Cross candy jar with stars

Qin Anpei's sweet voice came: "I will definitely become a person who loves the world like my sister in the future!"

"Everyone has their own unique way of living, you don't have to be like me. It is enough to live your own life according to your own way of living."

Zhang Yang charged the turned off iPad, and while chatting with Qin Anpei, he wrote and drew on a piece of paper, which looked like a floor plan.

"I also have a small dream. I like writing very much. The first time I came into contact with writing was when I was in elementary school. At that time, I accidentally clicked on the registered author. Later, out of curiosity, I tried to publish a chapter, and unexpectedly received many Reader support.

Since then, I have started my dream journey.Although my ability is not strong, there are still readers who are willing to read my humble works and encourage me. I feel extremely lucky to have such a group of people who silently support me, which is also the reason why I will continue to write in the future.

Now there are many people who accompany me to write, of course, they who were with me are still not far away.If it is said that writing is my dream, then they are the reason why I pursue my dream. "

While listening to Qin Anpei's speech, Zhang Yang restarted the iPad, opened a certain software, drew a sketch on the blank canvas, and chuckled.

"When I was young, my dream was to save the world. Later, I realized the deviation between the ideal and the reality. I changed the way and added realistic factors to my childhood dream, so I created my current dream." Zhang Yang's men still kept moving. , created a new layer, refined layer [-], and continued, "As an ordinary human being, maybe I can't change anything, but maybe I can keep my original intention. In this chaotic and filthy era, I hope that I will always be It’s me. Although it’s impossible to go back to the age when I tried to save the world, I hope that I can always be the girl who loves the world, and I wish you so.”

"Actually, I still have a small wish. I want to love the world you love so much." Zhang Yang smiled sweetly, lying on the table, playing with plush dolls, "Sister, how did you get into painting?"

"The first time I saw someone picking up a paintbrush and wantonly writing about their loved ones and scenes, I had the idea of ​​'going to paint'. Later, I was sent to a special class by my father to learn painting, which made me feel that I was not I was not free, which made me hate painting. Sometimes I would practice hard for several hours, or even more than ten hours, because the tutors were not good enough.

After studying painting for four years, the restraint and lack of freedom finally crushed me.I suddenly had a high fever at night, my father was not there, my mother... I had a fever all night, and when I opened my eyes again, I was in the infirmary.Later I heard that it was my second aunt who sent me here.

She also has a job, so she can only take time to visit me. Most of the rest of the time is her daughter, my cousin, who is with me.We didn't get along for a long time, only about two weeks. After two weeks, my illness was cured, and they went back. We could only see each other during family gatherings and Chinese New Year.

The second aunt's meticulous care is still vivid in my mind, and my cousin gave me far more than two weeks of company.I was not sensible at the time, and always went to my second aunt's house regardless of my father's obstruction.Sorry, got off topic a bit. "

Zhang Yang's tone was flat, even a little peaceful, as if the matter had nothing to do with him, as if he was telling someone else's story at this time, the wind was calm and calm.The calm voice is mixed with the rustling sound of writing, which is comfortable and healing.

"It doesn't matter at all. I am willing to learn about everything about my sister, no matter what it is." Qin Anpei lay on the bed, typing on the keyboard, "So my sister's second aunt and cousin have a great influence on my sister?"

"Well, it's my second benefactor. Closer to home, during the time I was in the hospital, I kept thinking, so I spent so long, did I lose my original intention?

At that time, I was painting to love life, but now because painting takes a lot of time, I don’t even notice that the camellias I kept in the corner were taken away by birds.At that moment, I loved the sudden loss of light, the loss of the ability to bend over and listen to the ants.

So I quit the specialty class and completely liberated me from the pressure.I used to spend the time of painting to watch the flowers bloom and fall, and to see all the interesting things.After looking at all things for more than a month, I gradually realized that I still like to paint, and paint those paintings that are not defined. "

Zhang Yang sketched the line draft and started to color it.

Qin Anpei glanced out the window, suddenly remembered a sentence, and said it: "My friend Tang Xu once told me, 'As long as you want to do it, doing it well is the only answer.' I think the same applies to my sister."

"Tang Ruoxu, Chaomu Xuxu. Tang Xu, Qin An... Pei... It's you, little friend... no, big friend."

"Sister still remember me?!"

"Hmm~" Zhang Yang paused, and continued to tell her story, "So I let go of the 'beauty' and 'ugliness' prescribed by my tutor, and used my unique painting style to draw all the things that make me feel good. Things. Among thousands of beautiful things, you are one of them. This is the reason why I draw you.

At that time, in addition to encouragement, doubts were not small, and some people even said that I had changed.And today’s painting is given to you, firstly because the center of the painting is you, and secondly, I hope you can understand: there is no such thing as what should be in the world, and the choice of every thing is my right , my liberty.No one should participate, no one should judge but me. "

People are always accustomed to attaching adjectives to the people around them for the purpose of communication.This is innocent, but after some people label others, they regard the label and the person as a whole. Once someone crosses the boundary line of labels, it will be automatically attributed to him changing, and he will be automatically charged with crimes.In fact, that is the real him, but people have never really understood him, that's all.

Zhang Yang didn't answer quickly, he was silent for a while, and then said: "Sister is right, thank you sister, I will."

"No one can bind us with labels. May we all break out of the cage and be brave enough to be ourselves."

"It's hard to find a bosom friend. It's great to meet my sister."

She sat up from the bed, wiped away the tears of excitement overflowing from the corners of her eyes, remained silent for a long time, and replied to Zhang Yang.

Zhang Yang replied: "Me too. It's getting late, let's rest first, and I'll take you to a place tomorrow."

"it is good!"

Qin Anpei readily agreed, she tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep because of her unbearable excitement.It wasn't until three or four in the morning that she fell asleep drowsily.

She has a problem, once she falls asleep after three o'clock, she will definitely not sleep well that night.

Not long after falling asleep, she seemed to hear something calling, so she huddled tightly in the bed, not daring to move.There was an inexplicable itching from her ears. She hesitated for a long time before carefully scratching her ears, then slowly put her hands down without making any other movements.

Frightened and trembling accompanied her until the sun shone into the house, and then she left in a hurry.

She woke up early, only to realize that the sound she heard yesterday was not the cry of a creature at all, but the sound of the wind blowing the window.

She let out a long sigh, helpless and speechless, and couldn't help blaming herself when she was about to wash up.While preparing in a daze, I received a message from Zhang Yang.

- early, are you up?

-Hmm, good morning sister~ I am getting ready, do I need to bring anything?

- No, I have them all, give me an address, I will pick you up

- No, no, sister, please give me the address, I can just take a taxi there

- You know and still give you such a surprise?give me the address

- Unit 11, Building [-], Area A, Binhe West Road

-have you eaten

- not yet , ready to do

- wait for me, i will take you to eat first

- Sister, be careful on the road and be safe

-Um

-Uh-huh

At the end of the chat, Qin Anpei cheered up and stared intently at Zhang Yang's □□ homepage. She had read the nickname yesterday, but she couldn't help but read it again today. What does "limited flowering period" mean?Qin Anpei thought about it, but couldn't figure it out.

A car downstairs was honking, and then the mobile phone beeped, indicating that Zhang Yang had arrived.

- waiting for you downstairs

-【Love you】

Qin Anpei replied with an emoji and immediately went downstairs.

In the elevator, she walked back and forth anxiously, her brain was overloaded every second:

How should I greet my sister?I still have to eat with her, what if I don't do well enough?If you pay too much attention to appearance, will my sister think I'm doing it?What to do? What to do? What to do?

Before Qin Anpei could think of a countermeasure, the elevator door opened slowly. She walked forward, but collided with a person entering the elevator.

Qin Anpei staggered a few steps back and quickly apologized.Looking up, his eyes widened: "An Chen? Why are you here?"

"Fang Zhou was arranged by her parents to go abroad for training, and she will leave in a few days. We are planning to hold a party for her. We will discuss it in advance and prepare a parting gift for her."

Shen Anchen gasped for breath while talking hastily, and as she spoke, tears rolled in her eyes.

The full name of "An Chen" in Qin Anpei's mouth is "Shen Anchen", and "Fang Zhou" is "Shao Fang Zhou". Both of them are members of her girlfriends group.Shao Fangzhou is an all-round genius. She has great attainments in scientific research at the age of seventeen. She is most famous for her new painless machine therapy.

"Even if Zhou goes to training, we can still contact by phone. What's more, she will come back several times a year, and it's not like she won't see her anymore, right. Don't cry, be good."

Seeing that she was about to cry, Qin Anpei quickly pulled her into his arms, patted her on the back, and comforted her.Although she didn't know whether Shao Fangzhou would come back several times a year, at least this would comfort the crying man in her arms.

Seeing that the situation is not right now, she quickly sent a message to Zhang Yang: Sister, wait for me a moment, there are some things that need to be dealt with.

Shen Anchen responded repeatedly, and gradually stopped crying.

Seeing this, Qin Anpei let go of her arms and asked, "When are you going to hold a party for her?"

"The day after tomorrow...evening..."

Shen Anchen choked up, wiped away tears, and tried his best to keep himself calm.