Shame on the shadow

Chapter 15 The Killing of the Relatives

I slept on the road for a day, but now I am suddenly not sleepy in the middle of the night, and Cigarette doesn’t seem to be sleepy, so I sat and chatted with him in the yard—this man is still as lazy as before, and even eats pine nuts. Peel it off.

"You're really used to ordering me around. I'll see what you do when I'm gone."

I smiled and threw the pine nuts into his mouth, but I felt a bit bitter when I said this sentence. I have been here for more than a year. Although I miss home sometimes, I really love this place. Feelings, I don't know when I will go back.

I really don't care about smoking.

Yan smiled and glanced at me, and asked unhurriedly: "Did you meet your sweetheart in the Haoqi League? Why did you mention this suddenly? If you don't get married, you can still run away? You are still a rare person in the world. People who know my true face, do you think I will let you go?"

"Peel it yourself. If I really run away, you will regret it." I pushed the pine nuts to him and turned to look at the moon.

Yan laughed softly from behind, and suddenly poked my shoulder, "Girl, do you want to listen to the story?"

"Do not listen."

"It's okay if you don't listen."

"..."

Then you ask me what to do, really.Although I silently cursed in my heart, I still turned around. What made me happier was that there was a small plate of peeled pine nuts in front of me. Yan's slender fingers gently peeled the pine nut shells and put the pine nuts on the plate.

He lowered his head, I couldn't see his expression clearly, I only heard his deep voice appearing with a chuckle, "What did Tianxuanying tell you, let me see how to make up the ending."

Oh, sure enough, Yan understands Ying and me, and I have nothing to say, so I picked up the key points of what Ying told me and told him to listen. After listening, Yan paused for peeling the pine nuts. I didn't speak for a long time.

"The thing I've heard most from him over the years is that I'm sorry." Yan shook his head, and the disdain in his smile covered up his sorrow, "What's the use of apologizing? There is a hatred between us."

"The revenge of killing relatives..."

"Xiaoxi, I hate him. I hate him for taking the organization and the Haoqi League too seriously. For the sake of the organization, he pretended to be an orphan in the clan and was adopted by my parents; for the sake of the Haoqi League, he hunted and killed me for so many years. In his heart , tasks always override feelings.”

"If I had a choice, I wish I could be more ordinary when I was a child, so that I would not attract the attention of the organization—that was Tianxuanying's first mission, to get rid of all my feelings in Tangjiabao, and let me enter the organization willingly .”

"My parents and I treat him sincerely, but I didn't expect that I would become an orphan like him in the end."

"The first mission I started from the organization was going to Tangjiabao. You know, I only found out that time that Tianxuanying is not an orphan. He has a younger sister who is eight years younger than him. She is a very cute girl. The little girl... she seemed to be only 16 at that time."

"I've never wanted to kill a person so much, you know, why, girl, why do you say that he killed my parents, but he still has relatives alive?"

"I was seen by Tianxuanying when I killed her, and I told Tianxuanying that she was torn to pieces by me, oh, be cruel."

I remember Tang Jiabao's tombstone, Yan was not such a cruel person, he secretly buried Ying's younger sister behind Tian Xuanying's back, but he didn't tell Ying.

"To kill my relatives, he killed my parents, and I killed his sister, we were even." Yan paused when he said this, he didn't know what to think of, and suddenly looked up at the sky.

Today is the ninth day of the lunar new year, and the moon is neither round nor curved, and it looks quite funny without embarrassment.Yan stood up suddenly, tied up her long hair scattered on her shoulders, and revealed that fake face, which seemed to pull out a stiff smile.

"We were supposed to be even. But I...but I can't let it go."

I was shocked immediately, I thought that Yan might say that he hated Ying so he didn't want to let Ying go, and I also thought about other possibilities, but I didn't expect Yan to say such a sentence.Yan suddenly turned around and looked at me, his eyes flickering and he didn't know what he was thinking, but I saw his smile getting stronger.

"Very spineless. I can't let go."

"Xiaoxi, I love him for many years, but I also hate him."

I suddenly had an ominous premonition that Yan is not such an emotional person. Many times I can't guess what he is thinking. Sometimes he is smiling on the outside but thinking about how the person in front of him will die in his heart. He looks cold and expressionless In my heart, I have decided to let this person go.There must be a reason for his sudden utterance.I suddenly remembered Xiao Yao'er's letter, three letters in one day, isn't it a bit too concerned about Yan's body?

But... But what if Xiao Yao'er didn't make a fuss?

Why don't you feel tired when you smoke?Why doesn't smoke feel cold?

"Yan, tell me what you are..."

"Xiaoxi, I suddenly feel that people may only be honest at the end of their lives."

I was shocked, the whole plate of peeled pine nuts was accidentally knocked over by me, Yan looked at me with an exaggerated expression, and said distressedly: "Oh, you are such a waste, it is rare for me to peel so many pine nuts for you by myself !"

How can I care about these now, I stand up and look down at the smoke, I think the smoke may think that I am too young, so many times it is perfunctory for me, but I don’t want to be kept in the dark anymore, so I rarely put it away With a playful tone, he asked seriously, "Yan, what's wrong with your body?"

"The poison has entered the lungs, there is no cure, and I will die soon. It's still the same." Yan looked at me with a smile, as if he was talking about the body of an irrelevant person.

"But! Didn't Xiao Yao'er say..."

"Xiao Yao'er's medical skills are good, but he is not a god. I could have survived originally, but it's a pity that I risked my life, because I'm naturally restless." Yan calmly continued peeling the pine nuts without even looking at me.

This person is really... I suddenly don't know what to say about him, he went out of the valley without telling Hei Ya and Xiao Yao'er when he was in his worst health, so that his health was delayed, and now even Xiao Yao'er is powerless to recover.But this man seemed so righteous, it made people dumbfounded.

He is really my master. Even though his body has become like this, he still has such a nonchalant personality that makes people worry all the time.

For some reason, I felt a burst of coldness for no reason, and couldn't help sneezing. Yan looked at me from the corner of his eyes, suddenly stopped peeling the pine nuts, and took off the pink coat that was always on his body and threw it to me. .

"Do you think you are not afraid of the cold like me at night?" He smiled and hit me on the head with a pine nut shell, "Otherwise you should go to bed early and go back to the valley tomorrow to clean up. The owner of the valley said that I have nothing to do for a while. , I still want to go out of the valley and go to the south. By the way, don’t you like the famous weapon of Cangjian Villa? I have a little friendship with the owner of Yewu Village, how about going to get one for you?"

The famous weapon in Hidden Sword Villa is the legendary Big Orange Weapon.It's a pity that I haven't got the poisonous radish in the game. I didn't expect Yan to talk so easily in this world.But if you think about it carefully, Ye Fan is Lao Wang's second disciple, so it's normal for him to have friendship with Yan.

But Yan always uses such easy things to cover up his physical things, so I can't help but worry about him all the time.

I have been in this world for about two years, and the closest person is him. I really can't imagine what I should do without him.

The next day we arrived in the valley, on the way back to Caitian, we met Tao Hanting, this time I still greeted him as usual, but I raised my eyes and observed him secretly, and found that although his face was still calm , but there was something in his eyes that I couldn't understand.

Probably because I was discovered by him, he shifted his eyes to Yan slightly unnaturally, and said in a slightly heavier tone: "Yan, you are too willful this time, if the poison king hadn't stuffed you with medicine in advance, wouldn't you I intend to make my body worse."

Yan coughed unnaturally, lowered his head and said nothing, it could be seen that he still respected Black Crow very much.

The black crow looked at him, then at me, and said, "Go back to the Snow Demon Hall first, the owner of the valley is still waiting for you."

Along the winding tree trunk, Yan rode me towards the Snow Demon Hall on horseback. After passing the last bend, I saw a boy in gray clothes standing at the door. It turned out to be the young master I hadn’t seen for a while, " Alas, you girl has a lot of life, I didn't expect you to become fatter in the Haoqi League."

He smiled at me viciously, Yan patted his head, sneered and said: "My girl is better off than you, and there are people in the Haoqi League. If you go to the Haoqi League, your old lover Will it be will it be will it be?"

The young master's expression changed at that moment, I swallowed, and hid behind Yan, but Yan didn't care, and continued to say in desperation: "You, give your old lover a little time, he can still run away No?"

"You need to say it, hum." The young master snorted lightly, looked at Yan again, with some imperceptible worries, "It's you, what do you plan to do in the future?"

"Me? Take the girl around, and when you die, forget it."

"Tsk tsk, it's said that the scourge lasts a thousand years. You don't look like someone who can live a short life."

"I'd like to borrow your good words." Yan smiled and passed the young master, "I'll go find the owner of the valley."

I couldn't help but look at the young master, this arrogant and arrogant man, who obviously cares about Yan, insists on saying something so unpleasant, if Yan and I both knew him, Fei would be mad at him to death.When the young master saw me looking at him, his expression turned cold. Maybe he wanted to scare me, but I wasn't afraid at all. I couldn't laugh or cry because of his intentional scaring.