Aftermath of breakup

Although Pei Yi has never been shy about speaking, he rarely has moments similar to "confessing his heart", especially in front of Duan Xinglian.

At this moment, he was squatting beside Duan Xinglian, looking up at him slightly, whether it was the light projection or something, his eyes seemed to be gradually filled with water vapor, making them more and more clear like water.

It's just that his expression was struggling, as if he was feeling Duan Xinglian's pain together, and Pei Yi had never been an eloquent person. When he said this, he opened his mouth, but his throat was sore, as if he was a little unsustainable like.

"I..." Pei Yi didn't know how to continue, he closed his eyes in pain, as if he wanted to repeat his mental construction.

But he didn't want to see a sudden darkness in front of him.It was Duan Xinglian who reached out and covered his eyes.

At the same time, Pei Yi's whole body was suddenly pressed backwards, and he fell directly into the gap between the sofa and the coffee table. Another weight hit his body, and it was Duan Xinglian who fell on him immediately after.

Then in this invisible darkness and in this sudden instant, the fiery kiss fell.

It seems that the recent wandering and the many years of torture finally found an exit, as if the ebb and flow of the tide will drown people together, almost all of them are covered with steaming clouds.

Duan Xinglian kissed fiercely and unreasonably, he greedily sucked the softness between Pei Yi's lips, and pushed the tip of his tongue into his mouth arrogantly, as if he wanted to plunder Pei Yi's breath.

Pei Yi was completely pressed on the carpet. He raised his head, his neck stretched out a beautiful tendon, and his slender, white fingers also tightly gripped Duan Xinglian's clothes, wringing Duan Xinglian's black shirt out in a circle. of folds.

Pei Yi's whole body became weak from the kiss, but his scalp was numb from the violent heartbeat, but he was still trying to respond.

Under the intertwined stimulation, Duan Xinglian loosened his fingers covering his eyes, a ray of light fell into Pei Yi's eyes, and Pei Yi suddenly wanted to look at him.

But as soon as his fingers touched the back of Duan Xinglian's hand, there was a burst of wetness on his cheek at the same time, as if something had dripped, Pei Yi froze, and then, the wetness became more intense, Pei Yi was in this close relationship In the middle of it, I gradually felt a bit salty.

It's tears.Duan Xing held back the turbulent and uncontrollable tears.

Pei Yi was completely stunned.

Pei Yi seldom cried, and he had never seen Duan Xinglian cry. He remembered that Duan Xinglian had broken a bone once when he was a child. Duan Xinglian was so young and in so much pain, but he never shed a single tear.

So his vulnerability is so rare.

Pei Yi withdrew his movement of trying to move his palm away, and let him cover his eyes, and only put his arms around Duan Xinglian's neck, pecking and kissing him bit by bit.

At this moment, it seemed to be raining again outside, and Pei Yi heard the rustling of wind and rain.

They hid in this small corner, and the kiss gradually became gentler and longer.

……

Before Pei Yi went to take a shower, he stared at himself in the mirror for a while.

He touched the corners of his broken lips, and looked at the mess on his body. His heartbeat hadn't stopped for a long time, and it was still rampantly pulling on every nerve of his body.

But there was an uncontrollable smile in his always cold eyes.

Pei Yi covered his face with a cold towel to cool himself down, then turned and walked into the bathroom.

He took a long time in the shower, and when he came out, he happened to meet Duan Xinglian entering the room.

Just now they accidentally knocked over a glass of milkshake on the edge of the coffee table, covering Pei Yi half of his body, even the carpet.

But at this moment, Duan Xinglian had obviously cleaned up the mess, and took a shower in the bathroom outside, his forehead hair was wet, and the previously broken emotions had been completely hidden, only the corners of his eyes were slightly red.

At this moment, Pei Yiju subconsciously blushed a little bit, the temperature in this room was clearly constant, but he felt a little hot.

Pei Yi moved his eyes uncomfortably. He took two steps forward, intending to pass Duan Xing and get out of the room to cool down. At the same time, he found a reason for himself: "I still have a glass of milkshake, I'll drink it..."

Unexpectedly, when he passed by Duan Xinglian, Duan Xinglian grabbed his arm and stopped talking abruptly.

"I've already drank it." Duan Xinglian turned his head to look at him, "Do you want to have a taste?"

Pei Yi understood Duan Xinglian's implication. He was taken aback for a moment, thinking that Duan Xinglian was deliberately teasing him, but then he felt a little temptation hidden by Duan Xinglian.

Pei Yi felt that all the emotional responsiveness of his life was spent on this day.

He raised his eyes to meet Duan Xinglian's eyes, and nodded simply: "Yes."

Then he raised his head and kissed her again, and sure enough, he tasted the sweetness of strawberries.

When the two parted again panting, Duan Xinglian wiped the corners of his lips for him, and heard Pei Yi say softly: "I will add a few strawberries tomorrow, it's a bit too sweet."

Duan Xinglian put his arms around him, rubbing the tip of his nose lightly against him, as if he was confirming something repeatedly.

In the end, Duan Xinglian carried him to the bed, turned off the lights in the room, and the room fell into darkness and silence, the only sound was the drizzle knocking on the window.

Duan Xinglian hugged Pei Yi tightly in the dark, and Pei Yi also put his arms around Duan Xinglian's waist.

I don't know how long it took for each other to seem to have finally recovered.

Pei Yi finally spoke in this silence, he spoke very slowly, but in Duan Xinglian's strong arms that seemed to want to take him as his own, he finally found some of his former straightforwardness and fearlessness.

"Brother, it was a lie to say that I miss you a little bit. I miss you very much. I think about you every day for many years."

"But I...don't dare to look for you, I'm afraid you will blame me," Pei Yi said with trembling breath. After all, this is the deepest secret and taboo in his heart, but in the end he still summoned up the courage to say it out, he wanted To earn a frank future for him and Duan Xinglian, "I'm also afraid that if I go back and try again, it still won't end well."

"I've seen a psychiatrist, but they all said I can't, I can't..."

Pei Yi sniffed his nose lightly, perhaps in the dead of night, he also became less tenacious.

Pei Yi clutched Duan Xinglian's clothes, buried his face in his arms, and said softly, "That's why I'm afraid."

Even though he was prepared, Duan Xinglian didn't expect him to say it himself. Although there were still unfinished words, Duan Xinglian understood and said that he couldn't love someone.

Duan Xinglian listened closely. He patted Pei Yi on the back and kissed his hair, but slowly admitted: "Don't be afraid, it's my fault. I put too much pressure on you in the past."

"No!" Pei Yi backed away a little, his eyes glistened with water, but his eyes were stubborn, "No, it's none of your business."

Duan Xinglian was stunned for a moment. In fact, these words were his sincere words. Before that, Duan Xinglian studied psychology for so many years. While saving himself, he also understood many things that he never understood when he was young.

He knew that he was a little dazed before, and he probably knew what Pei Yi's symptoms were.

But at the beginning, he didn't know how Pei Yi's current situation had changed after so many years, so he didn't think about pursuing it directly, and he was afraid that Pei Yi would choose to give up if he couldn't bear it.

But he never thought that he seemed to carry much more weight in Pei Yi's heart than he imagined.

"Yeah." Duan Xinglian didn't argue with him at this time, and knew it wasn't time to get to the bottom of it, so he just thought about it and said, "But don't be afraid, you trust me and yourself, okay? "

Duan Xinglian's calmness and to-the-point made Pei Yi unconsciously relieved, because even though he was willing to be honest, he subconsciously resisted repeated self-analysis and exposure, which would make him feel bored and hopeless.

He lay back in Duan Xinglian's arms again, and replied sullenly, "Okay."

Otherwise, he would not rush at him again without hesitation.

"So brother," Pei Yi was silent for a while, and finally pointed at the corner of Duan Xinglian's clothes, and asked cautiously, "Can you give me another chance?"

Hearing this, Duan Xinglian's eyes were slightly dazed, and he soon bent his lips into a smile, but he pulled Pei Yi out of his arms. In the darkness, he could only see his hazy outline and a little glint in his eyes, but he still looked at him. Looking at him, this time he didn't choose to skip it, and asked instead: "What are you doing?"

Pei Yi blinked, as if he hadn't expected this rhetorical question, he was stunned for a moment, and then bargained again: "You agree first."

"Okay, I agree." Duan Xinglian said, "So what are you going to do?"

Pei Yi could hear the smile in Duan Xinglian's tone, and knew that he did it on purpose. He was a little shy at first, but now he felt that these emotions were really unnecessary, and they didn't suit him too much.

So he bit Duan Xinglian's Adam's apple forward, and said bluntly, "Get back together, okay?"

After hearing this, Duan Xinglian laughed completely, turned over and pressed him under him, and replied with a smile: "This question still needs to be asked, if it's not good, didn't I just take advantage of you?"

After speaking, she lowered her head slightly, kissed Pei Yi from the center of her eyebrows to the corners of her eyes to the tip of her nose, and finally held her in her arms and kissed for a long time, as if she wanted to make up for it all at once.

But Pei Yi hadn't kissed like this regardless of meat or vegetables for a long time, and after the kiss, his mind was a little dizzy.

But at this time, he heard Duan Xinglian whispering in his ear and said again gently but preciously: "Actually, you gave me a chance to make me come back to life."

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