold, but was anxious to find that worrying figure.

From the gate to the collective toilet, from the rockery to the playground... Xiao Yang finally found him by the pond at the back gate of the school.Xiaoyang walked behind him silently, but he was so absorbed in looking at the fish in the pond that he didn't notice Xiaoyang who had already walked beside him. Xiaoyang didn't remind him, and quietly observed the faint smile on his face. Xiao Yang knew that he was dreaming, dreaming a beautiful dream that he wove.

A gust of wind blew by, and Xiao Yang sneezed on the sweat that had calmed down on his body, and then pulled him out of the dream. He was not surprised that Xiao Yang came, but just petted Xiao Yang's hair and called Xiao Yang Yang sat down and laughed at Xiao Yang for not being able to take care of him, and not knowing how to add clothes when he came out at night, so he took off his coat and put it on Xiao Yang.

The jacket has a faint fragrance, which Xiaoyang likes, his exclusive smell.

Xiaoyang asked him why he didn't go back, the lights were already turned off.After being asked in this way, he suddenly became sober, beating his chest and complaining that the time passed too fast, and complaining that he knew that the dormitory would be locked after half an hour after the lights were turned off, and Xiaoyang ran out at risk, but he immediately comforted Xiaoyang. When Yang comes, he will be safe, and he also said that he will take Xiaoyang to a good place.

When they got up to leave, a small fish jumped out of the pond. The scales of the fish were crystal clear under the gentle moonlight. Xiao Yang tried to save this little life, but he stopped Xiao Yang, and Xiao Yang was puzzled.

"Its death is completely self-inflicted, so what if it is saved today? It will be so naughty sooner or later when there is no one by the pool, and it will still die at that time."

Xiaoyang didn't listen, walked over and put the little fish back into the pond.

"Then why did you save me in the first place? You let me be bullied by those guys until I can't stand it anymore, just die." Xiao Yang read his thoughtful and sly smile, "At the beginning When you saved me, did you think that I would think that I must become strong because of this, at least strong enough not to be bullied by them? If you don’t save this little life today, how would you know that it won’t learn from this and become Not so naughty?"

He couldn't refute, so he turned around and walked away in silence.Xiao Yang followed him a little proudly.

The lawn in early summer was already very lush, and the surrounding area was empty. Lying on the lawn of the playground, he felt a little cold. Xiao Yang took off his coat and threw it on them as a blanket.They slept very close together, arms touching each other, but it was still cold, so Xiao Yang moved towards him again.

"Maybe you don't know the real reason why I skipped class... Every day when I enter the classroom, I feel that there is an inexplicable smell in the classroom. , I can’t stand it. I want to be a fish, free and unrestrained,” he described in a trance, “swimming in the vast sea, passing through the iron nets of human predation, and even saving my companions, just like that, in the deep Unfathomable sea, everything is beautiful."

"Anyone thinks like you. No one is born with the desire to live a life as cruel as a battlefield. But as a person grows bigger, the burden on his shoulders becomes heavier and heavier. How can it be so easy to stop? one