Under the clouds

With a "swish", it was the sound of the curtains being pulled open. It was a sunny day outside the window, and the glare of the sun shone in from outside.

Fang Mu, who was lying on the big soft bed, turned around and frowned delicately, as if avoiding the light.

But after turning around and adjusting his sleeping position, his drowsiness faded away and he woke up slowly.

Fang Mu sat up from the bed, the thin quilt covering his body slipped from his bare neck and shoulders, revealing ambiguous red marks of different shades on his fair skin.

Zang Lanbai, who was standing in front of the French window, turned his head when he heard the movement behind him.

"woke up?"

This is their third day in this small European city.

During these three days, they went out to play during the day and had unrestrained sex at night.

All the money in the safe was exchanged for euros, and a small part of it has been spent now. After all, Zang Lanbai came here this time really penniless.

After eating the breakfast delivered by the resort hotel, Zang Lanbai introduced their itinerary to Fang Mu while flipping through the introduction of the attractions in the travel magazine.

"I seem to be able to touch the clouds by reaching out." Fang Mu slightly turned his head and talked to Zang Lanbai who was close behind him.

Zang Lanbai laughed softly: "You can touch it and try."

Standing high above the sky, the field of vision becomes very wide, and the ancient castle buildings and green manors are all in sight.

The speed of their descent became faster, and Zang Lanbai said aloud: "Relax, don't be so nervous." He could feel Fang Mu's body becoming tense.

"It's a bit... too exciting." Fang Mu glanced down, his heart was in the discomfort caused by the weightlessness, and his face was a little pale.

As if he didn't want to hide Lan Bai and feel worried, he pretended to tease: "After a while, we won't go straight to the bathroom to solve some minor problems."

They were getting closer to the ground. Zang Lanbai adjusted his posture and answered him: "No, I have flown gliding many times before, and this activity has lost its excitement for me."

"Ok."

After Fang Mu finished speaking, Zang Lanbai heard his tone and couldn't help saying, "Huh? Why did I hear something regrettable?"

No matter how long it has passed, Fang Mu still easily felt blushed at Zang Lanbai's deliberate flirting words, his mind was disturbed, and when he was still thinking about how to answer, he heard Zang Lanbai say again in a concentrated voice: "Get ready!" , about to land."

Lunch is settled in the scenic area.

Perhaps the schedule in the morning was too exciting for him, which caused a lot of physical and mental challenges, or he rested too late last night. In short, Fang Mu showed some fatigue after lunch.

This made them change their schedule for the afternoon.

After Zang Lanbai bought the tickets for the aquarium, he took Fang Mu to the car directly.

It was two o'clock in the afternoon when we arrived at the destination, the sun was shining outside, but the distance from the ticket gate at the gate to the inside of the museum made Fang Mu's fair face a little red from the sun, and some fine sweat appeared on his forehead .

Fortunately, in the off-season of travel here, there are not many tourists coming to the aquarium, and they came in without much queue.

The air conditioner in the room was fully activated, and the dryness on my body quickly disappeared.

Fang Mu looked at the weird looking fish through the glass, and Zang Lanbai walked beside him, and introduced to Fang Mu any he knew.

The further you go in, the more tourists you meet, there are three or five, with typical European appearance.

When Fang Mu and Zang Lanbai came to talk to each other, Fang Mu couldn't understand, but he could only feel that the other party's tone was very enthusiastic.

Zang Lanbai said to him: "The other party wants to ask us to help take a photo."

Fang Mu, who is not good at English, nodded, and was just about to take the other party's camera, when he found that the man handed the camera to his partner excitedly.

Then the man stood in the middle behind Zang Lanbai and Fang Mu, clasped his hands together, and took a photo.

Fang Mu was a little dumbfounded. After satisfying the other party's request, he watched the group of people leave and waved to them enthusiastically.

After walking for a while, the light in front became a bit dim, and there were a few glowing fish swimming in the arched glass tunnel.

Fang Mu looked up, and seeing the fish swimming over, he couldn't help but put his hand on the glass.

At this moment, a mermaid with a fiery red fish tail swam over. After scaring away a group of small fish, Fang Mu, who stepped back two steps towards the outside of the glass, blinked his eyes and spat out a string of bubbles. Bubble.

"Mermaid!" Fang Mu grabbed Zang Lanbai's arm.

But after scaring Fang Mu like a prank, the mermaid flicked his brightly colored fish tail and swam away.

"It's the mermaid performer here." Zang Lanbai looked at the tail and finished speaking, then smiled at Fang Mu: "Mumu is so popular, he may be like you, that's why he is like this."

"Don't talk nonsense."

Fang Mu felt embarrassed, but what he didn't expect was that the red mermaid was actually a star actor in this aquarium, and there were many peripheral products of him in the souvenir shop at the exit of the aquarium.

Zang Lanbai bought a red fishtail necklace and put it on Fang Mu's neck.

The price is not very expensive, but the workmanship is very exquisite, and the fish tail will shine brightly under the light.

This kind of all-day play, the time that doesn't care about world affairs passes very quickly. Two weeks later, Fang Mu had already scattered half of the cash on the viaduct in front of the airport when he came here, and only one-third of the safe was left. .

Even in the off-season, the star-rated resort hotels they stayed in were still expensive, not to mention the expensive restaurants that they frequently visited and were well-known on the website.

Fang Mu looked at the remaining one-third of the money, thinking that he should at least leave enough money for Zang Lanbai to go back.

He sorted out the money, took out part of it and rolled it into his pocket. After a while, he seemed a little worried, and took it out to count again. After all, this determines how much time he can spend with Zang Lanbai Pass.

When Zang Lanbai came back at night, he brought back a plate of fruit, and Fang Mu was taking a shower from the bathroom at the moment.

Zang Lanbai heard the sound, so he walked to the table in the room, and was about to put down the fruit plate in his hand. At this moment, he looked down and saw that there was a gap in the drawer of the table that was not closed tightly.

Fang Mu put on his bathrobe from the bathroom in about ten minutes, and carefully put on the red fishtail necklace, which was afraid of being stained with water and faded, in front of the mirror.

When he opened the bathroom door and came out, he saw the back of Zanglanbai with his back facing him, and he seemed to be holding something in his hand.

"Mr. Tibetan?"

Zang Lanbai turned around slightly, and lifted up the small white medicine bottle in his hand, without any label on it.

"what is this?"

Fang Mu walked over with his legs open, and his tone was not at all unnatural: "Vitamin chewable tablets."

"Really?" Zang Lanbai did not refute, and put the medicine bottle in his hand back on the table.

Fang Mu glanced over and calmly breathed a sigh of relief.

However, I didn't expect that before the breath was relieved, I heard Zang Lanbai flicking a piece of paper from nowhere in his hand: "Then what is this?"

Fang Mu no longer had that calm expression on his face. He suddenly opened his eyes wide, and his eyes fell on the piece of paper in a daze.

Fang Mu's brain, which was not very flexible, worked hard, trying to make up a plausible lie at this moment.

But this is really too difficult.

Before he could react, Zang Lanbai had already shaken the piece of paper and began to read the content on it: "Hi everyone, I am Fang Mu, and I should have already read the letter when everyone saw this letter." Dead. Xu Duming was killed by me, this matter has nothing to do with others, I did commit suicide in fear of crime..."

"Don't read it! Don't read it!" Fang Mu walked towards Zang Lanbai, trying to take it back from him, but the difference in height and strength between the two was not the slightest bit.

Like a deliberate play, every time Fang Mu was about to touch the piece of paper, Zang Lanbai dodged it lightly again: "I don't have the slightest remorse (smearing) about this matter, I feel very I am so ashamed, this heavy regret makes me choose to end myself, please don’t look for my dead body..."

"Give it back to me!" Fang Mu's emotions were completely aroused, and he rushed to Zang Lanbai. This time, Zang Lanbai failed to dodge, and the letter was torn apart by Fang Mu's forceful snatch.

Zang Lanbai didn't care about the paper in his hand anymore, let go of his hand, and the half in his hand fell lightly to the ground.

There was obviously no sound, but it seemed that something very heavy fell suddenly and straddled between the two of them.

After Zang Lanbai threw away the letter paper in his hand, he turned to pick up the unlabeled medicine bottle on the table, unscrewed it and poured out two pills.

"I can take any vitamins."

He stuffed it into his mouth, chewed it twice, and the bitterness spread in his mouth: "This should be sweet, why is it so bitter, I may have some taste problems." He seemed very serious and unsure: "Maybe Try again?"

He looked calm, and asked Fang Mu, who seemed to have been drained of all his strength, and fell to the ground with tears streaming down his face.

The turbulent undercurrent of the beautiful and peaceful vacation time between the two has completely surfaced. Everything that Fang Mu carefully concealed is not enough to be exposed and thrown on the face by Zang Lanbai so mercilessly...

Fang Mu's eyes were blurred with tears, and he saw Zang Lanbai pour out two more pills from the medicine bottle and put them in his mouth.

At that moment, Fang Mu suddenly jumped up from the ground, and he burst into tears: "Don't be like this...how could you..." He cried incoherently, as if he didn't know what he was going to say, he only knew how to rush In the past, he tried hard to open Zang Lanbai's mouth.

He reached in with his fingers and fished out two pills that were wet with saliva.

Zang Lanbai still asked without stopping: "Isn't it a vitamin chewable tablet? What are you afraid of?"

Fang Mu saw that he was still holding the medicine bottle in his hand, and wanted to take it from him, but Zang Lanbai didn't let him, and avoided it.

With tears on Fang Mu's face, Zang Lanbai seemed to be watching his ugly appearance after being exposed with cold eyes, and he was very sure that he was taking revenge on himself.

Fang Mu has seen Zang Lanbai's affectionate eyes and sweet and ambiguous love words many times, but this is the first time he has seen the fickleness and cruelty under the disguise of that warmth.

"How can you be so cruel!" Fang Mu looked at him with tears of despair.

"Am I cruel or are you cruel?" Zang Lanbai pursed his lips, his eyes slowly changed, he slowly approached Fang Mu who was kneeling on the ground, approached him, and asked, "Which day do you choose to end? Sleeping night, or the dawn of dawn? Is it the weekend, Valentine’s Day or anniversary, tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, or tonight, where is death, the corner where no one is, or the wide sea..."

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" Fang Mu couldn't help backing up, covering his ears with his hands and screaming.

"Stop it! I told you to stop it!"

His eyes were red from the excitement, and when he shook his head, he suddenly met Shang Zang Lanbai's calm eyes, and couldn't tell who was the lunatic for a while, he panted heavily, looking at Zang Lanbai's eyes as if he was looking at something The scourge.

"Then what do you want me to do!? Tell you to hide outside like this with me!? I don't want to go back to jail! Why do you insist on forcing me like this!" Zang Lanbai who was close to him punched and kicked: "My life is ruined, no one can save me!" He grabbed Zang Lanbai's shoulder and shouted at him: "You think Xu Duming is dead? How does it hurt me! I regret it! How could he be freed so easily!"

"The other person is dead, but I still woke up in the night and saw him standing in front of me, showing half of his disgusting face! I'm not as kind as you imagined! I can't wait for him to be killed Cut him to pieces! I want him to die! I have fantasized about him dying in many ways!"

Fang Mu looked straight at Zang Lanbai: "I won't get better, I can't make it through, I can't forgive him, and I can't get rid of him after he dies, I may never sleep peacefully for the rest of my life..."

Fang Mu closed his eyes, and tears rolled down his eyelashes: "Don't tell me to let go of the past and start a new life."

The pain that Fang Mu buried deeply was opened up layer by layer, in front of Zang Lanbai.

Zang Lanbai can no longer appreciate indifferently like an outsider. He touched Fang Mu's sharp despair, and Fang Mu's hot tears fell on him, and every drop seemed to flow through his heart.

Zang Lanbai seemed to feel novelty because of this strange feeling.

In the years before Zang Lanbai was in the nursing home, he was always seeking excitement because he could obtain a higher threshold of pleasure than others. Among the many extreme sports, he found that falling in love is the easiest way to make him feel happy matter.

This makes a natural pleasure-seeker like him have an extraordinary enthusiasm for the matter of falling in love.

He is serious about every relationship, and he withdraws neatly when he can't get any happiness.

The love he knew from his former lover was lust and happiness, but only with Fang Mu, he felt pain.

"I won't tell." Zang Lanbai replied.

He stretched out his arms and hugged Fang Mu, as if embracing a person with a black river flowing in his body, and pain flowed in every inch of his blood vessels.

"It's ok, Mumu, you can be weak, you can not fight, you can avoid, you don't need to forgive, you can do whatever you want."

He slowly touched Fang Mu's body, all the way to his cheek, lifted his face, and kissed him.

It was an extremely bitter kiss.

But Zang Lanbai grabbed Fang Mu's face tightly and deepened the kiss. The bitter taste that originally spread in Zang Lanbai's mouth also reached Fang Mu's mouth.

It wasn't until Fang Mu felt a little out of breath that Zang Lanbai let go of his hands slightly. He looked at Fang Mu who looked wet all over, his light-colored eyes flashed: "What do you want, you want Xu Du You can only fall asleep if you die, then let him die, if you think it is not enough, we will let him live, if you want to pay it back, an eye for an eye, you don’t have to start over, you can just be in the past.”

He lowered his head, and interlocked his fingers with Fang Mu's. He lifted it up, put it on his lips and kissed it lightly, but his eyes still fell on Fang Mu's face.

Pain broke him and reshaped him.

Zang Lanbai stared blankly at his wet pupils after crying bitterly, and once again dropped a pious kiss on the back of his hand.

"You are beautiful even in pieces, and I praise your weakness."

Fang Mu felt his body being hugged. He looked at the messy room, Zang Lanbai's mouth was red again, and the tears on his face when he kissed.

The hair on Zang Lanbai's forehead fell apart and fell into Fang Mu's sight.

Like a down-and-out yet elegant troubadour.

Zang Lanbai put him on the bed and wiped his face with a towel.

Fang Mu's emotional ups and downs, coupled with the effects of drugs, fell into a coma before Zang Lanbai came out of the bathroom.

After he fell asleep, Zang Lanbai came to the balcony and made a call.

The phone rang three times, and it was connected over there.

He said, "Auntie, I want someone."

Cang Qingyue's laughter came from over there: "Abo is not a child anymore, why do you need to find something from your parents? If you want something, you can take it yourself."

Zang Lanbai was silent for a moment.

Zang Qingyue said again: "You have to come back to get it."

"I'm back."

Zang Qingyue knew that what Zang Lanbai said was not what she meant, but she still let Zang Lanbai play such useless sloppy.

"Film once, honeymoon once, and then come again for the third time."

Zang Lanbai looked very dissatisfied, and sighed: "My aunt doesn't love me at all when she says such things."

Zang Qingyue knew that this matter was a certainty, she couldn't help being happy, and laughed again: "Gungu will never have children in this life, when you come back, Auntie loves you the most."