Are you in love?the kind of life

Li Ao was speechless by his words, and after a long silence, he could only say one sentence: "At least I can die clearly."

Pang Zi looked at Hei Xiaoxiao, then at Li Ao, feeling that the atmosphere between the two was a bit heavy.

After Li Ao finished speaking, the spacious room fell into silence. Hei Xiaoxiao lowered his head and remained silent. Just when Li Ao thought he would sit like this forever, he finally raised his head.

"You're right, even if I, Hei Xiaoxiao, die, I will die clearly." He said so, lifted the quilt and got off the bed. Seeing him like this, Li Ao's eyes flickered with admiration.

When Luo Heng saw the well-dressed man sitting quietly at the dining table, his eyes were slightly red, and Hei Xiaoxiao looked at the man in front of him who had been treated tenderly by the years, with a guilty expression on his face: "Dad, I'm sorry for making you worry. "

"It's fine, it's fine..." Luo Heng gently rubbed his head.

In the evening, their family had dinner with Li Ao and Pang Zi. After the meal, Hei Xiaoxiao and Li Ao went back to school together, while Pang Zi went to the hospital to take care of Grandma Pang.

There were only two people left in the four-person dormitory. Hei Xiaoxiao stood in front of the boy's desk, and the other party's things were the same as when he left. You lost them all."

Hei Xiaoxiao didn't speak, but just put away all the other party's things, then called the uncle of the dormitory management department, and gave all the things to the other party.

Li Ao looked at the big bag of books and quilts, and raised his eyebrows: "Where are the clothes, give him too?"

"There's nothing wrong with it." Hei Xiaoxiao straightened the table without looking back, and suddenly stopped when he saw a book with an open cover beside him.

The piece of paper was still stuck inside, Hei Xiaoxiao took it out, looked at the childish font on it, and exerted a little force with his fingertips.

In the end, Hei Xiaoxiao gave all of Francis' belongings to the housekeeper, except for the book that was kept.

In the days that followed, Hei Xiaoxiao started to go to and from school alone, go to the cafeteria to eat alone, go home alone, and struggle until late at night alone. There was no longer the boy who had been silently accompanying him by his side, and his life was peaceful. It's like a pool of stagnant water.Occasionally, he would visit Grandma Pang with Pang Zi and Li Ao, and chat with the old man. The old man's health was getting worse and worse, but every time he pretended to be tough in front of Pang Zi, Li Ao said, Pang Grandma may not last this summer vacation.

Hei Xiaoxiao felt a little sad, but there was nothing he could do. Even though life was tenacious, there was still nothing he could do in the face of parting.

The three of them tacitly kept this matter from Pang Zi, Hei Xiaoxiao watched Li Ao trying every means to make Pang Zi angry every day, and then clumsily coaxing him, his heart was at peace.

The days passed day by day, and the annual college entrance examination finally came as scheduled, and Grandma Pang also entered the intensive care unit at this time.

Li Ao and Hei Xiaoxiao were wearing sterile clothes, standing in front of the hospital bed, looking at the old man who was rapidly losing weight on the bed, they were speechless for a moment.

"Coming?" The old man tried his best to open his cloudy eyes and looked at the young man who had grown into an adult in front of him, with a kind smile still on his face.

"Grandma..." Li Ao took two steps forward, held the other's hand, and couldn't say a word except to call for someone.

"Good...didn't tell...A Zi, right?" Grandma Pang was weak, and gasped after saying a few words.

"No," Li Ao looked at the old man on the bed with red eyes, raised the corners of his lips and choked up his voice, "I told him that I would go home, but he didn't know yet."

"That's good...that's good..." Grandma Pang nodded, and the muddy tears flowed down the corners of her eyes into her gray temples. I can't drag his...future any longer..."

Grandma Pang's voice became smaller and smaller, the door of the ward was opened from the outside, and the attending doctor came in: "Master, the patient needs to rest."

Pang Zi nodded, and put the old man's hand back on the quilt: "Take good care of her, call me if you need anything."

The doctor nodded, Li Ao and Hei Xiaoxiao left the ward, Hei Xiaoxiao looked at the people on the bed through the window, "What did Pang Zi say?"

"I'll find a way," Li Ao wiped his face fiercely, "No matter what, we must let Pang Zi'an finish the exam with peace of mind. This is Grandma Pang's last wish."

"En." Hei Xiaoxiao nodded in response.

Li Ao looked at him and said, "Go back first, I'm here to watch."

"it is good."

"Come on for the exam tomorrow."

"You too."

On June [-]th and [-]th, the national college entrance examination is just beginning. All the vehicles on the street have green lights for the candidates. Construction is prohibited on all construction sites around the school. People from the fire brigade and medical team are always on alert to escort the candidates all the way. .

After three years of honing, the knowledge acquired took two days to test. Everyone who came out of the examination room had different expressions on their faces, either sad or happy, but everything was a foregone conclusion, except Gear up or fight again, there is no choice.

Perhaps youth is like this. Unknowingly, people have grown up passively or actively, and then embarked on their own journey.

The moment the bell rang and the pen was put down, it was already a farewell to the past self. Outside the examination room were the parents who were anxiously waiting for their children. When Li Ao and Pang Zi followed the crowd out, they saw the car parked at Black car on the side of the road.

A bad premonition welled up in his heart, for a moment, Li Ao didn't dare to look into the eyes of the people around him.

The people waiting by the car saw him and walked towards him against the crowd. What they were about to say stopped when they saw Pang Zi standing next to him. Finally, the man chose to bend down and leaned into Li Ao's ear: " The old lady left at ten past two this afternoon."

Although he was mentally prepared, when he heard the news with his own ears, Li Ao was still momentarily stunned. Originally, he thought that Grandma Pang would be able to persist until they finished the exam, and persist until Pang Zi went to the hospital to see him for the last time. On the one hand, after all, the old man loves his grandson so much, he will definitely be reluctant, but he didn't expect...

"Li Ao, what's wrong?" Pang Zi beside him looked at him worriedly, he still didn't know anything, didn't know anything...

"Little fat man, let me tell you something. You must calm down after listening." Li Ao looked at him with dark eyes. The expression on Pang Zi's face changed little by little, and finally gradually became panic. After trembling, he opened his mouth in a trembling voice: "What... what is it..."

"Grandma, she... is gone..."