The door is not the same as the user is not waiting for you

Family and love?Who gave me the weight of courage?

--by Lin Haoran

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I walked up and down the door with an uneasy mood, and looked into the room from time to time.It's a pity that I can't see anything, I can't hear anything... My inner anxiety is even stronger!Playing it out in front of Jasmine made it clear that the relationship was open to everyone, and my father is not stupid, how could he not understand it!So scared, so scared!I'm afraid my father will embarrass Fang Yi...

In fact, I have a little luck in my heart.In case, in case father is not careful, he nodded in a daze, agreeing to the love between me and Fang Yi.That, that, that is so happy!Imagination is always imagination. In reality, there is not even a ten-thousandth chance for Father to nod!

Why!I sighed deeply and continued to wait helplessly at the door.After about 15 minutes, the door of the room swung open, and then my father came out with a calm expression on his face.fine!There was no anger or other emotions on Father's face, and I was relieved.

Immediately afterwards, Fang Yi came out with a calm expression on his face.My nerves couldn't help but tense.Not good!Fang Yi's silence is too scary!People who love each other are connected with each other, why can't I feel any emotion of Fang Yi at this moment?Whether he is happy or sad now, I have no idea...

"Fang Yi, you..." My father interrupted me before I could speak.

"Hao Ran, come and drink tea with me!" Lin Jinsong said casually while sipping from a teacup.

I glanced at Fang Yi, he was still expressionless and silent.I whispered in Fang Yi's ear, "I'll go find you at night, wait for me."

After I finished speaking, I walked slowly towards my father, and asked very curiously, "Huh? Father, are you not busy today?"

"Can't come here because you're busy?" Lin Jinsong gave his son a hard look, "Today, I'm going to sleep here. Haoran, you sleep with me tonight. We haven't chatted with each other for a long time!"

"Ah?!" I opened my mouth wide, feeling a little flattered.Today's father is so strange, so strange!

My father has been talking to me, and the topics of conversation are all irrelevant.I kept nodding my head to fool my father, thinking about Fang Yi.What happened to him?Are you angry?Are you sad?What did your father talk to him about?Does it hurt him?Does it make him miserable?

I don't know everything, and I don't want to make random guesses!The more I guessed, the more flustered I became, why didn't I find a chance to ask Fang Yi directly?right!You must ask Fang Yi in person to understand everything.

However, until dinner time, Fang Yi hid in his room without taking half a step.I felt like my heart was being pressed down by several mountains at the same time, and I couldn't breathe so heavy...

My father went out for a walk, and I went into Fang Yi's room with the food.Fang Yi lay sideways on the bed, I couldn't see his face.I put the food on the table and pushed Fang Yi's body with my hands, "Fang Yi, don't sleep! Get up and eat..." Fang Yi closed his eyes tightly and replied concisely, "Not hungry, not hungry. eat."

Fang Yi and I were silent, the room was terribly quiet, and the atmosphere became strange and embarrassing... Hehe, there was a faint wry smile on the corner of my mouth, I never thought that Fang Yi and I would use the two words of strangeness and embarrassment. words to describe.

I don't know how long it took, but I couldn't help but asked aloud, "Father, what did he talk to you about?" Fang Yi's eyes were still closed, his face was still expressionless, and he said lightly, " I'm going to move out!" His voice was so calm, his decision was so hurtful...

"No! I don't agree!" I yelled loudly, "Is it the father, right? He wants us to separate, right?" Fang Yi was silent. "No! I'll go find him! I'll be honest with my father, I'll fight with my father..." I was confused, completely confused... I said all the ways I could think of in my heart, in order to convince Fang Yi, it is to convince myself!

"It's useless! If I can be honest, I'll be honest a long time ago, and if I can fight for it, I'll fight for it a long time ago! The master knows everything, his heart is like a mirror, how can he not understand?" Fang Yi opened his eyes, and there was difficulty in his eyes. Cover up the pain.I bit my lip, Fang Yi's pain infected me in an instant, "That's not okay! I have to make it clear to him..."

"Don't go! If you continue to make noise, he will blame me. It's really unnecessary! I'll move out first. For the rest, just take one step at a time! But, you know, my The retreat is not because of cowardice, but, I hope that your future will have the blessings of your family..." Fang Yi stared at me affectionately, with a firm light shining in his eyes.