attacking nianxiajun

During the Chinese New Year, a large number of migrant workers returned to their hometowns, and this usually crowded city suddenly became empty.He walked alone on the cold street late at night, like a wandering soul, not knowing where he was going.

Chen Ran returned to the place where he started just now, and the street opposite was empty.He inexplicably felt anxious, and even had a premonition that if he didn't catch up, he would miss something very important.Without thinking too much, he crossed the street on his bicycle.But whether to go left or right is another choice.

Think about it, think about it, if it was that person, how would he go.He is obviously the person he knew when he was a child, but he just doesn't admit it.He clearly promised that he would come back, but he just didn't come back.He always likes to run in the opposite direction to himself, so...Chen Ran chased to the right without hesitation, because he just walked to the left.

The streets were empty and cold in the early hours of the morning.From a distance, he saw the lonely and thin shadow walking alone under the dim street lamp. The cold wind picked up the hem of his windbreaker, blowing his body into a bow, and the shadow became thinner and thinner.Chen Ran's heart was so nervous that it almost jumped out of his mouth. He accelerated and stepped behind him. He didn't even have time to brake, and jumped off the car a few steps to catch up with him and hugged him tightly from behind.

The unsupported bicycle fell to the ground, making a harsh clanging sound in the silent street.The cocked wheel was still hissing and spinning rapidly, as if complaining that its master blocked its progress in such a rough way.

As he was walking, he suddenly heard a bang from behind, like something hitting the ground.Can't wait to look back to see what happened, the whole body was suddenly pulled back by a strong force, and fell into a generous and warm embrace.The hands around his waist were tightly bound, and the violent and hot breath was sprayed on the skin on the back of his neck.

He didn't even need to look, he knew who the person behind him was.

In the months after Ye Huaimin's death, he lived like a walking dead, until he was told by the doctor that his absurd lifestyle finally caused the recurrence of kidney syndrome.Looking at his edematous legs and feet, he finally decided to come back and see Chen Ran again before he was completely out of shape.

Originally, he just wanted to take a look at him from a distance and leave, but who knew he was still caught and couldn't escape.

No one spoke, as if they were waiting, waiting for the other party to speak first.

"Let me go." After calming down, he spoke again, it was already that indifferent Ye Si.

"I won't let it go. This time I won't let go until I die. Take me with you. No matter where I go, I will go with you."

He was a [-]-year-old man, like a child who couldn't find his way home, and his voice was so wronged that he was crying.Ye Si was hit by him on the softest part of the center, and he couldn't speak any harsh words.

"If you don't let me go, I will be strangled to death by you."

Chen Ran hesitated for a moment, and relaxed a little, but still tightly circled him and did not let go.

"Yesi, Ye Si." Chen Ran gently rubbed his forehead against the back of his neck, calling his name in a gentle voice.

"What are you doing?" Ye Si sounded impatient, but he didn't push him away.

"Yesi." Chen Ran suddenly pulled him over, grabbed the back of his head and kissed him hard.

The emotions piled up in his chest surged out like a torrent of anger, he grabbed Ye Si's lips fiercely and rolled them, and sucked his tongue fieryly.It seems that in this way, I want to pass on all the longing, uneasiness and regret that I have endured in the past few months, so that that person can feel the same way.Ye Si didn't refuse, nor could he allow him to refuse.Chen Ran's kiss was fierce, and the fiery temperature passed between his lips and tongue made him greedy, and his empty and cold body gradually warmed up.

If it wasn't for worrying about being still on the street, Chen Ran really wanted to strip him naked immediately, possess him to his heart's content, and lock him tightly in his arms, so he couldn't go anywhere.But he only let go of Ye Si reluctantly when he kissed Ye Si almost out of breath.

"Come home with me, to our home." Without waiting for Ye Si to refuse, Chen Ran grabbed his hand and walked back.Holding up the fallen bicycle with one hand, he asked Ye Si to sit on it.

"Not here, but here." Ye Sicai was going to sit in the back seat, but he pulled him back.Chen Ran pointed to the horizontal bar in front and motioned Ye Si to sit on it.Ye Si frowned.

"I'm not a woman."

"Stop talking nonsense, sit up quickly." It was rare for Chen Ran to be so tough, but Ye Si sat up after hesitation.Because he knew that Chen Ran must be afraid that he would jump off the car while sitting in the back.As soon as Ye Si sat firmly, an extra coat appeared on his body, and Chen Ran took off his coat to him.

"It's windy at night, don't catch a cold."

"how about you?"

"I'm in good health, and I'll get hot after just a little riding." After he kicked the ground, the wheels slid directly along the slightly sloping road.

The cold wind whistled past his ears, and Chen Ran's scorching breath would spray on the back of his neck from time to time, making Ye Si's body and heart warm together.

Although he had never been to this room before, Ye Si was very familiar with every furnishings in the room, as if he lived here every day and dealt with these tables, chairs, bed cabinets every day.There is a Snoopy cartoon hook behind the door, and Chen Ran usually hangs the keys on it.There is a large three-story shoe cabinet next to the entrance. When Chen Ran bought it, he sent a text message to tell him, because he once mentioned to Chen Ran that the shoe cabinet was too small when he lived in Guangxi's house, and his shoes were all Can't let go.The furniture and electrical appliances were brought in the room. Chen Ran only changed to a bigger bed, so that the two of them could sleep without falling off.

"Is it cold?" After entering the door, Chen Ran quickly turned on the air conditioner and came over to touch his face and hands.Ye Si only wore a little, he was afraid that he would catch a cold.

"It's not cold now."

"Come here." Chen Ran dragged him to the sofa and sat down, rubbing his hands while looking at him seriously.

"Why are you looking at me like that?"

"Let me see if you've lost weight again?"

"What about now?" Ye Si was a little worried that Chen Ran would find out.Before he came back, the edema was so severe that he could even see it on his face. He had to go to the hospital to get medicine, but he took half the dose.After taking those hormonal drugs, the edema will disappear, but gaining weight is inevitable.That's why he came to see Chen Ran before his body was completely out of shape. He hoped that Chen Ran would remember his best appearance.

"The chin is less pointed, but it looks better this way."

Ye Si heaved a sigh of relief, and forced out a smile along with him.

"Okay, if you are fine, you have to explain the problem honestly. Why didn't you answer my phone all of a sudden? What happened? When did you come back? Why didn't you tell me to pick you up? Where is your father? He Are you feeling well, did you come back with you this time?" Chen Ran threw out three or four questions in a row, and Ye Si didn't know which one to answer him first.

"Which one should I answer first?"

"What happened?" Chen Ran chose the most important one and the one he cared about the most.

"My father, he's dead."

Chen Ran stopped rubbing his hands for him suddenly, and looked at Ye Si in astonishment as he calmly described what had happened in the past few months.

"He died, just the day after our last phone call. Sudden myocardial infarction. When I rushed to the hospital, he had closed his eyes and didn't even see him for the last time. You know, he really I'm not worthy of being a father, and it's thanks to him that I became what I am now. Do you know what kind of life I lived in the past?" Ye Si looked at his hand that was tightly held by Chen Ran , and then gently pulled it out.

"Maybe after you find out, you won't want to touch me anymore, because you'll think it's dirty. Here, here, and here, everywhere, it's all so dirty." Ye Si hugged his arm, expressionless He looked at Chen Ran blankly, as if he didn't know where he was now.

Chen Ran held his hand again and slowly rubbed it.The cold fingertips gradually warmed up, and finally there was a trace of warmth.

"Look, even if you say you're dirty, I still can't help but want to touch you. Maybe I'm actually a dirtier person than you. The bitch has played with it a few times. In the end, whether we can get rid of this bitch or not, meeting better people is the most important thing."

Ye Si didn't know when he cried, he really hated crying, but the tears still flowed down.

"If you don't have enough strength alone, just add me. I said that I will help you bear everything together. If you can't see the hope ahead, then follow me, I am taller than you I can see farther than you, and I can definitely see where the hope lies. It’s okay to miss your past, I don’t want to miss your future.” Chen Ran leaned forward and kissed away the tears that were falling down Ye Si’s face, and then hugged him tightly. into my arms.

From the beginning of weeping softly, Ye Si couldn't help crying loudly while hugging him in the end.The panic of losing the last loved one in the world, the desolation of being alone in a sea of ​​people, the pain caused by the torment of illness, the anger caused by a rough fate...the endless grievances follow The wailing came out, touching the bottom of Chen Ran's heart.

He was tired, obviously still sobbing, but his consciousness fell into a blur.A hearty cry drained all the strength in his body.