Cross candy jar with stars

After some time, Qin Anpei saw an extra pair of shoes.

Looking up, she couldn't see the figure clearly through her teary eyes. She wiped away her tears, and then she saw clearly that it was Zhang Yang.

There was an indelible tenderness on the face of the person in front of her. She knelt down and handed over a tissue.

Different from the scolding just now, at this time she comforted Qin Anpei patiently and apologized to the latter.

For some reason, in Qin Anpei's heart at this time, only a small part was moved, and most of it was the retreat that she had never thought of.

They both like each other, and conflicts are inevitable between lovers.But at this time, Qin Anpei had a subtle feeling in his heart, as if he had liked a dish for a long time, but halfway through eating he found that he couldn't afford it at all.

Zhang Yang can quickly adjust his emotions in such a short period of time and come to coax her, but she only vents her anger on those who care about her, which is unreasonable.

She thought, she should quit this game.

She is very aware of her temper, she is sensitive and suspicious, she has liked her for a long time, and she has overcome all difficulties to be with her, but for a moment, she feels that there is no possibility between them, even if they are together, both of them will be very tired.

Or... just let go...

Qin Anpei whispered in his heart.

Some people like each other, but it may not be suitable; some people have no feelings for each other, but they are unexpectedly suitable.

She likes it, but it doesn't fit.

Zhang Yang kept trying to comfort her, but Qin Anpei didn't listen to anything. She was silent and thought for a long time before she said quietly: "Let's...don't see each other again..."

"……it is good."

Zhang Yang hesitated for a moment, sighed, and replied.

She stood up, drew a rose on the paper, and handed it to Qin Anpei.Turn around and leave.

Hearing the sound of closing the door, Qin Anpei sighed: "I should grow up too..."

After Zhang Yang left, she was much calmer than she imagined, although she still had regrets.

Qin Anpei raised his head, took a deep breath, got up and returned to the hospital bed, and continued to sleep.

"Sister, I can't keep up...sleep...sleep..."

Qin Anpei murmured.

Soon fell asleep.

She was awakened by a knock on the door, opened her eyes, and woke up from the hospital bed. Qin Anpei tidied herself up and opened the door.

It's Zhang Yang.

"you……"

Qin Anpei's eyes widened, and he looked at the person in front of him incredulously, his lips trembling, he didn't know what to say for a moment.

She watched Zhang Yang smile softly and walk sideways into the ward.

He looked down and found a small cart, and pulled it in.

Zhang Yang took out cotton balls and disinfectant from the trolley, grabbed Qin Anpei's wrist, and pulled Qin Anpei to his side: "Don't move, I'll give you medicine. It may hurt a little, bear with it. I'll try to be as gentle as possible." point."

Zhang Yang walked over carefully, and when he was about to open the wound and apply medicine, Qin Anpei suddenly turned his face away: "Don't...don't come near me...I'm too ugly now, I will scare you."

Zhang Yang smiled and said, "Have you forgotten? You were the one who accompanied me over that time."

"That... that doesn't count... I am with you because I like you, and I am willing to pay for you." Qin Anpei muttered in a low voice.

"Then you mean I don't like you? Now, am I good enough to be by your side?"

"Sister, I beg you, please go..."

"Do you think that what I like is your most glamorous side? I told you that we can share joys and sorrows. Of course, I will also share sorrows with you. If you express your liking easily because of a certain advantage, yes To others, that's romantic. But in my opinion, that's irresponsible for love."

Still wanting to say something, a ray of sunlight seemed to brighten his eyes.

Qin Anpei quickly closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, she was already on the hospital bed.

The medical staff knocked on the door and came in pushing a small cart.

Qin Anpei found out after asking that Zhang Yang left last night.

that……

After a while, Qin Anpei realized that everything that "happened" just now was just a dream...

That's right, she should have left long ago...

"Give her back to her, give me back to me, wouldn't it be a good thing..."

"But why can't I be happy..."

Qin Anpei held his head and sighed deeply.

The phone alerted that there was a message, and she quickly picked up the phone, but it was her sister Yu Huaijiang who sent it.

She replied a few words, intending to put down her phone, but accidentally clicked on the music app, opened the self-built playlist, and played the music.

She lay on the bed and listened quietly. After one song was over, she switched to the next one.

"A warm bat can't fly, and I love you..."

The familiar melody sounded, followed by cheerful and warm pictures, which played automatically in my mind.

"What I didn't have time to say that day was: warm bats can't fly, and I... love you..."

……

Qin Anpei recalled that she didn't react until the next piece of music was played to normal.

She sat up from the bed and said to herself: "A warm bat can't fly, and my love is meaningless..."

Recalling what happened yesterday, Qin Anpei looked down at the quilt on his body, and murmured: "I can comfort others, but others cannot comfort me...Maybe, I am an unsolvable and error-prone problem..."

I love you very much, but I don't like you anymore.

In the future... it won't happen anymore.

Qin Anpei touched his pocket, the paper was still there.

Turn on the phone, write down the ending of "Crossroads" according to the content on the paper:

"They will choose two days in each month to see the sea, and they will hold hands and sit in the yard watching the stars every night, and walk in the yard respectfully...

Throughout their lives, they accept each other, tolerate each other, and walk hand in hand into the next life.

They have never been together, but their souls have merged into each other. "

"If we can't be together, let them be together for us... It can be regarded as a kind of completion..." Qin Anpei paused for a moment, then sighed towards the ceiling,

"Is my giving up right or wrong..."

In the vast ocean of life, the helmsman is used to avoiding wind, waves and hidden reefs.But I forgot that the lighthouse is not far away. Only by properly letting go of my worries can I reach the other shore.

She felt that they were not suitable, because she was not satisfied with herself, so she avoided this love with equal risks and opportunities, and gave up the 50.00% probability.

Sometimes, maturity, which sounds like a commendatory adjective, actually makes people miss a lot.

After staying in the hospital for a period of time, Qin Anpei was discharged smoothly and got on the train.

She got on the train with the crowd, and in the process of looking for a seat, she accidentally caught a glimpse of a familiar face.

Zhang Yang was also in the car, not far from her.

Qin Anpei smiled wryly, and couldn't help but lament the mischief: there were two people when they came, and two people when they left.

When he was about to get out of the car, Qin Anpei was stopped by Zhang Yang.

"I'm sorry I didn't give you a wedding. If you have time in the afternoon, come and sit at my house." Zhang Yang added, "The new one. "

After getting off the car, Qin Anpei hesitated, but finally decided to go and have a look.