Crematorium for all the sick seedlings after treatment

Sitting on the hospital bed of the school hospital, Cheng Feng's peach blossom eyes were dim, and he was silent about the emerald green osmanthus tree outside the window.

The sweet-scented osmanthus has not yet bloomed this season, but Cheng Feng knows how strong the fragrance of the flowers will be when the sweet-scented osmanthus blooms in the school.

He likes golden osmanthus, whose flower color is stronger than that of silver osmanthus, and its fragrance is deeper.

It seems that Cheng Feng will subconsciously like everything that is strong.

The corner of Cheng Feng's mouth curved slightly for a moment, and the smile disappeared quickly.

A drip was still on the back of his right hand, and the sharp cold needle was stuck in his skin, which was very painful.

Cheng Feng was a sick man by nature, not only that, but his body was quite sensitive and fragile, and a little scratch could be easily tolerated by others.

But Cheng Feng was very afraid of pain.

Even if it was just an injection, it was like cutting his body with a sharp blade on his skin.

But at the end of his life, he, who was so afraid of pain, encountered the most painful car accident.

The collision of two cars is actually a rear-end collision, which is not too serious in theory.

But it was such a simple car accident, the others were basically fine, and only Cheng Feng died on the spot.

His head was smashed and bleeding profusely.

He was in great pain. Even now, after he was reborn, that severe pain was still in his body, and it was still clearly lingering.

Cheng Feng smiled, and pulled his gaze back from the window.

It should be rebirth. If it was just an illusion before dying, the pain shouldn't be so clear. It was so clear that Cheng Feng looked at the sharp needle and knew what kind of pain it brought to his skin.

Cheng Feng leaned back, closed his eyes, and opened them slowly after a few seconds.

What are these?

When he died, he wasn’t really reconciled. He was not in good health. He went to the doctor every three days and took medicine at all times. Sometimes he took more medicine than food. He could live to be 20 years old. Surprised.

It was during this time that many things happened.

He was an ordinary person, but he was found by the wealthy family in his junior year.

All of a sudden, he flew from a commoner to a real young master of a wealthy family.

At that time Cheng Feng was full of hope, but unfortunately, his so-called hope was broken one by one by others.

What can be changed by being reborn?

Nothing will change.

Cheng Feng raised his lips, smiled coldly, and his heart ached. Even if he lived a new life, he would not let go of the pain that had been imposed on him so easily.

The family, brothers, lovers and friends he thought, it turned out that no one really cared about him or cared about him.

At the beginning, it was still possible to disguise it, but when it came to the back, it quickly tore off all the revealing faces.

Since this is the case, don't be nice to yourself in the first place.

Cheng Feng laughed hehehe, tears flickered in his red eyes.

His head was still too dizzy. Cheng Feng remembered a little bit at this time. It seemed that the weather was too hot and the sun was too hot. Come and go.

The doctors in the school hospital basically knew Cheng Feng, and they were no strangers to it.

Cheng Feng raised his eyes to look at the infusion tube, it would take more than half an hour to infuse.

Leave after losing.

Cheng closed his eyes, his whole body was tired and his heart was also quite tired, Cheng Feng soon fell asleep.

Not long after, I heard someone calling my name.

Cheng Feng slowly opened his eyes, and saw his wealthy parents suddenly appear in the hospital.

Cheng Feng blinked sharply, and it seemed that these two people had indeed come in his memory.

If he had remembered earlier, he would have stopped the infusion and left earlier.

He didn't want to see these two people, his two relatives who were related by blood. Cheng Feng once thought that he could find family affection from them. He tried his best to be docile and obedient, and never had any disagreement with these two people. Whatever he does, he does.

Even though he hated taking medicine very much, they said that taking medicine would make him healthy, and he often went to the hospital for check-ups, Cheng Feng listened to everything.

He also felt that they were doing it for his own good, and wanted to establish the missing intimacy with him.

But such a warm moment did not last long, about half a year later, Cheng Feng gradually discovered that the way his parents looked at him changed.

At first, he thought it was something about work that bothered his parents, so he became more docile and didn't find anything for his parents.

But soon Cheng Feng realized that his so-called biological parents didn't have much love for his biological son.

After all, they have lost nearly 20 years of getting along with each other. Compared with his real son, the fake son they had embraced wrongly had a better relationship with them.

Because he, the real young master, came back, the identity of the fake young master immediately became embarrassing.

The false young master took the initiative to move out of the house, but in this way, the parents treated the false young master even better. After all, it is not anyone's fault to make a mistake, and the false young master is not wrong. The more parents take care of him, sometimes After Cheng Feng saw it, he was a little jealous.

It's just jealousy, Cheng Feng didn't do anything.

With a real family, he is already very satisfied, and he will not ask for more extravagantly.

He accepted everything quietly, and was with his gentle boyfriend, who was handsome and kind, and proposed to him. Cheng Feng actively received treatment, and his body recovered a little. On the day of the engagement, something happened that he never thought of.

Seeing his fake young master brother hugging his fiancé, and the two kissing passionately in the corner, Cheng Feng just laughed.

He also finally understood that it had nothing to do with him whether he was a real young master or a fake young master.

He's just a borderline guy.

Dragging his sick body, no one would really like him.

After Cheng Feng completely gave up, he left the engagement scene that day, turned off his mobile phone, refused to answer anyone's calls, and left without taking any clothes.

Not long after leaving, there was a car accident.

Died in a car accident, now reborn back to more than two months ago.

"...Xiao Feng."

"Xiao Feng, are you feeling better?"

His mother's concerned voice came from his ear, Cheng Feng slowly raised his head to look at the other party, the woman's eyes were filled with worry, and she could feel the strength of the woman's fingers while holding his hand.

In the past, Cheng Feng would be moved, and would immediately shake his head, saying that he was fine and much better.

Now, Cheng Feng didn't want to say a word.

His lips were still pursed, and he gently took his hand out of the woman's.

The woman turned her head and looked at her husband in surprise.

"Xiao Feng, it's still hard, isn't it?"

"What do you want to eat? Dad goes out and buys it for you."

My father was also very concerned and nervous.

She can usually look at her children tenderly, but this day is very strange, and she seldom even looks at them.

Turning his head, he looked out the window.

"Xiao Feng, if you still feel uncomfortable, tell mom."

"Husband, go and call the doctor."

The woman immediately asked her husband to go outside.

The man turned around and was about to go outside, when Cheng Feng finally spoke.

"I'm fine, just dizzy."

Hearing that her son was finally willing to speak, the woman's eyes turned red immediately, and she was about to cry at any moment.

Cheng Feng looked at the woman, his blood mother.

mother?

This gentle and caring face at present seems to be two different from the person who didn't hide his disgusted eyes in his memory before his rebirth.

But really?

Cheng Feng is no longer so naive.

"Mom called your head teacher and asked for two days off. You can go home these few days and take care of yourself at home."

The woman went to grab Cheng Feng's hand again, but Cheng Feng immediately raised his hand and put it under the quilt.

The woman's expression was astonished, and she felt strange for a while.

But seeing Cheng Feng's pale and sickly face, he immediately waved away the strangeness.

The child is not feeling well, and he must be in a bad mood.

Speaking of which, it's all their problem. They obviously got all the children back, but they are always busy with other things, and they still pay too little attention to the children.

"Xiao Feng, then mom won't bother you anymore, just lie down and rest, mom will stay here and watch over you."

The woman approached Cheng Feng, Cheng Feng knew what she was going to do, and before the woman did it first, Cheng Feng lay down by himself.

Pulling the quilt over his chin, Cheng closed his eyes and didn't even look at the two people in front of the bed.

The husband and wife looked at each other and stayed quietly for a while, then they walked outside the door and seemed to have said something outside, Cheng Feng didn't care what happened to them, closed his eyes, and didn't think about anything.

After a few minutes, the woman came in, her high heels stepped on the ground, but she seemed to deliberately lower her footsteps.

Cheng Feng's fingers under the quilt were slightly bent, his nails sunk into his palm, a sharp pain hit him, and he immediately let go of his hand.

Cheng Feng laughed silently in his heart.

The woman accompanied Cheng Feng for the infusion. After the infusion, she prescribed some medicine. She took the medicine and walked out of the school hospital.

The car was parked outside, and the driver came over and opened the door.

The right rear door, Cheng Feng glanced at this position, turned and left.

The mother's complexion changed immediately, thinking that Cheng Feng would not go back with her.

As a result, Cheng Feng turned around from the back of the car, opened the door and sat in the left rear parking space.

He doesn't want to sit on the right side for the time being. He just had a car accident on the right side, and he still has a deep psychological shadow.

In fact, he doesn't even want to take a car, but Cheng Feng doesn't want to talk to women, and the other party will only ask him why.

Just follow back first.

He doesn't speak, and these people can't force him to speak.

When he got in the car, Cheng Feng turned his head and looked out the window all the time, without any communication with the woman during the whole process.

The car drove fast on the street, Cheng Feng's head hurt, his brows were wrinkled hard, and he didn't say anything.

He no longer needs women's concern.

The car drove home, and as soon as he entered the door, a person sat in front of the living room.

The moment Cheng Feng saw the other party, his throat suddenly felt uncomfortable. The young man stood up and smiled affectionately. Just as he was about to come to pick up Cheng Feng, his hand was already stretched out. Cheng Feng suddenly ran past him and rushed into the bathroom , Cheng Feng grasped the sink with both hands, and felt nauseous and vomited.

The mother and his boyfriend came over in a hurry, seeing Cheng Feng vomiting, they were both worried and nervous.

After vomiting for a while, Cheng Feng took the water cup to rinse his mouth, and washed his face with cold water.

There was already a bruise on the back of the right hand, the bruise left after the infusion.

Looking at the bruise, Cheng Feng raised his eyes to look at himself in the mirror.

The face there was pale and bloodless. Anyone who saw it would think it was a short-lived ghost.

Yes, in the eyes of his parents, he is such a short-lived ghost with bad luck.

And in the eyes of his boyfriend, Bai Yueguang, who fell in love with him at first sight, is also a pretty but useless vase.

The boyfriend has long hooked up with his younger brother, the fake young master.

The fake young master was regarded as a substitute, because he was too weak to have any intimate behavior with him, so he found a substitute.

It's just a scumbag double, but he quickly develops true love.

Is it true love?

So disgusting.

Cheng Feng sneered.

He took a tissue to wipe the water off his hands, turned his head, and met two pairs of worried eyes.

Cheng Feng walked over.

Without waiting for either of them to speak, Cheng Feng spoke first: "I'm sleepy, go up and rest first."

As for what the two of them were going to do, it had nothing to do with him.

What kind of boyfriend does not have a boyfriend, sleep with someone else, and still like him, and get engaged to him, whoever wants this kind of rubbish will take it, he doesn't want it.

Cheng Feng will not mention the matter of breaking up for the time being. If he just mentions it like this, it will only cause a lot of trouble.

He had to prepare a little bit so that his boyfriend Xie Rong couldn't refuse.

Walking up the stairs, halfway there, Cheng Feng stopped, his body was too weak, he was out of breath after two steps.

Such a self, no matter how many medicines he takes, he can't be cured at all. He is born weak, and he can't be cured by just treating him the day after tomorrow.

It used to be because of the people around me, I wanted to be healthy, so as not to worry them.

But now these are completely unnecessary.

What's more, I took so many medicines in the past, but it didn't get much better in the end.

On the contrary, he often vomits and feels uncomfortable because of taking medicine, and even has a headache and can't sleep at night. Now that he is reborn, he doesn't want to go through those pains again, and he doesn't want to live for other people's worries anymore. He only cares for himself.

So I simply gave up taking medicine, giving up treatment, and giving up all of them.

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