Because I am dumb, I speak with strength

After brushing his teeth and going out, breakfast was already set on the white round table, and Jiang Zhao was frying his own egg, wearing a khaki apron around his waist.

Yu Li moved over the stool and sat down, looking at his back.

The watch on the table rang: "I think our relationship can go further."

"Ok?"

Put the fried eggs on a plate and put them on the table, and then brought a cup and put it in front of the two of them, and poured boiled milk into it: "You mean we can start trying to communicate."

nod.

The corners of Jiang Zhao's lips twitched slightly, and said, "Do you want to go on a date tonight?"

Yu Li felt as if something extraordinary had happened, his heart traveled through time to this evening, he pressed down the corners of his mouth, and nodded again.

The milk Jiang Zhao cooked was very fragrant and moderately sweet. After drinking a glass, Yu Li licked his lips and raised the glass to his face.

Jiang Zhao poured him another cup: "Is it because you like me more?"

It should be, otherwise how could he have that kind of dream.

Yu Li smiled at him, but felt that she was laughing too much, so she rubbed her face.

No sound.

After eating, the two of them went back to the bathroom to wash their teeth, and when they came back again, they both changed their clothes for going out.

What should be done in a relationship, Yu Li hasn't figured it out yet, Jiang Zhao has already opened his arms, "Come here and give me a hug."

Yu Li immediately ran over and bumped directly into his arms. He wrapped his arms around Jiang Zhao's waist, sniffing the pleasant fragrance of his body with the tip of his nose, feeling as if he had already sniffed his bones and blood through the fabric and skin. .

Rubbing her cheeks, she didn't let go for a long time.

Jiang Zhao's fingers penetrated into his hair, his eyes fell on his white ears and neck, and he slowly looked away.

Yu Li was reluctant to let go, and tapped his fingers on his back: "Yes, no, yes, do it, test it."

"Where do you want to bite?"

Biting the ears, biting the eyes, and kissing the mouth, Yu Li slightly parted, looked at him, and then fell on his protruding Adam's apple.

Ask for his opinion.

There was a lot of movement there.

Jiang Zhaohuan's hand on his waist tightened slightly, Yu Li was directly lifted up by him, Xiu Bai's neck was slightly tilted, he took the initiative to bring it to Yu Li, and whispered: "You can bite."

Yu Li always felt that his Adam's apple was very beautiful. He wrapped his arms around the other's neck, leaned over quietly, ground it with his teeth, then stepped back obediently, raised his watch and asked, "Do you want to bite it back?"

Jiang Zhao looked at him, and Yu Li put on a harmless look to hide his bad intentions of wanting to reproduce the dream.Jiang Zhao's eyes were silent, and he said softly, "I will bite back."

Yu Li was a little disappointed, nodded, and pointed to the door.

The two walked to school together.

When the door of the cohabitation room was pushed open again, it was Yu Li who walked in first. He put down his bag, kicked off his shoes, walked barefoot to his bedroom, and began to pick out clothes from inside.

The door was pushed open for the second time. Caretaker Jiang looked at the shoes on the floor that hadn't been kicked into the shoe cabinet, then took off his own shoes and put them inside in silence, then took the other person's socks out of it, and sprayed a disinfectant spray on the nearby area.

Then he took the socks of the two of them and walked to the laundry room on the north balcony.

"what."

Little students like pronunciation more and more.The voice was so soft that even the vibration of the air conditioner could drown him out at will, but Jiang Zhao could hear it clearly.

Turning his head to look, Yu Li was opening the door to look at him.

Jiang Zhao rubbed the socks of the two and said, "Wait for me for 2 minutes."

Yu Li nodded, went back to the living room and sat on the sofa, first lay down and then lay down, then got up and walked to the balcony, pushing the guardrail above.

not moving at all.

He leaned on it and pushed his back against it.

Jiang Zhao hangs up his socks and comes out, Yu Li has changed his shoulders to push.

Jiang Zhao: "...what are you doing?"

Yu Li stood up straight and raised his watch: "Try to see if the knot is firm."

"..." Everything on the balcony in the dream rushed into his mind, and Jiang Zhao sullenly said, "What did you try?"

Yuri looked at him and smiled.

Jiang Zhao took a breath, turned his face and walked towards the bedroom, Yu Li didn't say much, and kicked twice to make sure that the guardrail of this house would not fall down suddenly.

That said, it is still possible to make dreams come true.

Jiang Zhao's study room was still clean and white. On the [-]-day plan on the wall, someone picked up a black pen and drew a large circle on November [-]st.

With a gloomy handsome face, he held his pen, took a breath and walked out.

At dusk, when the sky was getting cooler, Yu Li took his hand and knocked affectionately: "Today, there are, a few, a few, a mentor, come, find, I, want, let, I, follow... he."

"Are you allowed into the lab?"

nod.

"Is there a professor you want to talk to?"

nod.

"Pick what you want, and don't care about the rest."

Nodding, and clenched his fingers: "What about you?"

"Almost, it means that I can follow the project as soon as I am a freshman, and I'm still thinking about it."

"Why."

The two chatted while walking, Yu Li looked at his side face, looked at his lips, and listened carefully.

Dad said that falling in love seems to be meaningless, but what is the point of falling in love.

If Dr. Yu asks why he chose Jiang Zhao again, Yu Li will definitely answer, because every minute and every second with him, I can feel that I am filled from the inside out.

There is absolutely no spare energy to invest half a cent elsewhere.

Suddenly reaching out to hug his waist again, Yu Li buried her face in the other's arms.

Raising the corners of his mouth.

Jiang Zhao stopped and put his arms around him.At this moment, he seemed to feel the surging love of the other party, like a lively wave, rushing toward his face, full of sincerity and trust.

Yu Li let go of him all of a sudden, and pointed to the milk tea shop next to him.

Jiang Zhaodao: "If you want to drink, I'll buy it."

Yu Li pulled him over, pointed to a certain type above, and Jiang Zhao said, "Watermelon Smoothie."

"Coconut water."

"Yellow peach fruit tyrant."

"Full of orange."

……

Yu Li tapped and Jiang Zhao thought and thought, the two of them did not exchange a word until the milk tea shop handed them eight packed cups of fruit tea, Jiang Zhao held it in his hand, and Yu Li had already taken a cup out of it open to drink.

After walking another 200 meters, Yu Li sat down on a bench by the side of the road, took out a tissue and put it on it, motioning to Jiang Zhao.

The latter also sat down and put the fruit tea between the two of them, and Yu Li held up what he had drunk and handed it to him.

Jiang Zhao paused, leaned over to grab his straw.

Yu Li laughed again, took it back and drank again.

Jiang Zhao didn't ask him why he suddenly ordered so many cups of fruit tea, and Yu Li didn't take the initiative to ask him why he didn't ask himself to order so many cups of fruit tea.

He dangled his feet, doing meaningless things, but felt sincere happiness.

Jiang Zhao leaned on the recliner and looked at him, his eyes were soft as if covered with a layer of water.

The so-called date was just a circle around the park near the community. The two of them didn't go to the movies or eat. Naturally, it was impossible for Yu Li to drink up all eight cups of milk tea. Tasted it.

These fruit teas that I usually wouldn't order just by looking at their names, became meaningful because they were with Jiang Zhao.

Dinner was still at home, and after the meal, Yu Li took the unfinished fruit tea and went to the balcony, and greeted Jiang Zhao ahh.

Jiang Zhao had no expression on his face, and retreated: "I'm going to sleep."

Yuli pointed to the stool.

Jiang Zhao was bored for a long time before he walked over and sat down on it, and Yu Li also sat down to see him.Jiang Zhao's scalp tingled from being watched, "What are you doing..."

Yu Li cupped his face in his hands and stared at him eagerly.

Jiang Zhao's breath rose and fell, and said: "If there is nothing else, let's go back to sleep."

"I had a dream yesterday."

"..."

"You kissed me in the dream."

"..."

Yu Li pursed her lips, her ears turned red, and pointed to the guardrail: "It's very strong, it shouldn't fall."

Jiang Zhao picked up the remaining fruit tea that he had just taken out of the refrigerator, took off the lid, and poured more than half of the cup with his head raised.

Yu Li looked at his Adam's apple rolling when he swallowed, it was almost exactly the same as in the dream.Aware of his gaze, Jiang Zhao put down the cup and wiped his lower lips, his amber eyes were much deeper in the night.

He said: "Do you even know that you are dealing with a grown man?"

Yu Li pointed to herself, and then typed: "Me too."

"..." You are an idiot child.Jiang Zhao stretched out his hand weakly, and said, "Come here."

Yu Li handed over his hand, stood up and walked to him, Jiang Zhao stretched out his hand to hook him on his lap, this posture made him have to look up slightly to see Yu Li, and the latter's fingers rested on his shoulder.

It was the first time for him to look down at Jiang Zhao like this, and there was some novelty and joy in his eyes.

An adult who seems to be invincible when facing outsiders, but when facing someone he likes, he seems to regress into a naive child in an instant. All emotions come from instinct, and every bit of it is frank, as if afraid He doesn't know how much he likes, trusts and depends on him.

He thought of the hug in front of the milk tea shop.

Such sincerity and enthusiasm make people feel as if lemon juice has been dripped on the tip of their hearts, which is sour and astringent.

Everything he encountered when he was young, such as the viciousness of his mother, the abandonment of his family, and the bullying of his peers, seemed to disappear in this instant.

His fingers caressed Yu Li's face, the latter tilted his head slightly, and his soft face rubbed against his palm.

Looking at him, there seemed to be stars flowing in his eyes.

Jiang Zhao's fingers moved to the back of his neck, and with a little force, he pressed his head down.

When Yuli didn't like him, he was very sad, but when Yuli started to like him, he found that his liking became insignificant against him.

Who can love someone like him.

No shame, no taboos.

Take dirty desires for granted.

Maybe liking someone should be like this, don't hide or avoid, just meet your heart.

Thousands of years of traditional etiquette have suppressed too many instincts of human beings, and too many self-protection mechanisms have been filled in selfish genes, so I dare not speak, dare not speak, even if I like it, I have to muster great courage .

The stars in the night sky twinkle silently, and the neon lights on the ground light up a long dragon.

Yu Li was let go slowly, staring into Jiang Zhao's eyes in a daze.

He opened his mouth, wanting to say something, then closed it all of a sudden, and rolled his eyes.

Jiang Zhao's eyes gushed out mist unexpectedly, and he stretched out his hand to hold him in his arms again.

He hugged him tightly, buried his face in the other's chest, and his heart seemed to be caught off guard by a huge hole.

His world is returning to color.

But Yuli was still silent.

He shook his head and clapped his hands in Yu's old house, his eyes sparkled; he jumped up and down on the sofa of KTV, the microphone was crackling, and he jumped up and raised his arms at the scene of the summer basketball finals...

He obviously likes to be lively so much.

Yu Li touched his head, not understanding why he suddenly became unhappy, but he still gently put his face on top of the other's head, stroking his shoulders.

Jiang Zhao suddenly picked him up, Yu Li was caught off guard and soared into the air, thinking about the question but suffering from being unable to speak, Jiang Zhao walked all the way back to his study and put him on the sofa.

"Aren't you curious about what I was researching before?" Jiang Zhao turned around and took out a ring from the table on one side. There were some metal and membranous objects scattered on the table. The shape Yuli saw on the design drawing However, his eyes lit up immediately, and Jiang Zhao had already come to him.He squatted down and touched the ground on one knee, opened the ring, and the two sides immediately contracted into a semicircle, and then pressed the switch again, and it turned into a circle again, saying: "This is the sound generator of the peripheral, here is the sound hole, and here is the charging hole." Kong, here is the monitoring membrane. As long as you wear it around your neck, it can detect the vibration of your vocal cords and throat. In the future, as long as you move your mouth, it can simulate what you want to say through the voice system here. My prediction Suppose even [-]dB can be monitored, but I haven't succeeded yet, it's pretty crude right now..."

Jiang Zhao stared at him, water vapor shrouded the clear eyeballs like mist, "The metal used is not the lightest, the vibration frequency of the monitoring is not the lowest, and the simulated language is not the most accurate. Tried many times, but I couldn't balance comfort and accuracy... I wanted to try harder and surprise you on your birthday."

"But I found that what I want is not just for you to be happy on your birthday. I hope that you can be happy every minute and every second from this moment to the future."

"Yu Li." He said, "Would you like to try..."

"Is this a gift that can't be put on the table?"