After the rebirth, the white moonlight of the actor turned black

He said that he was suffering from depression, Shen Xiangting was not too surprised.

He had discussed this matter with Rong Huan before, and guessed the possibility.

There are tens of thousands of depressed patients in this world, and not all of them really want to die.

They are just sick, begging to die, just to be able to live.

They said they wanted to die, so they really didn't try to save them?Depression is staged, and it will go round and round. When they are not sick, they can still live like normal people. Once they get sick, they will have those negative thoughts.

When that happens, what people around you have to do is to comfort them as much as possible and accompany them to fight against these negative emotions.

At this time, Shen Xiangting thought of Wen Ting and Xu Wenchu.

It's not that Wen Ting and Xu Wenchu ​​met each other when they were teenagers.

In Xu Wenchu's diary, there is such a short story.

Thirteen or fourteen-year-old Xu Wenchu ​​met fifteen or sixteen-year-old Wen Ting. At that time, Xu Wenchu ​​was a depraved and troubled boy. He saw his light in the darkness.

Wen Ting, who was adopted by a good family, grew up to be a good boy.

Xu Wenchu ​​met Wen Ting when he was doing bad things with his friends.

Xu Wenchu ​​wrote in his diary: At that time, my face was very hot and I wanted to hide. I wish I hadn't met him.

Wen Ting couldn't bear him to turn bad like this, and wanted to pull him out, but Xu Wenchu ​​refused, saying that he didn't need it, and he could live well by himself.

But it was written in the diary: At that time, I wished he could refuse my rejection, brother Ting, I need it, I'm not good, please help me.

In fact, Xu Wenchu ​​has been bad since he was a child. He is a good boy only in front of Wen Ting. Only Wen Ting can control him, so most of the parents who come to adopt orphans don't like Xu Wenchu.

They thought he was too shady and gave off a bad vibe.

Wen Ting didn't save him, so his last hope was lost. No one in this world likes him except Wen Ting.

The concept of beach stills was proposed by him.

As Wen Ting, he felt all the emotions when he saw that diary. If time could be turned back, he would not leave that young man alone again. He must pull him out.

Then, Wen Ting and Xu Wenchu ​​would not end up like that later.

He is not Wen Ting, and Ah Wan will not be Xu Wenchu.

So Ah Wan wanted to push him away in order to survive, but he couldn't really just leave like this.

He can't let Ah Wan become the next Xu Wenchu.

Shen Xiangting walked towards the backing child, and embraced the injured little beast in his arms.

Gu Huayan's chin rested on his shoulder, his eyes widened, and he lost the ability to resist.

Brother Ting's embrace is so warm...

Shen Xiangting stroked the back of his head with one hand, extremely gentle: "Ah Wan, you can cry if you want to."

Gu Yaoyan was taken aback.

These words, like a key, opened Gu Huayan's tear ducts.

At that moment, Gu Huayan felt as if everything was unimportant, he had no defenses, no scruples, and the fortress that had been built since childhood also collapsed in that second.

Sometimes, people's collapse is only in the middle of the line.

Shen Xiangting's tenderness was the last straw that broke his psychological defense.

Gu Huayan, who is 1.8 meters five, buried himself in Shen Xiangting's shoulder and cried like a child.

The grief came too late.

At the funeral eight years ago, he should have burst into tears.

After breaking up with Lu Fang, you should also vent your emotions instead of suppressing them all the time.

If pressed for a long time, it will become a disease.

Cry, no matter what the reason is, cry hard and loudly.

He knew that there were things in his heart, and those things might have been more than he knew, otherwise he wouldn't have said so many things that hurt himself.

He's not a little monster, he's just sick.

After the crying became quieter, Shen Xiangting said again: "My child, don't think about it, you are just sick, so I will take you to see a doctor."

"I don't need to know what you were like before. You don't need to tell me. You don't need to think about other things. What you have to do now is to cry happily and vent your negative emotions."

"I do anything, you don't have to have a burden, and don't take it on yourself. I am an adult, and I will be responsible for every decision I make, and I don't need others to bear it for me."

"No matter what happens, I will judge for myself. You don't have to worry about anything, don't worry about what will happen to me. Don't worry about things that didn't happen, and don't worry about things that happened."

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In the car, it was so quiet that you could even hear your breathing.

When crying bitterly, I didn't think so much. After crying, there was an embarrassing atmosphere in the air.

Gu Huayan's eyes were red, and a belated hiccup made him even more embarrassed.

Gu Huayan broke the embarrassment and said, "Brother Ting, you are so gentle today."

"Otherwise," Shen Xiangting at this time has returned to his usual aloofness, completely different from him in the apartment just now, "you're crying like that, and I still continue to scold you?"

"It's shameful..." Gu Huayan turned his head and looked out the window, with one hand propping his forehead, "A big man is crying like that..."

The corner of Shen Xiangting's mouth curled up: "A big man? A big man?"

It's just a toddler.Who are you pretending to be mature in front of?

"..."

Brother Ting, you don't understand, I'm 26.

Gu Huayan has sufferings that cannot be described.

In short, Gu Huayan really wanted to drill a hole in the ground.

If you want to talk about what happened to him today, you can't say that it has nothing to do with Brother Ting.

That kiss was the trigger.

It's strange that today he just felt a little uncomfortable, but he didn't feel nauseous enough to vomit.Instead, there is a gushing sense of world-weariness.

He just suddenly felt that he was as low as the dust, and he didn't want to do anything, he just wanted to escape from the world.

What is the use of him being alive, so foolishly being played in the palm of his hand for eight years, being cheated of his heart, money and life.

What qualifications does he have to be reborn if he is so stupid, what qualifications does he have to approach his light again.

Brother Ting suffered eight lifetimes of misfortune, so he paid for his life in the last life, and was haunted by his haunting spirit in this life.

If Brother Ting knew that he was so stupid in his previous life, he would definitely sneer at him. If he knew that he had been played by Lu Fang for eight years, he would definitely despise him.

He is not worthy of Brother Ting, he shouldn't have insulted Brother Ting, Brother Ting deserves someone better.

And a person like him should die alone and corrupted, without disturbing anyone.

Even if he dies, he will pollute the earth. He should be ashes and ashes, and he will never be reborn forever.

Gu blatantly said that you are stupid!You idiot!Pigs are smarter than you!You are damned, you don't deserve to live!

He is pessimistic, weary of the world, and keeps belittling himself. The only survival awareness in his heart is that he knows that he is sick, but he still can't help wanting to hurt himself and numb himself with pain.

At first, he thought he could get away with it, but the careful brother Ting found out.

At that moment, he wanted to push Brother Ting away and escape, just like the young Xu Wenchu ​​met Wen Ting.

However, Brother Ting hugged him.

The warm sunshine shone into the hazy place in his heart, smoothing the dark side of his heart.

At that moment, he really only wanted to cry, which he couldn't restrain.

He had waited too long for this moment.

Shen Xiangting didn't know that he was thinking so much in his heart, but he just said: "So what if you are a big man, who stipulates that men can't cry? You..."

He swallowed the words back.

If you didn't suppress yourself when you were a child, just be a crying child, and you won't be so sick.