Salted Fish Fishing Guide

Chapter 35 Psychological Quality

Tears flowed continuously from Yu Fang's eyes, slid down his cheeks, and dripped silently to the ground.

If Chi Su hadn't followed, he probably would never have thought that Yu Fang was crying.Because Yu Fang didn't make a sound when he cried, he tightened his lips tightly, and the sound of sobbing was dissolved in his heaving chest cavity.The way Yu Fang shed tears reminded him of fish, fish weeping in the water, no one could notice.

This is not like Yu Fang, Chi Su thought. After all, Yu Fang told him to give up so happily and simply. It should be said that he never imagined that Yu Fang would cry.

"What a fart," Yu Fang wiped his face in embarrassment, "Get lost."

It's a pity that his eyes are red, his voice is hoarse, and he has no deterrent effect at all.

"Who messed with you?" Chi Su asked him in a low voice.

"none of your business."

"Of course it's none of my business..." Chi Su suddenly realized that he was holding something in his hand, which seemed to be a ball of paper.Unknowingly where the courage came from, he stretched out his hand and lightly touched Yu Fang's clenched fist, "If you don't want to throw it, give it to me."

"Are you an idiot? This fucking 8 yuan..." Before Yu Fang could finish speaking, tears welled up again. His thin cheeks were criss-crossed with tears, reflecting a glimmer of water, and he stopped talking. , maybe it was too embarrassing for the choked voice.

Chi Su was silent for two seconds, grabbed Yu Fang's wrist, and said, "Let's go, you will be seen crying here." He pulled Yu Fang back and led Yu Fang into his bedroom.

After entering the house and closing the door, Yu Fang seemed to relax a bit.He sniffed, leaned against the door, and muttered, "You saw it anyway."

Then he threw the ball of paper in his hand on Chi Su's desk.

Chi Su unfolded the ball of paper and remained silent.

"I threw the beef balls away, do you want to eat them? If you want to eat them, go and pick them up." Yu Fang wiped his tears on his T-shirt and smiled shortly, "If she sends me anything else, I won't throw them away. , What a waste, but I really can't fucking eat a bite of that thing."

"Chi Su, aren't you angry?" As if tired from crying, Yu Fang lowered his head and his voice was hoarse, "If you don't get the wild core in the last fight today, you might win, so you don't have to enter the loser's group. You What if we are eliminated in the next game? Then we won’t even be able to make it to the semi-finals. You were still the semi-finals last season. Don’t you think I’m a rat droppings that ruined your pot of soup? You won’t win this season Are you going back to school when you reach the championship?" Yu Fang coughed, and his voice became even hoarse, "Although it is my fault, I can't blame me entirely, brother Hu is out of his mind and asked me to come to LKG, I said I If you force me to believe you, I—"

Chi Su walked up to Yu Fang, opened his arms, and hugged him gently.

Yu Fang fell silent for a moment.

"I don't blame you, no one blames you," Chi Su said seriously, "I wanted to get the wild core myself, it just so happened that you said it, and the loss is not your fault alone, we all made mistakes .”

Yu Fang was silent, and after a while, he sighed: "Do you think, this season, we still have drama?"

"Yes, don't you want to help me win the championship?"

"I deserve it too?"

"Actually, my parents and I casually talked about the two-year agreement," Chi Su smiled, "I don't know why you are all so serious... If you can't win the championship after two years of playing, just play for three, four years, Five years, until I can't beat it anymore, I won't go back to school halfway."

Yu Fang was stunned for a moment: "Are you serious?"

"Really," Chi Su patted him on the back, "I just want to win the championship."

"Grass, why don't you say it earlier..."

"You didn't ask, you said you came to LKG to make money to buy a house."

"..."

Chi Su said solemnly: "So don't be so nervous, winning or losing the game is not your responsibility alone, and you don't have to be responsible for my...goal, just like getting the wild core today, I think the wild core can be fought. Not because of you, nor because I... like you."

The moment he said the word "like", Chi Su felt that Yu Fang's body suddenly tensed up.

But then he relaxed again.

Yu Fang still let him hold him, as if the pot had been broken, he said in a muffled voice, "Which one of your strings is wrong?"

"no."

"Chi Su, I'm different from you, it's not a matter of whether I like men or not..." Yu Fang paused, struggling to organize his words, "I'll only say this once, because we are teammates, maybe I , I should explain it clearly to you."

"Ah."

"My house is not good. You should know that my father beat my mother very fiercely before he was alive. You may not have seen that kind of beating. It is just beating to death, and there is no reason. The last second he was with my mother. Talking and laughing, he grabbed a stool and hit her in the next second... Then my father died, me and my grandparents, do you know what I found?" Yu Fang's voice trembled slightly, "My grandpa That's how I beat my grandma. So later, I couldn't take it anymore and left, and I didn't go back when my grandpa died."

"You don't have to pity me, I'm just telling you, that's it...so I don't believe in those things about love and love. When I was young, I looked at my parents' wedding photos, and it was normal. Both of them were smiling. Yes, but they later... well, do you understand, it's not your fault, it's purely my own fault, I can't accept anyone else. And I think it's hereditary, look at my grandpa's bird Like my dad, maybe I will be like that in the future, I think, if I like someone, I don’t want to treat him like that one day.”

"Can I interrupt?" Chi Su said.

"Ok?"

"If you domestically abuse me...it may be a little difficult."

"What the hell, what do you mean, I beat people very badly," Yu Fang curled his lips and said in a low voice, "... Chi Su, don't embarrass me."

Chi Su had the illusion that what he was holding in his arms was not a person, but a piece of ice, a cicada's wing, a fragile and fleeting thing.

He wanted to tighten his embrace a little, but he was afraid that the other party would disappear.

"Then if, I said if," Chi Su's voice was very soft, "you haven't encountered those bad things, do you think you will like me?"

He was answered by a long silence.

"If you don't speak, it's the default, so you can't accept me, right?" Chi Su hesitated for a moment, but still reluctantly let go of his arms, stepped back half a step, and stared into Yu Fang's red eyes, "You have too many worries Yes, I can understand...Yu Fang, do you dare to try?"

Yu Fang turned his face away: "Try what?"

"If we don't lose in the lower bracket and make it to the finals... you'll be with me."

"Grass……"

Yu Fang wanted to say, the son of a bitch has a good mental quality, and he is half a step away from being eliminated, so he dared to make such a request.Yu Fang also wanted to say, to be together after entering the finals?You think of dad too cheaply, don't you?Anyway, get a championship.

But he couldn't say these words, maybe it was because he was too comfortable being coaxed by Chi Su, maybe it was because Chi Su's staring look was too pitiful, maybe it was because the atmosphere was too gentle and ambiguous, beyond the scope of his past experience. , he didn't know how to reject Chi Su.

Maybe he didn't want to reject Chi Su at all.

"Yu Fang?"

"What's the reminder..." Yu Fang stared at the hem of his T-shirt, and said in a very, very low voice, "You'd better bring us to the finals, Chi Su."

***

"Damn it, why haven't they come out yet? It's been half an hour!" A Kai scratched his head anxiously, "I didn't mean to say that the captain's character is bad, but Yu Fang cried, the captain won't take advantage of it." Human danger, my God..."

"That's inappropriate," Wanger scratched his head. "They have to train tonight, so they have to come? Hey, if they don't come, can we help explain... The captain's attitude is so good, this is the way to fight." Wild, if you lose the game, you can still link up with wild assistants..."

May got dizzy from their nagging, and said irritably, "Shut up! Ah Kai go knock on the door!"

Ah Kai shrank his neck: "I won't go, what should I do if the captain hates me, and the jungler will not be caught in the future."

Wang Ge waved his hands again and again: "I'm not going either, what should I do if the captain doesn't catch me on the road?"

"You have to go, May Bao," A Kai said, "Yu Fang and you are on the bottom lane, the captain will definitely catch it."

"..."

The three of them were pushing and shoving, when they heard the sound of the door opening, A Kai hurriedly leaned on the door, observing the situation in the corridor through the peephole.Wanger squatted beside him, his ears pressed against the crack of the door.

After ten seconds.

May asked eagerly, "What's the matter?"

Ah Kai frowned: "Yu Fang came out alone, I didn't see the captain."

Wanger had a deep meaning: "Yu Fang said, 'My waist hurts a bit'."

May turned pale in shock: "The captain is too scumbag, right? Brother Yu is old enough to play games, can he stand up to it? He asked Brother Yu to go back to the dormitory, so can't he sleep in his place?! "

Wanger: "Oh."

A Kai: "Oh."

On the other side, Yu Fang returned to the dormitory.

He rubbed his side waist and muttered, "The doorknob hurts so much..."

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