we are all idiots

Lu Qiulin sat down at the entrance of the hospital in one breath. When he got out of the car, he stopped. He took out his mobile phone and wanted to call Qin Lei again. He always felt that he should listen to what Qin Lei had to say, but he put his hand on the dial button. He hesitated again.

Seeing that he didn't get out of the car, the driver was a little impatient, and asked him whether to go or get off, Lu Qiulin said sorry, and hurriedly paid and got out of the car.

After getting off the car, he stood at the door of the hospital, watching the people coming and going, and pressed the dial button.

It worked out this time.

Qin Lei's voice sounded tired: "Mr. Lu, what's the matter?"

"Where are you?" Lu Qiulin asked.

"Me," Qin Lei paused, "I'm out of town, and something happened to my friend, so I'm here to help."

"What kind of friends? Men and women? Have I met them? Why couldn't I call you before?"

Qin Lei didn't expect that Lu Qiulin, who always knows how to measure, would be so aggressive. He didn't react for a while, and after a long silence, he said: "A normal friend, a man, a buddy, something happened to his company, let me come to help, call If you don’t get through on the phone, it may be that the signal here is not good.”

"Oh," Lu Qiulin sighed silently, "Then where are you now? Tell me the address."

"What's wrong with you, Mr. Lu?" Qin Lei asked cautiously, "You don't believe me?"

"Tell me the address." Lu Qiulin repeated in a calm voice.

"Okay," Qin Lei said after a while, "I'll send you the location, don't worry, I'll be back soon, you wait for me at home obediently. It's almost your birthday, wait for me to go back and spend it with you."

"En." After Lu Qiulin finished speaking, he hung up the phone.

After a while, WeChat notified that there was news coming in. He clicked on it and looked at it. It was Qin Lei's location, and the location was the hospital in front of him.

Lu Qiulin put away his phone and walked towards the hospital.

It is not difficult to find out which ward Lan Yan lives in. After asking the ward number at the front desk, Lu Qiulin went straight to the elevator to go upstairs.

Lu Qiulin is well maintained and in good health, so he seldom comes to the hospital, but in just one month, he has come to the hospital twice. The last time was when Qin Lei was injured and hospitalized to save him. He took care of him in the hospital for a few days. But this time, he didn't know what he was about to face.

He found Lan Yan's ward, and the door was ajar. He stretched out his hand and pushed it open, and found a person sitting on the bed near the door. From his perspective, he could only see the slightly raised quilt, but not the quilt. Man, he was about to walk in when he suddenly heard voices.

He paused.

"Go and ask the doctor, when will I be discharged from the hospital, I want to go back."

A familiar female voice is Lan Yan.

"Okay, you take the medicine first, and I'll go later."

Lu Qiulin's hand holding the doorknob froze, and it was Qin Lei who spoke.I don't know if he didn't have a good rest, Qin Lei's voice was a little hoarse, "Be good, I'll watch you eat."

Qin Lei's tone was very soft, with a little pampering.

In my impression, Qin Lei had never spoken to him in such a tone, and Lu Qiulin felt cold all over his body.

"Okay, okay, I'll just take it." Lan Yan compromised, and after taking the medicine, she said, "Can I go now?"

"You still have injuries, why can't you stay for a few more days?" Qin Lei asked.

"I don't want to stay here, and I don't want to stay in the hospital. If I stay here, I will remember the day I rolled down the hillside, and I can't sleep at all." Lan Yan sighed, "Hey, what did I tell you? , you don't understand."

"Why are you always like this?" Qin Lei's tone suddenly became bad, "You always treat me like a child, I'm already 22 years old, when will you see that I've grown up? Didn't you take a good look at me?"

"Xiao Lei..." Lan Yan was stunned.

"You have always known that I like you, right?" Qin Lei said again, "I have liked you for six years. Since I knew what liking is, I have only had you in my eyes. You clearly know it, but you never face it. Before me, your eyes have always been on Lu Qiulin, and you came to me to cry when you were wronged,... I am also human, Lan Yan, have you ever thought about my feelings?"

The blood in Lu Qiulin's body froze in an instant.

The fingernails holding the doorknob sank into the flesh, but he didn't respond.

"You like him, but do you know that Lu Qiulin is gay, and he doesn't like women at all."

Lan Yan's face became extremely ugly in an instant, she raised her head and looked at Qin Lei, "How do you know?"

Qin Lei's voice was full of disbelief: "You know? You already knew? You know you still like him? Are you fucking sick?!"

Lan Yan didn't expect that Qin Lei, who has always been obedient to her, would scold her. She became angry with embarrassment: "Yes, I know! So what! I just like him! Even if he is gay! I only like him !"

"I'm not allowed!" Qin Lei stared at his blood-red eyes. For some reason, when Qin Lei yelled these words, he felt an unprecedented sense of pleasure.

"What right do you have to control me!" Lan Yan gave up her usual elegant image and roared.

"I won't allow it!" Qin Lei sneered, "I tell you Lan Yan, Lu Qiulin will never like you in his life, because the only person who can sleep with him is me."

"What did you say?" Lan Yan's lips trembled, her face turned pale, "No, it's impossible! Absolutely impossible!"

"Don't believe it? Okay, I know that you won't believe what I say now. When you return to S City, I will prove it to you. I will show you how your beloved Qiu Lin is under me. Cheng Huan. I will make you give up completely!"

Lu Qiulin's mind went blank, he couldn't hear what Qin Lei said after that, he just felt that his body was hollowed out by something, and only an empty skin was left standing on the execution platform, with countless big knives He slashed at him, chopped him bloody, and covered the entire hospital corridor with pieces of flesh and blood, and this place instantly became his own slaughterhouse.

Lu Qiulin couldn't tell what he was feeling at the moment, he was angry, sad, and sad, and most of all, he felt ridiculous.He, Lu Qiulin, has lived for 30 years. He is generous and cautious. He thinks that he has never done anything wrong to anyone, but in the end he is played around by a brat.

So that's it, that's it, Lu Qiulin finally understood, the question that has been bothering him all this time, he finally found the answer today.

From the beginning to the end, Qin Lei has never been attracted by him. He is the one who is used to eating raw meat and the little wolf dog. From the beginning to the end, he is the only one who is sinking and struggling. Qin Lei is not a wolf dog. Qin Lei is a hunter, and he himself is the dog led by his nose.

All the passion and tenderness are fake!It's all fucking fake!

Thinking of all the past, the scenes of the two quarreling together but always hugging and falling asleep together, Lu Qiulin was so disgusted that he was about to vomit, he couldn't take it anymore, he raised his foot and kicked at the damn door It seemed that as long as he kicked the door of the ward, he could get back all his lost feelings and face.