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Cheng Feng was stunned, he actually felt that Lu Yan's fingers were trembling, why was he trembling.

Did he feel the same way as himself?

Cheng Feng held Lu Yan's face with both hands, and carefully observed the other's expression and eyes, it was true.

A person worth hundreds of millions would actually collapse because of him.

Why on earth is he so lucky.

able to meet him.

Cheng Feng smiled and kissed her.

Knowing that Cheng Feng's health is not good, that night, when Cheng Feng lived with Lu Yan, after Lu Yan and Cheng Feng kissed, even if Cheng Feng raised his head there, his eyes were extremely seductive, but Lu Yan still endured it.

If the child passed out in his own pregnancy, he would only be rather remorseful.

At night, Lu Yan held Cheng Feng in his arms, and the two sat in the living room watching TV. Lu Yan took fruit and fed it to Cheng Feng's mouth. Cheng Feng turned his head and the light in his eyes was always seductive.

To show Lu Yan, he got up and went to the bathroom.

When he came out, his body was obviously covered with moisture.

Cheng Fengming knew what was going on, and pretended not to know, with an innocent face.

Lu Yan pinched his chin lightly, kissed Cheng Feng almost suffocating, and his whole body almost softened into a puddle of water.

The sky was getting dark, Cheng Feng was in Lu Yan's arms, feeling the man's warm body temperature, he seemed more at ease than staying anywhere, soon Cheng Feng closed his eyes and fell asleep.

Later, he fell asleep very soundly, Lu Yan hugged him and put him beside the bed, but he didn't wake up.

Lu Yan covered Cheng Feng with a quilt, hesitated for a moment, and went to sleep next door.

Otherwise, the child would be in front of him, exuding a seductive aura all over his body, and he was not at all defensive.

It seems that because he likes him, he is completely defenseless.

Lu Yan is of course happy that the child can trust him like this.

But on the other hand, I was a little worried. Fortunately, it was me who met the child. If it was someone else, I am afraid that the child would have been eaten whole.

Lu Yan went to sleep next door, couldn't sleep very much, then went back to Cheng Feng's side, sat by the bed, and looked at his boy.

His hand stroked gently, touching the child's face.

In his whole life, he thought that he really thanked God for allowing him to meet children at this point in time.

However, it may not be so suitable if it is earlier or later.

Lu Yan leaned over and kissed Cheng Feng's forehead.

"Good night."

Lu Yan said to his little lover.

Cheng Feng suddenly had a nightmare in the middle of the night.

It's been a while since I had a dream like this.

That night, he didn't know what happened, but he actually dreamed about something about his previous life.

On the day of the engagement, when he knew that he had been cheated, none of those two people said sorry, but looked at him with indifferent eyes.

As if he was the one who was extra.

Including his parents, when Cheng Feng left suddenly, they left the engagement banquet, caring more about the guests than his son.

They cared more about their own face, not his sick man.

Cheng Feng left by car, when a phone call came, his father asked him what was going on and why he left suddenly.

Even if you want to play your temper, you should change the time.

At this time, he ran away alone, left his fiancé, and everyone else, how would they explain it?

Cheng Feng sat in the car, trembling all over.

He didn't seem to understand why no one cared what he thought.

He was deceived, betrayed, and hurt.

He was kept in the dark from the beginning to the end, but everyone felt that he was disregarding the overall situation.

Cheng Feng laughed, and tears flowed from his face.

The driver in front looked at him with strange eyes.

Cheng Feng asked the driver to stop, he got out of the car, and walked on the side of the road in pain.

Walking and walking, the heart is too uncomfortable, as if someone has a knife in it and is violently turned.

The pain was so bad that he couldn't breathe, Cheng Feng squatted on the ground directly, he was still holding the phone tightly, the phone kept ringing.

But Cheng Feng couldn't answer the phone, he didn't even have the strength to raise his arm.

Tears kept falling on the ground, Cheng Feng opened his mouth forcefully, but it was difficult to breathe.

He clutched the clothes on his chest, he couldn't figure it out, since he didn't care about him, he just showed it.

Don't be kind to him on the one hand, but hurt him behind your back on the other hand.

Cheng Feng's eyes were blurred, and his throat was so sore that he wanted to cry out.

He made a hoarse sound.

Who can come and save him.

Everyone is fine, come and save him.

Cheng Feng woke up from the nightmare, tears wet the pillow at some point.

Opening his eyes, he saw that he was in a strange room, and sat up abruptly, with tears all over his face.

In my sleep, I really shed a lot of tears.

Looking around, it took a while to realize where this place is.

It was Lu Yan's room.

He fell in love with Lu Yan, and they were together.

But why the other party is not there.

Leave him here alone.

Are you leaving him again?

Cheng Feng lifted the quilt, and the slippers were on the ground, but he didn't seem to see it.

Walked out barefoot.

There are several rooms next to it, Cheng Feng didn't know where Lu Yan was, so he pushed the door of every room.

Without Lu Yan.

where did he go.

Cheng Feng felt chills all over his body, so cold that his teeth began to chatter.

Could it be that the other party also left, disliked him for being in poor health, and couldn't do anything, so he left and didn't want him?

Cheng Feng squatted down in the corridor, holding his shoulders with both hands, tears rolling down his cheeks to the ground again.

Don't leave him.

He is really scared.

Just want a little warmth, as long as a little bit is fine.

He is not such an insatiable person, but why, this little warmth is not willing to give him alms.

Cheng Feng shed tears silently.

Someone came by and saw Cheng Feng squatting on the ground, and when he approached, he noticed that Cheng Feng was crying.

Lu Yan's complexion changed immediately, and he bent over to pull Cheng Feng away.

Cheng Feng sensed Lu Yan's appearance, and immediately grabbed his hand.

"You are not allowed to go."

With red eyes, Cheng Feng said to Lu Yan almost viciously.

Lu Yan saw that Cheng Feng's face was full of tears, it was good when he slept before, why did he suddenly cry into tears.

Lu Yan's heart immediately picked up.

"I didn't go, I was next door."

Lu Yan and Cheng Feng explained.

Cheng Feng didn't listen, but grabbed Lu Yan's hand so vigorously that his nails almost sank into it.

He felt the pain in his wrist, but Lu Yan didn't say anything, let alone push Cheng Feng away.

"Have a nightmare?"

Otherwise, the child wouldn't wake up suddenly in the middle of the night and cry like this.

Looking sad, Lu Yan suddenly regretted that he should accompany the child.

Cheng Feng put his arms around Lu Yan's waist, and grasped Lu Yan's clothes tightly.

"You can't leave me."

If this person is leaving himself, he will really be alone forever.

He was alone when he left in his previous life, he was very scared

Blood was pouring out of his body, and he was very cold at that time.

As cold as now.

His whole body seemed to be in an ice cave, he saw people approaching around him, they were all watching, no one came to save him, he was so cold.

"I am cold."

Cheng Feng said with a trembling voice.

As soon as Lu Yan heard this, he immediately picked up Cheng Feng and carried him back to the room. Lu Yan went to pull the quilt, but Cheng Feng refused, and he kept burrowing into Lu Yan's arms.

It seems that what he wants is Lu Yan's embrace, not the quilt.

Lu Yan's eyes were full of worry, he put his arms around Cheng Feng, and leaned against the bed, Cheng Feng grabbed his clothes tightly with both hands, his face was wet with tears, Lu Yan wiped his tears.

After wiping a little, new tears rolled down immediately.

Lu Yan's heart ached, he lowered his head and kissed Cheng Feng's tears.

"What nightmare did you have, can you tell me?"

What kind of nightmare would make a child so frightened and trembling like this.

The body is also very cold, as if it will shatter at any moment.

Cheng Feng's voice was choked up, and he said with red eyes: "I dreamed that everyone left me."

Cheng Feng woke up a little bit from the nightmare, but even knew that those were dreams.

But it was something he had personally experienced in his previous life, and that kind of pain had already been engraved in the depths of Cheng Feng's soul.

It's not that if he doesn't think about it, he can pretend it doesn't exist.

"I will not leave you."

Lu Yan kept kissing Cheng Feng's cheek and also on his lips.

Cheng Feng buried his face in Lu Yan's arms, smelling the man's warm breath, he blinked, his body was still cold.

But it has already started to get a little hot from the other party.

"Don't go, stay."

Cheng Feng prayed.

"Okay, I won't go."

Lu Yan stroked Cheng Feng's hair, he didn't know what Cheng Feng had experienced in the past, and he was so scared.

His family, wealthy parents, didn't seem to care much about Cheng Feng.

When Cheng Feng was a child, before he returned to a wealthy family, the days he experienced must not have been very pleasant.

His child, he will make it all up to him.

Lu Yan actually felt sorry, because he didn't do well enough to make the child leave.

Lu Yan lowered his head and looked darkly. It seemed that he had to do more things.

With Lu Yan around, Cheng Feng grabbed the opponent, and when the opponent moved, Cheng Feng thought he was going to leave, as if he was quite worried.

With an expression of worrying about gain and loss, Lu Yan could only feel distressed and pity.

Cheng Feng fell asleep again later.

He fell asleep, but Lu Yan couldn't fall asleep, so he kept his eyes open and stayed with Cheng Feng until dawn.

Cheng Feng woke up the next day and found himself in Lu Yan's arms. The memory of last night came back instantly, Cheng Feng bit his lip.

Lu Yan must have been frightened, he behaved so badly.

Will this person dislike his troubles? There are always problems here and there.

Cheng Feng realized how anxious his thoughts were, and he couldn't control it. Seeing Lu Yan sleeping, he wanted to get up first.

The other party must have not slept well last night, but as soon as he moved, Lu Yan opened his eyes and woke up early in the morning without sleeping.

"woke up?"

As soon as Lu Yan saw Cheng Feng, he reached out to touch his cheek.

"Are you still suffering?"

When Cheng Feng heard about Lu Yan's gentle relationship, he obviously didn't feel uncomfortable, but a tear still rolled out.

"Why are you crying again?"

He doesn't like to see Cheng Feng's tears, his boy, in front of him, all he needs to do is enjoy and smile, not tears.

Cheng Feng immediately wiped away the tears with his hands, and looked at Lu Yan seriously.

Lu Yan realized that Cheng Feng had something to say, so he also sat up, then took Cheng Feng's hand and held it gently.

"what happened?"

"you……"

"Do you think I'm troublesome?"

Cheng Feng asked anxiously.

Lu Yan was startled, what did he do to make the child feel so insecure.

"will not."

"how come."

Lu Yan hugged Cheng Feng into his arms.

"It's not troublesome at all, but I'm very happy that you can rely on me like this."

"There is no need to doubt, my love for you, there is no need to doubt."

Even if Cheng Feng lived an extra life, in the final analysis, he was uneasy in his bones.

He didn't show it in the past, that's because he has always been in control.

Lu Yan's sudden pampering revealed Cheng Feng's most vulnerable side.

It was precisely after seeing this side that Lu Yan realized that this boy needs the attention of others.

Fortunately, he has Cheng Feng.

"I will be with you from now on, forever."

The simple words came out of Lu Yan's mouth with heavy weight.

"You said, if one day you break your promise..."

Cheng Feng didn't continue talking.

"There never will be, never will be."

Lu Yan knew that he would only like Cheng Feng in this life, and there would be no second person.

"Okay, get up."

Lu Yan got up, took the clothes, and changed Cheng Feng's clothes.

Cheng Feng was stunned for a moment, and when he realized it, Lu Yan had already made a move.

Every button was fastened by Lu Yan, Cheng Feng watched the man dress himself.

"If I get seriously ill in the future, I will never get up in bed."

Of course Cheng Feng didn't want such a thing to happen, but if it happened, what would happen to Lu Yan.

"I will always take care of you and never leave you."

Lu Yan knew what Cheng Feng's uneasiness and worry came from, so he would give a positive answer to what the other party said

Lu Yan squatted down beside the bed, took the slippers for Cheng Feng to put on, and he held Cheng Feng's ankle.

"No matter what happens, I will be by your side."

"On call."

"Really?"

Lu Yan is so busy, can he be on call for this person?

Cheng Feng was not very willing to believe it.

"Of course, nothing is more important than you."

"If I had to make a choice with you among all the powers I have, I would only choose you."

Lu Yan spoke first.

Cheng Feng was finally amused.

"If you really become a pauper, I won't want you."

Cheng Feng tilted his head, the sadness in his eyes gradually dissipated and was replaced by a smile.

Lu Yan stood up and carried Cheng Feng to the bathroom.

He took the toothpaste, squeezed it for Cheng Feng, and took a glass of water.

"You don't want me, who do you want?"

"Is anyone else as good as me?"

Lu Yan is quite confident.

"You have no money."

"Aside from having no money, I have a lot of other things."

Lu Yan hugged Cheng Feng's body from behind, and moved a little closer, Cheng Feng saw Lu Yan's meaningful eyes as soon as he turned his head.

In the early morning, it is always easy to get out of the fire.

Cheng Feng's eyes drooped.

"Okay, I won't bother you anymore, you brush your teeth, and I'll go prepare breakfast."

The ingredients for breakfast were bought yesterday. Lu Yan first went to the next door to wash up. He was very fast, and then went to the kitchen.

Standing in front of the mirror, Cheng Feng looked at himself inside, with a comfortable smile almost uncontrollably raised at the corner of his mouth.

Those are all things from the previous life, and he shouldn't still be indulging in it.

He met Lu Yan in this life, and he came in differently from the past, and he will not repeat the same mistakes again.

Cheng Feng walked to the living room, and Lu Yan was busy in the kitchen again. Obviously, it is fine to leave these things to others, but Lu Yan seems to like to do it all by himself.

It's not that he is stingy and reluctant to part with money, Cheng Feng knows what the man thinks in his heart.

He sat on the sofa, and the hot water was poured ahead of time, Cheng Feng got it up and drank a couple of sips.

He seemed to realize that he shouldn't be so worried, he should have confidence in Lu Yan.

You should also have confidence in yourself.

Cheng Feng felt a little uncomfortable in his throat and started coughing.

Hearing his voice, Lu Yan walked out of the kitchen.

Cheng Feng was not in good health, he said it was an old problem, but Lu Yan still wanted to send the child to the hospital for a comprehensive examination, Lu Yan washed some pears for Cheng Feng, let Cheng Feng eat it to moisten his throat.

Going back to the kitchen and continuing to work, the breakfast is relatively simple.

During breakfast, Cheng Feng seemed to think of something, so he mentioned it to Lu Yan.

Now that the two are in love, there are some things that don't need to be concealed.

Especially when he went outside to meet netizens.

"Netizen?"

It is impossible for Lu Yan not to be surprised, his lover is going to meet netizens.

"I'm doing a live broadcast. Occasionally, I will broadcast a live broadcast online to draw. Some fans are also in the local area. Ask me to go out and meet."

"I'm not alone, I'm looking for someone else, Wen Yao, I think you should remember him."

"remember."

Of course, Lu Yan had an impression of Wen Yao.

But for the two of them, neither of them seemed to be able to protect the other.

Lu Yan wouldn't stop Cheng Feng from seeing netizens right away, he wouldn't meddle too much in his lover's affairs, so he had a desire for monopoly in his heart, and wanted his lover to only look at him.

But he still tried his best to support what Cheng Feng wanted to do.

"It's just the two of you, I'm not at ease, I'll bring someone else."

Lu Yan immediately dialed a phone number, called the assistant, and asked him to arrange for a trustworthy person to come over.

Seeing that Lu Yan seems to be afraid that something will happen to him, this person is always like this, always showing him how much he cares about him.

But he always felt uneasy.

Cheng Feng pursed his lips: "Just this time, I won't meet any netizens casually in the future."

"You can see me if you want, I don't mind, as long as you protect yourself."

Cheng Feng felt Lu Yan's tender love, and wanted to say that he hadn't seen the netizens.

It's just that they both agreed to each other, so it's a bit inappropriate to shirk like that.

Cheng Feng nodded, he will take care not to let himself have trouble.

Not only for himself, but also for Lu Yan.

If there was something really wrong with him, Cheng Feng could almost imagine what would happen to Lu Yan.

Just because he had a nightmare yesterday, Lu Yan was worried about being like that.

Cheng Feng ate this meal, as if his body and soul were warm.

After breakfast, Lu Yan sent Cheng Feng to the school, stopped outside the school gate, before opening the door, Cheng Feng suddenly turned around and kissed Lu Yan.

The car window is single-sided, so you can't see the inside from the outside, and there are many students passing by outside, just outside the car, Cheng Feng feels a bit of forbidden happiness.

He took a sip on purpose and made a sound.

Lu Yan pressed his lover's slender waist.

"Don't tease me."

Cheng Feng took Lu Yan's hand away with a smile, and Lu Yan stroked Cheng Feng's lips again. The lips that had been kissed were so bright and attractive.

"Okay, I'm going to class, see you tomorrow."

He was going to meet netizens at night, so he would not meet Lu Yan.

Lu Yan watched Cheng Feng push the car door and go down. Someone outside saw the school grass, and immediately looked into the car, but Lu Yan sat inside and couldn't see clearly.

After the car drove away, Lu Yan suddenly laughed. The driver heard Lu Yan's laughter and controlled his eyes not to look behind.

Being able to watch the love between the boss and his little boyfriend at such a close distance, it seems that you can feel how much they like each other.

The driver can also feel the sweetness.

Cheng Feng was walking in the school, surrounded by a lot of attention, this day Cheng Feng felt that his body was brisk, and he walked fast, as if being carried by the wind.

When I came to the classroom, some students had already arrived. Seeing Cheng Feng approaching, someone stared at Cheng Feng's lips and asked him what he had eaten in the morning, why his mouth seemed a little swollen.

"Have it?"

Why didn't Cheng Feng feel it himself.

The classmates looked left and right, someone reached out to touch Cheng Feng's lips, but Cheng Feng avoided it.

Fang Ping came in from the corridor at this time, and as soon as he arrived in the classroom, he saw a few students surrounding Cheng Feng. Their school grass seemed to never make people feel aesthetically tired.

Every time we meet, it seems that his beauty value is a little higher than the last time.

Especially today, no matter what, I feel that Cheng Feng's face is bright, and his eyes are so clear, like a shining gem.

Fang Ping sat in front of Cheng Feng, and there was someone sitting next to Cheng Feng, so he sat in front, turned sideways, and put his elbows on Cheng Feng's table.

"Did you sleep well last night?"

Otherwise, I wouldn't be in such good spirits today.

"not so good."

Fang Ping and everyone were shocked.

"I had a nightmare and woke up suddenly in the middle of the night."

"What nightmare?"

The students immediately asked questions.

"I dreamed that I was fighting with someone, and it made him cry."

Cheng Feng casually joked.

"You fight with people?"

"Others beat you to tears."

"Hey, what are you talking about, who is willing to fight Cheng Feng?"

"Don't get down on the ground by yourself and let the school grass beat you?"

"It's not a fight like punching and kicking, is it?"

A certain classmate winked, with a lewd look on his face.

"Go away, who is like you, who thinks about these things every day."

"Our school beauty is not as vulgar as you."

Before Cheng Feng could speak, someone immediately refuted him.

Cheng Feng laughed, in their eyes, he seemed like someone who didn't eat the fireworks of the world.

Fang Ping also looked at Cheng Feng carefully, and it really didn't look like he was indulging in lust.

The key is Cheng Feng's body, and he can't let it go.

"Everyone is going to sing at night, are you going?"

Fang Ping asked.

Cheng Feng didn't get together with them much these days.

"Not tonight."

"An appointment again?"

"Yes."

"Who?"

Everyone pricked up their ears gossip.

"Fang Ping knows someone who had a toothache last time and needed to have his tooth pulled out."

When Cheng Feng mentioned this, Fang Ping immediately remembered that the young boy was somewhat similar to Cheng Feng in appearance.

The height and back of the two are very similar.

It seems that Cheng Feng has a good relationship with the other party.

"Next time I have a chance to ask him to come to our school."

Fang Ping was probably Aiwujiwu, Cheng Feng's friend to that person, so he would naturally have a good impression of him.

"I'll give you his contact information. If you want to see him, you can make an appointment."

Cheng Feng gave Wen Yao's number to Fang Ping as he spoke.

Fang Ping memorized it.

In the afternoon, Cheng Feng left the school first and took a taxi to meet Wen Yao.

They made an appointment at one place first, and later went to meet his fans and netizens together.

Cheng Feng wanted to meet outside the subway, but Wen Yao was afraid that Cheng Feng would feel uncomfortable standing, so he asked him to find a nearby store and send him the location.

Cheng Feng found a seat outside a small supermarket.

During Wen Yao's time, someone passing by came up to strike up a conversation, asking for Cheng Feng's contact information.

Cheng Feng gave a number, then put on the earphones, not wanting to be disturbed anymore.

Wen Yao walked out of the subway station, saw Cheng Feng from a distance, and ran towards him.

On the road, I almost collided with a passing battery car.

Panting from running, Cheng Feng took off the earphones and motioned Wen Yao to sit up and take a few breaths.

Wen Yao also made a special hairstyle during the day, seeing other people, he would not dress up like this in advance, but Cheng Feng was different, he seemed to be out on a date with him.

Cheng Feng found that Wen Yao seemed to be exquisite all over, with several studs on his ears, staring at it for a while, Wen Yao himself was also handsome, with some decorations, he became even more handsome.

"Why are you so handsome today?"

Cheng Feng asked jokingly.

"See you."

Wen Yao said bluntly.

"Say it earlier, I'll also change clothes a little bit."

"Do you still need to change?"

"You look better in a sack than others in high-end clothes."

Wen Yao's words were a little exaggerated, but they were also true.

Cheng Feng shook his head and laughed: "Let's go."

It's time to meet his No. [-] fan boss.

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