Because I am dumb, I speak with strength

This year's summer is particularly hot. Although autumn has already begun, the heat has not decreased but increased.

After Yuli came back from the competition, he had two ice creams a day and a cup of fruit tea in the middle of the night.

This day was the finals of the high school summer basketball league, Zhou Ao knew that they had come back, so he specially called to inform them that they must come.

According to Jiang Zhao's temperament, he would not like to go out in this kind of weather, not to mention crowding with others to watch a football game. It is because the Odyssey at home is not delicious enough, or Zelda's gameplay is not good enough.

Less than 3 minutes after rejecting Zhou Ao, he received a call from Yu Li, and the little mute was knocking over there.

Jiang Zhao: "... Got it."

Knock knock knock.

"It's time to pick you up."

Knock knock knock.

"Now, good night."

After hanging up the phone, Jiang Zhao pinched the center of his brows, put down the game controller and stretched his long legs.Honestly go to bed early.

On the day of the finals, Yu Li called him as soon as he woke up and knocked on his watch.Then put his ear on the watch, Jiang Zhao's voice was a little vague and hoarse: "No."

"You don't want to forget."

"No." He seemed to yawn lightly, and Yu Li heard the sound of him turning over on the bed: "I can't adjust the jet lag, I'm tired..."

Yu Li was quite able to adapt to the environment. He fell asleep the night he came back, and he was full of energy the next morning. Jiang Zhao was completely incomparable with him. He stayed up late on the first day back, slept during the day the next day, and stayed up late at night again.

If Yu Li hadn't called yesterday to urge him to go to bed early, he would have just gone to bed right now.

Yu Li knocked intimately: "Then, you, sleep again, for a while, I'll call you later, give you a tune, a vibration."

"Ah."

Yu Li listened for two seconds, there seemed to be a sound of even breathing, and Jiang Zhao didn't hang up the phone.

He listened with his ears pricked up for a while, and the boy's sleeping face appeared in his mind...

Suddenly feel a little perverted.

Hurry up and wash your face.

In that room, Jiang Zhaoqiang held on to his drowsiness and waited until the other party hung up on his own initiative before he completely relaxed and fell asleep.

In the afternoon, Yu Li arrived at the scene by car. Jiang Zhao got out of the car under an umbrella and put a hat on his head.

He lifted his fingers slightly behind his ears.Jiang Zhao's gaze was fixed on the promotional picture of ice cream.

There was a competition nearby, and there were a lot of people queuing up. He estimated the time and said, "You go in first to reserve a seat, and I'll buy it."

He handed the parasol to Yu Li, who waved his hand, ran across the sun with his hat on, and got into the indoor final scene.

As soon as he entered, someone called his name, it was Su Ziyi, and he waved his hand excitedly to Yu Li.

When the two sides met, Yu Li saw Yu Chen in the uniform at a glance. He asked, "?"

"Didn't he come back to us as a substitute after being brushed off the training camp before? I didn't expect to have good skills, and then we came together in this final."

Yu Chen nodded to him, "Congratulations."

Yu Li nodded, Zhou Ao had already come over with mineral water, "Yu Li is here too, how about it, baby brother, let's see if I can give you a championship."

Yu Li raised his watch, "Champion, Army, Must, Definite, Belongs to Yu Jing Shuo."

"That's right." Su Ziyi suddenly said, "I'll introduce someone to you, Sun Wenxi."

Yu Li looked up, and a boy stood up shyly from the chair, he seemed to be hesitant, Su Zi also said: "Didn't you want to find Yu Li, this is it."

He paused, walked slowly towards Yu Li, stretched out his left hand, and said, "Sun Wenxi."

Yu Li shook hands with him, and Sun Wenxi said, "Can I talk to you?"

He pointed to a place, and Yu Li obediently walked there with him. On the way, he noticed that Sun Wenxi's feet were a little lame, and his right hand was always wearing a glove.

Realizing the look in his eyes, Sun Wenxi smiled, and said: "The leg is the sequelae of polio, and the hand is because of a fire when I was a child, and two fingers were burned."

Yuri sat down with him on a nearby step.

For a few minutes, Sun Wenxi didn't speak.

But Yu Li already understood his identity. He lowered his head and picked up his mobile phone. Just as he was about to type, he heard him say: "I heard what happened in your training camp. Pan Yang was recorded as a major demerit, and Bai Yingying's Leg injuries are now spreading across the joint school as well."

Yu Li edited the text and showed him: What do you want from me.

"It's nothing, I just want to see you." Sun Wenxi's face was a bit delicate, and when he showed embarrassment, he looked extraordinarily quiet and weak, unlike Yu Li's tranquility, he was rather bookish, and spoke softly: "I stayed in Red A before, and got in the entrance exam, but later dropped out of school because of my poor ability to withstand stress."

really.

- Is it because of you that Jiang Zhao was demerited?

Yu Li has always wanted to talk about this matter, but she was worried about touching Jiang Zhao's Ni Lin, so she never asked.He didn't think Jiang Zhao would bully another disabled person until he dropped out of school.

"Maybe I was implicated." Sun Wenxi scratched his head, a little embarrassed: "But my matter should not be that serious. It's mainly because he beat Zhao Weixin."

- Zhao Weixin?

"Didn't he tell you?" Sun Wenxi reacted and said, "The main reason is that Zhao Weixin wants to test his bottom line."

When Jingshuo's freshmen entered the school, Jiang Zhao was admitted with the first grade in his grade, so he was very famous in the whole school, and everyone soon knew about his severe cleanliness and obsessive-compulsive disorder.The most famous thing is that he said in an interview with the school newspaper team: "Emo? If you have to say, glasses, I will be very emo without glasses."

It is said that Zhao Weixin is a little hyperactive and very curious. Of course, this is a good way to say it, but a bad way is a bit cheap.

It's not a big deal, he quite likes to play with Jiang Zhao, but Jiang Zhao looks easy to get along with, but he is very cold in his bones, and gradually he becomes disgusted with him, especially when he is challenging Jiang Zhao's level of cleanliness On the scene, Jiang Zhao showed a very unacceptable performance.

He made Zhao Weixin a red A, and promoted Xia Ruo from the ordinary class. Once he found that Zhao Weixin had signs of improvement, he immediately went to tutor the students who were suppressed by Zhao Weixin.

The relationship between the two is getting bigger and bigger, Zhao Weixin can't make it to the red A, he is very angry, and often provokes Jiang Zhao in front of Jiang Zhao, saying that Jiang Zhao has many problems, despises everyone's dirty, hypocritical male princess... Yin and Yang are weird, The words are very bad.

Adolescent children are more or less stinky. If Jiang Zhao is hypocritical, then Zhao Weixin is a proper cat and dog.

Then after a certain test result came out, Zhao Weixin was completely irritated because he guessed that he would never be able to climb up to the red A.It is said that his parents are people who value grades very much. He couldn't even get a red A in Jingshuo, and his family probably put a lot of pressure on him.

Sun Wenxi remembered that there was a slap on Zhao Weixin's face that day. It was not clear whether it was his father or mother who slapped him. Anyway, when he came to find Jiang Zhao, his eyes were red.

He snatched Jiang Zhao's glasses from eating and crushed them on the ground.

And then, without Sun Wenxi saying it, Yu Li knew about it.

He remembered that Wang Jinyuan reminded him that Jiang Zhao was a bit schizophrenic when he first came to school, and he beat the son of a high-ranking official as soon as he entered the school. It is self-evident who this person is.

"Zhao Weixin was injured, and his arm was hanging on his chest for two months. I don't know how the Jiang family settled it. Then Zhao Weixin transferred to another school. Jiang Zhao was also recorded as a major demerit. It seems that he has been suspended for a while."

Yu Li frowned, feeling that Jiang Zhao was wronged.

"Actually, I want to see you today, mainly because I am a little curious about you... I heard that you like to sing K?"

Yu Li nodded, and the editor showed him: If medicine can help my vocal cords develop again in the future, then I don’t need to practice Mandarin so hard.

So when he sings, he will consciously align his lips and tongue, although he doesn't know if his pronunciation will be correct if he can speak.

"is it possible?"

Yu Li calmly said: According to the current medical level, it is impossible to live in my lifetime.

Sun Wenxi laughed: "Then you still practice."

- There is always a dream.

This is the cliché chicken soup.Sun Wenxi was a little moved, but he didn't expect that he could be inspired by this sentence.

- Thought is the only existence of human beings that can transcend time and space, why bother to trap it in this moment.

Sun Wenxi was stunned for a moment, and Yu Li had already asked again: Is it because Bai Yingying saved you that she was named the star of Jingshuo?

Sun Wenxi regained consciousness, looked at his writing, and nodded.

"I... I am not as savvy as you. Red A is under too much pressure. I think everyone looks at me very strangely. Although they also looked at Jiang Zhao like that at the beginning, Jiang Zhao stood too high. Their I can’t see the eyes at all, but I can feel it... I feel that I am out of tune with the whole world, and I will never be like Jiang Zhao in my life.” Sun Wenxi’s tone was very calm, and it was hard to tell whether he had forgotten That part of the past is still buried deep in my heart.

-Did Jiang Zhao not take care of you?

"Yes." Sun Wenxi said: "Mr. Liao asked him to take care of me more. I think it's weird. He is obviously flawed, but he still has to take care of me..."

This made him feel even more that his existence was meaningless, as if he could only bring trouble to others.

Yuri looked at him patiently.

"Then I thought, I might as well die." He showed that embarrassing expression again, looking down at the ground.Maybe it's because he is also a group of people with defects, or maybe it's because Yu Li looks too soft and reliable, he said in a softer tone: "I picked a time when there was no one at night, but I didn't expect Bai Yingying to be on the rooftop. Me, biting my clothes with my teeth, holding on to the railing, I kept begging her to let go, she couldn't say a word, and then we were exhausted."

There was a person hanging on Bai Yingying's teeth, her eyes and face were flushed red, her eyeballs were even bloodshot, when Xiang Yan led the people to rush there, she had already persisted for almost 10 minutes.

For the two people hanging by the guardrail, those 10 minutes seemed like years.

Sun Wenxi wanted to die, and Bai Yingying wanted to save her.

Afterwards, perhaps to comfort Sun Wenxi, Bai Yingying showed him her artificial leg.

Tell him a side of yourself that you don't know.Such as funding, such as car accidents, such as the destruction of the family, such as the fact that she could not accept that she was a cripple, so she chose to amputate and replaced her with a prosthetic leg, pretending that she was still a complete person.

- She is so kind to you.

Sun Wenxi shook her head: "It was actually not good before. She never talked to me, and she seemed to disdain me. You also know that double A's are in the same boat. Everyone takes those provocations and contempt for granted, but they only target A confident person, I am different, those provocations, whether it is the eyes or the expression, are like poisonous thorns in my heart, I don’t have the courage to pierce it, and I don’t have the courage to raise a shield to cover it..."

So, all bruised and bruised.

－Then which school are you in now?

"I'm in a public school now." Sun Wenxi seemed to let out a sigh of relief, and said, "My grades are always first and second there."

Yuri looked at him and nodded.

-Do you want to add friends?

Sun Wenxi was stunned again, his ears turned red, and he raised his phone flattered, "You, do you want to make friends with me?"

nod.

Yu Li changed the note for him, it was a small pink flower, and showed it to him.

Sun Wenxi: "...why didn't you write your name."

- Cooperate with the national anti-fraud action, no worries about account theft.

"..." Then why is it a pink flower.

"Sun Wenxi!" A girl's voice came, Yu Li looked up, and Sun Wenxi also hurriedly stood up, beckoning to the other party: "Come over immediately."

He looked at Yu Li and said, "It's my friend, so I'll go there first."

nod.

"Well, nice to meet you today."

nod.

"..." Sun Wenxi still wanted to say that he hit it off with him a little bit, but was afraid that the other party would think that he was being affectionate, so he turned and left silently.

The girl came to him and saw him smiling, with a puzzled expression: "What's so happy?"

"One more good friend."

The girl's eyes lit up, and her face was full of joy: "I told you that you will have good luck."

Sun Wenxi nodded, took out his phone again, and looked at the chat box with Yu Li.

- Nice to meet you, I will keep in touch with you in the future.

When Yu Li returned to Zhou Ao's side, Jiang Zhao just came back from the outside, with beads of sweat on his forehead, and handed him an ice cream cone.

Su Zi also hiccupped and said, "It's such a hot day, the Taipan is really doing his best."

Only then did Yu Li know that Jiang Zhao had already bought it once during his conversation with Sun Wenxi, but because he waited until it was almost melted, he stuffed it into Su Ziyi's stomach and bought another one.

Yu Li took a bite of his hand, Bing's teeth trembled.

Jiang Zhao handed it to him, and Yu Li took his arm and sat on the chair together, pointing to the basketball court in the middle, where Zhou Ao and Yu Chen had already played.

I don't know if it's Yu Li's delusion, but he always feels that Yu Shen in the ball uniform is more relaxed and comfortable than in the training camp.

He turned his face, Jiang Zhao brought the ice cream to his mouth in time, and said, "Where are the hands?"

Yu Liteng came out and applauded.

"Is Yu Shen cheering for me?" Guo Xiao looked towards Yu Li, Zhou Ao yelled: "You fucking watch the ball!"

Yu Li quickly ate up the ice cream, shaking his head at the remaining egg rolls.

"Who do you leave it for?"

Yuri pointed at him.

He finds that Jiang Zhao is very interesting now. Although he doesn't take the initiative to get close to Yu Li, every time Yu Li takes the initiative to get close to him, he will accept it honestly or cooperate silently.

Yu Li also tried to pick dishes that he didn't like in his bowl, and Jiang Zhao would silently accept them all.

He can only be more active than before, otherwise the friendship between him and Jiang Zhao will definitely be cold in the long run.

Jiang Zhao didn't make a sound.

Yu Li turned to watch the game again, and when he turned back a minute later, Jiang Zhao had already taken a bite of the egg roll.

Yuri looked at his lips.

The remaining ice cream milk in the egg roll stuck to his mouth, and he wondered when Jiang Zhao would lick it.

Jiang Zhao's eyes were silent, and his eyes were slightly dark.

He knew that he accidentally got it on his mouth, but it was somewhat inappropriate to stick his tongue out in front of a child who had already confirmed his friendship.

He wanted to know when Yuli would turn around.

Yu Li never waited for him to lick.

He didn't wait for Yu Li to turn around.

Half a minute later, Yu Li leaned over to bully him, and stretched out a hand to his chest.

As if submerged in deep water, Jiang Zhao's breathing sank.

He watched Yu Li's face getting closer and closer, and the thin fabric on his chest could already feel the warmth of the other's fingers.

Yu Li took out a tissue from his pocket and wiped his mouth thoughtfully.

Then sit back in complete relaxation and continue watching the game.

As the deep water receded, he carefully captured the oxygen around him.

The egg roll in his hand shattered.