Straight man strategy

class.

I stopped the movement of my hands in surprise. Many students in the class have come back one after another, and I feel like a light on my back.

"Hu Jiaqi, I should be angry!" I said angrily, and ran out of the classroom angrily.

On the corridor where he ran out, he was so desperate that he ran into Gu Yaocheng unexpectedly.

He was also drenched in the rain, and his whole body was filled with sadness washed by the rain, like an elf who had fallen into the mortal world.

I raised my head and met his misty eyes, my body was as if electrocuted and could not move.

He is my favorite boy. At this time, he is shrouded in unprecedented sadness and looks so helpless.

I remembered that starry sky, that lawn, that kiss...of course, and his resolute words.

He also found me, but he didn't seem to see me, his body continued to move coherently, quickly, without a single pause, passing by my side....

I was about to cry again suddenly, even though Gu Yaocheng's furious voice sounded in my ears that night.

——"Don't cry for me! Cry and cry all night, you are a boy!"

I cry because I love him and can't have him.

I cry because I care about him but can't do anything about it!

I ran towards the roof, I wanted to get wet in the rain, let the heavy rain get me wet, let the heavy rain wake me up, let the heavy rain heal me.

I hadn't been honest with him, and I hadn't been honest with myself.

I can't let go!I am not healed by time!

Even if he didn't treat me as a friend, even if he didn't talk to me on the phone every day, even if he didn't help me defeat the chimpanzee, even if he didn't support me all the time, even if he told me cruelly that you think gay is disgusting, even if he was heartless Yi said heartlessly that he would not love me... But as long as he appears in class and walks around in my sight, I will never be cured, and I simply cannot stop loving him.

This is my destiny.

He is my doom.

I went up the stairs with tears in my eyes, ignoring the surprised or joked eyes of other students who didn't know me, until my clothes were grabbed tightly by someone.

I stopped in flattered surprise, could it be him?

I turned around cautiously, only to find that it was Lu Simeng who claimed to like me.

"Yin Xiangyang, what's wrong with you?" She asked with concern.

Since that night, she has been hesitant to talk to me, but all of them in the single room refused me in a disinterested manner.

"..." I turned my head and continued to walk up.

Lu Simeng persisted: "What's wrong?"

"None of your business!" I stopped.

"Yin Xiangyang!" Lu Simeng lowered her eyes aggrieved, and there was something wet in her eye sockets, "I'm sorry, I was wrong, please don't ignore me, okay?"

I laughed at myself: "You're wrong? How could you be wrong? You're right. I feel sorry for myself. I'm a super invincible fool!"

[Secret Chapter] Letter from Cheng to Yang ([-]) Part [-]

[Secret Chapter] Letter from Cheng to Yang ([-]) Part [-]

"hi."

"... hi."

When we met in the corridor in the morning, I took the initiative to greet you, but you raised your head hesitantly, your expression froze in embarrassment.

I haven't spoken much for half a month. Every night I can't help but want to call you, but after entering your number, I always feel that it seems so embarrassing. After all, I said such hurtful things to you , if I dial this number, there may be a long silence waiting for me, or a conversation with different opinions, or you simply don't answer the phone, or you yell at me, I can't bear these, so I kept silent Press one key at a time to delete the number.

When I met you today, no one around who knew us bothered me, so I took the initiative to speak, because I knew that if I didn't speak, act, or work hard, we would pass by again and leave regrets.

I said as if nothing had happened: "This afternoon, our school team will compete internally, and the top 5 will be selected for each event to report to the province to participate in the selection of athletes..."

"Well."

"Are you coming to see me race? I signed up for the 1000-meter long-distance race and the 200-meter dash."

"Gu Yaocheng, you are so strong, you don't need me to cheer you up, you must be very powerful, aren't you?" Your voice didn't seem to have any ups and downs, as if we had just chatted 2 minutes ago.

"It's true that I'm good." I said stinky, trying to lighten the atmosphere, "But, I really hope to see you cheering for me."

"When you enter the top five, you have to celebrate with Hu Jiaqi again. I don't want to be your light bulb. And..." Your face is flickering with displeasure, as if remembering what I said to you that night, "And you Don't you hate me?"

"actually……"

The class bell interrupted me, you shook your head, tried hard to drive the unhappiness out of your body, and squeezed out a smile.

"Go to class, don't be nervous, you must be in the top five, no, you must be No.1!"

Actually... I still haven't finished talking.

Actually... I didn't mean to say that kind of thing that day.

Actually... I have already broken up with Hu Jiaqi.

After you were deceived by Shao Yuwei.

The sky gathered dark clouds that day, and it was gray all day long. It seemed that there was a violent storm in the air. Water vapor rose in the air, sticking to everyone's skin and making it impenetrable.

At noon, I spent all my time accompanying Hu Jiaqi to buy food and eat at the "Lover's Slope" at school, but in fact, in my mind, what you said to me that night was still lingering in my ears.

——"Hu Jiaqi knew that Shao Yuwei lied to me, but still instigated me to be with her."

So in fact, did Hu Jiaqi do it on purpose?She knew it was just a gamble, she knew Shao Yuwei was just deceiving you, she knew that you would be discouraged because of this, but she still "taught" you to be with Shao Yuwei?

"Chengcheng..." Hu Jiaqi's exclusive Taiwanese accent came from the side, she put down the lunch box, and took my arm, "Chengcheng, I heard that the Happy Valley theme park is opening, it's on Huaqiao Street, why don't we go play, I really want to make a carousel and a Ferris wheel."

I put down the lunch box, evaded her control without leaving any traces of my arms, thoughtfully: "Hu Jiaqi, can you stop doing this?"

"Chengcheng, what's wrong?" Hu Jiaqi looked at me puzzled.

I said lightly: "You obviously don't have such a personality, why do you have to pretend to be such a little girl, so cute..."

"Did Yin Xiangyang tell you something? He kept saying I'm a 'big bird crushing people'." She smiled self-deprecatingly, and grabbed my arm again.

I broke her hand, calmly: "I clearly remember the last time we went to the playground together, we just got acquainted, Yin Xiangyang was going to make a merry-go-round, you said he didn't look like a man, and you desperately wanted to ride the roller coaster, But why are you playing with merry-go-rounds and ferris wheels now?"

"People change..."

I continued, with a somewhat aggressive tone: "And the last time I watched a movie, in fact, you really wanted to watch an American action movie, didn't you, but you chose a romantic literary movie that made you sleepy after watching it?"

"I suddenly wanted to watch it that day, for a date..." She felt aggrieved.

"You obviously like spicy food, don't you? But look at your current dishes. Tomato scrambled eggs and fried beans are not your taste, but I like to eat." I said earnestly.

She was aggrieved: "If you like me, I will like you, Chengcheng."

"Could you please stop calling me 'Chengcheng' in a Taiwanese accent?"

"Chengcheng, no, Gu Yaocheng, what happened to you today?" She returned to her normal tone.

I tried to persuade: "Hu Jiaqi, I want to say, are you tired of being with me? You have to pretend to be what you think I like every day. I'm not saying it's bad, but, what about your original appearance? Where did you go? You should be the "unrestrained school" that Yin Xiangyang said. You are definitely not a little girl who is clinging to people, but you are lost in love. Is that okay? Your original Don't you look good? Although sometimes you are arrogant and unreasonable, but most of the time you are confident, righteous, and free and easy... These are your strengths!"

She finally seemed to reveal her true nature, and she also seemed to have a premonition, and she was a little upset: "Are you 'repressing desires first, raising them first', aren't you? What exactly are you trying to say? Or what did Yin Xiangyang say in front of you?"

Hearing the words "Yin Xiangyang" come out of her mouth, I felt an inexplicable displeasure in my heart, and said, "What do you want Yin Xiangyang to say to me? Say you know that Shao Yuwei is lying to him, but you still Instigate him to be with her?"

She smiled wryly: "So it's because of him, I knew it would happen a long time ago."

I couldn't laugh or cry: "Hey, Hu Jiaqi, it seems that you did something wrong."

"Yeah, I did something wrong, so what?"

During the period of dating Hu Jiaqi, I admit that I am often moved by her. She treats me carefully, considers my small emotions, is willing to cater to me, and actively promotes our relationship. It wasn't the strong girl you said at the time who had no regrets for love. She became timid, sensitive, and vulnerable.

I'm sorry for her, I changed her, I can't let him continue to lose himself like this.

I solemnly held her hand:

"It's not just because of Yin Xiangyang, I just think we are not suitable, we are too reluctant to each other, I want to...break up with you."

"What?" She moved in shock, and accidentally knocked over the lunch box, spilling the bright red soup, but she ignored it, "Gu Yaocheng, don't break up with me, okay? I'm pretending to be what I think boys like because I like you, care about you, and don't want to lose you