After the rebirth, the white moonlight of the actor turned black

He knows everything, but he can't beat his other side.

That's why he said before that he didn't need a psychiatrist. He knew where his crux was. He believed that only when he came out on his own could he get rid of the crux with his own hands.

But the key is how to get out.

Gu Huayan lifted up his sleeves: "Because of these."

those scars.

On this point, he also heard from Shen Xiangting that Lu Fang had trained him.

"So you don't think you have the right to like Xiang Ting? Do you think..." Rong Huan thought about it for a while, and still said the words that came out of his mouth during the hypnosis, "I'm dirty?"

"Dirty," Gu Huayan said, "both physically and mentally dirty, I wish I could cut my flesh and bones like Nezha, cut myself into pieces, and wash this body with blood."

Rong Huan didn't say a word, this kid hated him to the bottom of his bones, this deep hatred.

"What is my liking for Brother Ting? Maybe it's worthless. I could give up my liking once I met Lu Fang. After being abused by Lu Fang, I came back to him shamelessly, trying to pretend that nothing happened. This is too shameless, isn't it? How can there be such cheap feelings in this world? If you say yes, you have it, if you say no, you don't have it, if you say no, you don't have it, and if you say it again, you will do it again. Brother Ting has suffered a lot of bad luck for several lifetimes before he was trampled by me like this. Come and go—”

"Da—" Rong Huan snapped his fingers crisply, and Gu Huayan stopped.

There was a silver Newton pendulum ball on the table, five balls, Rong Huan pulled up the first one on the left, and let go——

After a crisp sound, the first ball on the right popped out.After it falls back, the first ball on the left is ejected again, and so on.

Gu Huayan's eyes followed the two balls.

Rong Huan's voice came into his mind: "There is no eternity in this world, you are not an exception. It is wise to give up a relationship that you think has no future, you are a smart person.

"It was your misfortune to meet Lu Fang, and Shen Xiangting's luck.

"It's not your fault that you were unlucky and met a scumbag. When you made this choice, you didn't know who you were going to meet.

"If he is a good person, there will be no Shen Xiangting in your life in the future. That person healed you and made you believe in love, and you will live happily ever after.

"In this life, Shen Xiangting lost you. It was his misfortune. It was because he didn't work hard enough and didn't know how to fight for it. You don't need to wait for him.

"What's wrong with you giving up on Shen Xiangting to chase after the person who treats you well? Let me tell you, you've done a great job, you should treat a man like Shen Xiangting. If you like it or not, go for it. It's boring in your heart." Who knew you liked someone else?

"Yanyan is right, Yanyan can have evil intentions, a cutie like Yanyan, he doesn't know how to hold you, he is stupid.

"Hey, it's a pity, Shen Xiangting has been lucky since he was a child. He obviously lost you, but God gave him another chance.

"You met a scumbag, so he had the chance to pursue you again, this is his luck.

"It's you who gave him another chance, it's not your fault, understand?"

With a "da", Rong Huan snapped his fingers again.

Jing Heng once teased him, saying that psychiatrists are compared to brainwashing ability, and whoever has the best ability to brainwash patients is the best.

Rough words are not rough.

Right now, Rong Huan is forcibly instilling a new concept in Gu Huayan: It's not wrong to transfer emotions, and it doesn't matter to turn back after hitting the south wall.

Gu Huayan raised his eyes and looked at Rong Huan.

Is he giving Brother Ting another chance?

How could he give the chance...

Gu Huayan's eyes were slightly startled, "I used to think that what I met was a lifetime."

Gu Huayan's eyes turned red, and he looked at Rong Huan like a child who lost his way: "Doctor Rong, I used to love Lu Fang very much, and I was lost in the beautiful vision he created for me and couldn't extricate myself. We can live a lifetime. At that time, I didn’t have Brother Ting in my heart. When I was happy, sad, and helpless, I thought of Lu Fang, not Brother Ting. Brother Ting seemed to be from my life. It's like disappearing."

Rong Huan froze for a moment.

It turned out that this was the contradiction in his heart.

If you love someone too much but love wrongly, you will think that you are not qualified to enjoy another person's kindness to him.

Because once, it was he who lost his light with his own hands.

He was... punishing himself.

Rong Huan smiled and said: "He deserves it. He lost you, so what if you fell in love with someone else, you are not wrong in this relationship, you just love someone purely, and treat your partner Loyalty. It's just that you love the wrong person, and it's not your fault."

"You don't understand..." Gu vainly said, "I'm like a fool, I didn't know that he liked me, I didn't know that he did so many things for me, I was played to death by another man, he didn't care, even I have to sacrifice my life for me. But it is also because I loved Lu Fang sincerely that I feel that it is unfair to Brother Ting to turn back now. I am not qualified to respond to his love at all. "

Rong Huan was a little confused.

This is different from what Xiang Ting told him.

As far as he knew, Xiang Ting said that he had never revealed his feelings to him, and the kid didn't know that he liked him before.

Why did he use "liked"?This means he knows.

Playing to death again?That word is serious.

Gu Huayan raised his eyes and said, "Doctor Rong, just think that I had a very, very long dream. In the dream, I stayed with Lu for eight years and tortured myself to the point where I didn't look like a human or a ghost. , gave everything and finally lost his life, brother Ting broke the law for me and lost his life."

He said it lightly and smiled mockingly.

I don't know what kind of psychopath Rong Huan will take him for.

Rong Huan was taken aback.

It sounds ridiculous.

But he actually felt that this brief description was more in line with his current illness.

Rong Huan smiled and said: "It doesn't matter, we are not treating, why don't you tell me about your long, long dream? It's just sharing dreams and chatting with friends."

Gu Huayan smiled, "Okay."

He would listen, so he spoke.

He didn't think about telling anyone, and no one would believe that he would be sent to a mental hospital as a psychopath.

This was the first time he had told anyone about this after his rebirth.

Maybe it was because of Rong Huan's sense of security as a psychiatrist, maybe he didn't take it seriously and just wanted to hear the story, anyway, he told him.

That stupid and sad story from my previous life.