Because I am dumb, I speak with strength

After the results of the training camp came out, another 20 people were eliminated. Pan Yang stood under the report card posted in the classroom, looking at the top two people with an ugly face.

"It's full marks again." Chen Xiaoyan's expression was quite complicated: "They were late for so long, and Jiang Zhao handed in the papers under such extreme circumstances, so it was not affected at all."

Pan Yang looked down, looked at the few people whose grades were closer to his own, and took a deep breath.

Yu Li didn't look at the results, he wasn't focused on the training camp at the moment, he was fully looking forward to the coming of July No. 19, wondering how happy Jiang Zhao would be.

But the more he looked forward to it, the slower time passed, making him a little impatient to wait.

When Jiang Zhao opened the door and came in, Yu Li was lying in front of the table in a daze, neither doing papers nor reading, just simply dazed.

He glanced at the sun protection suit on the other party, walked over and knocked on the table.

Yu Li regained consciousness.

"Wrapped in this every day for the past two days, isn't it hot?"

Shaking his head.

"Did you do something behind my back?"

Shaking his head.

Jiang Zhao glanced at him a few times, but didn't ask any more questions.

At night, after Yu Li fell into a deep sleep, Jiang Zhao fumbled to dim the desk lamp, sat down beside his bed, gently rolled over his arm, looked at the large bruise on it, and sat until dawn.

On July 18th, Yuli went out in the morning, and when she came back she was very excited.I glanced at Jiang Zhao from time to time in class, and secretly asked him during lunch: "Tomorrow, day, birthday, day, what do you think, how do you live."

"Training camp, survive."

Yuri showed a very loving expression.

That night, Yuli went to bed early after taking a shower.In the dark night, the dormitory was soon completely silent. At [-]:[-], the dial in Yu Li's hand vibrated, and he woke up suddenly, and got up like a thief.

Jiang Zhao lay flat on his bed with his eyes closed, listening to the rustling sounds in his ears, and only opened his eyes when someone pushed him.

At midnight on July [-]th.

A flame was ignited in front of the eyes, and a circle of pointed centrifuge tubes filled with pale yellow liquid was inserted on the small palm-sized tray like a birthday candle.

If Yu Li could talk, he would definitely tell him right now: Happy birthday.

But he won't.

So Jiang Zhao didn't hear any sound, he just propped himself up and sat up, looking at the dim candle inserted in the middle, it was so weakly shining in front of him that it seemed like it would go out if touched.

Until someone poked it lightly.

Yu Li tapped on him: "Make a wish."

Jiang Zhao closed his eyes, clasped his hands reverently, opened them, and blew out the candle.

The bedroom fell into silence.

Yu Li stood in the darkness, and the air was completely silent for 2 minutes before he heard his gentle voice: "Is this for me?"

Yu Li nodded, and remembered that he couldn't see it, so he got up and turned on the lamp on the table, adjusted the light so that it was not dazzling but could see the brightness in front of him clearly, and handed Jiang Zhao a needle.

Jiang Zhao took the most outrageous birthday cake he had received in his life, and when he looked at Yu Li again, there seemed to be a quiet and distant fire in his eyes, a small ball, warm but not burning.

Some people know that it will live forever.

"I like it very much." Jiang Zhao said, the warmth in his eyes blended with the mist, and said: "This is the most precious gift I have received."

Yuri poked him again.

Jiang Zhao stared at him and said, "I like it very much, I'm very surprised, I really...don't know what to say."

Yu Li felt that he was not surprised, as if everything was expected.

He is a little dissatisfied, but today is Jiang Zhao's birthday, he can forgive him for all his actions.

With a series of tools ready, Yuli raised the needle.

Jiang Zhaodao: "Would you know it?"

Yu Li smiled at him and tapped on his arm: "Are you scared?"

Jiang Zhao bent his lips, put down his cake, and stretched out his arms in front of him.

Yu Li turned up the light a little, and focused on getting the first needle in his life.

After the needle was pulled out, Yu Li retreated to his bed, then took his mobile phone and sent him a message: Happy birthday, I hope you get along well with New World.

Jiang Zhao lay down again, and Yu Li also lay down.

Although he didn't see Jiang Zhao's more surprised expression, the other party's reaction made him inexplicably warm in his heart. He pressed the bruise on the inner side of his arm with one hand, and felt that everything had become extremely worthwhile.

He soon fell into a deep sleep.

When the sky was getting bright in the morning, the person in the next bed got up, and the curtains in the bedroom were lifted, and the sky outside was just showing a fish belly.

The footsteps stopped in front of Yuli's window, the person on the bed was sleeping soundly, slightly curly hair lingering around his soft face, making one feel that there should be white feathers wrapping his shoulders at this moment.

After taking a long shower, he stepped out of the bedroom.

On the playground of the training camp, the red track is embedded in the green velvet blanket, and the dewdrops on the blue parallel bars shimmer in the sunlight.

The avenues in summer are verdant, and the cicadas that have been pulling their throats all night are exhausted, and only the rest of them are still shivering.

Red benches sit on either side of the concrete floor.

Some of the flowers in the flower beds are budding, some are in full bloom, and some are withered.

The white sneakers walked out of the base. On the winding asphalt road, a touch of red was gradually rising. He didn't stop walking, facing the sun all the way up, watching it turn red, orange, and bright.

As the temperature rose, he walked to the market.

There are many shop signs, some are dilapidated, some are lit with colorful lights, the streets are full of pedestrians, and everyone is busy with their lives.

He didn't stop, and continued along the sidewalk beside the road, stopping by the river.There are koi fish running by under the green water, black ones, white ones and red ones. When passers-by spread food, they immediately gather together.

He rubbed shoulders with pedestrians, took the bus to the city center, and saw everything in the busiest place.

The city buildings stand tall and have different shapes, and the opened glass is like the scales of fish.

The sprinkler is humming and passing by the street, and the mist sprayed out reflects the sun and catches the trace of the rainbow, even though it hides again in the next moment.

……

Yu Li didn't see Jiang Zhao early in the morning, and when Xu Jun asked about it during breakfast, he shook his head to express that he didn't know.When a group of people came to the classroom, Jin Miao walked in with a book in his arms, and saw the empty seat at a glance.

He glanced at the time and recalled it suspiciously.

Make sure the bell has rung.

"Where's Jiang Zhao?" He said, pointing at Yuli: "Why didn't he come to class?"

Yu Li subconsciously stood up, lowered her head to type on the watch, and then raised it: "Why didn't you come to class."

The others all looked at him.

Jin Miao said, "I'm asking you, why didn't he come to class."

"No. Yes. I asked you for leave."

"When did you ask for leave, why didn't I know?"

Yuri: "..."

Jin Miaoye: "..."

This learning can no longer be taught, and people can no longer manage it.Just don't learn it.

He was very angry: "Call him!"

The phone is off.

Yu Li didn't expect Jiang Zhao to do this either, he just sat back blankly, wondering if Jiang Zhao would never come back after getting the color, but he quickly denied this thought, he realized that Jiang Zhao might not want to be disturbed.

He sensed Yu Li's original intention and was feeling the world very seriously.

After class, Yu Li sent Jiang Xian a message, asking him to call Jin Miao to ask for leave, but Jiang Xian understood and agreed.

The sun walked from the east to the middle, and then to the west. Yu Li came to the gate of the base and looked at the asphalt road. He waited until the sun completely set and it was dark, but he didn't wait for the other party's figure to appear.

Xu Junyi squatted beside him and handed him a bottle of water, Yu Li took it and took a sip.

"Did something happen between you and Jiang Zhao?"

Shake your head.He was just worried that something would happen to Jiang Zhao.

"Okay." Xu Jun patted him on the shoulder: "It's so dark today, he probably won't come back, let's go back to take a shower and sleep, huh?"

Yu Li squatted for another 10 minutes, and his feet were numb, so he stood up and limped towards the dormitory with Xu Junyi.

After taking a shower and returning to the bedroom, Jiang Zhao didn't come back.

After finishing two papers and three papers, Jiang Zhao still didn't come back.

The light was turned on and off, Yu Li tossed and turned on the bed, glanced at the time, it was past eleven o'clock, it was rare that he didn't feel sleepy at all, and he became more and more worried.

Pick up the watch and call Jiang Zhao.

No one picked up.

He was lying on the bed, his eyes were a little stiff.

When it was almost midnight, the door lock of the dormitory suddenly heard a movement, Yu Li sat up in a jolt, and turned on the light.

Jiang Zhao stood in front of the door, without waiting for him to speak, he said, "I'll take a shower, we'll talk when I come back."

Yuri: "..."

He watched Jiang Zhao pack up his things, lift the bucket and leave the dormitory, and lay down again silently.

It feels like Jiang Zhao has become a lot colder overnight.

I feel a little weird.

Yu Li sighed, somewhat disdainful of her own thoughts.It's a good thing that Jiang Zhao doesn't pester him. Does he really want Jiang Zhao to be inseparable from him for the rest of his life?

Yu Li adjusted her mentality, clenched her fists, closed her eyes again, and prepared to sleep.

... That's the reason, but how could he be so indifferent.

Yu Li turned over and started to sulk.

He couldn't sleep all the time, feeling like a cat scratched his heart, wanting to know what Jiang Zhao was thinking and how he was feeling right now.

I hope Jiang Zhao will not forget that he helped him.

He bit his lip, disdainful of his thoughts again.

The subjects are separated, as long as you do your own thing well, what others do is their business.

The thing was done by himself, and he wanted to make the other party happy behind Jiang Zhao's back, so whether Jiang Zhao remembers to be grateful or not should not be his consideration.

After persuading himself several times, Yu Li reluctantly let go of the lump in his heart, and closed his eyes again.

When Mi Mi stared and fell asleep, there was another movement from the bedroom door, and Yu Li woke up again.

Jiang Zhao's movements were very light, as if he was worried that he would disturb him, Yu Li endured and endured, and turned over to sit up, looking at him eagerly.

Seeing this, Jiang Zhao put down the keg and asked, "What's wrong?"

Yu Li patted off the bed twice, her lips arched upwards.

Jiang Zhaoshun came over obediently, sat down beside him, and said, "You don't want to sleep so late, wait for me?"

nod.

"Wait for me to do?"

Yu Li picked up the watch, put down the phone again, and sent him a message: Where did you go.

Jiang Zhao's phone was still turned off, he got up and went under the pillow to find out the phone, and opened the chat box looking at himself.

Also replied on the mobile phone: Listen to your words and see the world.

Yuri: Then what?

Jiang Zhao: And now I’m back.

Yu Li kicked him, Jiang Zhao bent his lips, looked at him and said, "Can I sleep with you today?"

Yuri hesitated for a while, then nodded.

Jiang Zhao went to his bed, leaned against his bedside, was silent for a while, and said: "The serum injection is indeed useful, and the effect lasts for a long time. When I woke up in the morning, I did see the color."

Yuli pricked up her ears and listened carefully.

"I took the bus and walked around Beicheng. As you wish, I took a serious look at the world. Although I saw some not-so-good scenes, overall, it's very interesting and cute."

Yu Li nodded, tapped on his arm: "And then."

"Then..." He looked at Yu Li and said, "Then, and then, it's pretty good."

Yuli asked again with his eyes.

Jiang Zhao stared at him.

And then……

How to do it.

I have looked at this world with my heart, and I still only like you when I return.