strike first

The setting sun is setting. Colorful neon lights are mottled and blurred for the night of the city. During the rush hour of get off work, the national road is blocked. On the sidewalk, people come and go. It reveals the tense steps of modern urban life.

The employees of Paradise just arrived at the door of the store. They saw the boss's rough black Cherokee parked on the parking lot. They couldn't help but feel curious.

They have never seen the boss come to the store so early. And the boss has not come to the store recently. It is so abnormal today. Could it be checking attendance?

The four walked into the store tremblingly. The smell of alcohol and cigarettes was stronger than usual, and the masculine scent came out of their faces. What caught my eye was the thick back lying on the bar. Dozens of bottles of whiskey were placed on the bar. A bottle of wine. And a packed breakfast. On the ashtray. Crowded with cigarette butts and ash.

On that flat head, there is a white smoke ring curling up. It seems that he is not drunk yet.

Several people encouraged each other. Finally, a young man with wine-red hair came forward to greet him. "Old, boss. Why is it so early today?"

The man lying on the bar did not respond. His eyes were dim and his expression was sad. He looked like a dull doll. He would only push the smoke from his fingertips to his lips. He took a puff of melancholy and exhaled another puff of white smoke.

The lad was ignored. He ran to hide in the storage room and joined the twittering of several people.

Male [-]: "I've been working here for the longest time. This is the first time I've seen my boss like this."

The second male: "Could it be broken love?"

The third male: "It's possible. I saw the boss often getting tired of that mixed-race model before."

The fourth man's longing gaze: "So, it's that mixed-race model who dumped the boss. I admire him so much."

Male One gave Male Four a look. "How could our boss be the one who was dumped. It must be the model who was dumped by the boss."

The second male, the third male, and the fourth male asked in unison: "Then why does the boss look like he's lost in love?"

Male number one: "If you want to know, ask the boss. Why are you standing there? Why do you do what you should do?"

Man [-], Man [-], and Man [-] spurned: "Cut."

Xi Gongming was lying on the bar counter. His body temperature had already warmed the cold marble. He kept looking at the breakfast that was placed with the empty wine bottle. The back view of that man looking affectionately at other men was always replaying in his mind. .talking to him on the phone

"Gong Ming. That's great. The doctor said that Jue's consciousness has finally awakened. I hope he can get well soon. If possible. I don't want to let go of his hand this time..."

Never let go of his hand again...

"Heh..." Xi Gongming smiled wryly. He picked up the glass, raised his heavy head, and drank the remaining half glass of whiskey. Then he kissed the glass heavily on the table, making a huge bang Loud. Even if the DJ music is turned on very loudly, it can be heard very clearly. It scares a few guests who just arrived and looked at him vigilantly.

"Excuse me, gentlemen. Please go inside. There is a private room inside." The young man on the bar hastily smiled politely, and winked to let his colleagues lead the guests into the private room. Then he cleared away all the empty wine bottles on the bar. Don't dare to touch the already cold breakfast.

"Give it... hiccup... throw it away." Xi Gongming got off the chair in a drunken stupor, shaking his body to go to the bathroom.

"Boss, you drank too much. Where are you going? I'll help you there." The young man at the bar quickly stepped out to support the crumbling Xi Gongming.

Xi Gongming uttered two words in a drunken breath: "Toilet...toilet..."

The guy at the bar took this heavy drunk to the toilet with difficulty. He was already out of breath. This looks like a somewhat robust person. How could he become so heavy after drinking.

Xi Gongming was really powerless. He was completely leaning on the young man's shoulders. He didn't even have the strength to undo the zipper and take out his brother to pee.

Seeing him sighing for a long time, the young man didn't take out his brother. He just stretched out his hand and said in a charming voice, "Boss, let me help you."

Xi Gongming gave him a drunken sideways glance, and moved his hand away.

The young man helped him unzip the zipper, and stretched his hand in. With a little cold hand, he touched the warm big body. The young man shivered involuntarily.

Warm liquid spilled into the toilet from mid-air. There was a muffled sound of gurgling water. The young man looked down at the huge toilet with red cheeks. His heart was beating wildly.

After urinating, Xi Gongming breathed a sigh of relief. He shook his lower body. The young man's tender hand held it up again. He hid it under his trousers, but rubbed it against it for a while.

"Boss, I..." The young man didn't know where his courage came from. He actually pressed Xi Gongming against the wall. Holding his weak hand, he boldly kneaded/closed it a few more times.

Xi Gongming was not surprised at all. He looked at this bold young man with drunken eyes and tremblingly kissed his lips.

Looking at it, the face in front of me turned into another one with slightly curly apricot-colored short hair and a three-dimensional face with three-dimensional features. A pair of brown eyes looked at him expressively. The sexy lips were lowered whispering his name...

Damn. At this moment. Thinking of that man...

"Boss. I love you...let me be your man..." The boy's courage grew bigger and bigger when he saw that Xi Gongming didn't push himself away. He kissed Xi Gongming's cheek and teased with the tip of his tongue His soft earlobe. Holding his soft hand, he kept rubbing the delicate and sensitive skin.

Xi Gongming's breathing became more and more heavy. In his drunken eyes, Austin's ecstatic face flashed through his mind more clearly. With the reaction of his lower body, he seemed to understand that that man could make himself happy .

Seeing that Xi Gongming reacted, the young man licked him more recklessly. He even squatted down and took out his hard brother again. He put it in his mouth and kept lingering with his wet tongue.

The surging touch of the lower body made him feel no pleasure/sensation. The man he missed in his heart was inconsistent with the face in his mind. It made him feel even more inexplicably irritable. So he used his body to vent.

Xi Gongming grabbed the hair of the young man who was buried in his lower body with one hand, and pushed/push hard, pushing the swollen/bulge into the other party's throat. The young man's tears immediately blurred his eyes, but he felt unusually happy.

"Hmm..." The young man raised his hand to remove the hand that was pressing on his head. Then he spat out the fiery big mouth with difficulty. He got up and quickly unbuttoned his pants, revealing his desire to stand up.

Xi Gongming was not in the mood to appreciate it. He pressed the young man against the wall, parted the white buttocks, and went in without any foreplay.

No dilating. No lubricant. The heat just came in. It made the boy's eyes go black for a while. He let out a groan of discomfort.

The swollen desire is tightly wrapped in the intestines. The pleasure is like a tide and beats up. But Xi Gongming doesn't feel any enjoyment at all.

This kind of emotionless sex/love. He Xi Gongming did not know how many times he has played. However, every time the physical pleasure can never enter the depths of the soul. But this time, he felt a kind of torture pain.

As the body hit again and again, there were always two faces in the back of his mind. Two faces with tears streaming down his face.

"Jue. Wake up quickly. I promise you. I will never break up with you again. If I can, I will never let go of your hand..."

"Gong Ming. I love you. Please. Don't go..."

Two pictures. Accompanied by a hoarse begging sound. It's like two demons appearing interchangeably in his mind all the time. Let him be on the verge of pain and desire. Experience two extreme feelings.

A colorless liquid slid down his slashed face silently...

"Hmm..." The more violent impacts behind him made the young man feel unbearable pressure. His eyes were blackened. His head was firmly pressed against the wall. His hands were feebly scratching and scratching on the smooth tiles. The stretched legs trembled uncontrollably.

In this narrow space, a violent rape scene is being staged.

Xi Gongming's forehead was covered with a layer of sweat caused by passion/desire. Every time it deepened, it seemed to be venting violently. Threads of blood flowed down the young man's trembling legs.

Xi Gongming took a deep breath. The offensive posture stagnated for a while. After a while, he withdrew the brother who had just vented from the opponent's body. He shook the obscene/obscene liquid and traces of blood on it. He took two steps. He leaned against the wall and swallowed his shortness of breath.

The young man still maintained the posture of being invaded. His trembling legs were slightly bent and unable to stand upright. He looked at the white turbidity oozing blood along the inner thighs. There was an illusion that he was still in shock.

Xiao Xiao calmed down and took a breath. Xi Gongming covered the brother who had just vented back under his trousers, pushed open the door of the toilet, shook his body and left.

"Boss..." The young man's gaze shifted from his brother who had not been released to Xi Gongming's back, but his legs were unable to catch up.

Xi Gongming wanted to go to the sink to wash his face. But the alcohol made his body wobble and his vision blurred.

At this time, a sound of footsteps came from the door of the bathroom. Xi Gongming looked towards the door expectantly. His blurred vision seemed to see a familiar figure.

He stretched out his hand to the figure that appeared at the door. He called out in a hoarse voice, "Aus... Si... Ting..."

The man standing at the door was stunned. He really couldn't help himself coming to this store. Before stepping into this store, he also imagined that he would see this man. But he only saw it secretly. Instead of facing each other like this now. Still in this place. This place where they first started...

The apricot-haired man shook his head with hazy eyes. He took a step back uncontrollably, then turned and left in a hurry.

"Aus... Si... Ting..." Although the vision is blurry, but. That figure is too familiar. Xi Gongming wants to go forward to chase him, but the effect of alcohol will only make his body lean forward .Looking at the familiar figure leaving the blurred vision. Then the whole person lay motionless on the cold ground.