Aftermath of breakup

Duan Xinglian didn't get the answer to this question until the end that day.

And Pei Yi didn't expect that Duan Xinglian and Starry Night's journey would end in an unhappy breakup.

Although Pei Yi still sent Duan Xinglian to the airport in the end, the two of them had nothing to say on the way, and they didn't kiss each other when they parted.

Duan Xing walks away in anger.

Pei Yi stood at the airport in a foreign country, looking at the plane above his head passing through the clouds, bringing out snow-white ripples under the blue sky.

The sky is quiet and no one disturbs, this is clearly the quiet time that Pei Yi should enjoy.

But this time, Pei Yi's heart was so quiet that he felt bored.

Just now Duan Xinglian said that he was going to kick him away again.

"Again".

This is the first time that Pei Yi has realized the thoughts buried deep in Duan Xinglian's heart since they got back together, after coming into contact with Duan Xinglian's mind.

So he thought so.

It turned out that he was still brooding about their breakup.

But Pei Yi couldn't blame Duan Xinglian, because it was impossible for him not to hear the panic behind Duan Xinglian's question.

Similarly, it was because he didn't do a good job that made Duan Xinglian feel uneasy.

Pei Yi got in a taxi and returned to the hotel. Looking at the gift that Duan Xinglian didn't take away in the room, his eyes were a little dazed.

But what he was thinking at this time was not the matter that Duan Xinglian said that he was going to kick him away.

Because Pei Yi knew that he never thought of breaking up with Duan Xinglian again.

So that's not the ultimate question.

What kept flashing back in his mind were two other words.

Reluctantly, pretending.

The appearance of these two words is like a sudden and unexpected collapse of the snow mountain after a shout.

Pei Yi is like a person buried deep in the snow, the sense of suffocation gradually rising is like a bundle of thin threads entwining his heart bit by bit.

He knew that he was learning how to get along with Duan Xinglian and trying his best to meet his demands, so of course he was exhausted by this.

But Pei Yi has always thought that these are at most just a little burden in love.

He also just has a cold personality and is not used to some enthusiastic expressions.

Isn't this normal?

But judging from Duan Xinglian's reaction, this is obviously abnormal.

Pei Yi lay back and opened his eyes to look at the chandelier on the ceiling. There seemed to be a marquee in front of his eyes, flashing back many scenes of his past.

His behavior and thinking often seem to be somewhat different from normal people.

Not only when dealing with feelings, but also when dealing with other things.

All in all, he... seems to have been disguising, living with a mask.

Pei Yi covered his eyes with his arms, avoiding the light source in front of him, as if avoiding some truths that he had never faced before.

But Pei Yi also knew that once he became conscious, he couldn't avoid it.

In the end, Pei Yi lay down until the sky outside gradually darkened, and gradually walked towards the dark night.

At nine o'clock in the evening, he picked up his mobile phone and looked at the empty WeChat.

He clicked on the keyboard and moved his fingers, but Pei Yi deleted and typed, typed and deleted the simple words "Are you there yet", but he still couldn't send it out.

He dare not.

Duan Xinglian is still angry, if he exposes it lightly, it seems to belittle Duan Xinglian's emotions.

But he couldn't explain it.

He didn't even think about it clearly, what could he say to Duan Xinglian?

In the end, Pei Yi cut out the dialog box, but accidentally saw a familiar profile picture appearing in the Moments update column.

Pei Yi clicked in and took a look, and found that his boyfriend had sent a photo of Yancheng Airport.

1 minute before sending time.

Seeing this, Pei Yi blinked, and finally felt relieved, then covered the phone and ignored it.

In the next few days, Pei Yi didn't even step out of the hotel, but every time he tried to analyze himself clearly, he became more and more chaotic.

Pei Yi has never been caught in this kind of self-doubt, and sometimes it seems difficult to even breathe.

In the middle of the night, Pei Yi couldn't fall asleep and had no way to resolve it, so he could only get up and turn on the light, and took a book from the bed.

He came here on this trip, and the few extracurricular books he brought were all taken from Duan Xinglian.

Thinking of this, Pei Yi couldn't help picking up his phone again, and clicked on the boyfriend's dialog box, but hesitated for a long time, still didn't know what to post, and entered his homepage by accident.

It turned out that the other party updated the circle of friends 1 minute ago.

It's a photo of a desk lamp flickering.

Pei Yi couldn't help but look at the desk lamp beside him, and at the thick night outside through the open window, thinking, isn't he still asleep?

Pei Yi leaned her head back against the head of the bed, and let out a long sigh.

At the same time, he lost his grip on his hand, and the book slipped from his hand, and fell on the carpet with a slight sound.

Pei Yi didn't care at first, and looked at the void for a while aimlessly, then stood up halfway, ready to bend down to pick up the book.

But just now when he leaned out, Pei Yi's eyes narrowed, looking at the book on the ground and a... business card that suddenly appeared next to him?

The business card seemed to have been shaken out of a book.

Pei Yi was a little confused, so he picked up the book and took a look at the business card. The name "Qingyue Counseling Room" caught his eye.

The contact person, Yin Shuang, was also written below.

Seeing this name, Pei Yi suddenly awakened some memories that were almost buried.

This is the teacher of the psychological counseling class arranged by the school shortly after the National Day.

At that time, they also filled out the psychological counseling questionnaire in the class, but later Duan Xinglian suddenly had a fever, so he didn't finish the class.

But he still remembered that his questionnaire score was 59 between thirty and seventy, which was a normal value.

But Pei Yi also remembered that he filled in randomly and didn't answer truthfully.

Thinking of this, Pei Yi's eyebrows moved, and his gaze was lightly placed on the phone number under the business card.

-

Pei Yi hesitated for another two days.

He still didn't go out these two days, even Pei Xueyuan couldn't help asking him what's wrong.

Pei Yi didn't want to say more, so he put on his sweater and went out.

Xu Shi hasn't been exposed to fresh air for a long time, and Pei Yi was not used to seeing the sun at first glance.

At last he went to the river and sat down on a bench.

He looked at the sparkling river, lost his mind for a while, and finally clicked on Add friend, and then searched for the mobile phone number, and the person he found was Yin Shuang's name.

Then Pei Yi sent the verification message in one go.

I don't know if the other party happened to be looking at his mobile phone, but he passed the verification quickly.

Pei Yi couldn't help sitting up straight when he saw the new dialog box, and even his fingertips seemed to be a little stiff when he saw "The other party is typing..." on it.

The next moment, the other party sent a message.

But it's just a cute emoji to say hello.

Pei Yi inexplicably relaxed a little, then moved his fingertips, and quickly sent the message.

[: Hello, Mr. Yin, I am a student of the No. [-] Middle School. May I ask if you can send me another copy of the psychological consultation questionnaire. 】

Pei Yi held his breath after sending out.

His eyes stared at the page without blinking, and when the electronic document of the questionnaire popped up suddenly, his eyes felt slightly sore.

Two more messages followed.

【Yin Frost: Yes. 】

[Yin Frost: Are judging criteria needed? 】

[: Yes, thank you teacher. 】

After Pei Yi returned, he immediately got up and walked back. At this point, he suddenly became impatient again.

He went to the hotel to print out the questionnaire and standards, then returned to the room, sat at the desk, and began to fill in the form very seriously as if he was dealing with the most difficult competition questions.

Pei Yi had seen these questions a long time ago, and he already had the answers in his mind, and now he saved the difficulty of deliberately concealing them, so he completed the entire set of questionnaires in less than 10 minutes.

Then he took out the grading standards, looked at them roughly, and compared them with the scores for each question.

It was also at this moment that Pei Yi discovered that the questionnaire was done very professionally. Regardless of the terminology, he couldn't even understand the standards, so he could only use the framework to score.

The first question, 0 points, the second question, 0 points...

No.90 nine questions, 1 point.

Pei Yi judged for half an hour, and finally finished the evaluation with difficulty, and finally added up the total score.

In fact, there is no need to add, the score can be seen at a glance, because the total score he got this time is only 4 points.

A ridiculously low 4 points.

Pei Yi sat at the table, his eyes gradually went blank.

But at this time, for some reason, he was not as overwhelmed as before. It seemed that the matter had already been settled, and it was not so worth thinking about.

So much so that he suddenly felt that there was nothing difficult to face.

Then he took out his phone and sent a message.

[: Teacher Yin, my score is only 4 points, can I make an appointment for psychological counseling? 】

At this time, it took a long time for the other end to reply, but he didn't express much surprise at the result.

[Yin Shuang: Yes, but I am currently studying in continent A, and it may take a while to come back. If you want, I can introduce you to a new consulting teacher. 】

[: Teacher Yin, please let me know when you come back. 】

[Yin Frost: Okay. 】

Pei Yi doesn't want to meet new people, and this matter can't be resolved in a short while, so he is willing to wait, and let him have enough time to make mental preparations.

And since this incident, Yin Shuang sent Pei Yi a greeting or two from time to time.

The frequency is not high, and Pei Yi doesn't need to reply in time, it's just like chatting with friends.

At the same time, Pei Xueyuan felt that she hadn't had enough time here, and wanted to stay a few more days, but Pei Yi agreed.

In a blink of an eye, it was February 2th, and Yin Shuang, who had already exchanged names with Pei Yi, sent another chat.

[Yin Shuang: Tomorrow's Valentine's Day, my husband and I are going to the underwater world, I heard it's very beautiful, Xiao Pei, have you ever been there? 】

Pei Yi was looking at his phone at this time, and seeing this, he couldn't help but raise his eyebrows.

【: I've been to the aquarium. 】

[Yin Frost: How do you feel? 】

【:very good. 】

【Yin Shuang: Then do you plan to experience it again? 】

【:have no idea. 】

【Yin Frost: How should I say it? 】

【: I went there with my lover at the time, but now we have a fight, I don’t know if he still wants to go with me. 】

Pei Yi didn't pay attention when he typed and lost "he". It was already past time when he wanted to withdraw, and it would be even more obvious if he explained it.

So she didn't add anything. Fortunately, Yin Shuang didn't know whether she hadn't noticed it or she didn't feel anything, so she didn't mention "him".

[Yin Shuang: Guessing is easy to make mistakes, so you might as well ask. 】

[: If you ask, it will appear that I am particularly confident. 】

[Yin Shuang: Maybe if you ask, the other party can also feel the preference. 】

Pei Yi saw this, but didn't reply.

He thought that Duan Xinglian had always favored him.

And now, he doesn't know how to face Duan Xinglian.

But even though he thought so, Yin Shuang's words were like a seed, taking root in Pei Yi's heart.

The more time passed, the more luxuriant the seeds, and the stronger the desire to see Duan Xinglian.

So much so that even Pei Yi couldn't help becoming a little anxious.

As the evening approached, Pei Yi's rare impulse finally gained the upper hand.

He packed his things in a hurry.

While pulling the suitcase into the elevator, he sent a message to Pei Xueyuan saying that he would go back first.

When the elevator went downstairs, Pei Yi opened the ticketing software and bought the latest flight back to Yancheng.

Pei Yi stepped out of the elevator and began to think whether it would be faster to take a taxi by himself or the hotel.

Forget it, let’s fight by ourselves——

Thoughts stop here.

Pei Yi just walked out of the revolving door of the hotel, but saw a familiar figure beside the fountain in the hotel garden.

The other party also saw him at the same time, a trace of surprise flashed in his eyes, obviously he didn't expect to meet him, then he didn't stay long, turned around and planned to leave.

Seeing this, Pei Yi immediately let go of the suitcase, and ran forward, shouting, "Duan Xinglian!"

Duan Xinglian paused when he heard the sound, he didn't want to stay, and he was afraid that Pei Yi would fall. At the moment when he was in a dilemma, he heard Pei Yi's footsteps coming behind him, he took a breath, his tone seemed a little cautious, and asked in a low voice He: "Valentine's Day is coming soon, won't you spend it with me?"

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