The ivory tower has no autumn

Lin Zhiyuan was sitting on the sofa, the screen of her mobile phone was still on, she had just finished a call, and she glanced at the time, it was almost time.

Sure enough, the door was slammed open, and it was Ji Huaizhi who came, with the most angry expression she had ever seen.

Ji Huaizhi slammed the door and walked quickly to Lin Zhiyuan, who was obviously waiting for her.

"Someone tipped off the news, didn't they?"

Lin Zhiyuan, who thought he would hear angry curses, was stunned, but Ji Huaizhi's voice was surprisingly calm, not like when he was angry.

"She told me all about it."

"Do you have anything to explain?" Ji Huaizhi still had some expectations in his heart.

Maybe Lin Zhiyuan had a hard time, she would say some words to defend herself, even if those words were false, she would believe them.

However, Lin Zhiyuan was silent for a long time, and finally he only said two short words: "No."

There was only obvious sadness in the eyes staring at her.

In the past, Ji Huaizhi liked to look at Lin Zhiyuan's eyes, her beautiful pupils, herself in her eyes, and the love in her eyes, but now she can only turn her head away, because how much of herself is hidden inside. The lie of not knowing.

Could it be that this sad mood is also her disguise?

In order to deceive himself, continue to be a tool for her to achieve a certain goal.

Another reason why Ji Huaizhi didn't look at it at the beginning was because she was still not used to looking directly into other people's eyes, even if that person was Lin Zhiyuan, it would make her feel like she had nothing to hide, as if she couldn't hide any secrets .

But at this time, what she wanted to hide was a calm forgiveness, and a love that wanted to fall in desperately.

She is very humble, but this humbleness is not suitable for appearance at this time.

"You deliberately pretended that someone was going to kill you."

Lin Zhiyuan was silent.

"It's fake that you're sick."

Lin Zhiyuan lowered his eyes and said nothing.

"You deliberately told my dad what happened between us."

Her eyelashes trembled, but she didn't raise her eyes after all.

All the questions were not interrogative sentences, but declarative sentences stating the facts. Lin Zhiyuan's undeniable silence made her more sure, and she admitted all of this.

"You..." Like me, is it also fake?

She still wants to ask this question, but she is afraid of hearing Lin Zhiyuan answer "yes", and also afraid of her answering "no", and even more afraid of her being silent, admitting silently that her love has never received any response.

"We've only known each other for a while."

Before the other party asked, Lin Zhiyuan took the lead to block the question back with indifference.

She knew what the other party was thinking, and she was afraid that once this question came out, they would continue to entangle. She was afraid that she would say "yes", and she was also afraid that she would say "no".

I'm afraid that everything that is about to come will hurt her, and I'm also afraid that this relationship will settle in the memory of the other party for a long time, and when I think of it, I will only have a hideous face.

Ji Huaizhi always felt a chill in her heart, her fingertips were trembling but she could only twist into a fist and hide behind her.

Time is like her life gate. Unlike couples who have been together for several years, they can blame each other for how much harm they have caused to themselves, and they can ask for a reasonable explanation without fear.

They are different.

They had only known each other for two months, and in just a few dozen days, Ji Huaizhi had no confidence in him. There was no ambiguous period, no confession, and he did it right away, and then he did it many times one after another. , She never leaked a word of love.

Not once by accident.

The only time she can feel that she has a place in the other person's heart is when she sees her own reflection in her pupils.

But now she couldn't even see her reflection.

She knows very well in her heart that if this kind of relationship is placed on others, if it is placed in a film and television drama or in a novel, it is a bed partner relationship.

Lin Zhiyuan never said that he loved her, not even that he liked her. The only thing she said was the word "passerby".

In Lin Zhiyuan's world, she is just a phantom coming and going on the busy street. You have seen everyone who passed by you, but you can't remember everyone who passed by you.

Passerby is a character in your world that cannot even be left on the screen.

Lin Zhiyuan is reminding her that there is no relationship between them.

"So you're just treating me like a collectible, right?" Like those limited editions that you buy and never open.

The only difference between her and those things is that she will respond to her.

Lin Zhiyuan didn't expect her to say that, but she had already thought about it, and there was no room for tact between them.

Just a little pain.

Seeing that the temperature in the other party's eyes had cooled down, Ji Huaizhi gritted his teeth: "What is your purpose in using me and deceiving me?"

"You'll know later." It's this sentence again, when Lin Zhiyuan doesn't want to answer, he will always say this sentence.

But when Ji Huaizhi heard such an answer at this time, she was not like in the past, looking forward to the day when she would know the answer, she needed the answer now, but Lin Zhiyuan was still using this sentence to perfuse her, she just felt annoyed.

"In the future? When will it be in the future?"

Did I fall into her trap from the first time I saw her in the police station?Every expression and every movement she made in front of her, was she pre-determined?

So she fell in love with Lin Zhiyuan, was it also carefully planned by her?

And Ji Huaizhi is absolutely unwilling to admit that her sincere love is actually just someone else's long-planned plan. She always believes that falling in love with Lin Zhiyuan comes from her heart and has nothing to do with anyone.

Lin Zhiyuan pursed his lips tightly, and if he didn't answer, she couldn't answer either.

The so-called later is after he dies.

Seeing her silence, Ji Huaizhi turned her head away, her eyes could no longer contain the surging tears, at this moment she only felt that she was the most innocent and wronged person in the world.

"The day you delivered the letter to my house, my dad beat me, stepped on what I thought was the best photo of my life, degraded me to nothing, scolded you and me for being sick, and threatened me to find him again. Your words will ruin your reputation, have you expected this?"

"At that time, I even wanted to break away from them because of you. I didn't dare to come to you because of you. I thought about you every day and I was going crazy. Do you know this?"

"I think you may have thought of it, or you may know it, but you still did it. Do you think it's fun to play me like a fool? If I didn't meet Wei Wei today, you would still want to play me How long, a day, a year, or a lifetime?"

"Even until just now, I was still hoping that you would fabricate a lie to lie to me. At that time, I would definitely let the past go, and I would even become the only believer in this lie, but you are not even willing to do these..."

At the end of the story, Ji Huaizhi could no longer utter a complete sentence, the tears on her face were dried to form tear stains, her words were full of nasal sounds, she had never been so embarrassed as she is now at other times.

All her first times were given by Lin Zhiyuan.

As for Lin Zhiyuan, apart from being full of thoughts, did she ever care for a second, and whether she hesitated for a second about how she felt after knowing the truth, that she should not deceive and use her.

"What I say now will undoubtedly become a sharp weapon to hurt you."

Whether it's a lie or the truth, Ji Huaizhi actually doesn't need an answer.

"It's not the first time, so why care about this time..."

Seeing Lin Zhiyuan's silence, Ji Huaizhi regretted what he said just now, but it's hard to get over it, maybe now is a good time to let himself return to the ordinary life in the past from the endless chaotic life, She has gone from being annoyed at the beginning to being helpless at the end. She can't get any excuses, only the conclusive acquiescence from the other party.

This is never the place she should stay, and Lin Zhiyuan should not be the person she loves

"I was originally living alone, living well, eating enough and sleeping well, why did you show up..."

Ji Huaizhi gritted her teeth, she turned her head away, the sobbing made her unable to speak any more.

Lin Zhiyuan suppressed his urge to rush up and hug her tightly, her right hand clenched tightly into a fist, nails that hadn't been trimmed for a long time were embedded in her flesh.

The pain, but the pain was elsewhere, no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't move it.

Ji Huaizhi looked at Lin Zhiyuan who had been pretending to be dead. She turned around resolutely and went back to the bedroom that did not belong to her. Not long after, she came out with her suitcase and said, "I have no time to pack the things. Throw it away!"

Lin Zhiyuan looked at Ji Huaizhi, but still didn't speak. Ji Huaizhi threw the key on the table, made a heavy sound, and said the last sentence: "We...don't contact again."

Her tone was clearly telling Lin Zhiyuan: "I'm lying."

Even now, her back is telling her that she hopes to hear some words of retention.

But Lin Zhiyuan, who knew she would not lie, only responded to her with silence, and her silence was also the most powerful answer.

Us, don't contact me any more.

After Ji Huaizhi's back disappeared behind the gate and the sensor light in the entrance automatically turned off, Lin Zhiyuan came to his senses, grabbed the cigarette case on the table, and took out one. His right hand holding the lighter trembled, and the flames Phantoms swayed in the air, and it took a long time to find a cigarette butt to light, and the smell of peppermint instantly permeated the silent space.

She neither wanted to lie to Ji Huaizhi nor hurt her with harsh words, so keeping silent was the best way she could think of.

Moreover, she was a little unwilling to admit that the person who hurt Ji Huaizhi was Lin Zhiyuan herself, so she could only keep silent, as if she could put the blame on a non-existent person.

A Lin Zhiyuan fabricated by her.

She didn't stop smoking until dawn. The new cigarette case she had just opened was empty by now, and her left thumb and index finger were burnt to bloody flesh. She snuffed out the last cigarette before lying down on the sofa. .

She doesn't care about herself, she only cares about how Ji Huaizhi is doing now.

The phone rang and received a text message. She opened it feebly, and there were only two words in it.

Play money.

She clicked on the banking software, transferred a huge amount of money to the other party, and then sent the last voice message to the other party.

"It ends here."

Then the contact information of the other party was deleted and blocked by her.

She no longer needs someone to prove something for herself, because the plan has long been messed up.

Ever since meeting Ji Huaizhi, she's been in a mess.