forgotten island

Zhang Chengyi finally couldn't bear to close the door to reject the visitors after sending away those who didn't know how many visits.He still had gauze wrapped around his head, but he was already holding a computer in his arms to handle official duties, but only he knew that his mind was not on work.

Ever since he woke up, the back view of Nan Qing's departure has always been engraved in his mind, each time getting farther and more cruel.When he recalled the scene at that time, he was indeed in a daze, but he never thought that Nan Qing would throw the ashtray at him without hesitation.

The typing hands gradually stopped, and the sky outside was terribly gloomy, stained one by one, from black to gray, layer upon layer, spreading all over the sky, as if about to fall.

It looks like it's going to rain soon.

Zhang Chengyi stared at the sinking sky outside, and after a long time, he moved his fingers, took the mobile phone from the bedside, and made a call.

……

When Nan Qing received the call, it happened to be raining heavily. With his things in one hand and his mobile phone in the other, he hurriedly hid under the eaves of the shops on the street. If he knew that the call was from someone close to Zhang Chengyi , he will never pick up.

"Hello." Nan Qing hung the bag on his wrist, and raised his hand to pat the water droplets that fell on his body. The sound of "tearing and tearing" from the plastic bag made him unable to hear what he was saying on the phone.

"Hey, sorry, I didn't hear what you said just now, may I ask..."

"Mr. Nan Qing, hello, my secretary next to Mr. Zhang." A clear male voice rang from the other end of the phone.

As soon as Nan Qing heard the word Zhang, he didn't even think about it. He raised his hand to hang up the phone, but just as he was about to hang up, the other end of the phone seemed to sense something, and before he hung up, he said quickly: "Dr. Still haven't woken up yet."

Nan Qing paused when he hung up the phone. The phone was a certain distance away from his ears. It was an action to take the phone away. The raindrops jumped in with the wind, taking away all the shelter from the rain.

"Mr. Nanqing, I'm right across from you. Is it convenient to go to the hospital?" A dazzling light shone over, paved the wet road, and extended to Nanqing's feet. Nanqing's shadow followed the light on the white Even standing on the lighted wall made him feel like he was falling into darkness.

For a moment, Nan Qing felt that he and Zhang Chengyi were not clean...

He squinted his eyes following the light, and the bag hanging on his wrist moved into the palm of his hand along the hanging hand. He held the bag so tightly that his palms turned red.

A man got out of the car and stood respectfully in the rain with an umbrella in his hand, as if he was waiting for Nan Qing to issue an order, but Nan Qing knew that he had to go this time.

He pursed his lips and said softly, "Okay."

The road to the hospital was unexpectedly smooth, there were basically no red lights and traffic jams, so when Nan Qing stood in front of the white door, he hesitated, he hadn't figured out what to say, nor how to deal with it.He clearly knew that Zhang Chengyi must be awake, otherwise the news would have been on the headlines.

The so-called still not awake is just an excuse for him to come.

Nan Qing knew, that's why he dared to come.

He licked his somewhat dry lips, slowly raised his hand and turned the doorknob, the door was opened little by little, and the inside showed little by little, including Zhang Chengyi who was lying on the bed.

Before Nan Qing walked in, Zhang Chengyi spoke.

"You're here." The tone was flat and natural, as if she was sure that Nanqing would come.

Nan Qing didn't answer, turned around and closed the door, and raised his eyes to look at Zhang Chengyi.Zhang Chengyi had a bandage on his head and water on the back of his hand. He was leaning lazily on the bed. His complexion was not very good. He seemed to have lost a lot of weight, but even so, he still had an unattainable look. appearance.

"What do you want me for?" Nan Qing asked straight to the point.

Zhang Chengyi smiled, pointed to his head, and said irrelevantly: "Nan Qing, you are so ruthless."

Nan Qing's expressionless face moved slightly: "You deserve it."

Zhang Chengyi seemed to have expected Nan Qing to say this, so he was not angry. He looked at him and said, "Why didn't I realize that you still have such a pungent side."

Nan Qingjian didn't want to have too much talk with him: "So? You talked so much, why did you ask me for it?"

Zhang Chengyi moved his stiff body: "I told you, I want you back." His voice was a little weak.

Nan Qing frowned, and looked at Zhang Chengyi puzzled: "Zhang Chengyi, I think I made it very clear, we are broken, and the meaning of breaking up means that we will have nothing to do with each other from now on."

I don't know if it was Nan Qing's illusion, but he felt that Zhang Chengyi's face turned pale.

Hearing Nan Qing's words, Zhang Chengyi's head began to ache. He gritted his teeth, and said in a cold tone, "Nan Qing, I don't understand why you are so persistent all of a sudden? We've been doing well before, haven't we?"

ok?

In Zhang Chengyi's eyes, it turned out that everything was fine.

Nan Qing smiled: "Yeah, it's been fine all the time. Because I'm obedient, isn't it?"

Zhang Chengyi choked for a moment, he watched Nan Qing get closer to him, his shoulders were trembling slightly.

"Because I was obedient, you always thought it was all right." Nan Qing took a deep breath, and said with self-deprecation, "Why am I telling you these things? I did everything willingly, and it's my own fault."

Zhang Chengyi couldn't understand what Nan Qing meant, and always felt that there was something in his words.

"Zhang Chengyi, I really don't have time to play this nurturing game with you anymore. There are many people who are better than me. You can find anyone you want."

"What if I said I only want you?" Zhang Chengyi asked suddenly, he stared at Nan Qing, trying to see that he was a little moved, but Nan Qing's face was as calm as water, and he looked at him lightly, without any ups and downs.

"Zhang Chengyi, what on earth are you going to do? I really don't want to continue anymore." He said this weakly, as if he was exhausted to the extreme.

"I've said it many times, I want you back."

"Why? Because I'm good? Or because I initiated the disconnection first?"

"No." Zhang Chengyi said.

"Why then?"

why?

why?

Zhang Chengyi looked at Nan Qing and thought, his eyes turned red.

In fact, he knew very clearly why?

But those few words came to his mouth again and again, and he couldn't even utter them. He chewed them many times, and he just missed the door. He knew that once he uttered them, it would mean betrayal, betrayal of Ji Li. , and will completely become the passive party, the one who will be restrained, he cannot be the passive one.

Looking at Zhang Chengyi's rich expression, Nan Qing felt a little funny, and asked in a mocking tone: "Could it be because you fell in love with me?"

The wind outside slapped the window open like a thunder, which made Zhang Chengyi's heart beat violently.He looked at Nan Qing, his palms were sweating, and Zhang Chengyi felt that his heart came to his palms along with the meridians, and he was pulling it tightly.

The wind outside was still raging, and the branches and leaves swayed into twisted shadows. The torrential rain squeezed in quickly, and the ground was wet after a while.

The two were eerily quiet.

Nan Qing's self-deprecating words were just to disgust Zhang Chengyi, he knew what kind of words would embarrass him and make him angry.

"Zhang Chengyi, I don't think you will be a pest..."

"Yes."

Nan Qing was stunned, and the words on his lips stopped abruptly with Zhang Chengyi's "yes".

Yes?

Which question did he answer?

Nan Qing stared at Zhang Chengyi in disbelief: "What did you say?"

Zhang Chengyi's face was still pale, he coughed: "I said, yes. I like you."

It was still raining, and it was a little noisy.

Nan Qing looked at him in disbelief, his mind went blank, he stood there, suddenly not knowing how to react.

Maybe it's an illusion... maybe it's an auditory hallucination... maybe it's a dream,

Even if the sea is dry and the stone is rotten, these words should not come out of Zhang Chengsong's mouth.

Is this his strategy?

Zhang Chengyi's gaze was always on Nan Qing. When he said that I like you, Nan Qing's body became visibly tense, his face became ugly, and he seemed to be in a state of dying , from beginning to end in such an instant, lifeless.

"I like you, Nan Qing, otherwise I can't find a reason to keep you, and a reason to miss you. I think... I like you. It should have happened a long time ago, unconsciously..." Zhang Chengyi Then he said.

Zhang Chengyi's words pulled Nan Qing's nerves and paralyzed Nan Qing's brain. In a short time, Nan Qing forcibly pulled back his reason and judgment, and said loudly: "You have it! You have a reason!"

"It's because you're used to me, and because you can't bear me, who has always been obedient, to go against your wishes again and again. That's why you miss me so much!"

Don't say you like me!

Don't say it!

"Is it because I resemble him? Most like him? That's why I'm reluctant?"

Zhang Chengyi's pale face turned earthy, and he looked at Nan Qing uneasily: "What do you know?"

Nan Qing's chest heaved up and down, as if he couldn't exchange oxygen well: "I know everything, I know who you are looking through me! I know what you think of me, Zhang Chengyi. You say you Like me? Like is not like this. If you like me, there will be no other men, you won't kiss and have sex with other people in front of me, and you won't force me to have sex with you that day." XIAOYING

"Zhang Chengyi, it's disgusting that you like it like this. It's really disgusting. So don't say you like it, you don't understand at all, and you don't know." Nan Qing said as he walked towards the door. Later, tears will fall.

Seeing Nan Qing turn around, Zhang Chengyi called out to him excitedly, and anxiously climbed off the bed, but just as his feet touched the bottom, a huge dizziness came over him...

The sound of falling to the ground came from behind Nan Qing.

"Nanqing, don't go." Zhang Chengyi's voice was broken, anxious, and choked up more obviously than that night, "I really like you."

Nan Qing's footsteps stopped when he heard that he liked you, and after a while, Nan Qing slowly turned his head to look at him.

Zhang Chengyi was prostrate on the ground, and he was trying his best to stay awake. He seemed to feel Nan Qing's gaze, and stretched out his hand, looking embarrassed and funny, overlapping with Zhang Chengyi whose face was covered in blood that day.

In Nan Qing's impression, Zhang Chengyi will always be that beautiful young man, or that condescending man, but in just a few days, he saw Zhang Chengyi in the most embarrassing state, but Nan Qing couldn't stir up any disturbance in his heart.

Because the boy was dead, the man had long since been discarded along with the pocket watch.

When Nanqing didn't want anything, he said he liked you.

That's so ironic.

Also disgusting.

In the end, Nan Qing turned back expressionlessly, as if the momentary stay was just an illusion.

This is the third time Nanqing left decisively.