After the rebirth, the white moonlight of the actor turned black

Shen Xiangting was about to change the topic when he saw Gu Huayan's hand under the coffee table from the corner of his eye.

His two hands were clasped tightly together, one of which was firmly scratching the palm of his own.

Shen Xiangting's eyes darkened, and he clasped his arm through his sleeve.

Gu Huayan was startled, as if he had been caught, "Brother Ting——"

He pulled his arm over and took a look. The scar on the palm was not too deep, but the skin had already been scratched.

Just such a tiny movement brought back Shen Xiangting's vague memory.

At that time, he seemed to be holding hands tightly.

Only then did Shen Xiangting understand, he understood.It's not that he's not sad, but he doesn't write his sadness on his face like an adult.

"When did you start the habit?" Shen Xiangting pretended not to know.

"Not long..." Gu Liao lied.

"Including aversion therapy?" Shen Xiangting lifted his sleeve with the other hand, and he was still wearing a rubber band on his wrist, and his wrist bone was bruised.

Judging from the scars and his behavior just now, it wasn't once or twice!

He may even have a tendency to self-mutilate at any time, either by stretching the rubber band or picking his own skin, and he is not soft at all.

Gu Huayan's eyes dodged, and he put down his sleeves in a panic, "Don't look at Brother Ting... what's so interesting about this thing."

"What's the matter with you?" Shen Xiangting frowned, "Physical contact disorder, aversion therapy... Is it a psychological shadow from childhood?"

He thought of many possibilities, could it be because...

Gu Huayan lowered his head, without any intention of explaining, "It's nothing...Brother Ting, can you stop asking?"

"Okay, it's okay if you don't want to tell me, but Gu Yanyan."

"Ok?"

"You said you wanted me to take care of you."

"Yeah!" He kept nodding.

"You owed me a condition before, remember?"

"Remember!" Gu Huayan nodded and said, "Brother Ting, tell me, I promise you!"

"My condition is..." Shen Xiangting looked at him and said, "see a psychiatrist."

Gu Huayan clenched his hands tightly, biting his own lips with his teeth, and pursed them tightly.

Shen Xiangting took out the remaining disposable gloves from the plastic bag, put them on, then pinched Gu Huayan's chin, and forcibly ordered: "Don't bite, loosen your teeth."

Gu Yaoyan looked at him.

"Let go of your hands, too."

Gu Huayan trembled, and slowly let go.

Judging from his reaction, Shen Xiangting was sure that if it wasn't for direct skin-to-skin contact, although he would still feel uncomfortable, the symptoms would be milder.

"You must see a psychiatrist. This is my condition, and it is also the condition for you to continue living here and listen to my discipline. Are you willing to follow it?"

Gu Yaoyan nodded his head lightly.

Shen Xiangting took off the disposable gloves and said seriously: "Next time I see you biting or scratching yourself, I won't wear gloves anymore, do you understand?"

"I understand..." Gu Huayan's voice was soft, like a child being taught a lesson.

Seeing that he obediently agreed, Shen Xiangting looked better.

"Brother Ting...can you not tell grandpa about this?"

"can."

Shen Xiangting stood up: "I have a friend who is a psychiatrist. I'll go for a consultation. You sit here and don't go anywhere."

"But Brother Ting—"

"N, also, don't, go!"

"Oh……"

But, I drank too much and want to go to the bathroom...

Gu Huayan watched Shen Xiangting go to the balcony, sat obediently and sighed, okay, continue watching the show.

On the balcony, Shen Xiangting called his friend the doctor, who answered the phone quite quickly.

"Ah, Shen Daxing, why do you have time to call me today? I'm watching your first variety show! Good guy, who is that kid? Why have I never heard you mention that there is such a character? -"

That man didn't lie, besides his voice, there was also the background sound of "Xanadu".

"..." Shen Xiangting interrupted him, "I need you for something, don't talk nonsense."

He was afraid not to interrupt him, he could chatter till dawn by himself.

"what's up?"

"I want to take someone to your place this week to have a look."

"Who?" The other end was very curious, "With your temper, is there anyone who is willing to associate with you? It can't be that child, right?"

"It's him."

"Ah?? Is it really him? When you say that," the other side seems to be eating something, his mouth is vague, "I really wondered if he has some kind of mental illness. Does he not like being touched by others?" he?"

"You see it?"

"That is, who am I? When the guests on this show meet him, he will have a certain stress reaction. Most people can't see it, but I have often encountered this kind of patients, and I can tell it at a glance ,” he said, “know something about it?”

"He was kidnapped when he was a child, does that count?"

"Kidnapping? Well... it's not impossible, we'll have to talk about it to find out. The psychological shadow of kidnapping on children can be big or small, and it makes sense to continue until now."

"For details, if you have the ability to ask, just ask, I don't know."

When Gu Huayan was rescued, the Gu family did not reveal too much to the outside world. During that time, the Gu family was busy arranging the funeral for Uncle Gu, and the child acted very calmly. The Gu family may not be able to take care of his psychology. healthy.

not to mention……

"I only know one thing." Shen Xiangting turned sideways, put one hand in his pocket, looked at the figure in the living room, and said in a deep voice, "His father died to save him."

"..." The other side was also silent for a while, "You can bring him over this weekend."

Uncle Gu died saving him, and Gu Huayan went home without crying or fussing.

At the funeral that day, after seeing off Uncle Gu for the last time, Aunt Gu was overwhelmed. She grabbed Gu and said that he was a little monster. Many people saw it.

Aunt Gu left that day and never returned home.

He wanted to go forward and tell him that he was not a little monster, but the kid turned around and looked at him with a pair of extremely indifferent eyes.

He is like a hedgehog, refusing anyone to approach him.