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Qi Xi was surprised, and opened his pupils slightly: "What are you talking about?"

Cheng Wu chuckled: "I said my first love is the person standing in front of me and talking to me."

"But in high school, we...you..." Qi Xi thought a lot in his mind, and finally he could only support his forehead and say, "I don't know."

He really didn't know, and never thought that Cheng Wu's first love was himself.

From the last time I heard Cheng Wu talking about a first love in ktv, and later Cheng Wu confessed to him that they were together, Qi Xiu has been doing his best to ignore the person who once occupied Cheng Wu's youth.

His possessiveness is too strong, even though he understands intellectually that it was once and has nothing to do with the current Cheng Wu, he still cares about it emotionally.

He wanted to possess Cheng Wu completely, no matter Cheng Wu's body or mind, completely, from beginning to end.

Now Cheng Wu told him that his first love was himself, and he only liked himself from the beginning to the end, and no one else, Qi Xi was surprised and stunned.

Time seemed to bring him back to that midsummer, when he was the most numb and lonely, he didn't know anything except studying, outsiders looked like he was aloof and unapproachable, only he himself knew that his heart was already like a walking dead, riddled with holes , Resist all kindness and gentle kindness, and even fear the world.

He didn't know Cheng Wu, maybe he had heard his name, but it never left traces in his heart and ears.

As Cheng Wu said, even if they passed by, he never noticed him.

Slowly moving his hands from his forehead to his eyes, Qi Xi covered his eyelids with his palms and muttered to himself: "I don't know, I really don't know, if at that time..."

"If I had known at that time that I would like you so much, I would have pursued you desperately. Human life is short, and I can't let us waste so many years between us." Cheng Wu held Qi Xi's hand , Gently pulled off, revealing the wet eyes underneath.

Crystal clear teardrops rolled around the thick eyelashes, entangled them together, under the eyelashes was the fragility and helplessness that Qi Xi hadn't had time to take back.

Qi Xi said: "No, it's good like this, it's good now, if you don't come close to me at that time."

At that time, he was not as good at disguising as he is now. If Cheng Wu got close to him like now, Qi Xi would definitely slander and drive him away with the greatest malice in the world.

At that time, he was not worthy of liking at all.

The next day Qi Xi went to the place agreed with Bai Yao, Qi Xi looked up again at the name above his head, frowned, this is a hospital.

Bai Yao was waiting for him outside the hospital. Although Qi Xi was dressed in black, he exuded a cool aura that was not close to mine, and he was very eye-catching in the crowd.

Bai Yao waved to Qi Xi, waited for a while and said, "I thought you wouldn't come."

Qi Xi took off his mask, "I promise you that I won't miss the appointment."

Bai Yao: "Okay, I'll take you to meet someone first."

Even if he knew in advance who Bai Yao was going to bring him to meet, Qi Xi was still very surprised when he saw the woman for the first time. The woman in front of him was sitting in a wheelchair, her hair was completely pale, and she was quietly stroking the photo frame in her hand.

It was very different from the gentle woman in Qi Xi's memory, she sat there quietly as if she was completely lifeless.

Bai Yao knocked on the door: "Hello."

Hearing the movement, the woman raised her head and looked at Qi Xie at the first glance, those dull and deeply sunken eye sockets suddenly trembled a few times, the woman raised her finger and pointed at Qi Xie and said excitedly: "Little, Xiaoxiu."

Qi Xie took a few steps forward, his voice suddenly choked up: "Aunt Gu."

"It's really Xiaoxuan. He's grown so handsome. He really looks like Miss. Miss will be very happy knowing that Xiaoxuan has grown so big."

Qi Xi quickened a few steps, squatted beside the woman and held her hand: "Aunt Gu, your leg—"

Gu Xiali already had age spots on the back of her hand, she was only middle-aged, she wanted to break free from Qi Xi's grasp, but seeing how stubborn Qi Xi was, she smiled helplessly: "It's an old problem, it's okay, I'm so old I can’t go anywhere, and it’s useless to have these legs.”

Qi Xi is not good at words, especially when he saw the person who took care of him when he was a child and was the closest person to his mother. He had a lot to ask, but he opened his mouth and found that he couldn't ask anything.

Gu Xiali, on the other hand, changed her old-fashioned appearance, turned the wheelchair, went to the table, picked up a piece of fruit and began to peel it, "Xiao Kui, sit down, Xiao Kui's friends are also sitting, you said you come over, I don't have anything to eat here, Let me peel some fruit for you to eat."

Gu Xiali quickly peeled two apples, and Qi Xi didn't have any appetite, so he still ate them bit by bit, and said softly, "Auntie Gu's, they are delicious."

Gu Xiali was amused by Qi Xi's appearance, "It's as if I did what you said, child, I just peeled off the skin."

Qi Xi lowered his head and ate the apple, the ward was very quiet for a while.

Gu Xiali kept looking at Qi Xi, her eyes became more and more gentle, as if she was lost in memories, she said slowly: "I had a serious illness when I was young, and I lost my fertility since then. I have been working in the Gu family since before the young lady was born. Yes, I have been taking care of Miss since she was born, I have always treated Miss as my own daughter, watching her grow up day by day, getting better and better every day, I am proud and proud, and more happy."

"Miss has been growing up in a honey pot. She is arrogant and indulgent. Sometimes she has a big temper. The older she grows, the more she has her own opinions. The number of quarrels with her parents is increasing. She is also stubborn and stubborn. No one would listen to them. In the year just after graduation, the young lady had a big fight with her family, and then cut off all contact with the family. After disappearing for a year, when she came home, she suddenly said that she was going to get married. The family was surprised, but no one If I can persuade the young lady, I am worried that if she has such a temper, she will suffer if she goes to her husband's house, so I will go with the young lady."

"I thought that the lady just found someone outside and was about to get married. After I followed her, I learned from the lady that the husband is a fan of the lady. They met at a ball. The husband has heard many of the scenes of the lady. Concerts and song concerts, the two of them just know each other like that, I am also very happy for the young lady, I am worried that the young lady will just find someone randomly, I am relieved knowing that they really like it."

"I thought that after getting married, the lady would control her temper and her ambiguity, but I have heard my husband describe her personality like a gust of wind, an unrestrained wind that cannot be stopped at all. My husband appreciates it and likes it very much. Miss's character, Mr. Gentleman is knowledgeable, and he also has a unique appreciation for music. The two of them have a common topic to talk about together, maybe that's why they were attracted in the first place."

"But later, after the two got married, the lady's definition of marriage and family seemed to be just a place where you can rest a little when you are tired. After the rest, the wind is still the wind, and the husband can't catch it. I have never seen him so decadent. Sad, the lady chooses music without hesitation on various anniversaries. When she chooses her dream and abandons her husband, the husband is drunk at home alone. On Valentine's Day, birthdays, New Year's Eve and wedding anniversaries, the lady is still the same A gust of wind, but Mr. can't take it anymore, he wants to break the wings of the wind, and wants to imprison the wind."

"At that time, it was too late for me to realize that something was wrong. Although it is pitiful for Mr. to be alone at home, how could he treat Miss like that? I watched him grow up little by little. I don't understand such an excellent and perfect Miss. Even Miss It's the wind, why can't the gentleman follow in the footsteps of the lady, why can't he follow the wind, why should he imprison the wind."

"If the husband loves the lady so much, why can't he be the one who compromises when the two can't meet each other, why should the lady be imprisoned, when the love gradually dissipates, what is left between the two, the spirit of the lady before It was very unstable, and she needed to see a doctor and take medicine regularly, and what her husband did to her later made things worse. I began to resent her husband very much, and I couldn't understand why the two people who loved each other didn't have anyone after they got married. It will come to such a situation under the circumstances of stepping in."

"But then I realized that although Mr. and Ms. love each other, they love themselves more. People are selfish. Ms. has her pursuit, and Mr. has his pride. Love becomes more and more selfish. Insignificant, eventually disappearing, turning into daily torment and torment."

The apple in front of him was getting smaller and smaller, Qi Xi chewed the apple meat mechanically, and then swallowed it, the apple in his hand finally turned into a small core.

love gone...

Selfish……

Qi Xi's gaze involuntarily fell on Gu Xiali's photo frame on the table. It was a photo of his mother when she was young, with a youthful and beautiful smile compared to "Yeah".

Qi Xi didn't know when he left. When he left, he took a notebook on his mobile phone, which was given to him by Aunt Gu, who said that it was a diary written by his mother during her lifetime, and there were many words for him in it.

Aunt Gu said that when his mother let Aunt Gu know that Qi Xi was in love, she gave this thing to him.

Aunt Gu said that Qi Xi had grown up now, and it was time to give him the diary that was placed with her. Qi Xi held the diary tightly in his hands, and was silent, while Bai Yao next to him was analyzing the person in front of him.

I have to say that Qi Xi is really good at disguising, and even at this moment, I can't read his micro expressions. If such a person wants to commit a crime, he has a high IQ and a high disguise, and he will be a headache for the police.

Fortunately, Qi Xi doesn't have any anti-social personality now, and some of them only treat one person and suffer from that person.

At the entrance of the hospital, Cheng Wu glanced at the watch on his wrist, frowned, and was about to walk into the hospital when he saw Qi Kui and Bai Yao coming out one after the other.

Cheng Wu frowned, walked over with strides, took Qi Xi's hand and rubbed it lightly, facing Bai Yao, and said very bluntly, "What is my cousin bringing my boyfriend here for?"

Qi Xi raised his head slightly, cousin?

So Bai Yao and Cheng Wu really knew each other, but they didn't expect that there was such a relationship between them.

Cheng Wu lowered his head, and with a gentle voice, he took out a bunch of keys from his pocket and gave them to Qi Xi: "Ah Xi, wait for me in the car for a while, okay?"

Qi Xi didn't say anything, his mind was in a mess, and now he was most afraid of seeing Cheng Wu, almost fleeing, he took the key from Cheng Wu's hand, and strode away from him.

Facing this cousin whose relationship is not very close, Bai Yao pointed to his own brain and said straight to the point, "Do you know that your boyfriend has a problem here?"

Cheng Wu's aura plummeted, as if locked by a lone wolf in ice and snow. The danger was approaching, and Bai Yao immediately apologized: "Sorry, you know I don't mean anything else. I'm a psychiatrist. he."

Bai Yao sneered: "What do you want to say?"

"Qi Xi has a very serious mental illness. Some are inherited from his parents, and some are related to the environment in which he grew up. Being with such a person will be very dangerous for you. Cheng Wu, he is only imprisoning you now. Maybe he will in the future. When the disease breaks out and the possessiveness reaches the extreme, it will think of killing you or even eating you and merging with you."

"I know what you said."

Bai Yao was taken aback.

Cheng Wu: "He is very possessive. He wants to imprison me and what he wants to do with me. I already knew that."

Bai Yao: "Then you still..."

"If he wants to imprison me, he will be imprisoned, and what you said later will not happen. I will always be by his side and accompany him, and accompany him to slowly get better. Even if he doesn't get better, no matter how he is I like everything about him, I don’t care about those, I like everything about him.”

His Aji is unparalleled, the best in the world, the one he loves.