Under the clouds

"Xiao Mu, can you be my boyfriend?" A dim silhouette flashed in Fang Mu's mind, and the secret kiss on the roof of the college's teaching building and the affectionate confession resounded in Fang Mu's mind.

"I love you, you will always be my only hero."

The face with only one jaw exposed in Fang Mu's field of vision gradually became clearer. When Fang Mu saw the familiar face that was originally hidden by memory, he suddenly had a splitting headache. Accompanied by strong tinnitus, Fang Mu's stomach Started to twitch irregularly.

Fang Mu couldn't stand anymore, he slid down the wall with his hands on it: "Ah! It hurts...ah!" He knelt down on the ground and covered his head, screaming sharply.

"Just this time, I beg you, help me this time and I won't do this again, and you don't want to see me afraid to go out every day when I'm being called out for debts, right?"

"Help me through this time, I will treat you well for the rest of my life, please."

The man's affectionate begging face turned condescending in an instant. In Fang Mu's prostrating sight, he could only see half of his face hidden in the dark, his unkind and tense jaw, and his groaning. Come out and sneer disdainfully.

"Xiao Mu, you are the one who caused all of this today. If you weren't so stubborn, how could I be willing to let you become like this? It's all because you are asking for trouble!"

"You are always not smart, do you want to be punished?"

The picture flashed quickly, those words, the ugly face, poured into Fang Mu's mind, what kind of sound of collapse, in Fang Mu's body, it was a tsunami rolled up by the wind, a sharp blade formed by the blossoming waves, Shi Yu Inflicted a brutal torture on Fang Mu.

"Ahhhhhhhhh!!!" Fang Mu saw his naked body kneeling on the ground, different voices sounded from behind him, obscene jokes, and malicious mockery surrounded Fang Mu, and his hair was pulled from the ground. Grab it behind you.

"Help me! Help...I, help, I was wrong...I was wrong Brother Xu..." Fang Mu once again saw the indifferent half face sitting in front of him: "Help me...Who will come?" help me."

"I gave you a chance, didn't I?"

His vision became confused. Fang Mu raised his head countless times to call for help, but he could only see the indifferent half face in his narrow field of view, because he was prostrate on the ground from beginning to end, as if he would never get up again.

"Look in the mirror yourself, see what the hell you look like now, and want to act in a movie..."

"Why can't you be nice..."

"I'm impatient. I'll send him away. When will I learn to be good and when will I pick him up..."

Separation is countless separations, why didn't he die, why didn't he die, Fang Mu's vision was dark, and he couldn't see anything clearly.

Zang Lanbai and Luo Yan heard the movement. Fang Mu had completely fallen into hallucinations when they passed by. He fell to the ground and screamed with his head covered. Wet his whole face.

When Zang Lanbai reached out to touch him, he resisted fiercely as if his body had been hit by electricity: "Go away! Go away! Go to hell, you guys! Kill you bastards!"

His voice was screaming splits, his eyes were bloodshot, he was staring at a point in the void, and his limbs struggled desperately.

Zang Lanbai couldn't hold him down for a while, and was punched in the face by him. After being hit, he quickly grabbed his wrist and hugged him in his arms. After all, Fang Mu is an adult man, and Fang Mu reacted so fiercely , he almost couldn't hold back.

Seeing that Luo Yan, who had never seen a mental patient before, looked dumbfounded, Zang Lanbai couldn't help but call out to him: "Why are you standing there! Call the ambulance!"

Fang Mu's reaction this time was very violent. Before the hospital's car arrived, he lost control of his body and mind. He broke down crying and cursed from time to time, and finally his body twitched in Zang Lanbai's arms and violently vomited , as if to vomit all the stomach.

When I finally had nothing to vomit, the things I retched were bloodshot.

No matter how beautiful a person is, if he gets sick, this crazy appearance will never be pleasing to the eye.

Luo Yan looked at Fang Mu's appearance, and looked at Zang Lanbai who had lived with Fang Mu for almost half a year from time to time. He was still stained with the filth Fang Mu vomited out, but he didn't seem to panic, patiently and calmly Assist the doctor to give Fang Mu a sedative.

Zanglanbai's coat was dirty, and he took it off and threw it aside. On the way to the hospital, Luo Yan and him looked at Zanglanbai, who was only wearing a lining, and coughed dryly twice in this strange silent atmosphere: "That ...do you need a coat, I have one in the back seat of the car."

"No need." Zang Lanbai had no expression on his face.

But Luo Yan could still feel that Zang Lanbai was in a bad mood, and he looked at the corner of Zang Lanbai's mouth that was smashed by Fang Mu. It was estimated that the place would turn green tomorrow.

Until the hospital, neither of them spoke again.

Fang Mu was lying on the hospital bed. After he sedated, he seemed to be sleeping peacefully.

He has some dehydration and lost some glucose.

Fang Mu stayed in the hospital for two days. After waking up, he didn't open his mouth to speak much. Seeing that Zang Lanbai who was sitting by his bed was called away by his attending doctor, Fang Mu's dull eyes finally showed some reaction .

The psychiatrist in the hospital strongly suggested that Fang Mu should be hospitalized for treatment. His condition is very unstable and he should be hospitalized for observation for a period of time.

As if sensing something, Fang Mu began to ask to be discharged from the hospital after Zang Lanbai came back, not wanting to stay in the hospital.

Zang Lanbai is obviously not a qualified guardian. Fang Mu only whispered a few words and wanted to go home, and he agreed to him in a very unprincipled manner.

When he was discharged from the hospital, the attending doctor suggested that Zang Lanbai take Fang Mu to a psychiatric hospital for systematic examination and treatment, and also said that if he wanted to take Fang Mu home, he must not let him leave.

Zang Lanbai wrote down some precautions, holding a large bag of newly prescribed medicines in one hand, holding Fang Mu in the other hand, and took him home.

Fang Mu's thoughts have been confused for the past two days, and now he is sitting back in the Zanglan Cypress car, smelling the familiar car aromatherapy, and everything that has been disturbed and erratic slowly calms down.

His gaze turned to Zang Lanbai's bruised mouth, and he lowered his eyelids as if avoiding it: "I'm sorry, Mr. Zang."

Zang Lanbo drove the car without squinting, and replied: "It's okay."

But Zang Lanbai was not very happy these days, Fang Mu only felt that he had caused trouble again.

After driving for a few minutes, Zang Lanbai suddenly said again: "Did you remember something?"

Fang Mu's expression was blank for a moment, those memories, yes, remembered something.

I really want to describe Fang Mu's current feelings after recalling those memories. In fact, it is not the shock and heart-piercing pain of the sudden collapse of the next moment, but more of the feeling of facing the wreckage. At a loss.

In the past two days, Fang Mu had taken a lot of medicine and infused fluids. Fang Mu actually felt that he had become a little dull, and the pain seemed to be separated from him by something.

After a long time, Fang Mu said slowly, "En." and nodded.

"Then do you remember the first time we met?" Zang Lanbai stopped the car at an intersection waiting for a traffic light, and turned his head slightly to look at Fang Mu, the co-pilot.

Fang Mu actually doesn't remember, he doesn't really want to think about it now, what to do with his brain.

Moreover, he was already at Zang Lanbai's house when he appeared, and what Zang Lanbai brought back should be a "puppy."

Fang Mu actually didn't remember how Zang Lanbai took away the "puppy" at all, but as if in order not to disappoint him, Fang Mu still replied: "Remember, at Chateau Tenerai, you took pictures of me and brought me with you." I got out of there."

Zang Lanbai faced Fang Mu, and after listening to his answer, his expression remained unchanged, and he only took a deep look at him with a look that made Fang Mu feel very strange.

Fang Mu didn't know whether this answer would satisfy him, but he fell asleep a little tired before he struggled for a long time.

In Li Enshi's studio, Zang Lanbai narrated the information Luo Yan found with Li Enshi.

Li Enshi was obviously shocked and shocked after listening to it. When she put down the warm water in her hand, she was overstressed and splashed a few drops, which wet the table.

"So, you saw him in the nursing home of the Mental Illness Rehabilitation Center in Northern Europe. You went there for treatment, but he went there to get sick."

"In addition to the influence of my own experience, I think it may not be ruled out that the influence of injecting him with drugs in violation of regulations is not ruled out. If a good person has been treated according to psychiatry for two or three years, and if he doesn't want to take medicine and injections, he is tied up and given injections. He is not crazy. It's normal." Zang Lanbai's eyes wandered: "The crazier he is, the more at ease those people will be, after all, who would listen to a lunatic? Can you speak clearly and completely?"

Li Enshi was furious and her eyes widened. She couldn't believe that something more tragic and hateful than she imagined would happen to Fang Mu.

"This group of people is too lawless!"

Li Enshi managed to maintain her sanity, but when her eyes fell on Zang Lanbai, she still couldn't hold back and blurted out: "What about you, after you came back, you ran into him and bought him and brought him home. He died when he was in the nursing home." Did it catch your attention? Did you know that when you recuperate physically and mentally in the nursing home and evade your responsibilities to live a relaxed life, he might be tied up in a ward near you and given injections and medicines? His unusual place falls in But it looks special in your eyes, observing his behavior and hearing him say strange and unreasonable words will make you find it interesting and can’t help but applaud in your heart, you just stand by and enjoy it!"

After Li Enshi finished speaking, she spit it out in one breath, only to realize that she had lost her composure. Although she had known Zang Lanbai for many years and thought she knew Zang Lanbai's mentality very well, such accusations were also very personal and emotional. objective.

After all, Zang Lanbai was not familiar with him at that time, nor did he know Fang Mu's past, so he had no responsibility or obligation to ask Fang Mu to extend a helping hand.But as long as he thinks that when Fang Mu fell into the abyss, Zang Lanbai once appreciated it indifferently and with the attitude of a bystander, Li Enshi will inevitably bring some subjective emotions.

Zang Lanbai sat in front of Li Enshi, listening to his senior sister's tit-for-tat words, he didn't refute a word.

"Hug..." Li Enshi returned rationally, barely regaining her emotions, when she was about to apologize to Zang Lanbai for this baseless accusation, she was interrupted.

Zang Lanbai sat in front of her, with calm eyes, raised his hands, and clapped his hands again and again like a puppet who had just turned a clockwork but whose parts were not sensitive enough.

It seems to be responding to what Li Enshi said just now because I feel interesting and can't help applauding.