distorted delusion

Character profile "Top Secret":

*Please destroy it immediately after reading it.

*Please destroy it immediately after reading it.

*Please destroy it immediately after reading it.

*Sheng Qianyao:

I knew from a young age that I was not worthy of crying.

Crying has always been a privilege of a loved child, but I, who was abandoned by the whole world from birth, will never have it.

It might sound too self-pitying to say it, but sadly, it is the truth.

As far back as I can remember, the word "father" has never appeared in my life.

As for my mother... She divorced my father when I was three years old. In order to prove that she can live a good life alone, she worked desperately and was unwilling to spend any time on me.

So in my childhood, no, in my childhood, the person who appeared most often was actually the nanny.

My mother pursues "independence", so of course I should also take care of myself early, so since I started elementary school, there are only housekeeping staff who clean, cook and leave regularly.

Oh, and the driver who took me to and from school.

In this way, the "relative" who stayed with me the longest was actually the driver.

Many times, I don't understand why my parents gave birth to me, and let me experience the pain of being abandoned and being alone all the time.

Poof, I lied to you.

No one really believes the nonsense I just said, right?

Just kidding, a person who doesn't even understand what "loneliness" is has already experienced loneliness. What pain do you expect her to feel about it?

Don't get me wrong, I'm not some poor little boy whose father doesn't love his mother and doesn't like to be obedient and sensible.

I enjoy a living environment that most people can't enjoy, and I have the freedom that most people of my age can't have, and I can do what I want at will.

However, there are limitations.There is no one in this world who is free to do whatever he wants.

Morality, law, and even the simple sentence "my father won't let me" are the shackles that bind people.

I don't care about that, but I can't do whatever I want - people have to pay for their actions.

For example, my current freedom comes from my mother in the final analysis. If I completely pissed her off, I would obviously have a hard time.

So I had no choice but to become what my mother expected—sensible, precocious, excellent grades, wide-ranging interests, pleasing personality...the standard "other people's child".

The best thing I have done here is "likable personality".

This is based on facts. All the people around me will mention one word in their evaluation of me: love to laugh.

I really love to laugh, when I am happy, when I am sad, when I am angry, and when I am helpless.

No, you shouldn't have said that.In fact, I don't have a clear understanding of emotions such as happiness, sadness, anger, and helplessness.

what is this called?emotional disorder?

Forget it, it doesn't matter what it's called.After all, I've always known that I'm smart, and I'm happy to give the feedback people want by observing, so as to get the "look" I want from others.

I enjoy being watched.

It's a joy to be liked, isn't it?

I carefully selected the people around me, found out what I was interested in, and became a "friend" with him.

For example, Qian Jiale.

She is a very typical sample, with a lively and cheerful personality, informal, and she is friends with most of the students in the class.

For me, it's obviously a good subject to watch.

But not halfway through the first year of high school, I felt bored.

It is getting easier and easier to be followed, praised, and loved.

so boring.

It would be nice to have someone as smart as me who can play with me.

This guy showed up during my freshman year of high school.

That is my "sister", Sheng Qianying.

It all started when I found a hospital certificate.

It said I was supposed to have a sister, but she died unexpectedly before she was born.

elder sister?I feel like I have a new toy.

I casually flipped through the dictionary and chose "穸", which is also the beginning of the acupoint, and simply and rudely completely copied my hobbies, and filled in a few "settings" for her casually.

In this way, my dear "sister" - Sheng Qianzhen was created.

I'm almost addicted to this "play house" game and can't help myself. Having a sister who will never leave you, and only you can see, hear, and feel the feeling of people... is really wonderful.

I know she doesn't exist, but what does it matter?I said she lived in my body, and that was the truth.

So of course, I couldn't resist my sister at all, and accidentally pissed off my mother too much.

Hey, hey, how can this be done~

The game that has already started does not have the function of going backwards, just continue to see where the story will develop! ! !

*Cheng Yue:

The first time I saw Sheng Qianyao, I thought she was a little girl who could easily be favored by others.

Her appearance is not the very beautiful type, but she is extraordinarily pleasing.

There is a little baby fat on both sides of her cheeks, and her apple muscles are full when she smiles, but her eyes are the most eye-catching.

Droopy eyes, inner double, standard dog eyes.

If she put on a pitiful expression with these eyes, no one would be able to reject her cruelly.

She showed great hostility to my intrusion into her territory, and somehow—her mother, I think—had to resist the urge to bark her teeth at me.

So cute.Like a puppy tamed by its master.

After seeing her a few times, I realized that Sheng Qianyao was not sick at all.

That's not quite right, but she definitely doesn't have schizophrenia, just mild histrionic personality disorder.

Symptoms are mild, far from being called a "mental illness," and just barely enough to be called a "disorder."

But I think she probably has severe affective volatility disorder.

Plus the previous judgment... Schizophrenia?

I'm still not sure about this, the little girl is not very old, and the city is not shallow, so I, a psychology major, was almost deceived by her acting.

So her older sister, Sheng Qianzhen, could only be made up by her.

The psychiatrists who came before must have seen this, but the mother obviously didn't accept it.

This can be a little tricky.

I thought so in my heart, but I couldn't help but raise the corners of my lips.

Sheng Qianyao's performance when facing her sister is really cute.

Unlike the previous situation where she had to put her teeth away because of fear, in front of her sister, she has been domesticated to the point where she can no longer even show her teeth.

Like the kind of dog that will only look at you with wet eyes and lick your hand aggrievedly even if it is scolded for no reason.

How come... so cute.

Facing this kind of dog, who would not have the desire to become her master?Who could resist making her their own?

Gaining her trust is very simple, as long as you agree with her sister.

Having a shared secret makes it easier to open up.

I calmly added the "evidence" of Sheng Qianzhen's real existence, wrote notes and replies to her as Sheng Qianzhen, and implicitly invited her to join the game.

I didn't even change the font, but she cooperated like a blind person - which means she agreed to reply.

Next, the game officially begins.

After contacting me, I basically affirmed my previous judgment. Sheng Qianyao suffers from moderate undifferentiated schizophrenia (although she has hallucinations, but the clinical manifestations are still far from paranoid schizophrenia), and Mild histrionic personality disorder.

I watched her smile happily and brightly at the staff of the handmade experience store. The displeasure almost made me unable to maintain the gentle and polite mask.I admit that I lost my temper first.

It's an undeniable fact that I have mild paranoid personality disorder, and a puppy who wags its tail at someone must be punished.

I informed her mother and asked her to give me everything about Sheng Qianzheng.

It wasn't until after eight o'clock that my door was knocked. Where did the puppy run around for such a long time?

I added medicine to her water glass, watched her drink it unpreparedly and then fell asleep, told her mother the reason I had thought up, and patiently prepared for the next meeting.

My puppy is so smart and I'm looking forward to what she does next.

I saw her coming out of the school gate, deliberately appearing in front of her, and then saw her bump straight into me, blushing when she looked up at me.

——This is a premeditated "first meeting" carefully designed by two people.

She's just...so cute.

I never knew there was a magic drug in the world that could make someone completely forget everything about another person, my dear Yaoyao, your acting skills are really good.

I don't know what will happen in the end, this game that we all know each other well but haven't broken through?

*Destroyer activated.

*The countdown begins.

*3.

*2.

*1.

*Ding--

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This is the end of the story~ See you in the next book!