After the rebirth, the white moonlight of the actor turned black

Gu Yaoyan opened his eyes.

Eyes are still moist.

He put down the villain in his palm, raised his eyes, looked at Rong Huan and smiled: "Thank you, Rong Huan."

"You're welcome, it's my duty to heal you," Rong Huan smiled softly, "Have you reconciled with yourself?"

"Ah."

"Actually, the psychological problems of most of us are competing with ourselves, and the most important thing is to reconcile with our past self."

"I understand," Gu Huayan is very smart, it is impossible not to understand this point, "I am just digging my own horn."

"Do not blame you."

"Actually... I was very scared at the time. Under such high pressure, three people were killed, and my father's incident forced me to forget that memory. I don't want to admit everything."

"This is normal. At that time, you were only a ten-year-old child, and the environment at that time would cause you great psychological pressure. Even a well-trained soldier, when he killed the first person on the battlefield, There will also be a certain stress response. It is our human instinct to be in awe of life. We should not lose this awe."

Rong Huan crossed his legs, put his hands on his own legs, and the eyes under the mirror frame looked over, always giving people a strong sense of security.

"Ayan, you have to understand that you are ten years old, and he can only do limited self-protection, so he activated his own defense mechanism."

If that kid had those memories...

Things will be worse than they are now.

Forget those fragments, and only remember some words that his father told him, which is his motivation and expectation to live.

Although in the end these words also became his shackles.

But fortunately, once again, he stepped over.

Gu Huayan looked at Rong Huan and smiled: "Doctor Rong, did Boss Jing tell you that you look really good wearing glasses?"

Rong Huan chuckled, and didn't respond to him mentioning that person.

"I did. Why?"

"It's nothing, it's just...it's pretty," Gu said with a smile, "the most beautiful angel in white."

"Grumpy."

Rong Huan stood up, put the notebook aside and stood up: "If there is nothing else, I will leave work."

Gu Huayan followed suit and stood up: "What is Doctor Rong doing after get off work?"

"Don't worry, it's not a date. Go home for dinner." Rong Huan knew what he wanted to ask, and turned to look at him with a smile.

"Then Mr. Ke's proposal before, do you want to agree?"

"None of your business." Rong Huan raised his hand and patted him on the forehead, "Little traitor."

Gu Huayan smiled, patted his forehead and said, "I just asked out of curiosity, but I can't even get in touch with Mr. Jing, and I can't tell the secret."

"Who knows you? He just wants to bring us back together."

As Rong Huan spoke, he was stunned for a moment, and smiled: "Oh, we've never been together before, how can we get back together."

"Jing Toolman Heng is going to cry," Gu Huayan leaned forward and smiled, "Although it's not a formal boyfriend-boyfriend relationship, I've put in a lot of hard work anyway, and there's hard work without credit. Don't you think so?"

"If you work hard, you count as being together? Then how many people have I been with?"

"Wow, it's so hurtful," Gu Huayan leaned against the edge of the table, "Rongrong, you also told Boss Jing these things, right? I feel sad to hear it."

"...Call me by my full name or Huan, don't call me that, I'm in a panic."

"Huan Huan?"

"Want to fight?"

"I don't want to think about it," Gu Huayan waved his hands again and again, "Isn't that a medical problem? I'm a good boy."

Rong Huan took out his coat from the closet and put it on, and tidied up the treatment room a bit.

Gu Huayan leaned there without moving, and said to himself: "Mr. Jing is such an innocent child. If you really say that, he will really believe it. Don't bully the child."

"To be honest, is to bully him?"

"Really?" Gu Huayan carefully probed, "Actually, Boss Jing's mother has approached Brother Ting and me quite a few times, and she always thought that we still had contact with Boss Jing. I asked some tentatively, probably One question. Did Mrs. Jing do anything to you back then, and Mr. Jing knew about it by some chance?"

Rong Huan paused and returned to normal.

"What did she tell you?"

"It's because I didn't say anything, that's why I let me guess here and there. It's you who's tempted." Gu Yaoyan smiled, as if the person he wanted to test was not the protagonist of the story.

"You already have the answer in your heart, and you still ask me what to do."

"I don't have an answer," Gu Huayan looked over, "She said, she thought about the reason why Mr. Jing ran away from home, and finally thought of a video that she kept back then. When she searched for it later, she couldn't find it. Here we are. Is that in the video... the gap in your heart?"

Rong Huan turned off the computer, looked up from behind the desk, "Do you want to hear the truth or a lie?"

"Look at you."

Rong Huan sat there and smiled, "They are homophobic."

After Rong Huan finished speaking, he looked at Gu Huayan like playing a game, and smiled faintly: "Do you think what I said is the truth or a lie?"

When Gu Huayan left Rong Huan's psychological clinic, his words kept ringing in his mind.

He said, if you want to believe it is true, then it is true.

But if you want to believe that it is false, it can also be false, maybe it is just the last bit of dignity he reserved for himself.

True or false, it depends on whether you want to believe in reality or fairy tales.