distorted delusion

17.

where is this?

The moment I opened my eyes, I was confused.

The snow-white ceiling in front of my eyes, the faint smell of disinfectant in my nose...

This is... a hospital?

"Qianyao, you're finally awake." A slightly choked voice sounded beside my ear.

This voice...is my mother? !

I opened my eyes wide in astonishment, sat up straight up, and turned my head to look.

It's really her!

I was flattered and said, "Mom? Why are you here?"

After finishing speaking, I reacted belatedly: The focus now seems to be why I am in the hospital!

"You're already in the hospital. I must come and see you. What nonsense are you talking about?"

I said "oh" stupidly, and asked again: "Why am I hospitalized?"

My mother didn't answer me, but asked instead: "You don't remember?"

I thought about it for a long time, but my memory was blurred. I only remembered that I had a fight with my mother...?

My God, my mother finally came home, and I actually quarreled with her?

"Can't remember?"

"Um……"

"Do you remember when we quarreled?"

I buried my head in my chest in shame, and the mosquito hummed, "Mmm..."

"Oh," my mother sighed, "you ran outside angrily, tripped over the stairs and fell down."

Hey, am I that stupid?

I was a little embarrassed and asked my mother: "Then, why did we quarrel?"

The mother sighed again: "It's my fault. I really ignored you too much because of work. It's normal for you to have resentment in your heart. It's my mother who is sorry for you."

...It turned out to be because of this.

I lowered my eyes and said with a smile: "It's my fault. Mom has worked hard enough. I shouldn't let you worry about me anymore."

The mother was silent for a while, but she spoke again with a question that had nothing to do with the previous one: "In a few days your sister may come to stay at home for a while."

"Huh?" I looked at her confusedly, "I still have a sister?"

"It's just a distant relative. Those who are admitted to university in C city may have to stay at home for two days."

Mother explained a sentence, and then said as if trying to cover up: "Maybe I won't come."

Without a word, she hurried away.

That's right, it's not easy for my mother to find time to visit me in the hospital. How can I have so many demands?

18.

My parents divorced when I was very young.

In the only memory I have about my father, there are only endless quarrels and abuse.

It seems that since I was born, there have been more and more arguments between my parents, until the two decided to separate completely.

I was sentenced to my mother.

In my childhood memory, "mother" is just a thin word.I was picked up by a driver to and from school, and I was usually taken care of by a nanny. When I was a little older, my after-school life was filled with various extracurricular classes, and even the nanny was rarely seen.

Until now, I have been a sophomore in high school, and there are only a handful of pictures of my mother and I sitting and eating together in my memory.

Many times, I even doubt whether she loves me or not.

...It would be great if there was someone who only belonged to me and loved only me.

19.

Autumn is my favorite season.

The reason is simple - the weather is cooler.

There is no sweltering heat in summer, no coldness in winter, and no such big wind and sand in spring.

Taking advantage of the free time, I stood under the sycamore tree and breathed a sigh of relief.

"A Yao!" A crisp female voice sounded not far away.

I looked up and greeted her with a smile: "Lele."

"You're finally back. I heard you were hospitalized? Are you okay?" Qian Jiale looked at me worriedly.

"It's just that there are still some bruises on my body. It's nothing serious. Didn't I just ask for three days off?" I comforted.

"That's good." Qian Jiale was relieved, chatting with me about school gossip.

It's really a joy to chat with good friends while blowing the wind.

Time always flies by, we both finished talking about the last physical education class, and it's time to leave school.

"Then I'll go first, bye~"

Qian Jiale's house is not in the same direction as mine. After she greeted me, she bounced back home.

Why is she so energetic all the time.I looked at Qian Jiale's back and laughed.

"Hey—" I was distracted for a while, and I bumped into someone else!

"Are you okay?" A slender white hand supported me.

Such a gentle voice.I thought to myself, looking up at her.

The person in front of him had picturesque features, wearing a pair of rimless glasses, with long hair coiled low behind his head, gentle and beautiful.

I stared at her blankly, feeling a little hot on my face for no reason.

"Why don't you talk? What's wrong?" Seeing that I hadn't spoken for a long time, she frowned and asked.

"Ah, it's okay, that's okay, thank you!" I suddenly came back to my senses, left a word in a panic, turned around and ran away.

Until I got into the car, my heart was still beating non-stop.

"What's the matter, miss, why is your face so red?" The driver looked at me through the rearview mirror and asked with concern.

"Ah... Is my face very red?" I said nervously, pulling the corner of my clothes.

"Yeah, are you feeling unwell?"

"No, maybe it's because I ran too fast just now."

"Hey, what are you doing in such a hurry, I don't know how to run away..."

The driver's nagging sound faded in my ears, and I looked out the window, but the person just now was gone.

All I could see was myself flushed in the car window.

20.

There is a milk tea shop next to the school that tastes pretty good. It has been open for almost ten years and has always had a good reputation.

It's a pity that my mother doesn't let me drink blindly outside. After studying here for two years, I haven't tasted the taste of this well-received milk tea.

But...maybe an exception can be made today.

I looked at the text message from the driver on my mobile phone saying that I was going to be late, and then at the man sitting in the milk tea shop reading an e-book, and made up my mind.

"What a coincidence." The woman in front of me raised her eyebrows and looked at me with surprise in her eyes.

"You remember me?" I looked at her in surprise.

"Of course," she smiled, "Didn't I see it yesterday, I was very impressed."

I pulled out a chair and sat down opposite her, and ordered a cup of roasted milk with chestnut mochi.

"Have you ever drank this?" I asked her, "I heard it's delicious."

She raised her half-drunk coffee to me: "Obviously not."

The words espresso black coffee came into my eyes, and I looked at the man who didn't change his face in horror, feeling incredible.

No way, before Qian Jiale brought a glass of iced Americano in the morning, I stuck out my tongue after just one sip, let alone the condensed Italian...

I shivered, thinking that this sister is a real hero.

My milk tea was served soon, I licked my lips eagerly, and asked again without giving up: "You really don't know if it's good or not?"

The unknown sister looked at me and laughed, and said, "I really don't know."

"Okay... Since you don't know this question, can I ask you another question?"

"what?"

"Can I add a WeChat account?" I looked at her, rolled my eyes and smiled.

She was slightly taken aback, probably not expecting me to ask such a "question", and couldn't help laughing.

"Of course." She looked at me with a smile, and the smile didn't dissipate until the two of us added WeChat.

Chestnut mochi baked milk tastes really good, very suitable for autumn.Rich and mellow, with a hint of sweetness, like the collision of pure and lively and mature and gentle.

It matches my mood right now.

I looked at the note on the phone that was just said "Cheng Yue" by that person, and thought silently in my heart.

"Ding dong——" is the notification sound of a text message.

I took a look and it was the driver.

"It's time for me to go home." I looked at Cheng Yue and pushed the milk tea that I had only taken two sips to in front of her.

"It's really delicious, do you want to try it?"

After finishing speaking, without waiting for her reply, I put on my schoolbag and ran out quickly.

...It wasn't until I sat in the car and the car drove steadily for a certain distance that I suddenly realized that it was really rude to leave a drink I had drunk for someone I just met.

21.

Cheng Yue and I quickly became acquainted.

I know this is incredible, after all, "soon" refers to less than a day.

Even from the time we met for the first time to the time we got to know each other quickly, it was only two days.

It was nothing short of a miracle.

Although I am very familiar, but that's just the appearance - in fact, I just like to socialize, and there are not many people who can be called friends in a serious way.

So Cheng Yue is a very special situation for me.

Not to mention that I have been obsessed with her since the first time we met, and the whole day after that I could only think of her frowning. Even if I added WeChat, the situation didn't get any better. I almost wondered if it was because of her. I've been tricked.

And the two of us... almost agree on some things.

After I got home yesterday, I sent Cheng Yue a message about milk tea.For some reason, I did not apologize for my rude behavior, but——

Ah Yao is not an idiot! : Didi, is the beautiful sister here?

Cheng Yue: If I'm a beautiful sister, I should be here.

Ah Yao is not an idiot! : Of course forget it!

Ah Yao is not an idiot! : Has my sister tasted that cup of milk tea?Is it delicious~

Cheng Yue: Well, very sweet.

Cheng Yue: Like you.

Eh eh eh? !This, this, you are teasing me!

I suddenly opened my eyes wide, threw the phone aside, and rolled around on the bed with the quilt in my arms.

Even though I just met someone, not only did I not feel disgusted when I said such frivolous words, but I also felt hot in the face... Oh my god, I am completely hopeless.

Maybe this is the power of love at first sight, I thought, Cheng Yue and I probably fell in love in the last life, so we hit it off in this life.

Not only that, the two of us chatted for a whole morning today, from hobbies to national affairs, from the weather to the mountains and seas, and there was no embarrassment at all. "a feeling of.

Maybe it's fate.

In short, it is so wonderful that Cheng Yue and I quickly passed the stage of "acquaintance" and directly entered the stage of "passionate love", ah no, "familiar acquaintance".

I looked at the message on the chat interface that Cheng Yue invited me to hang out tomorrow, and I wanted to be reserved.

Then start typing on your phone.

Ah Yao is not an idiot! : ok~

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Cheng Yue likes Sheng Qianyao

Sheng Qianyao likes Sheng Qianyao

If Sheng Qianyao doesn't like Sheng Qianyao anymore, she can have sex with Cheng Yue!

Doctor Cheng plans to pass (bushi)