Straight man strategy

Heart thank you. "

"Thank me for what? You're still fired!" I put down my chopsticks.

He raised the corner of his mouth: "Correct me, I resigned myself, and at the same time Principal Zhang wrote me a letter of recommendation."

"It's just because Principal Zhang thinks highly of you, so he hides it from everyone and writes you a recommendation letter." I pouted, "It has nothing to do with me."

"But you told Dad..."

"Who told me not to tell Dad? Now don't blame me for making my own decisions, but thank me instead?" I rolled my eyes.

"It was you who let daddy know that I am gay, and it was you who let me know what daddy thinks about gays." Gu Yaojie said, grabbing my hand, I felt disgusted and threw him away, "I never dared to tell him that I was gay , I was afraid that he would hate me like he hated you. But it turned out that he didn't care at all and accepted me, thank you!"

"Nicky!" I commented pretendingly coldly, "Do you think Dad can't see your sexual orientation? He already knew!"

"Really!" he exclaimed.

I took a sip of beer: "Forget it, that's not important, anyway, now that you have a letter of recommendation from Principal Zhang, you have found a job, and at the same time you can boldly be the truest you in front of your father, you should be very happy, Why are you so sad every day?"

"Because..." He darkened, "I broke up with Yin Xiangyang."

"What?" I asked in surprise.

"On the day of the hearing, he went to the principal's office to find me, and just heard me tell the principal that we were not lovers at all. He seemed to be hit hard by my denial..."

"So you don't really love him at all! That's why you're with him just to hit me!" I raged, "So he's leaving because you hurt him!"

"No." Gu Yaojie said solemnly, "I love him very much. The first time I saw him, I thought he was innocent, cute, and smart at the same time. I like him very much."

"Nonsense!" I interrupted him, "then why are you still saying that?"

"Brother, there are many things in this world that are more important than love, so don't be too innocent." Gu Yaojie's tone was filled with deep helplessness, "I love him, but at that moment, compared with work, it seems that love is more important than work." It's not that important anymore."

"But it's obvious to love someone..."

He stood up to stop my soon-to-be-published opinion about love.

"Go, let's practice for Yin Xiangyang together."

I was stunned and shook my head: "No."

"Are you sure? At least say goodbye to him!"

"'Goodbye'? I think it means 'Never See You Again'." I said lightly, "He doesn't love me."

Gu Yaojie fondled my hair: "Fool!"

I ignore him.

Before leaving, he turned his head and murmured: "Brother, are you..."

"No need." I interrupted him, "Whether it's for Yin Xiangyang, or for the past ten years of life, you don't need to say those few words."

Afterwards, I sat alone by the river, drinking beer, blowing the wind blowing on my face, watching couples entangled with each other, I felt deep envy in my heart.

All alone.

Great.

But a faint resentment broke out in my heart.

You are the person I love the most in my life... Now, you are leaving, how can I not practice for you?

I suddenly remembered the greeting card you gave me. At that time, you still loved me, so the sunflower represents you, and the sun represents me.Even if you no longer love me now, at least I have a different color in your 18 years of life...

So now are you looking forward to my farewell?

The phone rang, and when it was picked up, Hu Jiaqi's voice came from the noisy KTV: "Gu Yaocheng, why haven't you come yet!"

"I don't want to come!" I muffled.

"Don't you dare!" Hu Jiaqi threatened, but softened after a while, "Don't you love Yin Xiangyang? If you love him, you come here!"

Hanging up the phone, I stood up and wandered aimlessly on the street.

Can't find the direction because there are too many questions that can't be answered in the affirmative.

Only one thing is certain,

That is, I love you.

Therefore, I must find you and say goodbye to you!

When I got to the ktv, it was already very late. I searched from room to room, but couldn't find you. I asked the waiter where the private rooms of celebrities Hu Jiaqi and Lu Simeng were, and he told me that you had already left.

Still missed it in the end?

God didn't even give me a chance to say "goodbye" face to face?

I walked into the hall in frustration.

In the hall, Zhang Zhenyue's "Goodbye" was repeated over and over again.

,, I'm afraid I don't have a chance / Say goodbye to you / Because I may never see you again / Tomorrow I'm leaving...

It's raining, and I step out of the ktv step by step, letting the rain wash over my body, the bustling street scene loses its color without you.

The complex emotions mixed with frustration, unwillingness, loss and sadness made me unable to hold back the tears...

,, I will firmly remember your face / I will cherish the thoughts you gave to you / These days will never be erased from my heart...

,, I can't promise you / Will I come back again / Don't look back / Go on without looking back...

The singing continues, as if you are telling me your determination.

【067】Practice PARTY

067、party

This is a practice party hosted by two big stars, Hu Jiaqi and Lu Simeng.

Lu Simeng was singing Fan Xiaoxuan's "Oxygen" with Liu Lei, who was tone-deaf, while a group of us were sitting on the sofa eating and fighting landlords.

"Isn't Gu Yaocheng coming?" Wang Dajin collapsed on the sofa, threw a three of hearts, and asked Hu Jiaqi, the organizer of the party.

"He dares!" Hu Jiaqi raised her fist, "If he doesn't come, I'll beat him up!"

"Yeah, if he doesn't come, Yin Xiangyang will be very sad." Lin Zhizhi hooked my shoulder.

I angrily broke away from her hand, and flicked a five of spades: "Hey, I have nothing to do with him, okay?"

"Really?" Lin Zhizhi looked at me straight, "Others may not be able to see it, but I always know that you love Gu Yaocheng!"

"you,,"

"Yin Xiangyang, what the hell are you doing?" Zhou Haitao said dissatisfiedly while throwing a spade king, "Do you know that since the beginning of this semester, Gu Yaocheng has been in a low mood, and you are making trouble, right? He is with Mr. Gu, I am dizzy!"

"Yes, yes." Wang Dajin made a little king.

I left the king viciously: "It's strange!"

"Hey!" Wang Dajin yelled, "You are crazy, Zhou Haitao is the landlord, we are a couple, and you actually beat my card!"

"Sorry." I looked at the wrong card.

"He has a guilty conscience." Lin Zhihui seemed to have insight into everything.

"Hey..." I simply dropped the cards in boredom, and listened to Liu Lei's tone-deaf singing "If you love me, you come back to me, you will know me, and you will die soon", "Now you and Wang Dajin are the problem okay?"

"Idiot!" Lin Zhizhi gave me stir-fried chestnuts.

"The school is currently punishing Xia Shengfeng and Lin Zhihui who are in a relationship. On the surface, they are acting in accordance with the norms. In fact, they are dissatisfied with the big incident they caused last time. As for the two of us, it is absolutely fine!" Wang Dajin said firmly.

"Okay, okay." I said perfunctorily.

"It's you." Lin Zhihui hugged my arm, "I will definitely feel uncomfortable when I arrive in Shanghai. I heard that the people in Shanghai are very xenophobic, so if you encounter anything that doesn't go your way, you should always call me. I often come back to play during winter and summer vacations.”

"Why are you so sad..."

The song is over.

Lu Simeng raised the microphone and said loudly: "Everyone, although Yin Xiangyang is leaving us to go to Shanghai, but Shanghai is an international metropolis, I believe Yin Xiangyang will have a better development there, so we wish him well!"

Lu Simeng took the lead in applauding, and then everyone applauded thunderously.

"Everyone should send blessings!"

Under the dim light, Lu Simeng's face was beautiful.

"Yin Xiangyang, you know, I like you, I like your character that is mixed with obscenity and justice, bravery and cowardice, from the first year of high school to the third year of high school, it seems to be a long time, but it seems that I have never done anything for you What have you ever done, except that you were transferred to the current class for you in the first year of high school and promoted to the second year of high school. I was really moved when I heard Gu Yaocheng's love for you that day. Compared with him, my love for you is worthless, but I will Remember that I loved you fiercely!"

"How can it be worthless, thank you for your likes, I am really happy, because your likes are pure." I stood up and hugged Lu Simeng.

"That's great." She hugged me hard, as if she wanted to imprint this moment in her heart and seal it into a permanent memory.

"Wow! Eat big star tofu!" Wang Dajin shouted exaggeratedly.

"Hey, don't be envious!" Liu Lei picked up the phone, "Then I'll talk about it later. Contrary to Lu Simeng, I have never liked you. Ha ha. Because your academic performance is always better than mine. But on the day of the hearing, I completely changed my mind about you. Even though I know that same-sex love will endure so many setbacks, and I still bravely tell the truth, what I like most is the real person..."

"Wow. Endorsement mad Liu Lei can also be sensational!" Zhou Haitao smiled.

"Of course. I will lay the groundwork!" Liu Lei raised his eyebrows proudly, "Yin Xiangyang, since you are so real, let's tell the truth about what you really love in your heart!"

"Liu Lei..." I murmured.

Wang Dajin took the microphone: "Yin Xiangyang, you know that I don't know how to speak, so I will be concise and to the point, be brave and love!"

"Damn it." I said in a low voice, "Why do everyone seem to see it better than me?