we are all idiots

The car stopped in front of the pharmacy, and Song Wei said, "Wait for me in the car, and I'll go buy medicine."

"Yes." Lu Qiulin nodded.

After Song Wei got out of the car, he took off his shoes. His ankle was swollen like a steamed bun, and it hurt a lot when he moved a little.

He sighed, took out his mobile phone and dialed Qi Jun's number.

"Qiu Lin, where have you been? Why haven't you come back for so long?" Qi Jun asked anxiously.

"I... met Song Wei on the road, and I'm staying with him today, and I want to talk to him about something."

Lu Qiulin spoke with some difficulty, he knew that such words could not deceive Qi Jun, but he did not have the energy to make up other lies, he did not want to deceive him.

"Oh, fine, as long as you're fine," Qi Jun said pretending to be relaxed, "Then you guys talk, I'll hang up."

"Well," Lu Qiulin said, "good night."

"Good night."

After Qi Jun finished speaking, he hung up the phone, the car door opened, Song Wei sat in, and threw a bag on his lap, "I bought several, you can use it yourself."

As soon as the voice fell, the phone rang.

Song Wei took it out and looked at it, then looked at Lu Qiulin, "Qi Jun."

"Go ahead and say that I'm staying at your house today." Lu Qiulin said.

"Qi Jun," Song Wei answered the phone, "well...he's here with me,...well, it's fine,...let him live with me today,...OK, don't worry, okay, hang up gone."

Song Wei threw the phone on the middle storage box, "Did you tell him that you are staying at my place today?"

"Well," Lu Qiulin took out all the medicines in the bag and looked over, "I asked you to help me find a house, did you find it?"

"It's not that there is no place to live," Song Wei started the car, "What are you in a hurry for?"

"You know what I'm anxious about," Lu Qiulin threw the bag aside and looked out the window, "Song Wei, we have been friends for so many years, I thought you knew me well enough."

"Damn!" Song Wei patted the steering wheel, "Okay, okay, you can move back, tomorrow I will go to Qi Jun's place to get your luggage."

"No," Lu Qiulin said, "help me find a house quickly."

"No," Song Wei turned his head and stared at him, "Are you so interesting? Isn't it just a place to live? I really don't know you now, Qiu Lin."

Lu Qiulin didn't speak. He took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and lit it. After a long time, he said: "If you have experienced what happened to me, you will understand how I feel."

Song Wei opened his mouth, but said nothing.

The car turned out and merged into the traffic, Lu Qiulin leaned on the car window and watched the bright lights outside, he couldn't tell what it felt like.

"I'm a little tired, I want to sleep for a while, call me when I arrive."

Lu Qiulin closed his eyes and gradually fell into memories...

four years ago.

The moment he stepped off the plane, Lu Qiulin took a deep breath of the air of the motherland.

Finally back home!

He was jumping for joy in his heart, but years of elite education made him have to maintain a steady side, but his brisk footsteps still revealed his good mood at the moment.

After stepping out of the terminal, Lu Qiulin picked up his luggage in the luggage room and walked towards the exit.

"Qiu Lin!" A man in a suit in his thirties waved to him from the crowd at the exit, "Here!"

"Hi, Song Wei!" Lu Qiulin put down his luggage, opened his hands and walked towards the man, and the two embraced fiercely.

Song Wei pushed him away, grabbed his arm and looked up and down several times, "You boy, you are getting more and more handsome, and you are still a foreigner!"

Lu Qiulin smiled and shook him off, "Come on, I still like domestic food, but foreign food smells like sheep."

Lu Qiulin pinched his nose exaggeratedly as he spoke.

The two laughed.

Lu Qiulin turned around to pick up his luggage, and the two walked out of the airport. Song Wei suggested finding a place to meet him, but he refused. He has already returned, and there will be plenty of time in the future.Song Wei was not reluctant, drove him to the downstairs of the community and left.

Lu Qiulin took out the key to open the door, threw the luggage at the entrance, walked into the living room and threw himself on the soft sofa.

The house is very clean. During the few years when he was not in China, he has been looking for the housekeeping aunt to come and clean it regularly, because he knows that he will return to China one day, because this is his root.

Four years ago, he resigned from a high-paying job in China and resolutely went to Germany to study his favorite education career.Four years later, at the age of 30, he resolutely declined the retention of his German mentor and returned to China to start his educational institution. China is the place he wants to stay forever, and he will dedicate everything he has learned to his own. motherland.

Lu Qiulin closed his eyes, breathing slowly and steadily. "Dingling..." The piercing ringtone of the landline startled him.

Lu Qiulin turned over, took out the cell phone in his trousers pocket, and saw that it hadn't turned on, but few people knew his home landline number and knew that he had returned to China. Who could pinpoint the time so accurately?

Ruffling his hair irritably, he picked up the phone on the coffee table.

"Hello, who is it?" As long as Lu Qiulin spoke, his tone would be decent and generous.

"Qiu Lin, it's me." A female voice came from the phone, beautiful and pleasant, but her tone was resentful.

Lu Qiulin sighed softly, "Lan Yan, it's you!"

"Qiu Lin, why didn't you tell me that you returned to China?"

Lu Qiulin rubbed his temples and sat up, "Lan Yan, we are not suitable, you know, I can't help it... You should find someone who loves you."

"Qiu Lin, I believe I can change you, can you give me a chance?" The female voice on the other end of the phone started to cry.

Lu Qiulin became impatient, and his tone became blunt, "Lan Yan, I think I've made it very clear to you, we can't be together, and I can't fall in love with you, I hope you won't look for her again in the future Me!"

After saying that, he hung up the phone.

Lu Qiulin threw himself back onto the sofa, staring at the ceiling motionlessly.

He was rarely so angry. In the eyes of everyone, he was a gentleman, especially for women.

Lu Qiulin's appearance is absolutely attractive, usually as long as he smiles, few women can resist, but he has never had a relationship with any woman.

Yes, he is gay, born gay, and he has never deliberately concealed his sexuality, and of course he has not made it known to everyone.

He enjoys the present life and never thought that he would get married in this life.His ideal life is to have a successful career in the city he likes. When he is happy, he goes to the bar to find a well-behaved boy and goes home for the night. If he is not happy, he cooks a meal at home and works after eating. Movies, and then sleep alone, two or three times a month to go home to visit parents, and have a reunion dinner with them.

Days like this are exciting to think about.

And all of this will happen soon.