Aftermath of breakup

In the end, Shao Yu was ruthlessly "invited" out of the house because of his slander.

Before leaving, I was left with the arduous task of two first drafts of papers.

As soon as the door was closed, Pei Yi sat on the carpet beside the sofa, listening to Duan Xinglian's footsteps coming back.

The room returned to silence again, but the atmosphere seemed to stay in the sound of "your wife", like a sticky cloud, not moving for a long time.

Pei Yi's fingertips, which were still typing and annotating, stopped moving, his eyes turned slightly to one side, and his mood fluctuated after a little rest in the past two days.

Duan Xinglian walked over, looked at him with eyelashes half down, with a smile on his lips, as if he was interested in Pei Yi's reaction, so he finally took a step forward as if tentative.

He deliberately said: "You have been with that bastard for two days, and you don't even have my supper."

Pei Yi raised his eyes to look at him, their eyes met, and they saw some different emotions in each other's eyes.

Pei Yi seemed to have touched the branch protruding from the other party, he did not withdraw his hand, and once again indulged himself in holding this new branch with buds, he looked into Duan Xinglian's eyes, and further replied: "Then I will give you a gift tomorrow." Go to the company for dinner?"

When Duan Xinglian heard the words, his eyes widened a little, he nodded with interest, and immediately responded: "Okay, come at noon."

Pei Yi wrote this down in his heart, but at the same time, he was a little confused about what to do to send it to him tomorrow. He was really powerless in this regard, 90.00% of the time, he didn't do well, what should Duan Xinglian do if he was laughed at by his colleagues?

Pei Yi thought worriedly, and told Shao Yu that he didn't need to come over tomorrow, and he turned off the computer only after receiving Shao Yuxi's reply from the sky.

At the same time, he was going to go back to his room to review a few cooking videos. The main recipes didn’t work for him anymore. For example, he really didn’t know the right amount.

But maybe he sat cross-legged for too long, his legs were a little numb, and he couldn't help shaking when he got up.

A pair of hands helped him up in time and steadily.

Duan Xinglian supported Pei Yi's arm with both hands, almost in a hugging posture.

Pei Yi suddenly touched the other's warm chest, his body froze, his eyes were a little blank, looking at Duan Xinglian's clothes in front of him, as if he didn't know how to react.

At this time, the weather was gradually getting hotter, both of them were wearing short-sleeved thin shirts, the windows of the open balcony were not closed, and there was a wind in early summer, faintly blowing over the scorching skin of the two of them who were in close contact.

After a while, Duan Xinglian let go of him and said speciously: "Stand firm."

Pei Yi blinked slightly, but didn't answer the words.

But before the battle, he thought of quitting and quickly changed the subject.

"By the way," Pei Yi heard Shao Yu accidentally mention it during the day, but Shao Yu didn't go into details, and seemed to avoid it. He saw it in his eyes and kept it in his heart, and asked at this time, "Are you two degree?"

Duan Xinglian knew that Pei Yi was talking about him, and was about to tease him further, but he didn't want him to mention this matter. Duan Xinglian's eyes froze for a moment, but he also knew that he couldn't hide it, so he could only answer as naturally as possible: "Finance and psychology are majors for undergraduates, and finance is only for graduate students."

When Pei Yi heard the words, his eyes paused for a moment, and he didn't say much, only replied: "Amazing."

Duan Xinglian also replied with a smile: "Not as good as you."

The conversation between the two ended here, and from washing to turning off the lights and going to sleep, the occasional conversations were all insignificant topics.

It's just that in the dead of night, Pei Yi, whose sleep quality has reached an unprecedented level in the past few days, suddenly opened his eyes.

Duan Xinglian was breathing steadily, obviously falling asleep.

At this time, the distance between them was not as clear as when they just fell asleep, and Duan Xinglian got closer to him at some point.

As soon as Pei Yi raised his hand, he could almost easily touch Duan Xinglian's eyebrows.

The window was only covered with a layer of white gauze, and the soft moonlight came in. Looking at Duan Xinglian's sleeping face, Pei Yi couldn't help sticking out his fingertips, but it seemed that he was afraid of waking him up. Describing his facial features carefully.

Taking advantage of the topic just now, Pei Yi suddenly remembered something from a long time ago.

After he went abroad that year, he also lost contact with Yin Shuang.

It was only later in J University that he ran into Yin Shuang who came to communicate by chance.

Yin Shuang didn't question him, and didn't even express any dissatisfaction with his sudden departure. When they saw each other again, they were pleasantly surprised by the reunion of old friends.

They didn't talk for long that day, but after a few back and forth, Pei Yi understood that Yin Shuang was actually asking him both inside and outside the words, okay?

Pei Yi forced a smile at that time, but felt bitter in his heart.

In fact, in the final analysis, for Pei Yi, the symptom of his mismatch with Duan Xinglian is the root cause of their breakup.

At that time, he also sincerely hoped that someone could love Duan Xinglian very sincerely and passionately, and could give Duan Xinglian everything he couldn't.

But later, he tried to save himself again, unwilling to give up, wanting to see if he still had hope.

For this reason, he has consulted many psychiatrists, and even shamelessly consulted Yin Shuang who is familiar with him.

But neither worked.

At the end of the diagnosis and treatment, even Yin Shuang sometimes couldn't help looking at him with helpless eyes.

At that time, Pei Yi knew that he was not going to get better.

But his only "medicine" was abandoned by him in the past.

After that, Pei Yi also gradually realized that there was no hope between him and Duan Xinglian who could not recover.

So even though Pei Yi often thought about Duan Xinglian so much that he couldn't sleep all night, he didn't dare to disturb him anymore.

And since he was a child, he always heard others say that he was cold but firm, but in the end, he realized that he was so hesitant and cowardly.

And if it wasn't for the professor this time, he might not dare to come back.

After a long time, I feel more and more close to my hometown and feel timid. It's not that I don't want to see it, but I dare not see it.

At this moment, Pei Yi was staring at Duan Xinglian's appearance without blinking, and approached quietly, but his heart was turbulent.

In fact, from the day of the reunion, from the moment he saw Duan Xinglian, Pei Yi's hesitation of the previous nine years began to gradually collapse, and the defense line in his heart began to loosen infinitely.

So when Duan Xinglian proposed a "love contract" with him, a thought that had been suppressed for a long time but did not dare to hope immediately popped up in Pei Yi's mind-do I have a chance to do it all over again with him?

This idea was hidden under all kinds of high-sounding and self-evident reasons, but those reasons and thoughts were nothing more than an opportunity for him to convince himself that he could stay by Duan Xinglian's side with peace of mind and justification.

He used these excuses to have an affair with Duan Xinglian, but he never dared to pierce the window paper.

Because he knew that even after many years, he still hadn't healed, and Duan Xinglian's emotional dependence might not have eased either.

They are still inappropriate.

But even though Pei Yi knew this, he couldn't resist at all, and finally his desire for Duan Xinglian prevailed.

Up to now, Pei Yi can no longer deceive himself when the sky and the sky are rolling in.

He lacks emotion, cannot love others, and has difficulty maintaining long-term, stable and healthy intimate relationships.

But he selfishly wanted Duan Xinglian.

At this moment, Pei Yi couldn't help getting closer, Duan Xinglian's gentle breath seemed to fall on the tip of his nose.

The room was infinitely quiet, but Pei Yi always kept a slight distance from Duan Xinglian.

After an unknown amount of time, when Pei Yi gradually became drowsy, a hand was put on his waist.

Pei Yi's consciousness was hazy, and his hand unconsciously climbed onto the other's shoulder.

Immediately afterwards, Pei Yi vaguely felt a very light kiss on the corner of her lips.

Pei Yi was in a daze at the moment, and suddenly he couldn't tell the sun and the moon, as if he had returned to the intimate night in the 403 dormitory when he was a teenager.

So much so that he unconsciously raised his head slightly habitually, and gave the lightest but warmest response.

The moment the lips touched, it was as if they had finally penetrated more than 3000 years of day and night cycles, and finally saw the shimmer of mist.

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