Straight man strategy

"My mother came to see you?"

"Yes, I vividly remember that day. It was a dark day, and your mother was still a young high school student. She was pacing, walking around my door, and I happened to bump into me when I was coming home from work. She saw me At first sight, I subconsciously wanted to run. I felt so angry and funny. I was pacing at my door, but I wanted to run when I saw me, so my hostility towards her was reduced by half. I stopped her and asked her to come back with me. After chatting with her, I found out that she is an excellent, lovely, fresh and good girl who is warm and generous.”

"What did you say?" I asked curiously.

"She told me that their Li family and your Gu family are considered family friends, and the older generation had already made an agreement when the two of them were still in their womb. Gu Hai is an open-minded intellectual, how could he be confined to the family and relatives? But When he was ten years old, in the era of severe punishment, his parents made mistakes and were punished, he became an orphan and was adopted by the Li family, and became your mother's brother Hai."

"After all, you still want to say that you and my dad are the true love, and the union with me is just to repay the favor!" I was still not forgiving.

I know where my sticking point is,

Dad keeps saying how much he loves my mother, and he is so indifferent to me who killed my mother, but now I realize that it is actually just a lie, he doesn't love my mother at all!

,, Then why did he treat me like this?

This is the sticking point I have to go through!

"Your mother did think so at the time, and I believed in your mother. She encouraged me to get back together with your father, so we were really together again, and your mother and I became good sisters that we couldn't help but say. Then At that time, the three of us often went to the East Lake in front of w gate to enjoy the cool air, that is my best memory." Aunty gradually smiled, "Now that I think about it, how could Gu Hai force himself to be with someone he doesn't love? Even if it is a benefactor daughter."

My emotions are relaxed too, if all this is true.

"From asking her to wear more clothes when the weather is cold, to delivering an umbrella to her across most of the city when it rains; from picking her up to see the cherry blossoms at W University, to helping her review her homework before the exam... I will describe these extremely small details. I keep it all in my heart, maybe it can be explained by 'he treats her as his own sister', but I don't believe it, thinking of what he said to me when we started dating, in fact, he already has the answer in his heart, he It was love for your mother, and being with me was just a youthful rebellion."

"Is it... just a young rebellion?"

The aunt nodded: "One time, a robber on the street snatched your mother's necklace. Your father chased the robber without saying a word, but the robber was familiar with the terrain and took him to a deserted alley. The bandits took out their knives, but your father still showed no fear and fought to the death with the robbers. But your father is just a weak scholar, how can he compare with those rough men in the mountains, besides, he still has knives. After a few rounds, your father's abdomen ** Injured, but luckily did not hurt the kidney."

"This kind of bloody story..." I smiled lightly.

"I rushed to the hospital to see him with tears in my eyes. Before he entered the operating room, he held my hand. I thought he would tell him how much he loves me, and he would definitely survive, but he didn't. He asked: 'Juan'er Haven’t you come yet?’.” The aunt wept, perhaps because she felt the huge gap in her heart back then.

But I still couldn't believe it. I tried to be calm, worried about showing a little emotion, and asked, "But how do you explain that my father chose me between me and my mother 18 years ago?"

"After breaking up with your father, I have been in intermittent contact with your mother. When your brother was born, she was still in good health. I visited her while your father was away. She smiled and told me that she would have another One child, let two children rely on each other. When she was seven months pregnant with you, one day she sent me a letter, hoping that I could visit her in the hospital."

The aunt calmly narrated:

"At that time, we hadn't contacted for a while. I was very surprised, so I went to visit her in the hospital. At the end of autumn and early winter, I found that she had a puffy belly and was wearing thick clothes, but red spots could be seen faintly on the neck. It turned out that her kidneys were not very good when she was in her arms, and she kept procrastinating, on the one hand, she was reluctant to induce labor, and on the other hand, the country was about to promulgate a family planning policy."

I grabbed my aunt's hand: "So it's true that my mother was seriously ill when she was pregnant with me?"

"When you were six months pregnant, your mother was diagnosed with lupus erythematosus, but it was too late to induce labor. Your mother told me that she might not have much time and hoped that I would return to your father. How could I I promised her that I was married at that time and I was pregnant with Yang Yang in my stomach. I just comforted her and told her that her medical skills would become better and better, and her disease would never be fatal. She cried, and she said that the doctor told her The risk of childbirth, if she can only keep one at that time, she will ask your father to keep you, because she doesn't want to live the rest of her life with the appearance of erythema and the reputation of carrying a 'medicine jar' and become a burden on the family."

Before I knew it, tears were streaming down my face.

"So, I think, it must be your mother begging your father to let you live... I think your father must have gone through very difficult thoughts at that time, and finally he respected your mother's decision." The aunt squeezed tightly My hand, give me strength.

"No! Auntie! If he really loves her, he should let the doctor keep her!" I shook my head.

"Silly boy! Auntie also choked up, and gently wiped away my tears. This is because of love... I love her, so even if it is so difficult, even if it is so reluctant, even if it hurts so much, even if he knows you were born, he will not Treating you well, he still chooses to respect your mother's decision, this is true love!"

"really?"

"Of course!" Auntie said confidently, "Gu Yaocheng, Auntie said so much today, you should understand what Auntie is trying to explain... Don't hate your father, he is a good man, he just loves your mother too much."

Yin Xiangyang, do you know?My father and Gu Yaojie told me many stories about my mother when they were angry and angry. In their description, my mother was a perfect woman who was gentle, lovely, understanding, and loved by everyone.

This is roughly in line with what Aunt Yin told me, so I believe what she told me is completely true.

But even if it is love and respect, how can he give up such a beautiful life just for the sake of so-called love and respect?

,, I would rather exchange my own death for my mother's life.

So... I will never forgive my dad!

I want him to know that my birth was a mistake!

It's been a few days now, and my plan is being implemented, which includes,

Confession to you.

If I hurt you at that time, I can only say to you solemnly: yes, no, get up!

【Diary】Tutoring Physics

Yin Xiangyang's diary, the story happened on the second day after Mr. Han asked Gu Yaocheng and Yin Xiangyang to change seats... almost after the 11th period...

December [-]th

I suddenly felt that I was really happy!Although I fell in love with someone I shouldn't love, even though I was constantly sad in the past week, and was afraid that you would ignore me again, the facts have proved that you, Gu Yaocheng, how could you be willing to ignore me?Although I will not be allowed to be with you, but I only care about the happiness at this time, even if it is only for a moment, and my happiness is far more than a moment,

You invited me to make up physics with you!

Yes.You invited me to make up physics with you!After I confessed to you, after you got angry because I peeked at you, not only did you not alienate me, you even approached me actively. When you invited me, happiness overflowed your chest, but I have always been physically good Of course you have to be reserved!

"Come do physics with me!" you ask.

"This...my physics is very good, it seems that I don't need to make up lessons!"

"Then you mean not to accompany me?"

"Hey! I'm not a third escort, why should I accompany you! Besides, you don't give me money."

"But... but... aren't you xx me?"

I turned a deaf ear: "What? Didn't hear clearly, what did you say?"

"Fuck! Don't pretend, okay?"

"Why are you pretending? Why are you talking like that! Hey, I have already decided to accompany you, but since you disdain me, forget it!" I threatened.

"Hey, Yin Xiangyang, why do you look like this! Okay, okay, I'm wrong, I beg you, come with me!"

I shook my head triumphantly: "Then I will not remember the fault of the villain, and I will accompany you!"

"Tch, I don't know who is the villain."

"What are you muttering about!"

"No... nothing."

In this way, you and I have to go to the teacher's dormitory at the back door of the school every Friday to find a retired physics teacher to make up lessons.Today is the first time, and the surprise is also revealed today, only the two of us are going to make up lessons!

Only two people!

Although I could see you talking to you a lot when I was in school, it was different this time, it was just the two of us, so it was telling me that I could unscrupulously use my "gentle" eyes to glance at you "beautiful" "The face is gone!Dizzy dizzy dizzy dizzy dizzy... Now that I just think about that scene, I'm about to spurt too much blood and faint.

Of course, this is not the case. I am a person with as high EQ as IQ. I have a balance on my body, and I know how to weigh which is more important. Since I have spent so much money to make up lessons, naturally I will not Let it go to waste, that's my principle.

But hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha (you can think this horrible laugh of mine is some witch