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, fell heavily to the ground.

The sky outside the window was already white, and his world was never bright again.

Saturday was a sunny and fine weather, but such a fine weather did not bring any joy to those who came to Gu Yue's funeral.Not many people came, they were all people who were close to Gu Yue during his lifetime.Lin Jing cried and fainted in front of the mausoleum again, Guang Xi and Xia Tian stood far away from the crowd, each other's mood was as heavy as the solemn black suits they were wearing.

Su Mei was standing far away in the corner with the child in her arms, Guangxi's eyes just swept over her indifferently, without stopping for much.After all, they only met once, and they haven't even spoken to each other. Maybe he doesn't remember her long ago.

Xia Tian came to attend the funeral today as a member of the main family, and he didn't come down from above until the last guest was sent away.From a distance, I could see Guangxi waiting for someone under the pine tree at the gate of the cemetery under the stone steps.Since he left Guangxi's house that night, they have never seen each other again.Guangxi never came to look for him again.

Xia Tian walked quickly, he guessed that the person Guangxi was waiting for was himself.

Sure enough, seeing Xia Tian coming down, Guang Xi stubbed out his cigarette and walked towards him.The two stood face to face, and seemed to have thousands of heartfelt wishes to confide in each other, but the thousands of words turned into affectionate glances in the end, and disappeared in the gaze.

"Wait for me, do you have something to do?" It was Xia Tian who spoke first.

"You've lost weight, remember to eat well." Guangxi habitually raised his hand to touch his face, but before Xia Tian could avoid it, he stopped his hand first, and then retracted it dejectedly.

Seeing the struggle and pain in his eyes, Xia Tian felt uncomfortable.He lowered his head and couldn't bear to look at Guangxi's face, so he just agreed.

"I know, I will."

There was another quiet silence between the two of them.

"I'm waiting for you, just to tell you that I'm leaving." After a while, Guangxi spoke again.Xia Tian looked up at him in astonishment, but this time Guangxi lowered her head and refused to look into his eyes.

"My aunt had a car accident and couldn't take care of the company's affairs for the time being, so she hoped that I could help her."

The world is sometimes so coincidental, the day after Xia Tian broke up with him, the Australian side called, Sheng Mingjin had a car accident and was lying on the bed and couldn't take care of himself, the company had a lot of things waiting every day and couldn't leave open people.So she hoped that Sheng Minghui's family could live there for a while, and let Guangxi help her manage the company for a while.

He has no reason to refuse the request to always treat his aunt like his own son, what's more, he has no reason to stay now.He quit his job at the research institute and already bought his air ticket. If he hadn't been waiting to attend Gu Yue's funeral, he might have flown away as early as the day after receiving Sheng Mingjin's call.

Although Xia Tian had already planned to apply to the company to be stationed in Singapore as soon as possible, he couldn't live happily in the same city as Guangxi, sooner or later he would be overwhelmed.But he didn't expect that Guangxi would be more eager to leave the city than he was.

"Go, how long will you go, will you come back?"

"Does it make sense to you whether I come back or not?" The reason why Guangxi accepted Xia Tian's unilateral breakup without objection is because he thought that Xia Tian could not bear the inner torment before proposing to break up.He thought that Xia Tian would feel that being with him was in exchange for Gu Yue's death, so he felt painful and guilty.And the last thing Guangxi wants to see is Xia Tian's sad look.So he chose to accept his decision.

"I...but you always come back to see Aunt Xu and the others."

"My parents will go there too."

Xia Tian once again clenched the fist on his side, biting his lips tightly, trying not to let the panic in his heart leak out.It took a long time before he managed to calm down.

"Then, when are we leaving?"

"The plane the day after tomorrow."

"Really, I just had something to do that day, so I might not be able to see you off." Even though his heart ached so much that he was about to burst into tears, he still tried his best to smile, but in the end, the corners of his eyes were wet.

"Don't come see me off, let's say goodbye here, I'm afraid you'll cry again when you see me go, you know I've always had nothing to do with your tears." Guangxi didn't hesitate this time, and reached out to wipe away his savings Tears in the corners of the eyes.

"Take care of yourself, I'm leaving."

The warm touch on the face was withdrawn immediately, and Xia Tian saw him turn and leave.At that moment, he only felt that his body was almost torn apart, because there was a powerful voice in his heart begging, don't go, don't leave me alone.

"Brother Guangxi, Brother Guangxi!" The familiar fear struck again, Xia Tian chased after him like crazy, shouting his name while running.He hugged Guangxi fiercely from behind, and the tears he had held back for a long time finally broke the embankment.

"Brother Guangxi, woohoo, Brother Guangxi." He couldn't say it, saying that I don't want you to go, I don't want you to go, don't leave me.So he could only call Guangxi's name over and over again to replace the words he couldn't say in his heart.

Guangxi didn't say anything, didn't do anything, just stood there blankly and was hugged tightly by him.But the eyes are still sore, as if something has gathered quickly, and the eye sockets can hardly bear its weight.So he could only look up at the sky.Today's weather is really good, the sky is clear and the wind is warm, but it is not a day suitable for saying goodbye.

Xia Tian finally cried enough to gradually let go of Guangxi's hand. From the beginning to the end, Guangxi did not say a word of comfort, nor did he turn around and hug him back and forth.Because he knew that if he did that, Xia Tian would definitely be more sad and reluctant.Only when he lets go, can he leave with peace of mind.

"I'm sorry." Xia Tian wiped the tears on his face vigorously, and the sleeves of the suit were suddenly wet.Guangxi still said, take care of yourself.After that, he finally stopped staying and left the cemetery with great strides.

Xia Tian watched that person's figure go farther and farther, and finally disappeared into a black spot in his sight.He finally couldn't bear it anymore and fell to the ground and cried loudly.

On the day Guangxi left, only Wang Qiang and his wife came to see him off.They also knew about Gu Yue, and no one expected that Xia Tian and Guang Xi would end up in this situation.

"What do you think you guys are making a fuss about, so you have to hide so far away?" Wang Qiang felt even more regretful than Guangxi himself.No one expected that Gu Yue would have an accident suddenly. He, an outsider, could see the things they had experienced between them, and he felt that in the future, death would be inseparable from their rhythm.But now they still have to separate from each other, which shows how much impact this incident has had on the two of them.

"I'm here to fight for my career, you should support me." Guangxi smiled a bit forcedly.

"You have to leave, why didn't that kid come to see you off." Wang Qiang looked around for a week, but he still didn't see Xia Tian's figure.

"I didn't want him to come. I was afraid that I would not want to leave when I saw him. Wang Qiang, I have never asked you for anything, but this time I want to ask you. If he encounters something difficult in the future, can you help him?" Can you help him as much as you can?"

"Hey, why are you doing this? You really don't plan to come back in the future? You are so determined to leave him alone in the country, aren't you afraid that he will fall in love with someone else again?"

"If he can really fall in love with others again, that's not a bad thing." The most fearful thing is that he is like himself, his heart is silent and becomes a dead sea, and there will be no more ripples.

"Okay, it's time for us to go." Guangxi hugged him goodbye, took a last nostalgic look at the airport hall behind him, and turned his head into the waiting room.

No one noticed that there was a person hiding behind the pillar and peeping here from afar.Half an hour later, the plane carrying him soared into the sky, Xia Tian stood at the outer fence of the airport and watched the plane departing rapidly, wiping away the tears that fell down with his sleeve.

"Goodbye, Brother Guangxi!" From then on, a piece of his heart was forever missing, and he was left on the other side of the ocean.

(130 eight) I don't hate you, but I will never forgive you

更新时间:2014-3-228:33:47本章字数:4451

This time, Ye Si lay in the hospital for more than three months before he came out.The mortality rate of acute renal failure is very high, so in the past few months, he has been spinning around before the gate of hell closes almost day and night.Sometimes during the day, I was chatting and laughing with Chen Ran, but at night, something happened suddenly, which almost made people think that this time they would not be able to get back.But he was so fateful that he was dragged into Hades Mansion by half of his foot several times, and was forced to be dragged back by the doctor again.

He has been doing dialysis for more than two months, and it takes more than four hours at a time.Every time he finished doing it, he felt dizzy and nauseous, and couldn't eat for a whole day.Although dialysis has played a role, after all, the damage to the kidneys is still great.When his blood creatinine slowly began to drop, the doctor adjusted the frequency of his dialysis from once a day to once every other day.The situation improved again, and then decreased.He stopped dialysis completely before he was discharged from the hospital, and switched to traditional Chinese medicine for conservative treatment.

Although his life was recovered, his body was completely emptied.Ye Si is now like an endangered species that needs to be protected with special care, not to catch a cold, not to be overworked, and not to be overly emotional.Take medicine on time, pay attention to diet, and return to the hospital regularly to check kidney function.In addition, he will continue to take hormone therapy for another year to one and a half years before he can switch to traditional Chinese medicine to nourish the kidney until all the damaged kidney cells are repaired.

He is not good, so naturally Chen Ran is not much better.He's been skinny these past few months