Because I am dumb, I speak with strength

The crowd was noisy around them, fireworks fell on their bodies, on their heads, and on Yu Li's ears were warm palms clinging tightly to each other.

"Let's talk."

Yu Li stretched out her hand to push him away, but wondered, since when did the smell of alcohol on his body seem to be seldom smelled.

"In the future, can, can't, can, don't want to bring alcohol."

He remembered the request he made to Jiang Zhao when his father called him home that day in the training camp.

"Please let me go."

Yu Li held his hand and walked out of the crowd, all the way to the temporary lounge of the actors during the drama performance in the rear.

As soon as he entered, he shook off his hand.

Jiang Zhao closed the door and said, "I'm sorry, Yu Li."

Another apology.

The inexplicable anger suddenly surged up again, he walked out directly, didn't want to hear a word, his wrist was grabbed again, Jiang Zhao said: "I didn't intend to hurt you, I didn't know I made you so sad that day."

He also remembered that Jiang Zhao deliberately refused to pick him up on the day of the graduation ceremony, and even made up lies to say that he forgot.

She lowered her head and tried to shake him away again, her eyes were silently red.

He didn't say a word, but his strength was not small. Jiang Zhao could only force him to pull him towards him, grabbed his arm behind his back, and said, "Yes, I deliberately didn't pick you up and let you go to the graduation ceremony alone , I knew I made you angry, but I deliberately didn't look for you and left you alone..."

Yu Li sniffed her nose, tears fell like beads with a broken thread.

Jiang Zhao's mind went blank for a while.

"Because... on the day I filled out the volunteer application, I saw a lot of your ideal type, and I know that you will eventually choose that kind of person to spend the rest of your life with."

Yu Li looked up at him, his eyes were covered with water, still clear and bright.

"I'm a very selfish person. I approached you at first because I could see the color, and later I approached you because I fell in love with you. I hope you like me too."

"My surrender to you was fake at the beginning. I didn't intend to let you go, I just wanted to put a long front."

"...I didn't expect you to actually want to make a serum."

"Do you think I really don't know what you're doing because you secretly carry me behind your back? Do you think the serum you made will surprise me..."

Jiang Zhao's voice was low and hoarse: "Not at all."

"You just broke me down and made me realize how dirty it is to get close with a purpose."

"I have seen a new world, but when I look at people, flowers, grass, and tall buildings, I always think of you."

"I was not happy at all that day." He said softly: "That day, I thought it would be good if the world lost its color, at least as long as you appeared, I could see it at a glance."

"But I can't refuse you, I know you are serious about preparing surprises for me..."

The 'cake' held by Yu Li was filled with pointed centrifuge tubes, and through the faint flame in the middle, he saw the deep wishes in those lacquered eyes.

Yu Li didn't need to say anything, he knew what he was thinking.

At that moment, he knew that he could no longer approach him.

A centrifuge tube, a centrifuge tube filled with Yuli's blood.

He didn't know what virtue and ability he had, so he was worthy of accepting those tubes of blood that were drawn out one after another.

In addition to respect, stay away, and obey all his decisions.

Yuli wanted him to experience the new world, he went seriously, Yuli wanted to return to the distance of friends, he backed away seriously, Yuli wanted to get closer, he responded seriously...

His heart seemed to be full of centrifuge tubes, and he didn't dare to get any closer to him.

He let go of Yu Li's hand, took another step back, and said, "I'm very clear about every thought and every psychological change in myself, but I find that I don't understand you more and more."

"You said that you would be happy when you saw me, that I was the prettiest, and often stared at me motionless... I always thought you liked me."

He kept away again and again, but Yu Li approached again and again.

"So it's hard for me to decide."

"Graduation ceremony, I made up my mind to separate from you completely, but when you called, I still softened my heart. I lied to you because I was afraid that you would be sad."

"...you still want to provoke me."

He is not a person without a bottom line, he has keenly found that he is less and less like himself.He is selfish, ruthless and ungrateful, watching the suffering of other "disabled" with cold eyes.

So what if he can't see the world, an unconventional life is far more suitable for him than a conventional one.

No one can make him retreat step by step like this.

He should have clearly told Yu Li a long time ago that the ghost will be your Mr. L, a naive way to compete with you.If you like me, we are all happy. If you don't like me, we will make a clean break. There is no middle option.

Jiang Zhao's policy has always been to cut through the mess with a sharp knife, and will never continue to cut things into chaos.

He should have been so chic... He should have explained everything coldly on his birthday.

Instead of sinking deeper and deeper into the mud like this.

"I won't always like someone who doesn't like me." He stared at Yu Li: "I will pay you back the price of your blood drawing, and we will not owe each other at that time."

Too much information was stuffed into Yu Li's mind, and his eyes were ignorant.

He didn't understand what it means not to owe each other, and he didn't understand how much the price of drawing blood was worth in Jiang Zhao's eyes, and it could be calculated so clearly.

"This time, I didn't care."

He explained that it was not to get his forgiveness, but simply hoped that he would not be sad.

"I don't want to make you unhappy, Yu Li... These words are very offensive, I don't like myself like this, but I still want to ask you one last thing..."

"Have you ever liked me even a little bit?"

Yu Li was stunned for a while, before he lowered his head to fiddle with his watch.

His brain seemed to have turned into a paste, and every time he pulled out a strand, it brought out another strand, and after pulling out another strand, it brought out countless strands. Yu Li tried hard to input something, but he failed for a long time.

His face wrinkled silently, and the bean-sized drops of water hit the watch.

Jiang Zhao sighed slowly, pressed his trembling hand, and said, "I'm asking you, you don't need to answer, just know for yourself."

Yuri looked at him.

"What is your purpose when you touch me? You just want to get close, or you want me to be closer to you, or you just want to see my reaction."

Yu Li raised his finger, but he squeezed it tightly. Jiang Zhao emphasized again: "You don't need to tell you, you have to know the answer yourself, start thinking now."

"Have you figured it out?"

nod.

"If it's one or two, then you probably like me. If it's three, you're just trying to tease me."

Yu Li stared at him blankly.

"There is another question. Why are you crying? Is it because I ignored you on purpose, or because I didn't take you to do research... Nod when you think it through."

nod.

"If it's because I ignored you on purpose, you might like me a little bit. If it's just because I don't take you to do research, then you just treat me as a friend."

"The third question." Looking at him, Jiang Zhao said slowly, "If I kiss you now, will you push me away, or let me do whatever I want."

"You can think slowly, don't worry."

There was movement in the corridor, someone was calling them, Jiang Zhao raised his hand, his thumb gently brushed his face: "It's time to go to the front hall."

Yu Li hurriedly raised her hand and wiped her face vigorously.

They quickly sat down in the front hall. Yu Li's red eyes and red nose caught the attention of several classmates, and they whispered to each other quietly.

"Waiyou is so angry because Taipan blocked him too..."

"Yeah, what a cruel heart." Someone whispered: "Fortunately, I still think that Yu Li must be different."

"It's true that it's different." Xuan Jing sighed, and said, "The Taipan didn't explain to us why we were blocked."

She looked at the boy sitting in front of her.

He blocked so many people without saying a word, yet he still appeared as if nothing had happened without any explanation.

Xuan Jing has a complicated expression.

He really didn't take anyone seriously.Although Jiang Zhao did have the capital to be proud, but his behavior was too inhumane.

Zhou Ao's voice also reached Yu Li's ears: "Poor Yu Li is full of sincerity, and met such a wolf-hearted dog."

"Yeah." Guo Xiao was also full of resentment: "It's okay to block us, I have long seen that he doesn't take us seriously, but what did Yu Li do wrong, he trusts him so much..."

Yu Li drooped her eyelashes, tugged at the corner of her clothes, and turned her head to look at Jiang Zhao beside her.

His expression was calm and composed, and he didn't feel any guilt at all for blackmailing others, as if everything was what others deserved, and he did what he should.

Yu Li did think that Jiang Zhao was a good person, a kind, gentle, good person from the inside out.

At least that's how Jiang Zhao felt to him since he had been with Jiang Zhao for so long.

But this time, he seemed to have glimpsed the negativity hidden in the other party's heart. He thought from the bottom of his heart that he didn't need to explain his actions, and he didn't care about anyone's evaluation.

He seemed to be so indifferent by nature, as if he was born to be out of the crowd.

It was just the first time he was exposed to Yu Li.

After the whole summary meeting, Yu Li's mind was buzzing, but Jiang Zhao was still calm as usual, standing on the stage with a smile, speaking gently and politely, lively and interesting, his whole body was sparkling, whether it was Yu Li or others None of them seemed to have any effect on him.

It's just that there seems to be a bit of indifference and clever hypocrisy in the eyes that occasionally glance at the audience.

There was not much room for Yu Li to speak, he saluted politely, and when he stepped down from the stage, his neck and chest were covered with badges of honor.

Jiang Zhao followed behind him, and the two of them sat down on the chairs again, while the discussion behind them was still going on, Su Zi also deliberately said loudly: "I really don't want to die for no apparent reason!"

Jiang Zhao lazily leaned on the back of the chair.

Yu Li hesitated for a long time, then gently reached out and pulled the corner of his clothes.

Jiang Zhao turned to look at him.

Yu Li pointed to her mobile phone, then lowered her head again.

Jiang Zhao sat blankly for a while, then silently took out his mobile phone and opened it.

- Are you really not going to explain it to everyone?

Sometimes people can forgive a lot of things, as long as a reasonable explanation is given.

Yu Li knew that he was meddling in his own business, he had obtained a lot of information from Jiang Zhao just now, and he couldn't take it easy at the moment.

I can't take care of myself...

It is estimated that Jiang Zhao doesn't like this either.

- It's fine to make up any reason.

In the three years of high school, Jiang Mingming was so good.The so-called deeds regardless of the heart, what Jiang Zhao did to Hong A should not end up with such an image.

He clutched his cell phone, feeling a little nervous.

The mobile phone was put away again, Jiang Zhao turned his head kindly, and Hong A's classmates behind him all shut up, avoiding his sight in unison.

Su Zi also scratched his neck.

"Because you posted photos of Yu Li dancing with other girls in your Moments." Jiang Zhao said, "I believe you all know that I like Yu Li."

He said playfully: "And he doesn't like me."

The voice was not too loud, just enough for the few people nearby to hear clearly.

Several teachers looked at him with wide eyes.

A few people quickly checked their circle of friends that day, and Xuan Jing's cheeks flushed with embarrassment.

Yu Li sat there numbly, after the end-of-term summary meeting, the school forum would definitely explode.

Everyone will know that Jiang Zhao has been secretly in love with Yu Li throughout high school, and Yu Li is an incomprehensible idiot.

...There are still so many reporters here today.

As the news spreads, the double-day volley will once again spark a new wave of enthusiasm.

Yu Li turned to look at Jiang Zhao, suspecting that he did it on purpose.

"You guessed right." Jiang Zhao saw through his eyes again: "But this is my subject, you don't need to worry too much."

"Believe me, you already have the answer in your heart."

"I wish you all the best in advance."