Aftermath of breakup

For Duan Xinglian, the question of "Have you ever had a girlfriend" is actually equivalent to "Have you ever been in a relationship?" That's why Duan Xinglian has such a big reaction.

Hearing what Pei Yi said at this moment, Duan Xinglian was startled at first, and then he was a little distracted by the words "boyfriend" echoing in his ears.

But he didn't have time to think more, the classmates around him were still counting the number of push-ups in unison.

"Eight!"

"Nine!"

"The last one, ten!!"

But when the ninth push-up was getting up and the tenth was falling, Pei Yi, who had been keeping his face slightly sideways, thought it was over at this moment, but suddenly turned his head around.

Duan Xinglian was caught off guard and forcibly stopped his falling momentum, but it was still too late.

Suddenly, he touched the corner of Pei Yi's slightly cold lips.

Very light, like a dragonfly touching water and a feather falling; it is also very fast, and in addition to the darkness at the moment, almost no one around can see it.

But Duan Xinglian knew that this was not an illusion.

At that moment, he felt that a string in his mind seemed to be broken, and he suddenly felt a little blank.

But at the same time, out of the corner of his eye, he noticed an unknown object flying behind him.

He leaned over quickly, hugged Pei Yi and rolled around on the lawn next to him.

Chu Yifan let out a scream behind him, and the person who was planning to throw himself on Duan Xinglian's back flew to nothing.

But then the other boys didn't let him go, and directly used Chu Yifan as a cushion, throwing themselves on his back one by one, laughing and making noises.

Chu Yifan was bouncing on the bottom without moving: "It's going to kill me!"

Pei Yi sat on the sidelines and watched, somewhat fortunate, otherwise he would be the one who was unlucky now.

Pei Yi smiled, and wanted to tell Duan Xinglian that luckily he reacted quickly, but turned his head, only to find that Duan Xinglian was staring straight at not far away, his eyes were unfocused, obviously in a trance.

So Pei Yi didn't bother him, and just sat quietly aside.

And he didn't really like this kind of group activities, if it wasn't for Duan Xinglian, he wouldn't have come at all.

Unknowingly, the time was approaching 10:30, Meng Wenwen and the other girls thought it was a bit late, Duan Xinglian regained his senses, and asked Chu Yifan to ask his uncle to arrange a car to take them home.

But he didn't want Chu Yifan to come back with a case of beer after sending off the people.

In fact, drinking, smoking, fighting... and puppy love are quite distant things for many students, and most of their lives are filled with test papers and grades.

They are no exception to Pei Yi.

But they may not yearn for these things, and they won't feel much after touching them, but at this age when they are new to everything, they will inevitably be a little curious, and they will not hesitate to try without touching the bottom line.

But now only Duan Xinglian and Pei Yi were left on the open lawn, Shao Yulin Si was Fang Ai and the others, plus Chu Yifan and Lu Zhu, a total of seven people.

Chu Yifan divided up the beer, Pei Yi and Lin Siwei didn't want it, but Duan Xinglian asked for two bottles directly.

Pei Yi glanced at him calmly.

It just so happened that Chu Yifan pulled the tab, held up the beer and respected the sky, and said proudly: "Tonight we won't go home until we're drunk!"

Everyone: "..."

Lu Zhu couldn't help complaining: "Are you an idiot? Thank you for two bottles of beer per person."

Chu Yifan ignored him, and he walked up to Duan Xinglian again, wanting to touch him: "Brother Duan, say it again, happy birthday!"

Duan Xinglian smiled and touched the bottle with him: "Thank you."

Then both of them took a big sip, and Chu Yifan choked himself because of his lack of proficiency.

Fang Ai couldn't help laughing, and raised a beer not far away: "Happy birthday, Xiao Duan."

Shao Yu and Lu Zhu also joined the toasting army.

Lin Siwei watched from the side, smiled and said to Pei Yi: "Isn't it good for us to just do this?"

He also opened a bottle of beer.

Pei Yi was unmoved, and just took an empty juice glass next to him instead.

Several people bumped into each other, and after touching each other, they said happy birthday to Duan Xinglian in unison.

So far, today's party seems to have finally come to an end, and Chu Yifan doesn't know where to learn the process, but he still has to go through the sensational link here.

Lying on the lawn, looking at the night sky full of stars, he couldn't help murmuring: "I really don't want to grow up..."

Pei Yi glanced at him, but saw Duan Xinglian walking towards him, and Lin Siwei had also gone to Shao Yu's side at some point.

Pei Yi looked at the beer bottle in Duan Xinglian's hand, and then asked him, "Is this your birthday wine?"

Before Duan Xinglian could speak, he heard Pei Yi say, "Then let me have a drink."

Duan Xinglian didn't expect him to show face so much, and couldn't help raising his eyebrows.

But when he saw a cup next to Pei Yi, he thought it was his and was about to pour him a sip.

Unexpectedly, as soon as the bottle was handed out, Pei Yi pressed against the bottom of his bottle and took a sip.

— This beer is what he drank.

Duan Xinglian was stunned for a moment, and he couldn't help but glance at the corner of Pei Yi's mouth that was stained with alcohol.

The feeling of blank mind just now came back.

Now it even feels like there are fireworks in it.

"Duan Xinglian?"

Duan Xing regained his composure, and when he heard Pei Yi calling him, he responded, "Huh? What's the matter?"

Pei Yi pointed behind him: "Chu Yifan called you."

Duan Xinglian turned his head, only to find that Chu Yifan had gone from the stage of sensationalism to the stage of looking forward to the future. He heard Chu Yifan ask: "Brother Duan, what do you want to do in the future?"

Duan Xinglian frowned slightly when he heard the words, and said honestly: "I haven't thought about it."

"Ah? You haven't thought about it either?" Chu Yifan sat up immediately after hearing this, his whole body was refreshed, "That's great! I thought I was the only one who was confused when I was young."

Just now he asked around, Lu Zhu wanted to be a programmer, Fang Ai wanted to be a lawyer, Lin Siwei wanted to pursue an official career, Shao Yu wanted to lie flat, and he didn't even have a specific goal.

At this moment, it can be regarded as finding a bosom friend.

Then he went to ask Pei Yi again, trying to see if he could find some resonance.

Everyone present cast their gazes over.

Pei Yi thought for a while but said: "Probably all the way to get a Ph.D., either stay in school to teach or enter a research institute."

Duan Xinglian raised his eyebrows, Chu Yifan spoke for him: "Do you want to be a teacher?"

"No." Pei Yi said solemnly, "My mother said that I am suitable for a simple job, otherwise I will easily offend people when I go to work, and then I will be put on small shoes."

As soon as these words came out, Duan Xinglian couldn't help being strangely silent for a few seconds.

After a while, Fang Ai and Chu Yifan laughed. Chu Yifan held his stomach and said, "Little God, you are really hahaha. I have never seen anyone who is more straightforward than you."

Fang Ai also laughed and shouted: "Pei Yi, you are so cute!"

Pei Yi didn't understand what they were laughing at, and thought he was telling the truth.

But then he heard Duan Xinglian asking next to him: "So you are studying hard now just to get a doctor degree?"

"That's right." Pei Yi said, "I heard that graduating with a Ph.D. is difficult."

Seeing Duan Xinglian's silence, he remembered his words that he hadn't thought about what he would do in the future, so he took advantage of the situation and gave a suggestion: "Do you want to take the exam as well? You have a goal."

"Uh..." Duan Xinglian gritted his teeth, "I wouldn't be so muddle-headed."

And it's not that he hasn't thought about it at all, it's just that his direction may be a little different from everyone's.

In fact, Duan Xinglian has been looking forward to family life since he was very young.

He had thought more than once about what his future lover would be like, whether they would love each other very much, whether they would be happy together...

Thinking of this, Duan Xinglian cast another glance at the person in front of him.

But he didn't say anything more.

And so far, their gathering today was finally over, and Chu Yifan and Lu Zhu went home together.

Duan Xinglian went to settle the bill, and when he came out, he found Lin Siwei and Fang Ai supporting Shao Yu, who seemed to have poured out a bottle.

Pei Yi stood aside, and when he came out, he said, "I'm leaving first."

"I send you."

"No need." Pei Yi looked at him for a while, and then seemed to have discovered something again, "Duan Xinglian, I think you look a little drunk too."

Before he said anything, Duan Xinglian felt that he was okay, and he was sober when he just paid the bill, and no one noticed his abnormality.

But after Pei Yi said that, Duan Xinglian felt a little dizzy, so dizzy that he felt that there were many Pei Yi in front of him.

Close at hand, clear eyes, soft mouth...

Duan Xinglian closed his eyes, trying to force himself to wake up, but to no avail, he only felt more and more Pei Yi in front of him.

"Duan Xinglian!"

Pei Yi saw that Duan Xinglian's eyes were gradually losing focus, and he began to stagger, so he was startled, and walked over to support him.

At this time, Lin Siwei's driver had just arrived, and they had just helped Shao Yu into the car, when they turned around and saw that they had fainted again, so they had to run over quickly.

Pei Yi and Lin Siwei worked together to send Duan Xinglian to the car, but unexpectedly, Duan Xinglian grabbed Pei Yi's hand and would not let go.

Seeing this, Lin Siwei glanced at him thoughtfully, stood behind him and said inexplicably, "I haven't seen him drink before."

Fang Ai has already got into the car at this moment, and after hearing the words, he continued: "It means he is happy tonight!"

But Lin Siwei asked back: "What if you use wine to drown your sorrows?"

Pei Yi paused.

Fang Ai said subconsciously: "What is he worried about—"

But at this point, she stopped suddenly, thinking of some family affairs about Duan Xinglian.

But Lin Siwei smiled at this moment, and said: "He has always been able to bear it, and some things are nothing; so tonight, he must be happy, but there may be some things that he hasn't figured out yet."

After finishing speaking, Pei Yi was brought into the topic again: "Right, Pei Yi?"

Pei Yi didn't quite understand, Lin Siwei always spoke like this, he was too lazy to guess, so he didn't answer, and at this time Duan Xinglian finally let go of him, he closed the car door for Duan Xinglian, stood up straight and faced Lin Siwei Wei said: "You go first."

Lin Siwei didn't continue the specious topic just now, but just asked: "What about you? Shall we send you off first?"

"It's okay, my house is close." Pei Yi was not polite, and took out his mobile phone to hail a taxi while walking to the side of the road, "Let's go, goodbye."

Lin Siwei nodded, but still waited until Pei Yi got into the car and took note of the license plate number before letting the driver drive away.

And after Pei Yi returned home, he sent a message to Duan Xinglian saying that he had arrived.

When I woke up early the next morning, I found that Duan Xinglian had replied to him at four o'clock in the middle of the night, probably when he was sober.

Pei Yi didn't reply after that, and Duan Xinglian didn't send any more messages.

Two days of the weekend flew by.

As soon as Pei Yi arrived in the classroom on Monday morning, he heard that Chu Yifan was still passionately reminiscing about the joy of Friday night, and said that he would do the same on his birthday. Seeing Pei Yi, he also invited him to come in eleven months later join.

Pei Yi just smiled and didn't answer, but in a blink of an eye, he found that Duan Xinglian had also arrived and was sleeping on the table.

For the next morning, Duan Xinglian remained like this, looking sick.

When the fourth class was over, Pei Yi finally couldn't help asking him: "Did you not sleep well last night?"

Unexpectedly, Duan Xinglian glanced at him, then quickly looked away, and simply replied: "No."

At this point, Pei Yi finally confirmed that Duan Xinglian was in a bad mood.

If it were someone else, Pei Yi would definitely ignore him, but he really couldn't do it to Duan Xinglian.

Probably because Duan Xinglian was really kind to him.

But here, Duan Xinglian looked out the window, but was slightly lost in thought.

During these two free days, he thought a lot, and of course it was all about Pei Yi.

At the same time, he almost dissected himself.

——On the night before the National Day, Pei Yi said that he was unwilling and unbalanced. He didn't admit it at the time, and he was a little annoyed because of Pei Yi's bad idea of ​​repaying it. But thinking about it now, Pei Yi was actually right. He was not reconciled, at least in the first month, he had been brooding about breaking up with Pei Yi.

It only got better after opening up that night.

But that night Pei Yi said again that he was with him because of impulsiveness.

This Duan Xinglian couldn't deny it, and he could even give a more appropriate point of view now.

Duan Xinglian admitted that he was very kind to Pei Yi at the beginning, in fact, because he saw some shadows of himself in him. He and Pei Yi had similar family experiences, although Pei Yi and his state of mind were quite different. , the current situation is also very different, but Duan Xinglian always remembers that when his father took him and Aunt Pei took Pei Yi, when they were about to start a new family, they were unfamiliar and wary of each other.

So for Duan Xinglian, being nice to Pei Yi at the beginning was like being nice to his former self in a sense, like compensation for his past self.

And this kind of compensatory psychology naturally contains some impulsive elements.

In the beginning, Duan Xinglian thought so, so that he could find suitable motives for all his actions in front of Pei Yi, not because of other factors.

Until the touch of the corners of his lips last Friday night, it seemed that a storm in his heart was set off at once.

From then on, his mind was full of Pei Yi, even after he purposely drunk himself out, Pei Yi was in his dreams.

At this moment, Duan Xinglian is like a desert traveler who is very dry but can't find a source of water. He is anxious, but he can't find a corresponding answer.

Because he doesn't feel now that his unwillingness and desire to make up for himself can make him so restless.

The reasons that he once thought were reasonable are no longer enough to support his behavior and thoughts at the moment.

There is an answer that seems to break through my mind, but it seems that there is always a lack of opportunity to find out.

Duan Xinglian covered his face, took a deep breath secretly, and forced himself to remain calm.

After class at noon, their family no longer delivered meals, and Shao Yu didn't go with them, so they just went to the cafeteria to eat together.

After lunch, Pei Yi went to occupy a seat, while Duan Xinglian went to serve soup.

But when he came back, he saw a girl standing in front of Pei Yi.

As soon as he approached, he heard the girl's last words.

"Pei Yi, whether you like me or not, I like you anyway."

When Duan Xinglian heard this, there was a "buzz" in his head, as if there was a crack in something.

He's seen this girl before too. She's from Class [-] of Liberal Arts. She's very pretty, and it's said that her grades are also very good.

Duan Xinglian walked over to put down the soup bowl, and then he heard himself asking uncontrollably, "What...what did she tell you?"

"It's nothing." Pei Yi didn't seem to care, "He said he wanted to be with me."

Duan Xing paused for a moment, his chest swelled, as if he had been stabbed by the same thoughts suddenly.

Pei Yi said again: "It should be a joke."

Then he didn't bring up the subject again.

And Duan Xinglian lowered his eyes, and didn't speak any more during the banquet.

After dinner, Pei Yi went to buy a box of fruit, only to find a few slices of mango underneath.

Before Pei Yi had time to pick it away, Duan Xinglian said, "Give it to me if you don't eat."

This is really familiar, he has heard it many, many times before.

At this point, Pei Yi finally couldn't help but said, "Why are you being so nice to me?"

Duan Xing's movements of picking mangoes stopped.

And Pei Yi didn't ask this question to get an answer. Then, he turned his head slightly to find Duan Xinglian's eyes: "What's the matter with you recently?"

When Duan Xinglian heard this, he subconsciously wanted to deny it, but the words turned into: "Do you care about me? Why?"

"Yeah." Pei Yi didn't hide anything, and said directly to him, "Brother, I want to make you happy, so how can you be happy?"

Following this question, an answer appeared in Duan Xinglian's mind uncontrollably - I will be happy when you are by my side.

But the moment this answer appeared, Duan Xinglian was stunned. Did Pei Yi influence his emotions to this point?

"boom"--

At this moment, the invisible line of defense suddenly shattered, and an answer finally crossed the collapsed dam, and along with the raging river water poured into Duan Xinglian's limbs and bones.

At this moment, every bone and every nerve in him is clamoring to tell him - that's because you like Pei Yi.

Whether Pei Yixi likes you or not, you still like Pei Yi.

I like to want to be with him forever.

It is also because I like him that I am willing to treat him well for a long time without regard to rewards, and I am so sad because of separation, I miss him uncontrollably, I want to kiss him, I want to hug him, and I dream of him in my dreams. You will be upset because of his words, and you will be happy because of his words.

And these have long been quite different from the original compensations, impulses, and unwillingness.

At this moment, Duan Xinglian just likes Pei Yi simply, and he doesn't know when he can't help but like Pei Yi.

The author says:

It will be on the shelves on the 22nd, and it will not be updated at [-] o'clock in the morning.

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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