Are you in love?the kind of life

"Tell me." Pang Zi didn't know what the other party was going to say, but still nodded.

"Grandma was seriously ill back then, and I was afraid that I would affect your exam, so I begged Li Ao to hide her illness for her. Li Ao agreed. I thought grandma could last until the college entrance examination, but in the end it was too late. Because of this incident, Li Ao has been in Blame yourself, thinking it was your own fault that caused you not to see grandma for the last time. He always wanted to explain to you, but it was a pity that you were not in a good state at that time, so he had no chance, and later , you sold the house and left without a word..."

"After you left, he went to every station and even the airport, but he couldn't find you. That night, I stayed with him in the park for a long time. That was the first time I saw him look like that. Looks like a lost soul..."

"Since that day, he has never mentioned your name again, but I know that he has been looking for you in private. The house you sold was later changed into a supermarket. He asked someone to take it He bought it and converted it into an apartment, and he lived in it for a period of time every month. After joining the company, he worked day and night to socialize, and his stomach problem also developed at that time." Hei Xiaoxiao His voice was always steady, without any fluctuations, as if he was describing something about a stranger, but Pang Zi pieced together the life of the man in the past few years from those calm words.

He opened his mouth wide, but he couldn't do anything other than panting, he just felt like his heart was being held by someone, and that person was still tightening his hand bit by bit.

Hei Xiaoxiao's voice continued: "Francis and I could clearly see Li Ao's thoughts on you back then. I don't know what you think, but Li Ao really puts you in his heart. superior……"

"...I have persuaded him to let go of this relationship, do you know what he told me?" Hei Xiaoxiao asked him, Pang Zi turned to look at the man who was still sleeping soundly on the bed, raised his hand He kept his mouth shut, and had an answer in his heart, but he couldn't believe it.

"He said he couldn't let it go."

"Woo..." Pang Zi finally couldn't bear to choke up sobs, the figure in his eyes gradually became blurred and then clear, he turned his back and curled up, not daring to look at the person on the bed again.When Hei Xiaoxiao heard his voice, he couldn't help feeling uncomfortable.

Over the years, he has been watching Li Ao step by step to force himself into a machine that can only work. He has no human touch on him. Even his friend can see the lifeless gray veil covering him. He knew that Li Ao was sick, but the medicine that could cure him was not by his side.

"The day you met him at the company, he called me. It was the first time in so many years that I felt the anger in him." Having said this, Hei Xiaoxiao stopped, and the living room was silent. , so quiet that he could clearly hear Pang Zi's choked voice on the phone, he didn't speak, and gave the other party time to buffer.

"Xiaoxiao..." Pang Zi choked up and opened his mouth, Hei Xiaoxiao sighed when he heard his voice, "Pang Zi, I have said so much, I just want to tell you that Li Ao has never forgotten you all these years, He...he misses you very much. If you have that kind of meaning for him, you should talk to him clearly, and then the two of you will live together. If you...then you should leave him as soon as possible, and stay far away. They are all my friends, but in all fairness, I don't think Li Ao has anything to be sorry for you. Even though he was wrong about what happened back then, he has redeemed his sins over the years. I don't want him to be hurt any more. You understand ?"

"I...I know..." Hei Xiaoxiao's words hit Pang Zi's heart like a hammer. Said that he didn't blame the other party for a long time, but he couldn't say it, he didn't have the qualifications...

"His stomach problem is very serious. He had gastric bleeding last time. If I guessed correctly this time, the doctor should have said that if it was later, it would have been a perforated stomach." He used a question, but a statement tone.Pang Zi didn't speak, and Hei Xiaoxiao didn't say anything else, just said: "Think about what I said, when he wakes up, no matter what your decision is, I hope you can have a good talk with him " After Hei Xiaoxiao finished speaking, he hung up the phone, Pang Zi held his hand, looked down at the exit interface above, there was a soft "click", and two drops of warm tears fell on it, He hurriedly raised his hand to wipe it, then turned around, subconsciously raised his head to look in the direction of the hospital bed, but bumped into a pair of dark and deep eyes.

Li Ao didn't know when he woke up, he was half leaning on the bed, looking at him expressionlessly, but Pang Zi didn't notice it all the time.

Li Ao's eyes slid across his face, and then landed on the phone in his hand. The ward was very quiet, and the phone was quite loud. He heard who was calling.

"Who told you to touch my things?" Li Ao looked at him, touched his pale lips lightly, and his cold voice sounded in the ward.

Pang Zi raised his hand to wipe away his tears, and subconsciously apologized: "I'm sorry..."

"Get out." Li Ao was too lazy to look at him, and closed his eyes tiredly, instead of looking at the other party's shocked eyes widened by his words, Pang Zi raised his head and stared blankly at the tired face on the hospital bed Man, somewhere in his heart throbbed with pain, the pain made him want to cry, but he didn't dare.

Putting the mobile phone in his hand back into the pocket of his suit jacket, he went out with his head down. The person on the bed never opened his eyes to look at him again. It was not until the dull sound of closing the door that Li Ao opened his eyes and took a look. In the direction the other party left, he sneered, and Hei Xiaoxiao wanted to talk, but he forgot that there was anything else to talk about between them.

Li Ao thought that the other party must have left, so when he heard the sound of the door opening, he opened his eyes and looked at Pang Zi who came in with porridge in his hand, he was surprised for a moment.

Pang Zi closed the door, looked up at him, his eyes were still a little red, and said to himself: "The doctor said that your stomach should be well nourished, and you can only eat light liquid food for the past two days. I brought you white porridge. You Have a drink."

Li Ao stared at him without blinking, not wanting to miss the expression on his face, he said: "Didn't I let you go?"

Pang Zi calmly walked to the hospital bed, took out the table and propped it up, pursed his lips and said, "I won't get out," paused, and added: "At least I won't get out until you leave the hospital. "

Li Ao listened to the first half of his sentence, his heart skipped a beat, and then the second half of the sentence made him sink again, he sneered: "Why, didn't you always want to leave me, what's going on now? Look at me so pitiful Me?" Pang Zi didn't speak, and Li Ao's expression turned cold: "I don't care about your pity, so get out."