Pedal Two Boats II Broken Love

"Boy, he succeeded. He killed his only close relative. I saw his painful struggle with his own eyes. He took revenge on those who hurt him, but the boy was not satisfied, he felt so empty, there was almost nothing in the world that he could care about, and he could only continue to inherit that huge family business with that hypocritical smile. Afterwards, he went to the Noble Academy, and while he was studying, he dealt with official business. He thought that his life would go on peacefully as usual, but he met a person, that person had a warm smile, unlike his smile, Such hypocrisy..." The voice paused slightly, Xia Yueguang felt someone caressing his face, and then heard him say:

"He is a person with a warm glow all over his body, so beautiful... so beautiful... For the first time, the boy had the idea of ​​wanting to possess someone, but that gentle person already has someone he likes, even if he got him His body, Ren'er's heart is still thinking about that person, even now...he is still hurting...sad for that person..."

Xia Yueguang panted lightly, because the speaker actually kissed him, his kiss was so soft...so soft...as if the wind had blown by, he couldn't help opening his eyes anymore, he wanted to know... Wondering who the guy was talking about...why he said this to him...

The dazzling light made Xia Yueguang squint her eyes uncomfortably, and the blurry figure in front of her eyes gradually became clear, and what came into her eyes was those gentle blue eyes with a little pain, and that person was Xien.

Sean watched Xia Yueguang, who had been in a coma for a long time, open his eyes in surprise. He hugged the thin man happily, kissed his cheek repeatedly and said:

"Moonlight...you finally woke up...you know? I was so worried that you would continue to sleep..."

Xia Yueguang tremblingly looked at Xi En's gentle and handsome face, she never thought that she would let the person in front of her be so infatuated with him, lose weight and haggard because of him, and even tell him his secret, why?Why is he the same as Huo Si?They are all the same loneliness, he wants to escape, and he thinks he can escape, but unexpectedly, he is caught in the net again, what should he do?He doesn't want to be addicted, but is held tightly. If he leaves, will Sean be like Huo Si and lose his mind and be crazy about him?

"Are you hungry? May I get you something to eat?" Sean smiled and let go of Xia Yueguang, and asked the weak person in front of him gently.

Xia Yueguang reached out and gently touched Xi En's handsome face, and said with a choked voice, "Please don't do this...at least in front of me, you don't have to force yourself to smile..."

As soon as Xia Yueguang finished speaking, she was hugged into a strong embrace, and her soft lips were kissed by Sean's trembling lips. That kiss was no longer a light kiss, as if it was going to swallow him whole. The scorching heat made people tremble uncontrollably, the tongue slipping into his mouth was so hot, and the constant teasing of his tongue made him almost unable to breathe.

Sean reluctantly left those soft lips, looked at Xia Yueguang's slightly flushed cheeks tenderly, held him tightly in his arms and asked, "Will you be my man?"

Xia Yueguang gasped and snuggled into Sean's arms. When he heard him ask this question, he couldn't help being afraid. If he agreed, would it cause harm again?If he doesn't agree, will the person who loves him in front of him fall into the darkness again?He didn't know, if he could, he didn't want to make any more choices, so he had no choice but to push Sean away without saying a word, and nestled back on the bed as if evading.

Sean didn't force Xia Yueguang either, and gently stroked his soft hair and said, "I'm not in a hurry for an answer, but I hope you will think about it."

Xia Yueguang grabbed the quilt in silence, closed her eyes as if evading, not daring to touch Sean's gentle eyes, not daring to look at his soft expression, not daring to accept his heartwarming thoughtfulness.

"Let me get you some food!" Youyou sighed, Sean reluctantly stroked the soft hair of the man, stood up and prepared something to eat.

Hearing the footsteps of Sean leaving, Xia Yueguang opened his eyes to look at the place where Sean left, lifted the quilt, stood up unsteadily, leaned against the wall and walked to the window trembling slightly, he leaned against the window sill Looking at the scene outside the window, he stretched out his hands. He saw his white hands that were almost sick. They were so thin that almost only the skin covered the bones, and the blood vessels under the skin were faintly visible. He wrapped his hands around his body, shawl Her long hair fell straight down, exuding a soft luster in the sun.

It seems that these few days of self-abandonment made him really almost report to the gate of hell, hehe... Who said that he would take good care of himself when he stepped out of the Red Castle?Who said that even if there is no fire master, he will live well?Who said... that he would never step into that deadly trap again?Sean's words actually made him feel sad, and he really wanted to be by his side and share some of his sorrows for him. Are you stupid?I was hurt just now, and immediately want to be hurt again, I am really crazy!

Xia Yueguang sat wearily on a chair beside the room, the wind gently blowing into the room, and the faint fragrance of jasmine lingered in the room. Hearing the slight sound of footsteps, he turned his head to look at the door, and saw Sean taking Walking towards him with a tray with many sweets on it.

"Why don't you lie on the bed? You'll catch a cold if you blow the wind here." Sean put down the tray, walked to Xia Yueguang's side, and gently hugged him as he said.

Xia Yueguang obediently wrapped her arms around Sean's neck, letting him pick up his own and walked to the bed to put him down, "Did I fall asleep for several days?" His weak body told him that he must have slept for several days , otherwise, she wouldn't be weak and weak, and she'd be too thin to look like a human being.

Sean picked up the tray on the side and put it on his lap, "You slept for three days, and you just woke up just now." After gently answering Xia Yueguang's words, he picked up the hot cocoa and blew it on his lips, before waking up. Take it to Xia Yueguang.

Xia Yueguang took the hot cocoa and drank it slowly, probably because he hadn't eaten for a long time. Once he drank the hot cocoa, his stomach became very hungry, and Sean on the side squeezed some warm bread to feed him at the right time. Xia Yueguang felt that he was really gentle and considerate. If he got along with him for a longer time, he might really like him, but... should he really accept him?

Unaware of Xia Yueguang's hesitant look, Sean just wanted to make the person in front of him recover quickly, and wanted to take good care of him and let him know that what the fire department can give, he can also give!

Ten days, ten days of self-abandonment, he should cheer up, not for himself, at least for Sean, who took care of him tenderly in front of him, although he couldn't give him love, but he was willing to stay by his side temporarily, to caress by his side Heal his wounds...

In a blink of an eye, another month passed, and Xia Yueguang was by Sean's side for a month. During this month, his body gradually recovered, and Sean treated him very gently, but he just kept silent. Accompanied quietly by his side, neither speaking nor responding.

In the past month, Sean at most hugged him or kissed him, and did not do anything out of line, nor forced him to answer his questions, he was really good to him, so good that he couldn't Dare to face him, afraid that he will really fall in love with him, the hurt once is enough, he doesn't want to do it again, so whenever Sean tells him his love, he will find a reason to leave quickly, or Diverting the topic, although he knew it was selfish, but he had no choice, in order to protect himself, he had to do so.

Sean has become more and more anxious recently. He seems to want to know his answer very much, which makes him afraid to see him every day. He either hides when he sees him, or avoids seeing him. I don't hate Sean, but...but he doesn't know whether he should accept it...

Raising his head, Xia Yueguang leaned against a big tree and looked at the blue sky. The sky was so blue, so blue that he felt comfortable, just like Sean's eyes, but recently he was extremely anxious and lost his usual Calm down, why?He closed his eyes suspiciously, enjoying the coolness of the breeze caressing his face, intending to get rid of the irritability in his heart.

There was a rustling sound in the grass, and Xia Yueguang quickly turned her head to look, and saw Jin Di walking towards him gracefully, with something still in his mouth.

"Jindi? Why did you come here? Don't you need to accompany your master?" Xia Yueguang walked to Jindi's side and patted his head and asked, sharp-eyed and saw a gray-white hair in his mouth Curiously holding the soft thing with his hands, Jin Di let go, letting the off-white furry object fall into Xia Yueguang's hands.

"This is..." Xia Yueguang looked at the little wolf dog with eyes closed in his hands in surprise. It was so cute, and it kept opening its small mouth and whispering, and its small ears were hanging down limply. , looks so cute.

Sean walked towards Xia Yueguang from the other end of the grass with a smile and asked, "Do you still like it?"

Xia Yueguang nodded happily, "You... how do you know I want to have a puppy?" Although he was happy, he didn't understand why Sean knew that he wanted to have a dog, but this dog is so cute. I like it very much.

"Because you told me that you wanted to get a puppy! But I don't know what kind of dog you like, so I bought a German shepherd for you. Do you still like it?" Sean hugged Xia Yueguang, who rarely showed a smiling face, explained, gently kissed his cheek, and looked at him affectionately.

Xia Yueguang lowered her head shyly, hugged the little wolfdog and whispered to Sean:

"Thank you." It's been so long, Sean still remembers that he wants a puppy, he is really a considerate person.

"Have you thought of a name for the puppy?" Sean reached out and pushed Xia Yue's smooth hair behind her ears, asking him softly.

Xia Yueguang happily picked up the little wolf dog, tilted her head and smiled and said to Sean: "Call it gray, the gray hair all over the body is very suitable for it."

Sean smiled and kissed Xia Yueguang's soft lips, and said softly, "Just call it that!"

He has pushed Moonlight too hard these days, but when he thinks of Huo Si, he has to quicken his pace, because he knows that Moonlight still misses Huo Si. Don't worry, he likes Moonlight, even loves him, he can't let Moonlight go, he doesn't want to regret it, he doesn't want to regret letting go of Moonlight like the fire master now, he absolutely can't let Moonlight know that Fire Chief is looking for him!

"Xion... what's the matter with you?" Xia Yueguang looked at Xien's livid face worriedly, and asked Hui who was whining in his arms.

Xi En smiled and kissed Xia Yueguang's forehead, put his arms around his waist and said, "Let's go back to the castle! Your body has just recovered, don't have a fever again."

Xia Yueguang looked at Sean without saying a word, then lowered her head and dared not look at him again. For such a person, teach him how to act as if he can't feel his tenderness. He is still struggling and doesn't want to fall back into that net again. But he knows that he won't be able to struggle for long, because he has already realized that he can't move away from Sean's gentle eyes. In the end, he will still fall back into that net, the net named after love... …

Back in the White Castle, Sean was stopped by a servant, who said something unknown, and asked Sean to call him back to his room in a hurry, and then he and the servant left.

Xia Yueguang obediently prepared to go back to his room. Passing by the window, he saw a familiar carriage. After looking carefully, wasn't that the fire department's carriage? !

Xia Yueguang stared at the carriage outside the window, and a figure he was familiar with walked out of it. His tall figure and handsome and charming face were still the same, but he lost a lot of weight, and his heart couldn't help but hurt. Did he notice his staring, Huo Si raised his head to look at him, and before Xia Yueguang had time to react, he made contact with those ruby-like eyes.

Huo Si excitedly looked at the person by the window, but saw the person running away quickly with fear on his face, the heart in his chest was hurting as if being torn apart by someone, he turned his head and looked at the person walking towards him with an indifferent face Come Shane.

"Moonlight is here with you, right? Give him back to me quickly!" Huo Si angrily grabbed Sean's collar and roared like a question.

Sean clapped the fireman's hand and said flatly: "He was never yours, and you pushed him away with your own hands. You have no right to own him at all!"

"If it wasn't for your intervention, would I have misunderstood Moonlight? If it wasn't for you taking advantage of Moonlight's drunkenness and assaulting him, would I have hurt him? It's all because of you!" Fire Division punched Sean angrily, his chest went up and down He was ups and downs, shouting angrily.

Sean covered his face in pain, looked at Huo Si's furious appearance with cold eyes, and smiled coldly, "It's better to blame yourself than to blame others! You let go! It's your distrust that hurt him! This Everything is your fault! Don't blame me!"

Huo Si restrained his anger and glared at Sean. After a long time, he turned his head and said:

"I will see the moonlight! He will come back to me in the end, because he still loves me!" Finished the sentence.Huo Si turned around and walked back into the car, showing a triumphant smile on his sexy thin lips, because he saw Sean's pale face, the moonlight will always be his!

Sean stood up with a pale face. The manager standing beside him wanted to help him, but he waved him away, and hurriedly ran into the castle. What the fire chief said was right, Moonlight still loves the fire chief , he is not sure how much Yueguang likes him, or just treats him as a friend, or love based on sympathy, anxiety fills his heart, he doesn't want to lose him!

Staying in the room holding the ashen Xia Yueguang in a daze, staring at the window blankly, his mind is full of Huo Si's figure, and the anxiety in his eyes, what is he doing in Baibao?Are you looking for him?Impossible!

When Xia Yueguang was thinking wildly, Sean ran into the room in a panic, and hugged Xia Yueguang into his arms without explaining, which really shocked him a lot.

Xia Yueguang put down the ashes in her hands, hugged Xien back and asked, "Xian... what's wrong with you?"

Sean let go of him slightly, "Moonlight... don't leave me, please? Promise me that you will never leave me, okay?" He lowered his head and kissed Xia Yueguang's lips, and asked anxiously, he was so scared in his heart. people will leave him.

Xia Yueguang lowered her head and said with a trembling voice:

"Don't force me, I... I don't know how to answer..." He didn't deliberately not give Sean an answer, it's just... It's just that he still doesn't know the position of Sean in his heart, and he needs some time to think about it.

Sean let go of his hand, grabbed Xia Yueguang's shoulder in pain and asked:

"You still think about him, don't you? Why can't you forget him? Maybe you don't know how painful my heart is every time you look at another person through me, why you can't fall in love What about me? You answer me!"

Xia Yueguang shook her head desperately, tears streaming down her face involuntarily, "Don't force me! Please don't force me!" She put her hands on Sean's chest and cried tremblingly.

Warm tears dripped down on the back of Sean's hand, which woke him up after losing his mind, "I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm so worried, I'm afraid that you will leave me and return to the arms of the fire department. I didn't mean to force you to Yours..." Tightly hugging Xia Yueguang into his arms, kissing his tears constantly.

Xia Yueguang just snuggled into Sean's arms and kept crying. He just didn't want to be hurt again, not because he didn't want to respond to him. He was really scared, afraid that he would suffer the same hurt again.

Xi En gently kissed Xia Yueguang's forehead, wiped away his tears, and said softly: "You rest! I have to deal with it first."

Xia Yueguang looked at Sean with tears in his eyes. His figure looked so lonely, and he almost subconsciously called out: "Xion..."

Sean paused, turned around and looked at Xia Yueguang who was crying like a tearful person, walked back with a sigh, picked up the ashes from his legs and put them in a small basket beside him, and hugged her into his arms inside.

"I'm sorry, I made you anxious just now, don't cry, I won't force you to answer me again." Sean said softly, kissing Xia Yueguang's tear-stained cheek.

Xia Yueguang lowered her head and said leisurely, "I...it's not that I don't want to answer you, it's just that I..." He was kissed by Sean before he finished speaking.

Gently pecked on his lips, and said with a smile:

"Stop talking, I'm not forcing you to give me an answer, I'll wait for you, take a rest quickly! Don't be tired." Sean gently hugged Xia Yueguang, then let go of him and stood up and said.

Seeing that Sean was about to leave, Xia Yueguang grabbed his hand in a panic. Seeing Sean looking at him incomprehensibly, he shyly lowered his head and whispered with determination: "Hold me..."