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"You are really jealous." Huangfu Jue hugged Jiang Ziling's waist and pressed his face against his abdomen.

"I said no more. Go away. I'm learning English." Jiang Ziling impatiently pushed Huangfu Jue, who was blocking his view of the book. His tone had already begun to reveal his anger.

"Are you sure you're not jealous." Huangfu Jue raised his head and looked at Jiang Ziling. Before he could say yes in a calm and determined tone, he said something that made Jiang Ziling immediately embarrassed. "Baby, you read books out of habit. watching."

"..." Jiang Ziling took a closer look. He really took it down. But he said unconvinced. "I'm practicing my eyesight."

Huangfu Jue smiled. "Then don't mistake M for W."

"..." Jiang Ziling didn't bother to pay attention to him. He turned his face away.

Huangfu Jue let go of the other party, got off the bed, leaned down and picked Jiang Ziling from the bed, turned around and went back to his room.

"Hey, what are you doing? Let me down." Jiang Ziling slapped Huangfu Jue in a panic.

"Go back to the room." Huangfu Jue ignored his uproar and walked straight to the bedroom. "Baby, you are not light. It's best not to move around. I can't guarantee that you won't fall."

At this time Nan came up with water and medicine. He stepped aside tactfully and let them pass first. Jiang Ziling saw Chen Nan, and his cheeks turned red. He gritted his teeth and waited for Huangfu Jue to say, "Let me go. I am alone." will go."

"It's already here." Huangfu Jue turned his head. "Chen Nan, open the door for me."

"Yes, young master." Chen Nan quickly came over and opened the door. Jiang Ziling buried his face in Huangfu Jue's arms shyly.

Shit. A big man is hugged by a princess. It's so fucking embarrassing.

"Young Master, it's time to take your medicine." Chen Nan let Huangfu Jue in. Then he went in and put the water on the table. "Mr. Jiang, please supervise the young master to take the medicine. I won't disturb you." He said by the way Close the door.

Jiang Ziling suddenly felt ashamed.

Huangfu Jue didn't take it seriously. He went to the table, picked up the medicine, threw it into his mouth, and drank a glass of cold water.

After taking the medicine, Jiang Ziling was already lying on the bed and ready to go to sleep. Huangfu Jue put down his cup and got into the bed as well. He stretched his hands towards Jiang Ziling's waist.

"You took the capsules. You can't lie down right away. You can sleep after getting up and sitting for half an hour." Jiang Ziling reminded suddenly that there were capsules in Huangfujue's medicine.

Huangfu Jue just sat up from the bed discouraged.

This man is a little too obedient tonight. It's not unusual. Usually, it takes a long time for him to take a medicine.

Huangfu Jue sat on the bedside and played with his mobile phone for half an hour. He checked the time and turned off the light. He got into the bed again, hugged the waist of the man whose back was to him, and found a comfortable position. Only then fell silent.

"Baby, are you asleep?" Huangfu Jue asked softly.

"Hmm..." Jiang Ziling responded with a nasal voice.

"Why did you go to dinner with Jean?" This question should have been asked in a very angry tone. But... at this moment. The man who knew he was wrong did not do that.

Jiang Ziling opened his eyes. He looked at the darkness in front of him. This question made him want to laugh a little. "Why. You can. I can't."

Although he said it yesterday afternoon, if you still love him, then go. But before that, you should stop here.

It is more difficult for people to accept dual purposes than empathy.

Huangfu Jue hugged Jiang Ziling's waist more forcefully, buried his head on the other's back, and made a very soft and weak voice. "I'm sorry... I was wrong..."

Such Huangfu Jue made Jiang Ziling feel very weak and powerless.

Before dating this man, in Jiang Ziling's mind, he was a strict, noble, unsmiling Master Bingshan; after dating, his 100% perfect impression of him dropped to 90%. This man is simply mentally handicapped. Childish.

But. At this moment, he felt extremely strange to this man. He even felt the slight trembling of the other's arms holding him.

"Jue...what's the matter with you." Feeling that something was wrong with the man, Jiang Ziling, who was still fighting, couldn't help but become concerned.

"Ling...I'm sorry...I shouldn't have seen him..."

"..." Jiang Ziling was silent. Why. This man always easily provoked himself to get angry. However, he always made himself weak with his anger. He couldn't continue to be angry.

"Jue. It's okay. If you really can't let go of him, I won't be jealous of someone who is dying." Jiang Ziling shook his head, but the corners of his eyes got wet.

Who is it? I once swore that as long as I don't leave, my heart will always be here with me.

And who is it? When I am about to lose, I use a sad expression to express that I am very tired with you.

In the eyes of Pisces who would rather give up on themselves than give up on the whole world, these are no longer important. Because they can always sacrifice themselves and help others easily. Even if they are scarred in the end, they still can’t get a thank you from them.

"I love him... I love him very much... But that was all in the past." Huangfu Jue took a deep breath and continued. "Because of him, I have quarreled with my mother many times. Even in the end. I Resolutely insisted on being with him. My mother was so angry that she left forever because of the car accident..."

Jiang Ziling was stunned. It turned out that this man was also enduring such a great pain in his heart...

That's why he hypothetically asked himself. What would happen to you if the person you trusted the most killed the person you loved the most.

"Do you regret it?" Jiang Ziling asked softly. The pillow was already wet with tears.

"It's useless to regret..."

Yes. Regret is useless.

Only work harder to cherish what you have now. There will be no day of regret...

Huangfu Jue sneered and said: "When people are overwhelmed by love, how can they have so many scruples. Even at that time, you still feel that there are no people who hinder you. It's better..."

Jiang Ziling: "..."

"However. Three months after that happened, I thought I could finally be with him regardless of everything. I even finished my business of opening a wedding ring company to send him off. He and Others are lingering/lingering to death."

Huang Fujue continued. "That's how we ended. At that time, I was very disappointed. I was very irritable. I had a quarrel with my family. I left the United States in anger and came here."

Huangfu Jue slowed down. "Perhaps. I chose to leave at the beginning was right. Otherwise, how could I have met you?"

A strong sense of melancholy filled the room. After expressing the sadness that had accumulated in his heart for many years, his whole heart felt much more relaxed. There was only one more thing. He couldn't say it.

"Baby, are you okay?" Huangfu Jue was surprised to find that the body of the man who was hugging him was shaking weakly. Turning the other's body around, he found that the pillow was wet a lot.

Huangfu Jue kissed each other's eyes based on feeling. "Don't be sad. That's all in the past. I only have you in my heart now. My orchid fairy baby."

Jiang Ziling was so choked up that he couldn't speak. He just stretched out his hand and hugged him tightly. Then he sobbed even more.

He cried. Not because he was worried that this man would change his mind about Sam. It was because he was moved by this man's bold pursuit of love. He was also sad that the two of them could not be together forever. At the same time, he was still silent for this man. Sad to suffer so much.

"Fool..." Huangfu Jue also hugged him tightly. In fact, this man is the one who can accompany him through his life in the end...Sam is just someone who met the wrong person at the right time... …

This night, he told him about the deep wound; he understood him better.

In the world, there is no absolutely strong heart. The stronger the body, the hidden heart is the weakest...

The next day, when he woke up, Jiang Ziling found that his eyes were swollen, and Huangfu Jue was still sleeping on the bed, motionless.

It's another new day. What I see is still the man's bedridden problem. It seems that the story he heard last night that made him cry heartbroken was just a dream. If the eyes are not swollen.

If it wasn't for handing over work to Xu Qianqian, then Jiang Ziling definitely didn't want to go to work when he looked at the embarrassed self reflected in the mirror.

So, I found a pair of black thick-rimmed glasses and put them on. Although they can't block the swollen eyes, they can at least divert people's attention.

However, his good intentions could not hide the sharp eyes of the girls in the office.

"Jiang Ziling, what happened to you last night? Why are your eyes swollen?" Xu Qianqian, who was handing over work to Jiang Ziling, asked curiously.

Jiang Ziling thought about it. What excuse should he find? "Uh... drank too much water last night."

Xu Qianqian didn't believe it. "But your redness. It doesn't seem to be caused by drinking too much water. On the contrary, it's obviously a sign of crying."

"Okay. I can't hide from your fiery eyes Jingjing. I really cried. After reading a very touching story, I was moved to tears." Jiang Ziling finished speaking, and quickly realized when she said about work. Otherwise, it will definitely happen again. Curiously asked what is the story so touching.

Jean raised his eyes and looked at Jiang Ziling's side. His sharp gaze. I don't know if he guessed something.

Jiang Ziling handed over the work to Xu Qianqian for a week. Finally, the handover was over. During this week, Huang Fujue also went to accompany Sam. But the time was very short, up to three hours a day, and then Jiang Ziling got off work every day. At that time, I went to the gate of the company to pick up Jiang Ziling and go home.

On Saturday, the group of girls in the office organized a farewell party under the organization of Xu Qianqian. They asked Jiang Ziling to come over to have a reunion with everyone. Jiang Ziling went for a lot of their happiness.