[Crossing Books] I only want to study hard in my grade

Baixi jumped off the building.

When Qiao Jiang and Chang Shengzhe finally squeezed to the front, Bai Xi jumped from the fifth floor.

"Baixi!!!"

A voice that was almost desperate and terrified was extremely clear among the gasping sounds.

Fang Chang was worried about Baixi, so he purposely climbed over the wall to find him at noon, but he never expected that he would see this scene just after he came here.

At this moment, Fang Chang's heart suddenly stopped beating, and Fang Chang's pupils constricted. The long seconds on TV were but a blink of an eye in reality.

Blood splattered, and screams erupted from the surrounding people. Everyone present saw him jump from the fifth floor with their own eyes. The smell of blood spread, and some timid girls were scared and cried back.

Fang Chang stared blankly at the spreading redness on the ground, his brain shut down, and even his eye sockets were filled with redness, his soul seemed to be torn in two, half supporting his crumbling body, and half accompanying Bai Xi buried here.

No matter what, it was just a group of high school students, no one dared to approach, Fang Chang dragged his numb limbs and walked over step by step.

As if he couldn't see the pool of scarlet blood, he bent down, tears fell, and his cold fingertips visibly trembled.

"Baixi..."

Fang Chang hugged Bai Xi into his arms, the first time he had close contact with death, he didn't feel afraid, only heartache and despair.

He didn't know what kind of mood Bai Xi had in jumping down, if he knew earlier, he shouldn't have gone home.

The person he liked jumped off the building in front of him. Fang Chang hugged Bai Xi and sat in a pool of blood. The surrounding sounds seemed to be far away from him. He raised his hand and gently brushed Bai Xi's blood-stained cheek with his fingertips. Soft and cool to the touch.

"Baixi...Baixi...why didn't you wait for me..."

It was as if a piece of the heart had been forcibly ripped out, and the bloody pain was so painful that it was almost numb. Fang Chang bit his lip tightly, and tears fell down uncontrollably.

The teachers rushed over when they heard the news, and together with the school security guards, organized the students to leave, but the students didn't listen, and pointed at Baixi in a chaotic voice.

The two teachers went to pull Fang Chang, Fang Chang hugged Bai Xi, and did not let go of anything, as if hugging his own world.

Qiao Jiang and Chang Shengzhe went downstairs. Qiao Jiang's legs were soft, his face was pale, and the strong smell of blood wafted into his nostrils from afar.

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Fang Chang and Bai Xi's corpses were taken down by the teacher, and the floor was quickly cleaned, leaving only a faint smell of blood wafting in the air.

Qiao Jiang didn't go to class, he felt his hands and feet were cold, he desperately needed Xie Yinian to hug him.

Qiao Jiang: "Brother, I skipped class."

It took about 1 minute for the other party to reply.

Xie Yinian: "Location."

Qiao Jiang: "The playground stands."

No class in this section was a physical education class, and there was no one on the playground. Qiao Jiang sat alone in the stands and exposed himself to the sun, staring straight ahead with no focus.

The image of Baixi jumping from the building was replayed in his mind over and over again, including the impact caused by the five-story building. Baixi's final appearance was not very good-looking.

The weather wasn't that cold either, and it was warm enough under the sun, but he couldn't feel any warmth, and an inexplicable chill felt behind him.

He was so absorbed in his thoughts that he didn't even notice that Xie Yinian came up to him.

Xie Yinian raised his hand and waved in front of Qiao Jiang's eyes, "Jiaojiao?"

Qiao Jiang didn't respond, his light-colored pupils were gentle and indifferent under the sun.

But Xie Yinian knew that this person was not like this, those eyes were always aggrieved or excited when looking at him, it was so beautiful that it was outrageous.

"Qiao Jiaojiao!"

Xie Yinian raised his hand to cover Qiao Jiang's eyes, bent down, and leaned close to his ear, his hot breath fell on his ear: "I'm back to my senses."

Xie Yinian thought to himself, if Qiao Jiang didn't come back to his senses, he would just bite on it. Anyway, the earlobe is soft and white, so a bite would be fine.

Qiao Jiang suddenly came back to his senses, was taken aback, and was about to speak when his earlobe was suddenly bitten by a touch of softness and moistness, and his teeth were gently ground on it.

"!!!"

Qiao Jiang's ears were red as if he was about to bleed, the moment Xie Yinian let go of him, he got up in a panic, covered his burning ears and took a few steps back.

Panic, embarrassment, and disbelief flashed in the glazed eyes.

Xie Yinian crossed his arms and raised his eyebrows: "Jiaojiao, what were you thinking just now? So serious."

The memory that had just been suppressed came back instantly, Qiao Jiang's face turned pale, and he felt that he was so brave. He opened his arms, hugged Xie Yinian tightly, buried his face in his neck, and rubbed against him attached .

Xie Yinian: "..."

The lines of the corners of the lips gradually flattened, and the soft hair rubbed against the neck itching, Xie Yinian looked down at him, struggled for a while, then raised his arms to hug him.

"What's the matter? Are you wronged?"

Qiao Jiang shook his head and continued rubbing.

The boy's embrace was hot and wide, with a comforting smell, full of a sense of security.

Xie Yinian pinched the back of his neck, and ran his fingers through his hair with a soothing force: "Good boy."

It took a while for Qiao Jiang to speak, his voice muffled and slightly trembling: "Baixi, Baixi jumped off the building."

Xie Yinian was taken aback.

Qiao Jiang hugged him even tighter, and said dully: "It's Ji Si... Baixi jumped from the fifth floor..."

Xie Yinian pursed his lips, didn't speak, he didn't know how to comfort the person in his arms, so he hugged him tighter, and rubbed his chin on top of his head.

Greedyly inhaling the sunny pinecone-like scent of the young man, Qiao Jiang was reluctant to let go, and the chill in his heart was gradually suppressed.

"Brother, you comfort me."

Qiao Jiang spoke suddenly, and he didn't know what she was thinking, anyway, he just wanted Xie Yinian to coax him willfully.

Xie Yinian: "...I don't know how to comfort people."

Qiao Jiang's voice softened: "Then I'm going to cry."

Xie Yinian frowned slightly, and wanted to pinch his ears, but unfortunately the position was not convenient, so he simply pinched the sweat on his side and found it was soft, so he pinched it a couple more times.

"Qiao Jiaojiao, am I spoiling you too much?! Look how dare you threaten me now!"

Qiao Jiang hummed and rubbed against his arms again.

Xie Yinian had nothing to do with him, he had never seen Qiao Jiang who could act like a baby and soften his heart...

"Are you scared?" Xie Yinian rubbed his back twice: "Be good, coward, Brother Xie is with you, don't be afraid."

Qiao Jiang's ears warmed up, and he slowly came out of Xie Yinian's arms, lowered his head and retorted in a low voice: "I'm not a coward."

It's just that I couldn't accept it for a while, and I witnessed the scene of jumping off the building, and that person was still a person I was familiar with.

Qiao Jiang never expected that the two sentences between himself and Bai Xi because of that letter would become their last communication.

Xie Yinian pinched his earlobe as he wished, "Then why do you want me to comfort you?"

Qiao Jiang lowered his head and rested his forehead on him: "I saw... I saw him jump... I saw him fall to the ground..."

Qiao Jiang's voice trembled slightly: "A lot of blood..."

Xie Yinian's pupils trembled, and his breathing was short for a moment. Suppressing the nausea rising in his stomach, he raised his hand and put his fingers around Qiao Jiang's hair: "Don't think about it, or take two days off, go back and have a rest."

Xie Yinian sighed, Qiao Jiang was already timid and was frightened again.

Qiao Jiang shook his head: "I'm afraid..."

He would think of it when he was alone, he even felt that he would not dare to walk from the teaching building in the future...

Xie Yinian suggested: "Do you want to go out for a walk?"

"...Forget it."

Qiao Jiang remembered that Fang Chang was still at school, he liked Bai Xi so much, and saw Bai Xi jump off a building with his own eyes, how could he bear it...

Xie Yinian was worried: "Do you need me to accompany you?"

Qiao Jiang looked up at him, not polite at all: "Need."

The two were walking on campus, Qiao Jiang grabbed Xie Yinian's sleeve with his fingers, and clung to him tightly.

Chang Shengzhe and Fang Chang were in the office. The school had already notified Baixi's parents. Ji Si ran out of the school taking advantage of the chaos. He didn't expect Baixi to jump off the building.

When Qiao Jiang arrived, he found Fang Chang and Chang Shengzhe standing outside the office. Fang Chang was covered in blood, his face was pale, his eyes were red, and he was absent-minded. If he didn't know what happened, he might think he was a drug addict.

Chang Shengzhe stared worriedly at Fang Chang next to him. He was afraid that if someone didn't pay attention, Fang Chang would also jump down.

Seeing Qiao Jiang, Chang Shengzhe breathed a sigh of relief: "Brother Qiao, you're back."

Qiao Jiang nodded, glanced at Fang Chang, and then at the closed door of the office: "What's the situation now?"

Chang Shengzhe said in a deep voice, "Baixi's parents are here."

Xie Yinian pointed it out: "If I'm not wrong, for the school's reputation or something, they will definitely say that Baixi is because of study pressure or something..."

Qiao Jiang's eyes widened, and he looked up in shock: "Really?"

Xie Yinian pinched the back of his neck: "Jiaojiao, people's hearts are sinister, if your school really says that to the outside world, then transfer to another school."

Qiao Jiang lowered his head and fell silent.

Go back to the classroom and hand the letter from Baixi to Fang Chang: "This is from Baixi..."

Fang Chang's calm eyes trembled, he took the envelope with stiff fingers, and opened it carefully.

"Senior, I've already made up my mind. We'll be together when you go back to school... Actually, I like you very much, too."

Tears pattered down on the letter paper, Fang Chang squatted on the ground, clutching the letter paper tightly, fingers so hard that his fingertips turned white.

Having cried enough, Fang Chang received the letter and left the school in a daze. Qiao Jiang and Chang Shengzhe went back to the classroom for class. Xie Yinian simply sat beside Qiao Jiang, calling it an exchange study.

Days passed, the blood on the ground had disappeared, and there was no other smell in the air. The school finally gave a reply.

As Xie Yinian expected, the school's high-sounding words suppressed all the injuries Baixi had suffered. When Qiao Jiang saw the news, he couldn't tell what it was like in his heart.

Ji Feng took the lead in bullying Baixi, and even posted the video. Ji Si came to the school to block Baixi, uttered unscrupulous words in public, and even released the video...

And all of this is buried under the phrase "too much pressure to study, fragile thinking".