Straight man strategy

I can only silently look at the back of the person I love.If I want to be the protagonist, even if I don't get a response, even if I get rejected or ridiculed, at least I have expressed my inner thoughts calmly, so that there will be no regrets, let alone regrets! "

It seems that I have never seen such a large series of theories eloquently, Lin Zhihui was slightly stunned, and said for a long time: "Although I still don't understand, I support you!"

"I know, I know if you don't open your mouth, you will definitely support me!" My heart suddenly warmed up, and my eyes became wet for no reason, I have always been a sentimental and crying boy, "But if Gu Yaocheng hates me because of this, Ignore me, hate me, what should I do?"

Lin Zhihui put her hands on my shoulders, and the strength between her fingers was transmitted to my body. She knew that I had actually exhausted all my strength before deciding to confess my love to Gu Yaocheng...betting all my love for him.

But she didn't comfort me, she just sighed slowly, probably worried about my fate.

【002】Sun interacts with sunflowers

002. The sun interacts with sunflowers

The news of the confession quickly spread to the classmates, and when I came to the class the next day, I heard various versions of the discussion, either excited or contemptuous, but I was like an isolated island, surrounded by the noise, but was surrounded by the whole noise. The world is cut off.

Xia Shengfeng and his group haven't come to class yet, otherwise they would have come to trouble me long ago.And my favorite boy, Gu Yaocheng, entered the class when the bell rang for the morning self-study class. The students were very interested in his late arrival, and watched him walk from the door of the classroom to me next to me with great interest. sit down.

I caught a glimpse of him stuffing the card I gave him into the desk, without even looking at me, let alone talking to me, as if sitting next to him was nothing but air.

Damn, he's mad, isn't he?You can tell by his face that he doesn't plan to talk to me anymore, right?You will never know me, Yin Xiangyang, will you?Yes, how could he love me, I am a boy, he is a boy, they will never be together for so long.

But I am a dreamer, always fantasizing that maybe one day he will abandon everything and rush to me, not caring about the pressure of the world, and not caring about the cage, even if there are heavy stones on his feet, Walking towards me with a smile.But……

This is not going to happen.He is the kind of person who follows the rules, no matter what the reason is, it is impossible for him to do such "immoral" things, and the premise of doing those things is——

He loves me.

"Lend me your English homework." His voice came.

He is talking to me?

"Yin Xiangyang, lend me your English homework." He ordered.

I froze for a moment, then turned my head away: "Why didn't you do it?"

His eyelashes are very long and flickering: "You know I never remember my homework, and I call you every time I get home."

When other students saw us chatting, they put down the Chinese textbooks they were reading and looked over.

I didn't bother to pay attention to them, and asked even more puzzled: "Then why didn't you call me yesterday?"

He seemed a little embarrassed: "what happened yesterday, how do you want me to call you?"

"Then why don't you ask someone else?"

He shook his head remorsefully: "I don't have any phone numbers of my classmates, except yours. Besides, I thought..." He lowered his head and copied the physics homework at hand, "I thought you would take the initiative to call me, or send a message SMS or something, so I waited until late..."

hateful!How could he talk to me like that?There is no skill or embellishment in such words, and the naked meaning touched the deepest part of my heart as expected, and the soft and moist temperature instantly wiped out the injustice and unwillingness in my heart, and the rest is Melting heart.

In fact, I have been waiting for his call last night. Every endless night, calling him has become a habit that I can't quit. So I waited until three o'clock in the morning last night before I couldn't resist sleepiness and fell asleep. up.

I asked, "Then how late did you wait?"

"About 03:30," he said, "so I was almost late today."

03:30?It's later than me.It was as if the heart was held up to the clouds.Does he feel differently about me?Is that what love feels like?

"Don't think that I love you, it's just that it feels weird not to call you. The strangest thing is that what we talk about every day is just the topic of 'what is homework today', but I can't help but do this every day. One thing, do you think this is a kind of obsessive-compulsive disorder... oh...it's so annoying, I don't know, anyway, Yin Xiangyang, give me your English homework!"

I gave him my English homework, and at the same time I was no longer in a high mood.

He copied and said: "It's just that, Yin Xiangyang, don't say that kind of thing again, okay? We are such good friends. Although I know you are joking, but such a joke will still embarrass me , don’t talk about it in the future, okay?”

Are his words really exactly what I imagined?But I don't agree.

I just express my feelings, any feelings are pure and noble, there is no distinction between high and low, and everyone should be blessed, even if they are like me.As much as I've always felt my feelings for him were paranoid, there was no denying that it was just as irreplaceable and impossible to hide.

"No, I love you, I love you very much." I said firmly.

"This look is wrong! No one thinks this is normal. Besides, you must be joking, you always like to tell such bad jokes!" He looked at me in shock, and I knew what I said It bothered him again.

I laughed, even though there was a sudden turmoil in my heart: "Do you admit that I love you? If you don't admit it, I won't lend you your English homework!"

He looked at me depressedly, who suddenly turned from excitement to cunning: "Okay, okay, I admit it!"

The mood brightened up at this moment, and those uneasiness, apprehension and annoyance disappeared.

The most trouble-making students in the class didn't seem to take my solemn confession seriously, and there was no cynicism as I imagined. It was just that after a long time of chirping and chattering, they were replaced by the topic of the lost wallet of the class teacher Liu Nengjiu. Everyone was speculating that some short-sighted guy stole the wallet that Teacher Liu put on the podium. You must know that Teacher Liu is not someone to be messed with.

During class, Teacher Liu patted the podium angrily:

"If I had known earlier, I wouldn't have taken this kind of bad class. It doesn't matter if I have poor academic performance, and my hands and feet are so dirty. Let me tell you, if I find out who took my wallet, I will definitely let him go around! Also, if anyone sees who has taken my wallet, please tell me immediately!"

And I'm really not in the mood to care about who stole his fart wallet, because I'm gloomy looking at the monthly exam papers that were just handed out, and this time the exam really sucks.

"Gu Yaocheng, can you lend me your shoulder?"

In fact, he didn't do very well in the exam, but he turned his head and said jokingly to me: "Yin Xiangyang, you just want to take this opportunity to eat my tofu, right?"

"Yeah, yeah." I haven't cried yet, but I can feel my face flushed from the resentment in my body.

"Okay, okay, since you're so honest, I'll let you rely on it. You need to charge money, how much is it an hour? Let me think about it..."

I didn't listen to what he was saying, and I didn't care about the expressions of some students watching the show, so I fell on his shoulders—that broad and powerful shoulders.

I felt his body shake because of surprise, but he didn't push me away, let me rest my head on his shoulder, let me hug him tightly.

At that moment I finally understood.Why do female pigs in idol dramas like to cry on the shoulders of male pigs? It’s because I like that feeling. His strong shoulders instantly give me countless senses of security.As soon as the nose was sore, tears flowed out sparingly.

I must be sad like a child.But I, a "little child", can't be greedy for my mother's comfort, she will definitely be angry at my super low score.Only he can comfort me.

I cannot sit beside him sadly.

I cannot sit beside him sadly.

I cannot sit beside him sadly.

I cannot sit beside him sadly.

I cannot sit beside him sadly.

…………

I told myself over and over again, but the tears burst and flowed continuously.

With such a low score, I failed the expectations of the teacher and my mother, and more importantly, I failed him too!I still remember the words that Gu Yaocheng yelled out to me the day before the exam——

"Yin Xiangyang, do better in my exam!"

When I was taking the exam, I had that sentence in my head.

Yin Xiangyang, do well in my exam!

Yin Xiangyang, do well in my exam!

Yin Xiangyang, do well in my exam!

Yin Xiangyang, do well in my exam!

Yin Xiangyang, do well in my exam!

Yin Xiangyang, do well in my exam!

…………

Circling over and over again, shouting over and over again, I thought I would get the first place in the class again, I thought I would defeat those students who coveted the "first place in the class", I thought I could complete the mission he gave me , but, I failed to do it!

Why can't it be done?Don't you often hear people talk about the best motivation for love?Isn't the words of the person you love the most powerful?How could I let him down?How could he be disappointed...

Damn it!Damn it, why am I so hateful that I didn't fulfill his expectations of me!

He let me lean on him without making any intimate physical movements towards me, but there was his soft and foggy voice in my ears, as if a soft