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Sang Tian looked at the bow on the rabbit lantern in Lin Xue's hand, and felt a little like crying, and wanted to hug Lin Xue desperately.

Through the snow in the north and the river in the south.

Passing through the bluestone road that they wobbled on together.

Through the [-]-kilometer distance passed by the plane, through the stairs of the subway station that Sang Tian ran alone, and the old riverside where Lin Xue stood alone.

Can all these distances be melted away in a hug?

Even a piece of snow that suddenly falls from the sky can be melted into nutrients to nourish the next spring in this embrace.

But Sang Tian looked at Lin Xue, Lin Xue's eyes not only contained longing and tenderness, but also timidity and avoidance.

Sang Tian thought almost sadly: If she didn't know Lin Xue so well, if she could hug him blindly and recklessly, would the problems between her and Lin Xue be much easier to handle?

But she knew Lin Xue so well, she had to ask before hugging: "But you still don't want to check about Chao Xi, do you?"

Lin Xue: "Sang Tian believes in me, that's not something we should touch. If you think I'm cowardly and that I've failed Chao Xi's dream, I'm willing to return to the ice for you and for Chao Xi."

She took Sang Tian's hand silently: "I am willing to face my true identity, I am back, and you will come back too, okay?"

Sang Tian opened his mouth silently.

She even felt that the choice before her was more difficult than what Dai Qing offered her just now.

One side is her sincere and turbulent feelings, and the other side is her conscience that cannot be ignored.

Lin Xue was still holding her hand, looking so warm in the spring snowy weather.

But there was something clamoring in my heart, something rushing and roaring in my veins.Conscience is worthless, and to some people it can be sold for five buckets of rice.

In Sang Tian's ear is the constant cannon fire every time Zuo Ming calls, and in front of his eyes are Zuo Ming's eyes shining under the moonlight after drinking wine on the eve of his departure for Syria.

She knew all of this would whip her, burn her, make her toss and turn, sleepless nights, every night she turned a blind eye to her own conscience.

Finally Sang Tian said softly: "Lin Xue is sorry, but I can't."

Lin Xue let go of her hand almost out of strength, and the eyes that were once lit by the rabbit lantern suddenly dimmed.

******

After Sang Tian came home, he didn't sleep well.

This time, in her dream, not only her own funeral, Sang Jia's funeral, but also the funeral of 15-year-old Chao Xi, in the photo, Chao Xi has round eyes and a bright smile, as if she is not prepared for her own life. to the end.

Every time Sang Tian woke up, his back was in cold sweat.

Fortunately, the next day was Sunday. Since her sleep quality was worrying, she could at least sleep an hour longer than usual in the morning.

As a result, Yang Jingsi called early in the morning: "Your little wolf dog is Chu Lingxue?!"

As soon as Sang Tian heard it, he knew that what happened in the banquet hall yesterday was on the news.

Sang Tian was silent on the phone, Yang Jingsi remained silent for a long time, and then said: "So you already knew about it, right?"

Sang Tian: "Yes, I know."

Yang Jingsi was silent for a long time again: "I told you all about accidentally peeing my pants when I was playing basketball in the third grade of junior high school, but you didn't tell me anything?"

Sang Tian could only say, "I'm sorry."

She also thought about telling Yang Jingsi before, but she considered a lot. First, she had to respect Lin Xue's privacy, and second, she was afraid that there would be some involvement in it, which would drag Yang Jingsi and her family into trouble in the end.

But now Yang Jingsi's hurt tone made her suddenly realize that her thoughts were superfluous, and what Zuo Ming scolded her before was really correct——

On the surface, she is very close to her friends, but in fact, she keeps a thin distance from everyone, and she is always afraid of troublesome one or another.

After all, I still don't believe it.Don't trust yourself, don't trust your friends, don't trust the relationship between them, and have the thickness to rest your back on.

After Sang Tian figured this out, she couldn't help regretting it. What did she do to make Yang Jingsi talk to her in such a hurt tone? Yang Jingsi didn't even use such a tone when she broke up with her favorite schoolgirl at university. have spoken.

Then Yang Jingsi said: "I want to break up with you."

Sang Tian was taken aback.

"Don't, I really know I was wrong." Sang Tian wanted to cry a little: "How can you forgive me?"

Sang Tian thought it over, she had to pester her until Yang Jingsi told how to forgive her.

As long as Yang Jingsi said it, no matter whether it was going to the nine heavens to capture the moon or go to the five oceans to catch turtles, she would do her best to do it for Yang Jingsi!

As a result, Yang Jingsi said, "Weigh two catties of Tangerine for me."

Sang Tian was dumbfounded: "Huh?"

"Ah what!" Yang Jingsi roared: "Quickly weigh two catties of granulated sugar and tangerine mozzarella to my sisters and send them home! Peel the skin and clean the small white meridians for me! Ladies, I want to eat it for breakfast! "

After speaking, he hung up the phone, leaving Sang Tian alone on the phone.

After realizing it, she wanted to cry and laugh at the same time—c, it's great to have sisters!

******

Sang Tian didn't sleep anymore, tried several fruit shops and bought two catties of the sweetest Tangerines, and sent them to Yang Jingsi.

While Sang Tian was peeling, Yang Jingsi stuffed mouthfuls one by one: "Why did the little wolf dog come back suddenly? Are you two still having fun?"

Sang Tian shook his head with a gloomy face.

Yang Jingsi backhanded a Tangerine into her mouth: "Don't have such a bitter face, eat this, this is sweet!"

After looking for Yang Jingsi, Sang Tian rushed to the hospital to see Sang Jia.

The imported specific medicine that Sang Jia used was almost gone, so Gu Jicun had to reduce the dosage for her.So much so that Sang Tian was terrified during this time, and kept paying attention to Sang Jia's state.

After getting on the subway, she had time to search on her mobile phone, and it turned out that the news of Chu Lingxue's comeback had already become popular.

Everyone on the wb was looking at the gif of Lin Xue when she just entered the banquet hall yesterday, and when she raised her head, she lazily brushed her hair on her forehead, her eyes were so sharp, like some unworldly evildoer.

Sang Tian, ​​who was at the scene yesterday, couldn't help but open the gif and read it three times, sighing in his heart while watching: the scourge of the world, the scourge of the world.

She was a little worried when she put away her phone.

She knew that Sang Jia had the habit of surfing WB every day in order to chase stars, so she must have seen the news that Chu Lingxue was Lin Xue.

How should I explain to Sanja?

Sang Tian had already arrived at the hospital before she could make up her mind. She had to go into Sang Jia's ward first, and saw a slender figure sitting there at a glance.

Then, Sang Jia laughed eighteen folds on her face like a dog ignoring a steamed stuffed bun: "It can be said that I have eaten the porridge you made! I have been craving it for a long time!"

Sang Tian's heart warmed up.

Maybe Sang Jia hasn't noticed it yet, but both Sang Tian and Gu Jicun have discovered that after reducing the dose of the imported special medicine, it will have a significant impact on Sang Jia's treatment.

During this period of time, Sangjia's spirits were obviously not as good as before, and she was also listless when she laughed.

Sang Tian hasn't seen Sang Jia smile so comfortably for a long time.

It can be seen that the spirit has a great influence on the human body.

Seeing Sang Tian coming, Sang Jia smiled and said to Lin Xue: "I suddenly want to drink hot water, can you go and make a pot for me? The lazy and greedy of my family can't be counted on."

Lin Xue nodded without saying anything, and went out with the hot water bottle.

Sang Tian sat down beside Sang Jia's hospital bed: "You sent me away, what do you want to ask me?"

Sang Jia had a rare serious face: "Let me ask you, did Lin Xue tell you that she is Chu Lingxue?"

Sang Tian thought of Sang Jia's long-lost smile just now, and knew that she really liked Lin Xue.

At the special stage when there was a gap in the imported medicine, she decided to use a white lie to get over the matter, so she nodded with a smile: "That must have been said earlier, your daughter, who is so sharp-eyed, still wants to hide it from me? "

Sang Jia waved his hand: "Come on, you look shrewd, but you are really stupid. What are your sharp eyes? It's just when you were just learning makeup in your third year of high school, you used that golden eyeshadow to be a little bit like Monkey King."

Sang Tian: "...Old lady, if you swear at someone, you don't expose them, you don't hit them in the face, who hasn't touched the black history yet, can we stop mentioning it?"

Sang Jia chuckled: "Didn't I relax all of a sudden, I feel so good to talk to you! I was afraid that Lin Xue didn't tell you at the beginning, if she doesn't talk to you, we can't talk to her. "

Sang Tian deliberately said: "Now that you know that Lin Xue was the champion before, and you know that Lin Xue can make a lot of money in commercial acting, are you still willing for me not to talk to her?"

Sang Tian snorted: "Am I such a superficial person?"

Sang Tian smiled: "Actually, it's not about money. I just want to see that you think Lin Xue is good everywhere. I think you like her more than my own daughter."

"Are you stupid?" Sang Jia glanced at Sang Tian: "She is someone else's child, so I think she is good everywhere. You are my own daughter, so I see that you have problems everywhere, lazy and lazy. Greedy and stupid, I'm afraid you will be bullied."

Sang Tian was taken aback.

A hot stream of heat gradually enveloped her heart, she held Sang Jia's hand, and Sang Jia's hand was also warm, in stark contrast to the coldness before she sent Sang Jia to the crematorium in her previous life.

This warmth gave Sang Tian great courage to face the world.

As long as Sangja is still there, as long as Sangja's unconditional love is still there, she will not lose her cards in the world.

She held Sang Jia's hand and said, "Old lady, you must live a long life, and always scold me for being lazy and stupid by my side."

Sang Jia shook her hand away like an electric shock: "Why are you so disgusting all of a sudden? Don't you want to borrow money from me because you have no money in a relationship recently? I have no money!"

Sang Tian smiled and stared at her.

At this time, there was a sound of light footsteps outside the ward, but when he approached, he stood obediently outside the ward, not intending to come in to disturb him.

Sang Jia whispered to Sang Tian: "Go and ask her to come in, this child has a serious heart, don't bully her carelessly."

Sang Tian smiled and said, "How dare I bully her."

Walking out of the ward, she saw Lin Xue standing by the window in the corridor, holding a kettle in her hand.

She came back and disclosed the old identity that she thought she would never use again in her lifetime, but she stood by the window, letting the wind blow her strands of broken hair, still in a relaxed posture.

She was so different from the high-spirited, dragon-like girl back then.

Either responsibility, or timidity, or something more complicated in human nature, extinguished the once proud light in the girl's eyes.

She turned her head when she heard Sang Tian's footsteps, and smiled at Sang Tian.

Sang Tian's voice subconsciously softened: "We... my mother told you to go in."

Lin Xue nodded and followed Sang Tian in.

******

The two chatted with Sang Jia for a while, Lin Xue saw that Sang Jia was a little tired, so she got up and said goodbye.

Sang Jia: "Sang Tian, ​​hurry up and see her off."

Sang Jia couldn't finish the big bucket of porridge that Lin Xue sent just now, and Sang Tian also ate half of the bucket with her help. Now she slumped on the chair with a satisfied face: "Where does she need me to deliver it? This hospital is familiar with it."

Sang Jia glared at her: "I have been paralyzed just after eating, be careful of my butt getting bigger!"

Sang Tian: "...Old lady, you can really say anything."

In the end, Sang Jia couldn't hold back and sent Lin Xue out.

Lin Xue: "Can you accompany me to the bathroom?"

Sang Tian squinted at her: "It's over, the old lady asked me to take you downstairs, she thought you were eight years old, I didn't expect you to put your nose on your face and treat yourself as three years old, and you still need someone to accompany you when you go to the toilet?"

Lin Xue lowered her head and smiled: "There is something wrong." Then she asked Sang Tian, ​​"Why, don't you dare?"

Sang Tian didn't want to hear others provoke her, and thought, why wouldn't I dare?Can you still forcefully kiss me in the public restroom?

She was arrogant and followed Lin Xue.

Unexpectedly, Lin Xue locked the door and said in a low voice, "Take off the stockings."

Sang Tian: ...

Did she underestimate Lin Xue just now when she wanted to kiss her forcefully?

This is no longer a kindergarten-bound car?

Then I saw Lin Xue take out a bottle of massage oil from his coat pocket.

Sang Tian: ...

Well, that's right, it's still the car to the kindergarten.

It's just that in her heart, what's the matter with this half relieved and half lost feeling?

Lin Xue squatted in front of her, gently massaged her knees with medicated oil, and said in a low voice, "We used to fall when we practiced figure skating, so this kind of massage is very useful."

Sang Tian fell very hard before, and although the broken skin healed quickly, the bruise never disappeared, and it was at the most frequently moved joints.

She didn't want the people around her to worry, so she grinned in her heart while strenuously walking like flying every day.

The pain is really tm painful!

But to be honest, with regard to Sang Tian's acting skills, which are so close to Ge Wei's, even her own mother, Sang Jia, didn't notice that she had a knee injury.

At this moment, she saw Lin Xuewen squatting softly in front of her, even the two dull hairs on her head looked cute, and asked in a daze, "How did you see that?"

Lin Xue lowered her head and continued to massage, "Because I've been looking at you."

"Just looking at you."

Sang Tian's heart almost flew out of his throat!

Well, well, it will be your next year's attack meeting, and every move is a killer move!

As soon as Sang Tian moved her knees, her knees became extremely sensitive, and she retreated unconsciously. Lin Xue supported her legs: "Don't move around, the congestion must be rubbed away to heal quickly."

It wasn't until the massage was over that she stared at Sang Tian's knee and asked, "How did you do it?"

Sang Tian: "I accidentally fell while catching the subway."

Lin Xue: "Does it hurt?"

Sang Tian squinted at her again: "You try to fall like this?"

Lin Xue smiled, raised her face and asked her, "Then do you want to cry?"

At that time, Sang Tian was shocked.

She almost felt that the scene where she was sitting alone on the toilet and crying silently, seemed to be watched by Lin Xuequan through the camera.

Is it true what Lin Xue said, if a person sees you attentively enough, then you can't hide any of your thoughts from this person?

So Sang Tian felt that her blunt "I don't want to" was quite unconvincing, because Lin Xue stood up, turned around, and turned her back to her.

Lin Xue said: "Back to you, I can't see anything."

Sang Tian was taken aback.

Lin Xue said in a lower voice: "If you continue to resist like this, you will be suffocated."

Most of the time, Sang Tian felt that she and Lin Xue were like two worms in the swamp, because they both experienced a desperate situation where their hands and feet were heavy and they couldn't get out, so only each other could best understand what each other shouldered and carried.

Seeing Sang Tian standing still, Lin Xue called her softly again: "Sang Tian, ​​I really can't see."

She hugged Sang Tian from her back.

Sang Tian walked over and sniffed.

In the end, she finally lowered her head slightly, resting her forehead on Lin Xue's shoulder.

The tears that had been held back for a long time finally overflowed from the eye sockets in big ones, and the drops were still clearly visible on the floor.

Sang Tian was very afraid that Lin Xue would turn around and hug her at this moment, and that would be over.

But Lin Xue didn't, Lin Xue just stood silently, didn't make any sound and didn't make any movement, even the ups and downs of breathing were lightened, letting Sang Tian cry silently.

Until Sang Tian left her back and said in a nasal voice: "Okay."

Without looking back, Lin Xue turned the lock and walked out.

From the beginning to the end, she never took a look at Sang Tian's distressed appearance that she didn't want her to see.

There was only a faint fragrance of ice moss left behind, and a soft sentence: "Sang Tian, ​​see you next time."

******

After Lin Xue left, Sang Tian stood alone in the bathroom for a while, and then patted his eyes with clean water.

After making sure that there were no traces of crying, she walked back to Sangjia's ward.

Sang Jia said, "I know why you have been away for so long, you young lovers must be tired of going again".

Sang Tian smiled helplessly: "Old lady, it's really not what you think."

Sang Jia: "Is it more exciting than I thought?"

Sang Tian: ...

Sang Jia: "But there is one thing to say, Lin Xue is really a good boy except that he is not very temperate. I heard Dr. Gu mention it last time, saying that this medicine is not easy to get. No, Lin Xue The child sent several boxes, and asked me to tell Dr. Gu that you can use it without worry, and she will take care of it.”

As Sanja spoke, she took several boxes of medicine out of the drawer of the bedside table.

Sang Tian looked at the boxes of special medicine that had almost choked her throat during this time, stood up and ran out of the ward.

Sangjia: "Hey, where are you going?"

Sang Tian: "I have something to do, I'll be with you in the evening."

******

Sang Tian ran out of the ward and called Lin Xue: "Where are you? Can I find you?"

Lin Xue was silent for a while: "Then come to my house, and I will send you the address."

Sang Tian took a look at the address of the community, and found that almost no one in Beicheng didn't know it - it was a luxurious location, the house price was extremely expensive, and many celebrities lived there.

When the security guard saw Sang Tian break into a broken car and come to the neighborhood to find someone, he gave her a very curious look.

Sang Tian took the elevator upstairs, the soft carpet exuded a luxurious fragrance, and the stairwell was paved with extremely expensive natural marble.

Lin Xue came to open the door, and the room was equally luxurious, like a hardcover model room.

Sang Tian: "Do you live here now?"

Lin Xue: "Well, it was rented by the company that signed a commercial contract with me."

Sang Tian: "Let me ask you, why did you sign a commercial show?"

Lin Xue smiled lazily: "You still can't see it? I used to be afraid of being poor. Since we have to go back to the ice, why don't we take the opportunity to make some money?"

Sang Tian: "You just do it for money?"

Lin Xue: "Then why else?"

Sang Tian: "You said before that you never accept commercial acting."

After being transferred to the sports group, because she saw the news about Chu Lingxue before she danced *lou ​​in her previous life, Sang Tian could say that she had studied all kinds of information about Chu Lingxue.

Among them, there are not many video materials, but some can be found in written interviews.

Chu Lingxue once firmly stated that she would definitely not accept commercial performances.

In fact, this is easy to understand.Because for a professional athlete, training and competition have already consumed almost all their energy and physical fitness. If you want to maintain a high degree of concentration, it is difficult to take care of commercial performances.

So for top athletes, although commercial performances are very profitable, it is usually a choice they will make after they retire.

Sang Tian thought, this might also be the reason why that commercial performance company was willing to offer such a high price to Lin Xue.From the lengthened Lincoln to the luxury flat, they used the first-line actress to package Lin Xue, simply because Lin Xue has extremely high commercial value-such a top figure skater in service is undoubtedly like a As precious as giant pandas.

Facing Sang Tian's questioning, Lin Xue was silent for a while and said, "Everyone is subject to change."

Sang Tian asked directly: "Are you doing it for my mother's medicine?"

The raw material of that drug is specially supplied to athletes, which means that the output is extremely small.Even Dai Qing only said that there might be a solution, but Lin Xue could guarantee continuous supply.

In fact, after seeing Lin Xue's extended Lincoln yesterday, Sang Tian turned around and checked the commercial performance company Lin Xue signed with.

That company is very famous in the industry, and has packaged many sports stars who are like entertainment stars.But this has also made them criticized in the sports circle for over-commercializing their packaging of athletes.

Correspondingly, this company has deep and wide contacts in various circles.In other words, only by signing a contract with such a company can Lin Xue guarantee to get that medicine for Sang Jia.

Lin Xue knew that denial was meaningless, so she just told Sang Tian: "Trust me, all problems can be solved. As long as you don't investigate Chao Xi's matter, we can live well."

"Sang Tian, ​​don't be stubborn. This time, let me chase you hard, okay?"

******

Sang Tian came out of Lin Xue's house and called Yang Jingsi: "What are you doing?"

Yang Jingsi: "What a coincidence, I was just about to call you! My sisters have been dragged into meetings by the company since they ate your two catties of sugar oranges in the morning, and they are so hungry that their chests stick to their backs , was about to ask if you want to have dinner together?"

Sang Tian: "Okay, what do you want to eat? Send me the address."

Yang Jingsi seemed to be really hungry, so she directly gave up the Internet celebrity's small and fresh route, and found a special iron pot stewed goose.

As soon as Yang Jingsi met, she found that Sang Tian was not in a good mood, and she didn't even take a few bites of the fragrant pancakes soaked in soup.

She asked Sang Tian: "What's wrong with you? Something happened again?"

Sang Tian shook his head: "No, after Lin Xue signed the commercial show, she not only became as rich as a female star, but also solved the problem of your godmother's special medicine."

Yang Jingsi patted her thigh: "Then isn't this a great thing! What's the problem?"

Sang Tian: "The problem is that Lin Xue is not happy. It's like she fled to Mudu. It's impossible for her to be satisfied with herself."

Yang Jingsi: "How do you know she's not happy? I saw that in the gif picture that went crazy on WB, she looked quite high-spirited."

Sang Tian: "Maybe others can't see it, but I can."

As soon as the words came out of her mouth, she froze——

Why can she see it?

The answer lies in what Lin Xue once said to her - "Because I keep looking at you."

"Just looking at you."

Isn't she like this to Lin Xue?His eyes never really moved away from Lin Xue for a moment.

Could she really let Lin Xue go?

******

Two recent events have pushed the popularity of figure skating to its peak.

One is that the national team is about to go to the World Figure Skating Championships, and the other is that Chu Lingxue's first commercial performance after nine years of retirement will be held in Beicheng in one and a half months.

This day was the day for filming the warm-up video, and Mo Xu, as the only media appointed by Chu Lingxue, was invited to interview.

Sang Tian didn't really want to go, she always felt that it meant using power for personal gain.

Lao He asked her very seriously: "Leaving aside your relationship with Chu Lingxue, do you think that as a professional reporter, you can do a good job in this report?"

The answer is obviously yes.

Lao He said: "Then it's over? Let me tell you, Sang Tian, ​​now is really not the time to be aloof."

That's right, Lao He's wife and Sang Jia are still lying in the hospital. If they were laid off collectively at this time, they might not lose their jobs, but two lives.

Sang Tian had no choice but to go with Ding Yuning.

As soon as she arrived at the scene, Ding Yuning took a look at the unique style of the scene, and ran away happily with her camera in hand.

Sang Tian thought it would be good to be a photographer. She is a writer, and she can't interview these wooden shelves, so she found a staff member and asked, "Where is Chu Lingxue?"

The staff glanced at her interview badge: "Reporter Sang, right? Miss Chu told you to go directly to her in the locker room."

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Oh my god it's Chinese New Year tomorrow?I can't believe it... =v=

感谢在2022-01-2916:05:02~2022-01-3016:00:39期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: 1 Huosen;

Thanks to the little angels who threw the landmines: Guan Maofa from the old Fu, Xiaomofen, Riririjiang, the middle piece of watermelon for you to eat, Mu Chenyan, and the old man sighed 1;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: Yuan Yiqi, don’t eat Xiaoban 8 bottles; Zeng Hao, 34797378, Joy 5 bottles; --- 1 bottle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!