distorted delusion

29.

Cheng Yue should have a patient today.

I recalled the timetable that Cheng Yue showed me, and hailed a taxi, the destination was Cheng Yue's clinic.

The place where she works is not far from my school. Although I know where it is, I haven't been there yet.

Probably because I figured it out, now instead of feeling nervous, I'm full of excitement about going to Cheng Yue's clinic—after all, it's the first time I'm going.

On the way, the taxi driver looked at me several times.

I am naturally sensitive to other people's sight and attention, not to mention that the driver didn't hide it, he was hesitant to speak from the moment I told the destination.

"What's the matter, uncle?" I smiled at him.

"Hey, that, little girl, does your school uniform belong to No. [-] Middle School?"

"Yes." I hesitated.

"Your school must have a lot of study pressure, right?"

"Ah?" I didn't expect things to unfold like this, so I said in a daze, "Are you okay?"

"My girl is also in the third year of middle school this year, and she also wants to take the first middle school exam," the driver sighed, "but..."

I saw that he was hesitant to speak again, and suddenly remembered what he had just asked me, and explained dumbfoundingly: "Actually, No. [-] Middle School is pretty good. Although there are more coursework, there are also many activities and clubs."

"I go to a mental hospital just to find someone."

"Hey, that's it..." The driver finally realized that he had misunderstood, and said something without embarrassment, and did not speak again.

The rest of the journey was extremely quiet. I wondered in my heart whether it was a surprise to find Cheng Yue, but after a while I thought of the headgear she wore when I watched a movie with Cheng Yue.

If you follow the line of thinking of "Cheng Yue has a problem", the headgear is rusty but carefully made, and I have hardly touched handwork since I was a child, but the little house I helped Qian Jiale make in the previous activity class was surprisingly good.

In this way, the person who gave Cheng Yue the headdress is probably...

The corners of my lips curled up.

No, why did Cheng Yue wear that headgear to go to the movies with me?

If it was she who made me lose my memory, shouldn't she avoid everything to do with things I've forgotten?Was it the tiara that had special meaning to her, or the person who gave it to her?

And most importantly, what is the purpose of Cheng Yue appearing in front of me?

Also, what role did my mother play in it?

Things seem to be getting more and more interesting.

A stopped taxi interrupted my thoughts, I paid and walked towards the building in front of me.

I never seem to have considered the possibility that Cheng Yue was plotting against me.

No, it should be said that I don't really care about Cheng Yue's real purpose of approaching me.

near.That's a really bad word.

I exhaled lightly and pushed open the glass door in front of me.

30.

"Hello," I said softly to the front desk lady, trying to control my voice not to tremble, "Is Dr. Cheng Yue in?"

"Uh, do you have an appointment?" The front desk lady checked the timetable, "Doctor Cheng should be available now."

"I'm her...friend. My name is Sheng Qianyao."

"Let me ask Dr. Cheng... Well, are you okay?" The front desk lady looked worried.

"It's okay. It's just a little uncomfortable." I tried to raise the corners of my mouth, but I'm afraid it didn't look like a smile.

The worry on the front desk lady's face didn't ease at all, but she didn't say much after all, she just made a quick call.

——It should be called Cheng Yue.

I waited anxiously, and finally felt relieved after hearing the affirmative answer from the front desk lady, and rushed to Cheng Yue's office.

The moment the door was opened, Cheng Yue was holding a paper cup.

She heard the door open and looked back at me with a smile in her eyes behind the glasses.

"Why at this time—"

Stopped abruptly.

I almost ran the few meters at the fastest speed in my life, hugged Cheng Yue, and buried my face in her arms.

Cheng Yue was silent for a second, and then I heard the sound of paper cups being placed on the table.

Then, I was hugged back gently by a pair of hands.

Cheng Yue's gentle voice rang in my ears: "Relax. Be good."

Cheng Yue's voice always has a magical power that can calm people down.I suspected for a long time that she was a mermaid who went ashore—because of her beautiful face and melodious voice, both are deceiving.

I slowly stopped shaking.

"Doctor Cheng..." Tears of fear, confusion, and bewilderment finally rolled down from my eyes. I didn't look up, but just clenched Cheng Yue's clothes and wept silently in her arms.

Cheng Yue patted my back lightly, her voice was not loud, but it contained strength: "I am here."

I finally couldn't help it and cried out.

Once the tense feeling is poked out, it can no longer be held back.

I cried for a long time in Cheng Yue's arms, and finally got over it, sobbing intermittently.

"Okay." Cheng Yue rubbed my head, "Who bullied you and made my little girlfriend cry so sadly."

"I'm not young!" I was teased by Cheng Yue, and I raised my head and glared at her.

"Seeing that your eyes are red from crying." Cheng Yue let go of her hand, let me sit on the chair opposite her desk, and looked at me tenderly.

"What happened? Would you like to tell me?"

"Hmm..." I made a small nasal sound, not knowing what to say.

Cheng Yue picked up the paper cup that was placed on the table before, went to the water dispenser to get hot water and handed it to me: "I've been crying for so long, let's drink some water first."

I held the glass in both hands, and drank the water slowly while organizing words in my mind.

"Doctor Cheng, is there a way to make someone forget another person?"

"...What kind of forgetting are you referring to?" Cheng Yue was obviously taken aback.

Only then did I realize that what I said was ambiguous, and I quickly explained: "No, I mean, that kind of medical forgetting."

"Today I was chatting with Qian Jiale, and she told me...I mentioned to her before that I have a sister named 'Sheng Qianzhen'."

"But I'm an only child... Our relatives don't have much contact with us, and I haven't heard that I have a cousin named 'Sheng Qian', and Qian Jiale said that I told her clearly before , 'Sheng Qianyan' is my biological sister."

Cheng Yue frowned and listened for a long time. Seeing that I was really flustered and at a loss, she took away the half-drinked paper cup in my hand, refilled it, took out something from the cabinet behind the desk, and put it in the cupboard. took my cup.

Perhaps seeing my puzzled gaze, Cheng Yue explained: "It's a drug like a tranquilizer, and you really don't seem to be in a good condition."

"Oh..." I took the cup from her hand, sipped it in small sips, and listened to her slowly.

"Generally speaking, it is impossible to forget a person alone. Human memory is very wonderful. At least as far as I know, there is no way to erase only part of the memory."

I don't know whether it's the quick effect of the medicine or the psychological effect, but I do feel that my mood has calmed down a lot.

Then I felt a slight dizziness, followed by drowsiness.

really.

To be honest, just now I almost began to wonder if my speculation was wrong.But this drowsy feeling... seems a little familiar.

I don't know if I can hold back the corners of my lips.

——This was my last thought before I lost consciousness.

31.

There are many people in the amusement park.

I complained with some surprise: "I didn't expect that there would be so many people in the amusement park on weekends... I thought people would come here only on holidays."

Cheng Yue laughed: "This is City C, where there is a lot of traffic."

She didn't wear glasses today, wearing a bright yellow sweater and baggy jeans, she looked lively and youthful, like a college student who just graduated.

"Okay, okay, it's still better than the crowds on holidays," I curled my lips, and the excitement of coming to the amusement park quickly dispelled my dissatisfaction, "Then let's go! Head towards the roller coaster!"

As the most popular playground in C City, there are many interesting rides here. Unfortunately, I grew up in C City, and this is my first visit.

So when I saw a roller coaster that was almost as tall as a twenty-story building, I fell silent.

"Doctor Cheng, have you seen the news about someone falling off a roller coaster?" I said cautiously.

"I probably haven't seen it." Cheng Yue suppressed a smile.

"Why should it be?!" I broke down and said, "Before I played VR with my classmates, the simulation was a big pendulum, and then I fell off it..."

Cheng Yue laughed out loud and said, "This is too bad."

Help, she looks more like a college student when she smiles.

"Don't worry, the amusement park is quite safe." Cheng Yue comforted me perfunctorily.

"Hmph, it's only been a few days since I got it, and you've already started perfunctory me, woman." I said angrily, and dragged her to the queue.

"Without perfunctory, how could I perfunctory my cute little girl." Cheng Yue laughed.

I have given up correcting her habit of always using the word "little" when addressing me. After all, she is nearly ten years older than me, and I am still a child compared to her.

The queue time was not long, only about ten minutes, but when it was our turn, I started to panic again.

"This won't scare me to death because it's too exciting?"

"No," Cheng Yue couldn't laugh or cry, "You don't have any heart disease, and you're not the timid type, you'll be fine."

"If you are really afraid, you can go to other less exciting projects." The staff probably heard us and looked at me cautiously.

"It's okay, this is the first time for the little girl to ride such a big roller coaster, she is quite courageous." Cheng Yue smiled politely at the staff.

In the end we got on this roller coaster, and I heard the wind whistling in my ears, a strong sense of weightlessness and overweight appeared alternately, and the surge of adrenaline made me scream involuntarily——

"Ah ah ah ah ah!"

good!Cool!

Until I got injured from the roller coaster, my heart was still beating wildly, and I was so excited.

I just fell in love with the stimulating feeling of blood loss and sudden congestion in the brain!

Cheng Yue looked very calm, except for a blush on her usual fair face, there was no difference.

But this can't fool me!I can hear her scream too!

I took Cheng Yue to play all the amusement facilities around, such as roller coaster, torrent ride, jumping machine... and resolutely bypassed the big pendulum.

I didn't expect to have played a few games, but it was already almost one o'clock.

"Are you hungry?" Cheng Yue touched my slightly sweaty temples and asked.

"It's okay," I shook her hand, "but I feel a little hungry when you ask me~"

"Then let's go and eat."

Cheng Yue and I settled for lunch at the restaurant in the park. The taste was okay, but it really didn’t match the price.

But Cheng Yue's salary is not low, and I can barely be regarded as a rich second generation, so neither of us paid much attention to it.

Come out and play, having fun is the most important thing.

After dinner, the two of us strolled slowly in the park. There will be parades and performances during holidays at this time. Unfortunately, today is just an ordinary weekend. It seems that they have no chance to perform for us.

After eating and drinking, Cheng Yue and I played a more entertaining situational roller coaster. This part seems to be the theme of family parenting, and there are no very exciting items.

While chatting and strolling with Cheng Yue, I suddenly saw an ice cream truck not far away.

It was probably launching a new flavor, and I clearly saw a few large characters "Peppermint Sea Salt Ice Cream" and a special price sign written on the signboard.

Mint sea salt?

I was aroused, and I was worried that this strange-looking taste would not taste good, and it is already late autumn...

"What's the matter?" Cheng Yue sensed that I was in a daze, followed my gaze, and asked, "Want to eat ice cream?"

"Hmm—" I made a long nasal sound, leaned over sticky, and pulled the corner of Cheng Yue's clothes to act coquettishly.

"Are you sure you won't have a stomachache?" Cheng Yue pinched my face.

"Of course! I'm not that vulnerable!"

"I believe it for the time being. I'll wait here and I'll buy it for you."

"A mint sea salt flavor!"

"Got it, if you don't like it, I'll finish it for you." Cheng Yue waved at me.

I sat on the bench and laughed, swinging my legs and waiting for her.

"Nong," Cheng Yue came back quickly, and she handed me the blue and white ice cream, "Try it."

"Yeah!" I stood up and took the ice cream, and licked it a little.

"It tastes good!" The strong milky aroma with the refreshingness of mint, mixed with a little salty taste, exploded on my taste buds.

Logically speaking, this taste should be more suitable for summer, but I always feel that it is this "out of season" taste that is more intoxicating.

My eyes lit up and I took another big bite.

"Try it too! It's really delicious!" I handed the ice cream forward.

Cheng Yue bent her eyes: "Okay."

I was wondering why she didn't reach out, when I felt something sticking to it.

Cheng Yue possessed a faint fragrance and snatched the half-melted ice cream from my mouth.

In the gentle afternoon sun, we kissed a mint sea salt ice cream flavored kiss.

It wasn't until the melted ice cream flowed onto my hands that I suddenly realized that I was in a hurry to find paper to wipe my hands, and didn't dare to look up the whole time.

"Little idiot." Cheng Yue sighed, took out a tissue from the bag, and wiped my hands without refusal.

My eyes were wandering, looking at the sky and the earth but not at Cheng Yue, and I even forgot to refute her calling me a "stupid".

"Okay, hurry up and eat, it's almost gone." Cheng Yue's voice sounded above me.

"Oh." I replied dully, and continued to eat my ice cream absent-mindedly.

Cheng Yue's lips are so soft, and the fragrance on her body smells good too. Is it laundry detergent?Still smell...

stop!Forget it!

I tried my best to pull back my running thoughts.

Afterwards, I was in a state of mind wandering, but Cheng Yue didn't say anything, as if nothing happened.

Several times when I secretly watched Cheng Yue and was discovered, she would look back with a smile.

This nasty fellow!

Until the evening, we almost played the whole park, and the last item was the Ferris wheel.

I heard that the Ferris wheel is one of the most suitable for young couples to play, and the rumors really do not deceive me.

The temperature in the small space kept rising, and the two of us sat quietly facing each other, but we didn't feel awkward, and the atmosphere became more and more ambiguous.

Almost at the top.

I finally plucked up the courage to look at Cheng Yue and said, "I heard that when couples kiss when the Ferris wheel reaches the highest point, they will be together forever."

Cheng Yue looked at me with a smile in his eyes, and asked me pretendingly, "So?"

I leaned over and lowered my head to kiss her.

I never believed in gods, and I didn't really believe in that legend, but at this moment, Cheng Yue's eyes reflected the lights of thousands of families, and the way he smiled was too charming.

So I sent myself up, using a romantic lame excuse to cover up my frank and passionate thoughts.

——Cheng Yue, I really like you.

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Tell me loudly if it's sweet or not!

ps: Today is the actress Yaoyao (what