The scumbag ex-wife who became the substitute heroine

Xin Yan looked at the road ahead, and then looked at Bei Lanlan who was still waiting for her to speak. She looked a little at a loss, maybe she wasn't ready, and it took a few seconds for her to make a sound.

"Blue Blue..."

"What does it feel like to like someone?"

Bei Lanlan's half-opened eyes slowly opened fully, she sat up very slowly, her round eyes stared closely at Xin Yan, like a pair of hooks, hooked on her flesh and blood.

Xin Yan was very uneasy, and Bei Lanlan was made even more uneasy by her, because she didn't understand why Xin Yan would suddenly ask such a question.

What did someone else say to her?Or did she realize it herself?

Does she really want to know the answer, or is she hinting?

In an instant, countless thoughts turned in Bei Lanlan's mind, but no matter what the thought was, it didn't delay her answering: "I want to hold her in the palm of my hand, tightly, so that she can only look at me forever and pay attention to me." one person."

Xin Yan: "..."

She felt that this answer was a little scary, but seeing Beilan Lanyun's calm appearance, she began to wonder if there was something wrong with her.

What's more, with this answer, Xin Yan put a trick on herself, and felt that she couldn't fit it.

She is not such a possessive person, holding it in the palm of her hand, please, how can a living person be held in the palm of her hand? At most, she will only let the people around her report three times a day. Send a few more people to covertly protect.

It's protection, not surveillance. It's not surveillance, is it?

And I can only look at me forever, which is theoretically untenable. How can a person only look at another person? Does she never go out?It's impossible for her to do this even if it violates the human rights law. At most... At most, after Bei Lanlan comes into contact with a stranger, or someone she thinks has a problem, she will ask someone to investigate the background of that person.

It's just a precautionary measure, nothing wrong with it.

As for the last one, you can only pay attention to me alone...

This Xin Yan is more difficult to compare, because Bei Lanlan really only pays attention to her, and she has never pretended to speak to others. Xin Yan didn't think about it carefully before, but now that she thinks about it, she quite enjoys such treatment.

Xin Yan: "..."

wrong.

The result is still put on!

Bei Lanlan watched her face turn from red to black, and then from black to white, she couldn't wait any longer, she asked, "What are you thinking?"

Xin Yan was very confused, she came back to her senses: "Well... I was thinking, when I have time, I want to visit your mother."

Bei Lanlan was a little happy, "Okay, when shall we go?"

Xin Yan looked at her and said embarrassedly: "I can go alone, aren't you very busy?"

The smile on Bei Lanlan's face faltered, and after Xin Yan turned her head back, the smile on her face disappeared.

Xin Yan really wants to see Li Jingshu. There is too much history between her and Bei Lanlan. She will develop another relationship with others before the history is cleared. She has to "clean it up" before she dares to really let go.

But this sentence was heard in Bei Lanlan's ears, combined with the context, it became that Xin Yan first asked her what it felt like to like someone, and then she used Bei Lanlan's mother as an excuse, and then went to see Lu Wanqiu.

After all, after Bei Lanlan came back from the nursing home that day, even though she had emphasized many times that she was fine, Xin Yan was still worried. Looking at her, Bei Lanlan knew that she would still go there by herself.

It's just that she didn't expect it to be in such a situation.

Bei Lanlan's face can't even be described as ugly. As long as Xin Yan turns her head, she will be frightened by her current expression. Blue.

……

Actually, Xin Yan was still not sure.

Even though Xu Fei said that, Bei Lanlan also answered, but she just felt that this was different from what she imagined.

She has never really liked anyone, but she has watched TV dramas, watched movies, and seen young couples in real life. That being said, outsiders can also see that sparks are flying between them.

Look at her to Bei Lanlan again...

So bland.

With Bei Lanlan in front of her, her heart won't beat fast, and she won't look forward to leaving Bei Lanlan on a business trip, and as for hugging and hugging each other, wishing to stick to each other's body forever, that's even more of a thing.

That's it, can it be regarded as liking?

This question was not cleared until Xin Yan entered the nursing home.

What Xu Fei said, she cared about Bei Lanlan very much, and this kind of care would only appear on Bei Lanlan, she admitted it, so she thought of another sentence Xu Fei said, she likes Bei Lanlan, she should also be right of.However, she was a little disappointed and a little guilty.

Is this how she likes someone? Isn't the person she likes a bit unlucky?

Thinking about the purpose of her trip, Xin Yan felt even more guilty.

When Xin Yan came over, Li Jingshu was making clay pottery. She signed up for the clay pottery class in the nursing home. When she heard that Xin Yan was coming, she picked up the three small ornaments she made and walked out happily.

Xin Yan was sitting in her living room waiting for her, and ran in with small steps. Li Jing's book was covered with sweat. Seeing that Xin Yan was about to stand up, she quickly waved her to sit down, "It's okay, you sit, I I'll bring you something to eat, how about the pork rib soup from last time? I heard from Lan Lan that you are sick, whether you are recovering or not, but you should pay attention to your body, you can earn money at any time, and you only have one body."

Xin Yan replied obediently: "It's ready, I drank a lot of pork rib soup."

This made Li Jingshu happier than simply answering whether it is good or not. She laughed: "That's good, I want to make it for you again, but... I don't know which step went wrong with the things I made before. A few nurses here have gastroenteritis, and they won't let me do it now."

Xin Yan was taken aback, "Are you okay?"

"It's weird too, I'm the only one who's fine!"

Xin Yan: "..."

After getting another fruit plate and a cup of hot tea, Li Jingshu, who was so busy that her feet didn't touch the floor, sat down affectionately and looked at her with a smile on her face, "What are you doing here today?"

Xin Yan hesitated for a while before raising her head, "Auntie, do you want to be discharged from the hospital?"

Li Jingshu was stunned.

She asked tentatively, "You mean, I can go home now?"

Xin Yan said with some embarrassment: "It's not going back to that home. It's okay if you insist, but I still hope that you can live closer to us. I will find the best nutritionist and nurse for you. If you like the place here Nurse, I can also poach them with a high salary and live outside, Lanlan can visit you often, I... If you don't find it disturbing, I will go too."

Li Jing pondered her thoughts for a while, and then she asked, "Are you coming together?"

Xin Yan nodded.

Li Jingshu saw her eyes began to change, "Do you often come together?"

Xin Yan: "..."

No matter what it means, Li Jingshu doesn't seem to like her going to see her with Bei Lanlan.

But as far as her dark history is concerned, it is quite normal for Li Jingshu not to want her to get too close to her daughter.

Xin Yan took a deep breath, but she couldn't give up like this.

"If you don't like . . . I'll go less."

But it's impossible not to go at all, she is Bei Lanlan's mother, for the sake of Bei Lanlan, she has to go and brush her face if she has nothing to do.

Xin Yan was afraid that she would get angry, so she looked at her nervously after she finished speaking, ready to apologize three times at any time, but Li Jingshu just looked at her, quietly watching her.

After about half a minute, she raised her hand and wiped the corners of her eyes.

Xin Yan was shocked, did she cry out of anger? !

She immediately stood up, and before she could speak, Li Jingshu saw her such a big reaction, and quickly smiled and told her to sit down. At this time, her eyes were still a little red, "I let you see a joke, I just... just think that my blue Blue is too easy."

"I didn't have a father since I was a child, and I had to work again. I sent her to school when I was three years old. I started boarding after junior high school. I thought she would blame me, but this child is too sensible. She never blamed me for not being with her. Then I got sick. , she never blamed me for causing her so much trouble..."

Xin Yan fell silent completely, she didn't know what to say, Bei Lanlan's life in the past years was indeed a bit difficult, but her most difficult years were when she was by her side.

I thought Li Jingshu should have said this next, but she didn't, "Such a sensible child has never asked me for anything. I buy her toys and mobile phones, and she always just says thank you, mom. I know, that's not what she wants, what she wants is that I can take her home, but I have never done it in my life. Fortunately, now I have you. "

Xin Yan was stunned for a moment, and after realizing it, she said movedly: "Auntie..."

Li Jingshu looked at her, and in her eyes was the tolerance and love that Xin Yan had never expected, "Everyone makes mistakes. To Lanlan, I am not a very good mother. The past can't be changed, but there is a word It's called bitterness before sweetness, I hope your marriage can be the same as Lanlan's life, it's all bitter first, and then, very sweet."

It went so smoothly that Xin Yan couldn't imagine, she was so moved that she didn't know what to say, "Auntie, I won't do that again, I...I love Lanlan, and I will treat her well for the rest of my life!"

Infected by Li Jingshu's generous maternal love and heart, Xin Yan seemed to have something gushing out of her chest. Before she could think about it carefully, these words were blurted out by her. After she finished speaking, she froze for a moment, Li Jingshu didn't think There are so many, she teased with a smile, young people are young people, and such words can be said, hey, she would be embarrassed if it was her.

Although Li Jingshu had given her blessings, she did not agree to Xin Yan's request to let her move out.

It has nothing to do with money, living here and moving out, the money is the same to Xin Yan, it is not as expensive as a search and rescue boat on the cruise ship she is going to buy, she mainly sees that the two people She hasn't settled down yet, and she doesn't want to go out and be their light bulb.

It's better to wait until their relationship is stable and they won't be affected by trivial matters before mentioning her moving out.

When Xin Yan came to see her, she never left empty-handed. This time, she brought two clay piglets made by Li Jingshu. It is said that these two piglets are a family. Xin Yan likes this implication, so After going out, he put the two little pigs in his sports car.

It's just that she forgot that there were three of these little pigs in the beginning, two of which were in her hands, and Li Jingshu didn't keep the third one, but sent it to the next door.

Lu Wanqiu played with the pink piglet in her hand, and asked the people around her, "What did they say?"

Nurse Huihui seldom talked to Lu Wanqiu in the past few days, and the one who answered her now was her former subordinate, who was also one of the familiar faces in the nursing home.

"Xin Yan asked Ms. Li if she wanted to move out. She wanted to arrange a medical team for Ms. Li. I didn't hear that later, but seeing Ms. Li's expression, she seemed very happy."

Lu Wanqiu squeezed the little pig's fingers with a little force, and the little pig's tail began to wobble. The works of amateur players are so weak.Looking at the tail that was about to break off, Lu Wanqiu's expression became even more gloomy: "That's fine."

"After she moved out, no one bothered me anymore."